Journal of John B. Patrick, June 8, 1861-September 15, 1861

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Journal of John B. Patrick, June 8, 1861-September 15, 1861

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John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. His journals span from 1861-1865 and detail his personal life and health, religion, his work at the Arsenal Academy, cadet discipline, and Civil War activities.

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looking man, and evidently a good officer. His appearance is that of a stern, yet high-toned, and refined gentleman. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Hope she is well.

Saturday, June 8.

Felt a little indisposed this morning, but am better now. Rev. Milton Kennedy tells me that he has no hope that his brother can recover. Sad to contemplate! A young man thus early to be called from time to eternity. Hope he will be prepared for the change.

Received an affectionate, but very desponding letter from Lou, and have written one in reply trying to cheer her amid her trials.

Sunday June, 9

“Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.” Sixty-sixth Psalm &16th verse. This was the subject of a very interesting sermon, delivered this evening in the Baptist Church, by the Rev. Mr. Taylor, Chaplain of the Brooks Troop, of Greenville S. C. now attached to Hampton’s Legion. The young divine, has talents for great usefulness, as his sermon this evening abundantly proved. Long may he live, to tell what God has done for his soul, and thus cause many to seek the Christian’s “much longed-for-heaven of eternal joys beyond the grave”.

Bro.-in-law j. R. P. Goodlett, called this afternoon to see me and while here closed a letter to his mother. Capt. Lamman, also called on me. May God bless

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them both, and spare them to enjoy the blessings for which they have resorted to their swords.

Monday June 10th

Wrote a letter to Lou. One from her informs me that she is well as usual, for which I am thankful. In regard to the great event of the day, it is difficult to form an opinion. There are so many rumors, and contradictory dispatches that it is difficult to ascertain facts, without which an opinion is worthless. Present indications are that there will soon be a great battle, between the opposing armies. We commend our cause and our brave Volunteers to the God of battles, and pray for His smiles and protection.

Tuesday, June 11.

Am feeling well this evening - have been gratified at the spirit manifested by our Cadets. Both those who have returned, and those who are going to furlough, have borne themselves toward me in a manner that a teacher and an officer is ever prepared to appreciate.

Wednesday, June 12.

I’ve just returned from that delightful place, the social prayer meeting. Would that they, the professing Christians, took a more general interest in its exercises. - From the dispatches received last evening, and published this morning, it would seem that the authorities in Washington are growing a little uneasy, or rather that they are beginning to realize the difficulty of subjuga-

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ting a free-people. Chief Justice Taney’s decision is well calculated to open the eyes of all men whose reason is not dethroned, to Lincoln’s unprincipled usurpation of power. Drilled some of the Volunteers of the 4th regiment to day. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Would that circumstances permitted us to be together!

Thursday, June 13.

To-day has been observed as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer. I am pleased that it was so generally observed. Appropriate service was held in all the churches here I believe. The Brooks Troop most of whom are Baptists attended the Baptist church to day. Received a letter from Lou and wrote one to my parents. - Received a letter from a Com. of the Cadet Polytechnic Society, requesting me to write a sketch of its history during my connection with it. They say “the Society is aware of my (your) zeal for her cause, and recurs with pride to my (your) efforts in her behalf.” I shall comply with their request as early as possible.

Friday, June 14.

Wrote a letter to Lou & finished reading Irving’s IV Vol. Life of Washington.

Saturday, June 15.

Visited Mr. Henry Powel, a Baptist brother this evening. It is a pleasant thus pass a sociable hour, after reading unfavorable dispatches like those received this evening from the seat of war. But I am not disposed to credit them.

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At any rate I indulge a hope that if they are true, it is a stroke of policy on the part of our rulers, and that if we have abandoned Harper’s Ferry, we shall gain more than its equal in another respect.

Visited my colleague, Lieut. R. - this afternoon, - found him very feeble. A sad sight indeed! to see a man once active and lively, thus wasting away by disease. - Went out this morning, trying to collect Pew-rents. Met with some success, thankful to say.

Sunday, June 16.

Attended S. school and church as usual. At night Bro. W. D. Rice, the general superintendent of S. schools appointed by the Baptist State convention, or rather by a Board of that convention, addressed the congregation on the subject of S. schools. Would that every parent in the state could have heard him! They would, at least, have been constrained to admit that the S. school is capable of accomplishing good.

Monday June 17.

Visited the city school to-day, taught by Mr. Henry Powell, a Baptist brother. He has charge of about 80 boys - an interesting field for usefulness, truly; but a laborious one. I derived two or three useful ideas from his method of instruction.

A letter from Lou, this after-noon, brings me the cheering intelligence that her health is still improving, but notwithstanding this I am somewhat depressed in spirits this evening. It arises, perhaps from the want of more congenial society that I have, at present.

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Tuesday, June. 18.

Visited Camp “Hampton” to day, i.e. the camp of Hampton’s Legion. - Saw a number of my friends there - they are having a disagreeable time because of the dust. Wrote a letter to Lou.

Wednesday, June 19.

Cap’t. White, with a detachment of twelve cadets went out to Camp Hampton this morning to remain for some days, in order to drill the soldiers. This was done at the request of Col. Hampton. - At present I have sole charge at the Arsenal. Only eighteen cadets remain here to perform the duties of Guard. I have made such changes in the routine of duty, as will enable us to perform the duties of Guard without too much tax on the energies of the cadets. - Received a letter from Lou. She is not feeling cheerful. Her anxiety about her brothers weighs heavily upon her in her feeble state of health.

Thursday, June 20. Wrote a letter to Lou to-day. Had some experience in the duties of Sup’t. and Arsenal keeper.

Friday, June 21.

This is the anniversary of my wedding, or rather of my marriage, for we had no wedding. Two years have passed rapidly away, during which we have experienced both joys and sorrows. At present we are apart, much to our regret, but think it best under the circumstances. - Received a cheerful letter, accompanied by

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a box of cake from Lou to-day. Wrote a letter in reply. Hope to see her soon.

Saturday, June 22.

Finished the outline of the history of the Polytechnic Society, written during the years ’53, ’54, & ’55, written at the request of a com. of said Soc.

Received a letter from sister Lizzie - am sorry to learn that the family is not well. - Trust there will be no serious illness on the part of any one. - Am feeling weary this evening, the result, perhaps of constant exercise and of the extremely warm weather. Thermometer at 102° to-day!

Sunday, June 23d

Heard Dr. Renolds preach to day. His discourse was in reference to the death of our late, aged Bro. Frean. Like his sermons generally it was an admirable and appropriate one. His text is recorded in 2nd Tim. IV chap. 7 & 8th verses. In the concluding part of the discourse, he read a poem, composed by Bro. Frean years ago, which breathed a fervent Christian spirit. The preacher alluded to the fact that our late Bro. had asked him years ago, to perform this last kindly office for him.

My duties at the Arsenal prevented my attending S. school this morning. I hope my absence will do no harm, but that on the contrary it will be the means of bringing out our Ass’t. Sup’t. who is as yet rather diffident.

My Colleague Lieut Henry D. Kennedy, after long illness, died to-day at 20 minutes to M. His departure is said, and I am happy to read it, to have been a tranquil one. He

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expressed a hope that all would be well, requested different passages of Scripture to be read for him, and gave other evidences of a change of heart. I go and sit up (in company with three others) with his remains to-night. - Write a letter to our colleague Thompson concerning Lieut. K’s death.

Bro-in-law, J. R. P. G. - called this afternoon to see me, it being the only time he could get off.

Monday, June 24.

A post mortem examination held made in accordance with one Lieut. K’s vast requests has proved that he died of consumption. His body was buried this after-noon with military honors. I had command of the corps, and could but feel solemn (had I tried to feel otherwise) as we marched slowly after the muffled drum and the solemn notes of the band, with arms reversed - a position in itself expressive of mourning. Having completed the interment according to the prescribed form we returned. I felt mortified at the thoughtless levity of the little boys on the street who followed along to hear the music on our return. Would that parents would strive harder to teach their children rules of propriety!

Tuesday, June 25

Went out to Camp Hampton this evening in company of a friend - witnessed dress-parade - heard an order published to the effect that a part of the regiment Legion will leave for Virginia on to-morrow. Had a pleasant ride after the rain. Stopped at Bro. Breaker’s as I came on back and had a long and interesting talk with him.

Wrote two letters to-day - one to Lou & one to Sister Lizzie. I am feeling weary this evening.

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Wednesday, June 26th

Am feeling weary again this evening. A letter from home telling me of the continued sickness of my two brothers gives me great solicitude. Bro. Charles has Typhoid fever, and while I hope and pray for his recovery, I can but fear that his constitution is not such as to stand a severe attack of a protracted fever. But my faith is in God. I know that He does all things well, and I endeavor to feel submissive to His will. I am apprehensive about Bro. George also. A letter from Lou says that she is well as usual. Wrote one to her in reply and one to Sister Lizzie. - Bro. in-law J. R. P. G. dined with me to day. He bade me goodbye expecting to be off for the seat of war in a day or two. May the blessing of God accompany him.

Thursday, June 27.

No letter from home to day - hope however that the sick are better. I intend, Providence permitting, to go to Greenville to-morrow, as it will be the only opportunity that I will have for some time. I feel it my duty to go there, hoping that the blessings of a kind Providence will prevent my being called home on account of sickness, i.e. that they will soon be well again.

Friday, June 28.

Go to Greenville to day - a warm ride - crops generally look well, except that cotton is small. Arrive at Greenville - find Lou complaining. Hope she will soon feel better. All are, of course, glad to see me. I should feel happier if all were well both here and at home. Endeavor to feel that all will be well.

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Saturday, June 29.

Have spent the day very quietly, most of the time in the house, in the company with Lou. She has not been well, but is better this evening.

Sunday, June 30.

Attended the Sunday school celebration this afternoon, and was pleased to see so large an attendance, both of children and grown people. I could but feel, that the Sunday school of which I have charge is languid as I beheld the large congregation, and saw how interested they were in the exercise of the school. At night the church was crowded to hear Dr. James Furman’s address or rather sermon to the soldiers composing Capt. S. D. Goodlett’s Company. They leave to-morrow morning. His text “Fight the good fight of faith” was most appropriately handled as might have been expected of the learned divine. After the services I went round to the Company’s place of rendezvous, the Old. C. H., and bade my friend Capt. S. D. G. good-bye. I am acquainted with only two or three of his men.

Monday, July 1st

A pleasant and needed rain about mid-day. Called to see my old friend Mrs. Anderson and family in the afternoon - my visit was an agreeable one - it recalled events that transpired when I used to board with the family. My much esteemed friend, Mr. E. H. Graham, called to see me, early in the evening. Hope to have the pleasure of meeting him oftentimes during life. Most of the day has been spent in Lou’s company & none was spent more pleasantly.

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Tuesday, July 2. Left Greenville this morning at 4 A. M - saw several soldiers on their way to the seat of war - was gratified at the prospects for good crops, as apparent from the corn and cotton fields near the R. Road. - Am thankful to learn from a letter, received on my return here, that Bro. Charles is better, and that Bro. George and the negro children are well again. Wrote a letter to Lou telling her of my safe arrival.

Met with my colleagues, this evening, and submitted the outline of a Preamble and Resolutions, in regard to our late brother officer Lieut. H. D. Kennedy, in accordance with the request of the Sup’t. Made this afternoon, - they were revised and adopted. My attention was called to a comet now visible in the N. Western part of the heavens. It seems to have come to our view without attraction that attention the Astronomers usually give to its kindred bodies. I have seen but one notice of its coming. Its nucleus is large, and the train long and well defined. - My lessons for to-morrow have been assigned.

Wednesday, July 3.

Commenced the regular Academic duties to day, i.e. we heard recitations. A few of the cadets have applied for discharges - some because of the times & and one on account of his health. Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. The cadets request me to criticize, a series of resolutions passed by them concerning the death of Lieut. K. I complied. Attended prayer-meeting - was pleased to see a more general attendance than there was at some time back.

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I was surprised as well as gratified to day, to receive, as a present from one of the cadets, a book entitled “The Prince of the House of David,” also a copy of the Fast Day Sermon, by Rev. J. R. Kendrick, delivered on the 13th June 1861. Such tokens of regard are always appreciated by the conscientious teacher.

Thursday, July 4.

Another 4th of July has passed. It was ushered in as on former occasions, by the ringing of bells, the booming of cannon, and the firing of smell arms, but instead of firing one gun for each of the U. S., one was fired for each C. S. To me these demonstrations were suggestive of thoughts both pleasant and painful. On the one hand it is pleasant to remember that we of the Confederate States have done nothing to subvert the principles of the government whose birth this day commemorates; while on the other we are pained to know that the depravity of the human heart is still such, as to prevent a people bound together by so much that is glorious in the past, and having so much of a common interest and a common destiny, from living in peace and harmony under the same government.

Attended a funeral at the Baptist church to day.

Wrote a letter to Lou.

Friday, July 5.

Attended to my ordinary duties to day. I’m feeling about as cheerful as a man can, who is far away from those he loves. - Visited Bro. Powell this morning.

Saturday, July 6.

Was rejoiced this afternoon to receive two letters, one from

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Lou, the other from Father, bringing intelligence that the former is well, and that the sick in Father’s family are better. For this I hope I am thankful to God. Attended the regular conference meeting of the church this evening, - it was a pleasant meeting. Wrote two letters to day - one to Bro-in-law J. Y.G. in the army at Fairfax Va., the other to T. H. M.

Sunday, July 7.

The appearance or probability of rain, caused the S. school & congregation to be thin this morning. The exercises of the afternoon, it being communion season, were both pleasant and interesting. The collections to day for incidental expenses, and for the poor, indicate that the pressure of the times is being felt by the church & congregation. Being in charge, I could not go out this evening. Wrote a letter to Lou to day.

Monday, July 8.

Wrote a letter to Bro. in law, Dr. L. M. G. - who is in the army. Visited Thompson, my colleague, this evening. Am feeling somewhat lonely this evening - and some degree of solicitude too, in regard to the changes that are to be made in the Academy as a consequence of the existing vacancies. May I be directed in the path of duty!

Tuesday, July 9.

Apart from my usual duties, I wrote a letter to Lou in reply to one received from her. The lonely and melancholy feeling that I had yesterday, continued until this evening. I am now comparatively free from it. It was I suppose the result of care and the want of a congenial friend.

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Wednesday, July 10.

I still feel the need of a friend who thinks and feels as I do. Should be glad to have a house of my own.

Thursday, July 11.

Received a letter from Lou to-day, and wrote one in reply. Am feeling somewhat dejected this evening, notwithstanding, the cheering conversation I had with Bro. Breaker this evening. I called to see Mrs. Hewett, a Baptist, this evening, to learn how long the Sabbath school has been in existence, and learned that it has been about thirty years since it was organized though it has frequently been suspended for a time.

Friday, July 12.

Great indeed have been the rejoicings in Columbia this day. The “Richland Rifle Volunteer Company,” Cap’t. Miller having been in active service since the early part of last January, returned to day. The Military turned out to welcome them, and indeed, it would seem that nearly all of Columbia did the same. Carriages & vehicles of every description, were to be seen filled with persons, besides some on horseback and a multitude on foot, all looking on as if looking for some long absent friend. The Gov’s speech is over - and we take up the line of march for the Hall where a collation is prepared. Flags are suspended across the street, wreaths and bouquets are to be seen, while from every piazza, portice, and window human faces appear. Columbia “is as all eyes”. All seems anxious to do honor to the “good and brave.” Would that all were good in the proper sense of the word!

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The Collation was enjoyed by nearly all. I would that I could say all. But in that case, all would have to be intemperate or all temperate, and when I express a desire that all could have enjoyed it, I mean to say that I wish none would touch the intoxicating bowl. But I shall not live to see the day, when the curse of intemperance is removed from the land. Fatigued, from the duties of the day, I now seek repose.

Saturday, July 13.

Received three letters to day, one from Lou, one from sister Lizzie, and one from Bro-in-law J. R. P. G.-, who is at Richmond Va. Lou is not very well. At home those who were sick some time ago are better, but others are sick. I thrust that He, who hath blessed us in restoring the others will again hear our prayers, and restore those now suffering. How full alas! is this life of pain and sorrow. And it is for a good purpose, sinful as we are, that it should be so. Did not the chastening rod of affliction fall upon us some times we might, perhaps forget that this world is not our home. - From Bro.-in law’s letter, it seems that he has been participating in some of the joys of social intercourse, notwithstanding his duties as a soldier confine him. On the road to Richmond his company was often cheered by warm and enthusiastic hearts and invited to partake of the hospitalities of the citizens along the way side. A party was given them at the town of Greensboro. The young ladies of the two Female Colleges there, were present and a fine time did the young people have it would seem from the account of it.

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This was as it should be. Soldiers who go to fight in such a cause as ours deserve all the attention that can be shown them.

Sunday, July 14.

The attendance at Sunday school was good. Heard a good sermon in the morning from Bro. Breaker on the Duty of Self-denial. It was intended, and I think well calculated to stir up our non paying pew-holders. The text is in Matthew 16:24. - In the afternoon, I attended the meeting of the colored people. Bro. “Sanco” preached a sermon, which was well suited to his congregation. This evening Bro. Breaker gave us a very good, and to the Christian, a very consoling sermon. Psalm 31:15. “My times are in they hand.” I retire in a cheerful spirit.

Monday, July 15.

Saw Bro-in-law, James Y. Goodlett, as he passed through to day on his way to Va. He is the fourth brother that is now in the field. He brought me a comforting letter from Lou. It breathes a spirit of Christian piety, that never fails to refresh the faithful believer. Spent this evening at Bro. Breaker’s, and feel cheered and comforted thereby. - Our cadets are again desirous of taking the field. They wish to go to Va. this time. Received a letter from T. H. M. to day.

Tuesday, July 16.

This evening has been almost literally thrown away. I went over to the Arsenal, to meet my colleagues with a view of reading tactics to-gether. Company called in and I sat there listening to a conversation as profitless as it was long. It was about this that and the other

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individual - his or her beauty, how often he or she was engaged, &c, &c. - Apart from my usual duties I wrote a letter to Lou to day.

Wednesday, July 17.

Bought “Kirwan’s letters to Archbishop Hughes” to day, and placed it in the hands of a young man who is a Catholic. I should not have thought of doing so had he not requested me to “recommend some protestant books to read.” He manifests a desire to search after Truth. May the book be the means of leading him to in the “way of life everlasting”! Attended prayer-meeting this evening. - Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. Also one to Maj P. F. Stevens, Treas. Asso. of Graduates, enclosing my dues to the Association.

Thursday, July 18.

Attended a meeting of the citizens of Richland Dist. to day, in the city hall held for the purpose of passing resolutions in honor of the late Gov. Adams. The meeting was not large. The resolutions were very complimentary. Wrote a letter to Lou, in answer to one received from her.

Friday, July 19.

Exaggerated rumors of a battle in Va. at Bull’s Run, have reached here to day. The report last received modifies the first materially, and gives ground to hope that our brave soldiers have suffered comparatively little. They have the victory, for which let all honor and glory be ascribed to the God of Battles. Have written to Lou, in order to allay any undue appre-

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hension for the fate of her brothers Luther & John, members of the “Butler Guards” 2nd Palmetto Reg’t. I have acquaintances and friends, and relatives by blood and marriage there for whom I feel a deep solicitude, but hope they have been sheltered by Providence.

Saturday, July 20.

No further tidings have been received from our army at Manassas. Everybody is anxious to hear the particulars of the engagement. For my own part I feel very thankful that the news thus far is so encouraging. Still I have serious apprehensions about for the fate of our men. Should the Federalists engage them again in front, and by flank movements at the same time, they may by their superiority in numbers, make an immense slaughter and perhaps defeat them. May a merciful God in his providence, interpose to prevent such a calamity.

A letter from Father says that some of the sick are convalescing, but that one - a little negro is worse, & that two others are sick. Hope that He, who has mercifully spared others to us, will also restore them to health.

Sunday, July 21.

Another Sabbath day is gone, and how sweet have been its privileges! The exercises of the Sabbath school and the Sanctuary are indeed refreshing and comforting after a week’s labors together with the excitement created by the various and exaggerated rumors that

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we hear purporting to have come from the seat of war. Then for a short time, at least, we are permitted to meditate on the truth that pertain to life eternal, and to enjoy in anticipation, the blessings that are reserved for the faithful followers of Jesus when they shall have done with these sublimely scenes. In that pure world there will be no wars nor rumors of war, nor will we hear of pain and sickness, endured by those we love. All will be peaceful. All will be joy and happiness, not for a day or two, to be succeeded by gloom and sadness, but to endure throughout the ages of eternity. Oh! why then do we mourn because of the troubles and afflictions incident to this life, when they are but preparing us for that brighter and better world. - “Ye are the light of the world,” Mat. 5:14, was the text this morning. The sermon was instructive in a high degree. To night the text was in Deut. 33:27, “The Eternal God is thy refuge &c. It was a comforting sermon.

Monday, July 22.

This morning I awoke to learn, that while many of us were enjoying the blessed privileges of the Sanctuary yesterday, our brave soldiers, our kindred and friends were engaged in a sanguinary battle at or near Manassas. They gained the victory, but have to mourn the loss of many gallant men. Full particulars - not yet received. From all I have heard I am induced to believe as well as hope, that those near to me are spared. I dispatched to Capt. Hoke, this morning, but no reply has come yet. In the confusion there

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it may not have reached him, or he may not have been able to reply so soon. - Received a desponding letter from Lou, and in reply wrote her as cheering news as I could get out of the various reports. She cannot but feel sad, having so many there, who are dear to her. - I apprehend that we shall hear of another battle - a greater one perhaps, before many days. How thankful we Southern people should feel for the evidence that Providence is still on our side!

Tuesday, July 23.

Attended to my regular duties - numerous reports are circulated concerning the recent battles in Va. I went down to the Telegraph office with my colleagues this evening and remained until after ten o’clock - returned feeling quite weary, having learned nothing definite on the all absorbing subject.

Wednesday, July 24.

Rumor after rumor still passes round. I attend the regular prayer meeting held at our church, make the acquaintance of some visiting brethren. More persons out than usual. Glad to see it. It evinces a spirit of gratitude to God for giving success to our arms. Came by the Telegraph office and there learn that two officers of my acquaintance, Adjutant Wilkes, & Lieut Earle were killed in the great battle of the 21st, and that Capts. Poole & Kilpatrick were severely wounded together with many others killed and wounded - that are not named. Feel solicitous about the “Butler Guards”

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inquire after them - learn that they with others charged on a battery, and took it. It is stated that only three men were injured in Kershaw’s Reg’t. but it seems incredible. Hope this last statement is true, and although I have written a letter to Lou, in answer to her desponding letter received this evening, I will go to the depot in the morning, and send another. I feel for her, and that greatly. Get home late and retire weary enough with the excitement that prevails.

Thursday, July 25.

Went to the depot this morning to carry the letter referred to in last night’s record. Was in charge all day - have heard less of rumors, but still have not heard from those for whom I feel most anxiety. - How painful thus to remain in suspense, particularly for those who have brothers, fathers or children sons there. Feel very much care worn and retire.

Friday, July 26.

Saw Rev. T. L. Arthur to day, on his way home from Manassas. Learn with regret, that Capt. Hoke was badly wounded in the right elbow, and that it is feared he will lose his arm. How sad! a young man thus to be crippled for life. But it is one of the fruits of war, and when it happens to a man in so just a cause as ours, must ever be considered a living compliment to him. Cap’t. Poole has had his leg amputated - it is thought he will recover. Poor man! his case is more sad than that of the other, having no profession, and being dependent upon his own exertions for the support of his family. - From Mr. Arthur, the Chaplain of the

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Butler Guards, I learned with great joy that my wife’s brothers are all well. Luther & John fought through the battle and escaped unhurt. Jimmie arrived just as the enemy were routed, and when asked by Mr. Arthur “Why have you come and left my boys?” he replied, “Well I wanted to see some of the fun.” How thankful ought we to be, that those nearest us are safe! - In company with a large concourse of citizens, I heard Gov. Mc’Gowan narrate the gen general features of the Battles of Blackburn’s Ford and *Stone Bridge. His description was graphic. Carolinians were there in greater numbers, in proportion to our population, than were the soldiers from any other state. “They covered themselves all-over with glory.” The Georgians and Alabamians displayed great gallantry. - All fought desperately and “the victory was gained because each man had sworn in his heart to conquer or die.” Brave Men! millions yet unborn will speak their praise.

Wrote a hurried letter to Father, and commenced one to Lou. Will finish it in the morning.

Saturday, July 27.

Carried the letter to the depot, for Lou, that I commenced yesterday evening. There saw the surviving brother of Adjutant Wilkes. He was on is way home with the remains of his brother and that of another fallen soldier. Sad mission! But a short time ago, they went on to Va. together, their hearts beating high with noble, patriotic impulses. Now two are cold in death, and their remains are col returning to their desolated

*Since changed to “Manassas Plains”

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homes to receive the last office of affection - a decent burial. To-morrow’s train will carry another corpse, escorted by a surviving brother to its last resting place. But there are those whose bodies will not return to the homes of their kindred - the battle field will afford them a grave and in future ages a green mound will mark their last resting place. As a mark of the inhumanity of our enemies, be it known, that they left their dead and wounded in the field uncared for and unburied.

Paid a Dr’s bill to day - the only account I owed. And now another week is ended - and one of painful anxiety it has been to me. Wearied and care-worn I hail the approach of the Sabbath.

Sunday, July 28.

Another Sabbath day is gone. Read before the cadets this morning, a part of our Lord’s sermon on the Mount together with the 46th &47th Psalms. Was pleased to see the attention on the part of the cadets as I commented on the appropriateness of the 46th Psalm, on a day like this, when we desire to acknowledge the goodness of God in giving success to our arms in the great battle fought last Sunday at Stone Bridge. On that day He practically said to the invaders of our soil, “Be still and know that I am God.”

Heard Rev. J. Durham preach twice to day. The sermon this evening was from the text found in Acts. 2nd chap. 38 verse - It was a plain, practical sermon, containing strong doctrine as taught by the Scriptures and held by Baptists.

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Monday, July 29.

Nothing unusual occurred to day. Received a letter from Lou, in which she informs me that one of her cousins, William Young, was killed at the battle of Stone Bridge. Poor fellow! he sleeps in death and will hear of wars no more. For some reason I am feeling melancholy this evening. Anxious solicitude about friends far away has something to do with it, but uncertainty in regard to certain changes that are to take place in our institution has more. T

Tuesday, July 30.

A cheerful letter from Lou to day, gladdened my heart. Spent a part of the afternoon in replying to it. Called to see Bro. Breaker this evening and passed an hour very pleasantly in conversation, concerning the convention, Sunday school agency &c. The war too was touched upon. Indeed, it would be strange for two friends to meet, and be together as much as an hour without speaking of it. Bro. Durham was there also.

Wednesday, July 31.

Received a letter from Bro.-in-law J.Y.G. - . He writes from Orange. C. H. Va. whither he was sent after the battle of Stone Bridge. Sick when the enemy appeared in sight at Fairfax C. H., he was nerved by the sight of the invaders - took part in all that transpired from that time until the final route of the enemy on the 21st. He says the scene was awful, and was made more impressive by the groans of the wounded of the enemy.

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Have had occasion for the exercise of discipline to day, but this often the case, and in the government of boys we look upon it as a matter of course. Two cadets left us to day with Hon. Discharges. - Was gratified to day to have two of my old pupils call to see me, as they passed through on their way home.

Thursday, August. 1

Received a letter from Bro. Charles to day - the first he has written me since his attack of Typhoid fever. He tells me that he regrets that compliance with the Dr’s recommendation will necessitate his applying for an honorable discharge from the service of the State. I regret this too. Replied to his letter and told him that it would be better to obtain a discharge than to undertake duties that his health would not allow him to perform. He would simply be and expense to the State without returning an equivalent in service.

From his letter I learn that I have another little nephew. May he be brought up in the “nurture and admonition of the Lord,” and make a man who shall be instrumental in accomplishing great good in his day and generation!

Friday, August. 2.

Sister-in-law Pauline writes me that all are well. Her letter was a welcome visitor and was answered without delay.

Saturday, Aug. 3.

A letter from Lou tells me that she is not very well at present - nothing serious I hope. Attended

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the regular church conference this evening. We had a warm, yet friendly discussion in regard to one resolution that was proposed. It was defeated much to my gratification, not that I like so much to be on the victorious side, but because there was a principle involved that I cannot adopt.

Sunday, Aug. 4.

In addition to the ordinary exercise of the S. school and Sanctuary in the city, I attended service in the country this afternoon. Bro. Breaker preached a good sermon at the Factory. It is an important field for ministerial labor, and I was gratified to see so large an attendance, and to learn that the Sunday school is so large flourishing. Wrote a letter to Lou to day.

Monday, Aug. 5.

A letter from my Father-in-law, Col. Goodlett, tells me that my wife has presented me with a fine daughter, and that both mother and child are doing well. The babe was born on Saturday the 3d instant -, and is from the account I have, indeed, a fine child - weighs ten lbs.. Could I have had my desire, I would have preferred a son, but as it is I am not dissatisfied. On the contrary, I am grateful, I trust, to the Giver of all things for the gift of this little girl. I have given her to Him in prayer, and my heartfelt desire is that He will cause her to be “like an olive plant round about my table.” - As soon as I can I must go and see Lou and our little treasure.

Bad news has come along with the good to day. A friend from Va. tells me that Bro. in-law J.Y.G. is quite sick with Typhoid Fever - I fear that it will be serious, yet trust that

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it will seem good in the eyes of Him who cannot err, to spare him, and permit him again to fill has place in the family circle.

Tuesday, Aug. 6.

The Gov. visited the Arsenal to day during recitation hours. The corps was formed on the parade for his Inspection or Review, - one or both, as he might desire. He did neither in full, but did part of both. He and Gen. Gonzales, who accompanied him, expressed themselves as highly gratified with the performance of the corps. - In consequence of this visit of His Excellency, my colleagues dispensed with further recitations for the day. Some of the cadets desired that I should do likewise, but my notions of duty would not permit me to comply with their request. I changed the hours of recitation, to allow them time for preparation. I might have excused them altogether, as did my colleagues, but for the fact that I expect to be absent two days this week on furlough and I did not desire so much time to be lost.

Wrote a letter to Bro-in-law J.Y.G. who is sick at Orange C.H. Va. With a sweet consciousness of having done my duty to day, I now seek that repose which wearied nature requires.

Wednesday, Aug. 7.

Was made to feel sad this evening, by receiving a dispatch saying that my Bro-in-law, J.Y. Goodlett, is very sick with fever, and requesting me to let his father know it immediately. I replied by telegraph that I would comply with the request. At our usual Wednesday-evening prayer-meeting I

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asked Bro. Breaker to request the special prayer of the brethren for his restoration of health. The request was responded to in a feeling manner. There were two of the brethren who knew him in days gone by, one an old class-mate. They knew him to love him, and sent up fervent supplications in his behalf. - What a consolation it is that feeble worms, like we are, are permitted to approach a throne of grace, and there cast all our cares upon Jesus, the sinner’s friend! But for this precious privilege, the conflicts, trials and afflictions of this mortal life would be burdensome indeed. By faith, in Jesus, we look beyond these scenes of trouble and distress, and view the bright abodes of a blissful immortality, when after death, we shall dwell with angels and the redeemed of all ages and be forever free from anxiety and pain.

Thursday, Aug. 8.

Am at Greenville, and am moved by confliction emotions of joy and sorrow, - joyous that Lou and our little babe are doing so well, but sad to see the family grieving because of the sickness of one that is absent. It is natural that they should feel, and deeply too, under such circumstances. I try to comfort them all I can - hope they have heard the worst in regard to his case. - I have again petitioned the All-wise to bless us in this respect, and also in regard to our little one. Was gratified to see flourishing corn crops on the road. Met my old friend and class-mate W.F. DuBose on the cars, - and passed the time pleasantly. Saw also Lieut Long - who was wounded at the battle of Manassas - had an interesting talk with him in regard to the events of that great and trying day.

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Friday, Aug. 9.

Spent the day, mostly in the room with Lou. Slept a considerable while and was greatly refreshed thereby. Anxiety and broken rest had fitted me to enjoy a day’s rest.

Saturday, Aug. 10.

I’ve passed the day very much as I did yesterday. Have met several friends at the hotel. I’m not altogether free from anxiety. Those near to me are not as well as I could wish, and yet I have cause - abundant cause for thankfulness that all are so well as they are.

Sunday August 11th

Heard Rev. Dr. R. Furman preach this morning. His text was “walk while ye have the light, lest darkness come upon you.” - John 12:35. Like his sermons generally it was a good one. Do not go out this evening, as I will have to leave in the [morning] for Columbia. Try to comfort my dear wife, with the hope that her brother is better.

Monday, Aug. 12.

Slept very little last night. Left Lou cherishing a hope that good news would soon come from Va. But alas! for human hopes. This evening she will hear the heart rending intelligence that her affectionate brother John is no more. Would that I were there, that I might try to comfort her. Her brother Luther is coming on with the remains, and in accordance with his request received by Telegraph, I go to the depot to meet him - He does not arrive. I presume he was detained and will come to-morrow. Write a letter to Lou, trying to comfort her and the family. Am feeling too depressed and weary to write, and hence must desist for the present.

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Tuesday, Aug. 13.

Bro-in-law, Dr. M. L. Goodlett, arrived here to day, with the remains of his brother J.Y.G. - A sad duty, indeed, for one brother to perform for another. Just four months, lacking two days, they both arrived here on their way to the seat of war - Then, both were in health and full of hope; now, the mortal remains of one lie silent in the coffin and the other with tearful eyes and sorrowing heart is carrying them home to be buried in the cemetery of his kindred. I design, Providence permitting to go on from here with him. I cannot bear the idea, of allowing my wife to pass through this deep affliction without seeing her, unless her health were different.

Wednesday, Aug. 14.

Am in Greenville. Came with the remains of my wife’s brother John - a sad mission indeed. The two brothers left together, both members of the Butler Guards, and to day the older returned to his parents accompanying the remains of the younger. A large procession moved from the depot to the Baptist church where his funeral was preached by Rev. Dr. R. Furman. The Divine alluded to his having participated in the Retreat from Fairfax, and to his having fought in the great battle of the 21st ultimo, at Manassas Plains, and said that though he did not fall in battle, his death was attributable under Providence to the fatigue exhaustion &c, of that day’s work and that “the name of John Goodlett would be enrolled on the list of those brave men who had laid down their lives in the cause

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of Southern Independence.” He was a member of the Baptist church, and satisfied those who waited at his bed-side that he was going to a better world. His dying testimony was that “he loved God.” From the church, the procession moved to the cemetery and there buried the remains of the gallant young man with the honors of war. And now my brave, generous, self-sacrificing and patriotic brother, it but remains for me to say farewell! Thou hast found an early but an honored grave. Oft times will thy kindred and countrymen repair to thy tomb to pay you the homage of a sigh and the tribute of a tear. This is all we can give, all thou canst receive. Rest then! until the Resurrection Morn, when we trust we shall meet again, where sickness and sorrow never come and the noise of war is never heard. Brother farewell!

I endeavor to comfort my dear wife, who, with all the rest of the family, is taking the loss of her brother very hard. He was a dutiful son, an affectionate brother, and was looked up to by all the family.

Thursday, Aug. 15.

Have passed the day very quietly - still trying to comfort the family. Their grief is great indeed. - There is an account of a battle in Missouri - the enemy routed, but with us it has not the effect it would have under other circumstances. Wrote a letter to Father.

Friday, Aug. 16.

Spent the day as yesterday was spent. Heard Gen. Thompson say at dinner table, that the conduct of the 4th Reg’t. at the battle of Manassas, surpassed any thing in history

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for gallantry and patriotic devotion. On being told that Dr. Goodlett was in the battle, he said to him that it was a “title of nobility and the longer you live the more it will be worth to you.” As the old gentleman spoke his eyes overflowed with tears.

Saturday, Aug. 17.

Alone in Columbia this evening. Left Lou and the little babe doing well considering the affliction referred to in my notes for the last few days. Slept but little for the last three nights - and hence slept nearly all this afternoon - Received a letter from my old friend, T. H. M., closing with these words, “Truly and affectionately as ever.” This closing will be the more appreciated when it is remembered that our correspondence has been going on now about ten years.

Sunday, Aug. 18.

Attended S. school & church - Bro. Breaker preached a missionary sermon, from Luke 11:10 “Behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.” Am in Officer in Charge and could not attend service this evening. Have spent the evening in writing a letter of condolence to Bro-in-law J.R.P. Goodlett, in order that I may send it by his brother who is to pass through here to-tomorrow. Wrote a letter to Lou this afternoon.

Monday, Aug. 19.

Wrote a letter of condolence to Bro.-in-law James Y. Goodlett to day. His brother, Dr. Goodlett, did not pass through to day as I expected he would. Hope he is not detained by sickness. Spent the evening

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with Bro. Breaker - heard him explain why it is that “God was under no obligation to send his son to die for sinners.” In other words, that His sending him was a free and voluntary act of mercy. Telegraphic dispatches say that France has recognized the Southern Confederacy. Favorable news is received from England respecting the Blockade, but I suspect that the news from both countries is made to appear a little more favorable to us than it really is.

Tuesday, Aug. 20

Dr. Goodlett is now in the city, and will leave in the morning for Va. I hope to see him again when the war is over. He tells me he left the family well. I wrote a letter to Lou to day. I’m feeling fatigued and will seek repose.

Wednesday, Aug. 21

Received a letter from Bro. Charles this evening in which he says he expects to start to Va. soon with Col. Hagood’s Reg’t. and that if he goes “he has not the least idea that he will ever return,” that “it seems he is destined to die in this warfare,” yet he has like others hopes of returning. He expects to go as a volunteer for during the war. I replied to his letter, approving of his determination to go to Va. provided his health is such as to justify the undertaking, and tell him that I cannot feel that he will never return. Attended prayer meeting this evening.

Thursday, Aug. 22.

Received a letter from Lou, and wrote one to her. She is very despondent, at present. Hope she will feel better soon.

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Friday 23. Aug.

Damp weather. Have been closely engaged this week and am feeling weary this evening. Wrote a letter to Col. R.P.G. to day.

Saturday 24 Aug.

Sent a package of mourning goods to my dear wife this morning, per R. Road. A letter from her sister Pauline, received this evening, tells me that she is well as usual. I have spent this evening in preparing the outline of an address which I contemplate delivering before our Sunday school soc. on to-morrow afternoon.

Sunday 25. Aug.

Attended the usual exercises of the church and S. school, and in addition to these we had our regular quarterly meeting of the S. School Asso. which was postponed a few sabbaths ago because of the absence of the Pres., our Pastor. At this meeting I addressed the audience, my subject, “S. School Army.” Am feeling weary this evening and not a little lonely. Wrote to Lou this afternoon.

Monday 26. Aug.

Received a letter from Lou - both she and the babe are doing well. I answered her letter, and told her of my intention, Providence permitting, to commence housekeeping on her return. - Met an old school-mate, Mr. Black to day, for the first time in nearly six years. He was so much changed that I failed to recognize at first. How soon boys become men and then too they almost as soon become old men.

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Tuesday, Aug. 27.

Have gone through with my regular routine of duties to day. - I retire feeling some degree of anxiety about the changes that are to be made in the Academy soon. The Board of Visitors meet to-morrow to fill vacancies.

Wednesday, Aug. 28.

My suspense, in regard to the result of the meeting of the Board of Visitors, is ended. My colleagues, Capt White & Lieut Thompson have been transferred to the Citadel Academy, the former to be Sup’t. with the rank of Maj, the latter to rank as Cap’t. and be Prof. of Belles Lettres & Ethics. Cap’t Thomas, now of the Citadel Academy, has been made Sup’t of the Arsenal Academy and will take charge of the Belles Lettres Department, and Mr. Warren Adams has been called to the chair of the French Professorship at the A. A. I have been promoted to the rank of 1st Lieut., and elected Prof. of Mathematics at the same place - my salary to $1500. For this I am thankful not only to the Board, but to Him who controls all things according to his good purpose. - Started out to prayer meeting this evening, and was overtaken in a rain - got wet. Received an affectionate letter from Lou to day an answered it.

Thursday, Aug. 29.

Wrote a letter to my parents to day, telling them of my promotion, and my intention to commence house-keeping. I know they will be happy to hear it. Spent a part of the afternoon in looking at furniture preparatory to making a purchase. - By accident I heard a

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part of a conversation between two cadets this morning concerning the promotion of the officers. To one who was complaining of my acts in some way, another replied, “I tell you Tom, Old Patrick is a gentleman.” Such is the nature of boys and of men too. One praises what another censures. - The class commenced a review of History to day, having gone through the book.

Friday, Aug. 30.

Unwelcome news has reached us from the Sea-coast of N. C. to day. The enemy has taken one of our Forts and 550 prisoners, says the dispatch by Telegraph. But we needed something of the kind to make us, as a people, remember that our strength must come from a Supreme power, and to prevent our becoming vain glorious. - Have written a long letter to Lou.

Saturday, Aug. 31.

A letter received from Lou to day, says she and the babe are well. She says she will be entirely satisfied with my decision in regard to which tenement we shall occupy. Amiable, confiding wife! would that circumstances permitted our being together this evening. - Attended Church Conference meeting this evening - a pleasant one it was. Called at Bro. Breaker’s and talked a while as I came on home.

Sunday Sept. 1.

After S. school - went to church - heard a great sermon by Dr. Reynolds from Deut. 32:31, “For their rock is not

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as our Rock, even our enemies themselves being judges.” It was a sermon against infidelity. I never hear the Dr. preach, but I feel a regret that so learned a Divine should be shut up, as it were, in a college where he is comparatively unknown to the to world, and where the few who did know him do not appreciate him. - Bro Breaker preached a plain practical sermon this evening, from Heb. 6:19 “Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil.” - A letter received this morning for Bro. Charles tells me all are well, and yet its contents taken altogether, are not calculated to cheer one’s feelings. He expects son not report to his Reg’t for duty, and it may be that I shall never meet him again on earth. May the blessings of Heaven attend him.

I was pleased to day to receive from my friend Mr. L. R. M. - who was once Ass’t Sup’t of the Baptist S. school in Columbia, the following message, “Tell Mr. Patrick to tell them all (the S. School Scholars) I often think of them and wish I could spend the sabbath day in the happy, happy way in which they spend it. On the Sabbath day in which so many lives were lost amidst the roar of cannon between the hours of 9 and 10 in the morning I thought how happily the children were engaged in our Sunday school. Tell him to tell them one and all to pray to that good and merciful God above who rules and directs every thing, that war may soon cease and that all may be returned to their families and friends in safety.” The Sabbath here spoken of was the 21st July,

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the day on which the Battle of Manassas was fought. Mr. M. was there, and is still in the Confederate service. The message to me came in a letter to his sister who is a member of the S. school. His request shall be complied with so far as I am concerned, and I feel assured the S. school at large will do the same.

Monday, Sept. 2nd

Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles, advising him how to act when he returns to camp. Received a letter from Lou full of affection and confidence. - I am a little anxious yet in regard to the recent changes that have been made in our Academy. Cap’t. T- is hesitating about accepting the Superintendency of the Arsenal. Should he decline other changes will be made. Hope all will be well.

Tuesday, Sept 3d

Visited the Camp of instruction at Lightwood - not Spring this afternoon. At present 2000 men more or less are there, drilling for service. There is an air of neatness and comfort about the camp that I had not expected to see. Mr. S. S. Kirby, a young Baptist preacher took tea with me. His visit was, to me, a pleasant one. He thinks of becoming a missionary to the heathen - when the war is over. - Wrote a letter to Lou.

Received a paper from Uncle G. Y. P. containing a letter from his son William, describing the battle of Manassas, in which he participated. The letter is well written.

Wednesday, Sep. 4.

I am suffering somewhat, from the effects of a cold this evening. The prayer-meeting was well attended this evening. I repeated Bro. Marshall’s message

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to the S. school, mentioned in my note of Sunday last. Bro. E - made, for him, a similar request of the prayer meeting. I say similar request, for the message to the S. S. was both a request & a message. Tried to collect dues for pew rents to day, but found money hard to get. I retire this evening, feeling fully persuaded that we shall soon hear stirring news from the seat of war. Consoling thought, to believe that Providence is with us.

Thursday, Sept. 5.

Went through my usual routine of duties. Accidently heard a cadet take the name of the Creator in vain, and spoke of reporting him, but on his voluntary promise to try to leave off the habit. I told him I would pass it over, that I did not like the idea of having to record such a report against a cadet. - Received a letter from Lou and replied to it.

Friday, Sept. 6.

Bought some articles belonging to the estate of the late Lieut H. D. K - to day, which I will need in keeping house. (Lieut. K. last occupied the house that I expect to move into). Some conveniences of a permanent nature, I felt that I ought to buy - not because I expect to need them all, but because I knew they would be utterly worthless to the estate were I not to buy them. They may possibly be of use to me, or they may not. Having bought them I can now use them, if I desire, with a clear conscience. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day.

Saturday, Sept. 7.

Was made glad to day, by the call of Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. who is on his way home from the seat of war. Being troubled constantly with rheumatism, an honorable discharge

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was granted to him by order of the war-department. He is much reduced, though he says he is improving. Hope the brave little fellow will soon be well. - He tells me that he had his pockets-picked on the W & M R. Road, of $40, in gold, a gold pen & pencil and other valuables. His suspicions rest on a man to whom he had been rendering pecuniary aid - thus enabling him to proceed on his way homeward. - A letter from Lou says that all are well. - And now, having prepared to hear Bro. Breaker’s Bible Class on to-morrow, I seek repose.

Sunday, Sep. 8.

Attended S. school, and Bro. Breaker being absent, heard his class. Rev. Mr. Wannamaker, a Methodist Bro. preached for us, a very comforting sermon it was to the afflicted. - Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. - came home with me and remained till after tea. He is very feeble - needs rest - having been exposed for some time to the privations and hardships of camp life, besides suffering from rheumatism.

Monday, Sep. 9.

Discharged my duties as usual. Wrote a letter to Col. R. P. G. and received one from Lou. It seems that she is not well. I would that her health could be strong, and hope it will yet be so. But it is doubtless the will of Providence that we should be thus reminded of our dependence upon a Superior Power.

Tuesday Sep. 10.

Wrote a letter to Lou. It is rumored here that Washington has been attacked by our forces. I’m inclined to give credence to it, and hope soon to hear that it is in our possession. There is a concert in the city for in aid of the “Soldier’s Relief Association” for the benefit of soldier’s families,

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but I do not attend it. I purchased two tickets .50 cts each and presented them to two ladies who had an opportunity of going but who did not feel able to pay their way. I feel better satisfied than if I had gone. I have contributed to a good cause, and obliged two persons who desired to hear the music. - I have been thinking to day, of purchasing a negro girl, but have not yet decided whether it would be a good investment in these stringent times.

Wednesday, Sep. 11

Our prayer meeting was thinly attended this evening, but was, I hope, enjoyed by all who were present. Our pastor being absent it became the duty of others to conduct the exercises. I offered a word of exhortation, - hope it wIll be blessed to the good of myself and others too. Wrote a letter to my dear parents this afternoon. How I would like to meet them oftener!

Thursday, Sep. 12.

Have walked about more than usual to day, and consequently saw more people. I have learned that the price of negroes has fallen greatly, doubtless because of the excitement of the times. Our merchants, as a general rule, seem to have no scruples about taking advantage of the times to enhance their fortunes. Such is human nature. One man’s misfortunes, are made to redound to another’s temporal welfare.

Friday, Sep. 13.

Received two letters - one from home and one from Lou. All are well, I am happy to say, that is, of the immediate families. Uncle J. Gilliam, I am sorry to learn is very ill. The letter from home tells me that a protracted meeting

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is being held at Springtown church. This is in accordance with a good and long standing custom with that church, to set apart one week in each year, for preaching and other religious exercises. It has been blessed with tokens of Divine favor in days gone by, and will, I trust, receive them again.

Visited a Baptist Bro. this evening - Dr. J. J. McCants - who has recently moved to this place. Would that we had more such men. - Wrote a letter to Lou.

Saturday, Sep. 14.

Called at the Book-store to day and examined some Sunday-school question books with a view of getting some for our school, but found none more suitable than those we have. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles & and one to T. H. M. The news from the seat of war is rather unfavorable to day.

Sunday Sep. 15.

Bro. Breaker preached to day from 1st Tim 4:8, “but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.” It was one of his best efforts. He said, and, I think proved very clearly, that “the Creator designed that godliness should be a law of man’s nature.” His second proposition was that “the Creator designed that man should be happy.” From these premises it follows that godliness is profitable unto all things &c. The sermon at night was instructive, which by the way, is an unfailing characteristic of his preaching. I attended the funeral of a little boy this afternoon, at an Episcopal church. The service was read, and I could but think certain passages very inappropriate - such for instance

Citation

Patrick, John B., 1832-1900, “Journal of John B. Patrick, June 8, 1861-September 15, 1861,” The Citadel Archives Digital Collections, accessed May 1, 2024, https://citadeldigitalarchives.omeka.net/items/show/783.