Journal of William Wightman Smoak, January 1, 1900 - June 24, 1900

Journal of William Wightman Smoak, January 1, 1900 - June 24, 1900

Journal kept by Cadet William Wightman Smoak from January 1-June 24, 1900.

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Charleston (S.C.)

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Ct. W. W. Smoak
S.C.M.A.
January 1, 1900

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1900
Monday
Jan. 1.

Again, I begin a new year’s record of events in connection with my life. Before this book shall be filled, some things of weight and intense interest will occur. I shall have finished my course as a cadet and have assumed my place as one of the units of mankind in the struggle after fame and honors. I will know what to expect from others in this struggle.

Beginning this new year, and, perhaps, new century, I suppose I shall make some good resolutions; but instead of filling this with enumerated resolves I am only going to lay down the principle; I shall do only what what [sic] becomes a man and gentleman. Well, the new year began cold, with a light snow upon the ground. This has not all melted yet and to-night it is quite cold.

This morning it was announced that we were to have leave from after [illegible] till retreat. Cochrane and I walked down to the wharf to see the “Gridiron Club” off to the Isle of Palms. We reached it just as the boat was moving off. Nothing [illegible] we boarded the “chase” on a tour of exploration.

At twelve-thirty I went out to dine with Agnes. We had a splendid dinner, after which Agnes favored me with some choice music.

Came in at retreat. Have not studied to-night; have been talking with Marshall.

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1900
Tuesday
Jan 2.

To-day has continued to be a cold one. The ice and snow has not all melted upon the quadrangle. The usual routine has been the order for the day. We began the study of Geology this morning. I think I am going to like it. “Frankie” teaches it.

Miss Lottie [illegible] came up to see me this afternoon just at drill. I only had a few minutes to show her round.

Evans was to come back yesterday but did not come. I have been looking for him all day but so far he has not put in an appearance.

Wednesday
Jan. 3.

The day has been tolerably cold, it has somewhat moderated however, and to-night is warmer.

The usual recitations kept us busy to-day.

To-night I have been studying writing a piece for the News and Courier and writing for the Annual. Walked around Green this aft. after dinner with Brodham.

Played whist from supper to study call with “Rip”, Moore, and Quarles in Rips room, “S.” Quarles and I beat them. In 7 hands the score was 10 to 5 in favor of Quarles and myself.

Thursday
Jan 4.

To day is my birthday. One more milestone I have passed in my journey of life. There now number twenty-three and all too soon it seems. I should like to be

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given prophetic power that I might look ahead twenty-three more years and see what I would be doing then; see where my path shall lie, and what my condition would be. Whether or not I should be married and have a home of my own, and whom Mrs. Smoak should be; whether I should be rich or poor, honored or occupying a place of [illegible]. But, like Sam Weller, being as my eyes are only eyes, I shall have to be content to live these years before I can see thus far.

For the present time, however, there is not much to record. The days has [sic] been spent as a great many more were, and is a great many more will be I guess.

The Editorial Staff held its regular meeting to-night in my room, “Smoaky ‘L’,” as the girls call it. These have done some very good work since our last meeting.

I had a very nice letter from Mrs. Evans this morning. Harry is coming back to-morrow. He was to come back to-day but has not come so far.

Friday,
Jan. 5.

This morning I came on Officer of the Day relieving Clayton. Not much of importance occurred. It was my misfortune to have to enter some reports that [illegible words]

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Evans came back to-night about eleven o’clock. He is looking very well, only somewhat emaciated from his long spell of sickness. Lieut Parker was “O.C.” and spent quite a while in the guard room talking about various things.

I came up to my room about midnight and we talked quite a while till the light went out.

Saturday
Jan. 6.

Was orderly of the room and after I came off duty as Officer of the Day I had to clean up my room. Then after inspection the first class went down street to Austin’s and had the class picture taken. From there we went Allan’s to see our class ring. I then went to see Miss Dickinson, and Miss [illegible]. Both were out so I then came in to dinner.

This aft I went round to see Agnes. We enjoyed a good long talk. Nothing more of interest occurred. We had a good meeting to-night. I spoke on the neg. of the query, “Res. That the States’ Rights War was a benefit to the South.” The negative won. Some of the voluntary contributions were good.

Sunday
Jan 7.

Not much occurred to-day worthy a place in the details of one’s life. I was Officer of the Day to-day. Little “rat” Hutson was orderly. He had a box in his room and went up and brought some nice cake, turkey etc. The day paused after a fashion.

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Monday
Jan. 8.

Brodham relieved me to-day as “O.D.” The usual round of recitations was not very amusing but I got through as I was excused.

Tuesday
Jan. 9.

Was on guard again to-day. Have been working on my historical sketch at odd moments. This is quite a task. Sligh is Officer of the Guard. Lesesne Sgt. White, Fishburne, Cross corporals. Gardner is “orderly.” Capt. Bond Officer in Charge. He consented to take our histories alumni department.

Wednesday
Jan. 10.

The same routine kept me occupied to-day, and nothing worth recording has occurred.

Thursday
Jan. 11.
Friday
Jan 12.

The same remarks made upon yesterday will do likewise for to-day. The first class had an exam in “Security & Information” this aft. Consequently there was not a drill. I think I did tolerably well upon the examination.

Friday
Jan. 12.

As usual the exercises of the day were a repetition of former days.

In the evening I went round to go to church with Agnes. She, Lula, and I went together. Mr. and Mrs. Hyams the same. The service “wan’t nothin’ in particular.” The preacher “kept in the middle o’ the road” as David [illegible] would say.

I spent the evening till near the middle of the night round there. What occurred was somewhat gratifying to me. I shall prize this as one of the evenings of my life of which I am thank-ful.

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Saturday
Jan. 13.

This morning the “Board of Editors” went to Dowlings and had their picture taken. The arrangement in the picture did not place me very much, but as all of them wished it, I guess it is all right. I then went on down and paid Allan for my class ring; after which I walked about some.

After dinner a while I went round to see Agnes. We enjoyed a good long chat till time for me to come in at retreat. Mrs. Hyams inviting me round to dinner to-morrow.

Read “David [illegible]” after supper till time to go to society. Went down and was placed upon a debate: “Resolved That Caesar was a greater general than Napoleon.” I was on the negative and the negative won.

It is now near the middle of the night. I am [illegible] a late light. Have just finished “David [illegible].” It rather disappointed me. The latter half is not so good as the former. But upon the whole it is good, [illegible] to human nature.

Sunday
Jan. 14.

My company went to Trinity this morning to church. Dr. Law preached, but I never listened closely to anything he said.

Went round to dine with Mrs. Hyams as per her invitation given

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yesterday. I enjoyed the dinner quite muchly. Chatted generally with them all till time to go to church. I then walked down with Agnes. Did not remain, however, till after services, but went down to the Riverside Infirmary to see Miss Lottie. She was on duty but called Miss Connor and I talked with her till time to come in.

After supper I went down to hear Dr. Law speak at the Y.M.C.A. His talk was very good.

Monday
Jan. 15.

There has nothing of importance occurred to-day. We called “Bull-Dog” up in math. “Frankie” said “owing to the fact” 13 times in three-quarters of an hour. “Major Phil” called me up in German. Wrote home to-night and have been studying my speech. Do not know it, however, I fear. Put up a blanket and wrote a letter to Agnes till near the middle of the night.

Tuesday
Jan. 16.

The same old things occurred to-day. We had recitations as usual. I got a contribution from Mr. E. C. McCants for the annual this morning. A burlesque history which is good.

Have been studying and writing this evening. Evans is Officer of the Guard and I am making a late light in consequence.

Wednesday
Jan. 17.

The usual routine held for to-day. We had examination in book-keeping. I think I did very well.

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Thursday
Jan. 18.

This morning the boys put in applications for leave to night, as to-morrow is Lee’s birth-day and we are to have leave. It was granted and a number of us went to the theater to see “A Runaway Girl” The plot was good, and some of the acting was the best I ever saw.

The first scene was “The School-grounds of St. [Picare]” A crowd of girls were seated round on the ground, having just finished eating a lunch. Just then one of their numbers came in and, soon a letter was handed her. It was from her mother and commanded her to leave school to go home and marry a young man she had never seen. She did not wish to do this, and ran away, joining a band of gypsies, who conducted a travelling minstrel. This wandering band finally came to Ajoccio, and Marie Celeste as “Winnifred Gray,” an orphan, sang before a party of tourists. It happened that the young man Guy Stanley whom she was to marry, was one of these and fell desperately in love with her. He was persuaded by this love, to join the band, but before he was to write himself with them, he persuad-

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ed Winnifred to run away with him. He was to pay 5000 francs but did not have it to give. They went to [illegible], but the band followed them and was about to execute the vendetta upon him but he promised to pay them the five thousand francs, and they let him off. Soon it was learned that Winnifred was an heiress, and she and Guy were married in the closing scene. James T. Powers was the comedian, and acted as “[illegible] a Jockey.”

His acting was superb. He could stand up, and not do a thing, and present the most ridiculous spectacle, so that every one would roar with insufferable laughter.

There were thirty-one cadets in the Buzzard’s Roost. This will form an annual club.

Friday
Jan. 19.

This morning we had leave from nine o’clock, it being Lee’s birthday. A great many of the boys went to the Isle of Palms. I did not venture out, as it was raining till nearly noon, when I went back to the News & Courier office to see about making the tour of the State with our base-ball team. Did not see Mr. Marshall however; From there I went to call upon Miss Posey Bacat. After a pleasant hour spent there I returned and dined with [illegible] Billy

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In the aft I went to call upon Agnes. She was down at the church practicing. I went down there and she played some for me. From there I walked home with her. The corps was to march down to the Hibernian Hall to hear Dr. Curry lecture, but when it came time for me to go it was raining so those who had umbrellas or over-coats were allowed to go individually. I went round and accompanied Agnes. We heard a splendid speech. Dr. Curry is especially clear in his enunciation. Every syllable can be distinctly heard. What a vast difference between him and a young man just beginning life. He stands at one end and beckons the youths to follow. -

Saturday
Jan. 20.

This morning we had usual inspection of arms and barracks. After it I was to go to Chicora to a picnic, but did not go because of the threatening weather. Instead I went to call upon Miss Hattie Simons. Spending a very pleasant while there, I came in to dinner. Then I worked at book-keeping an hour and a half.

At about four, I went to see Agnes. She was home and expecting me. We talked of a great many things, finally coming to the one subject about which I am so much interested. Did not get much satisfaction, though, but left in a

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state of blissful, uncertain expectance. The Society held its usual meeting this evening, at which officers for the ensuing term were nominated. I received the nomination for president, Clayton and Hydrick were also nominated. I do not stand a chance of getting it.

Evans and Marshall were both on guard. After “tattoo” I spent the time writing to Agnes, - etc.

Sunday
Jan. 21.

My company went to the German Lutheran Church this morning. After church I sent my letter written the evening before to Agnes. She replied asking me to come down to church in the aft. and we would read over the letter together and she would give me a reply to it. Got to church a little late and met her coming with a Mr. Brooks. He [illegible words]. When we got home, Brooks, he left, but unfortunately the door was locked, and no chance was then to get in the home. So we had to be content to sit down for a few minutes upon the door-step. Agnes walked part of the way to the Citadel with me, but no reply to my letter did I get.

Monday
Jan. 22.

Chauser held forth in a very entertaining and instructive manner to-day for an hour. For the balance of the day nothing has occurred.

I had a very good letter from Essie to-day at dinner.

To-night I wrote to the State, an article, & asked them to send her the copy of it I get.

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Tuesday
Jan. 23.

Nothing of importance occurred to-day. The usual routine of daily duties kept me busy.

Wednesday
Jan. 24.

Was on guard to-day. Spent the day writing, or reading The History of the Citadel. Snelgrove is “O.G.” Nix Sgt. of the Guard, Corporals, Bethea, Wonsan, Marshall T. Gardner was orderly. We had cocoa in the Guard Room to-night, Nix’s set up.

Thursday
Jan. 25

The usual round of recitation and drill and military duty characterized the happenings of to-day.

Friday
Jan. 26.

The same thing to-day, till time to go on leave. I went round to see Agnes about seven, and walked to church with her. Then I went to Miss Bird’s to a cord party. This was quite a nice affair. There were eight tables and all of them were filled. We played “hearts” I played nine hands and won five. At ten-twenty Willard and I had to leave. Accordingly, we left. A few minutes before that time Mrs. Bird called us in to eat something before leaving. We did not have time to eat much, but she gave us a package of cake to bring in. We ran most of the way and reached the Citadel just on time.

Saturday
Jan. 27.

Usual inspection to-day. Just after we came in a little boy gave me a note from Dr. Goldsmith asking me round to dinner. I accepted but as they dined at 2:30 I had some

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time and Evans and I went to see the Misses Hueguenins. An hour and a half there and we came in. I then went to Dr Goldsmiths. There were a few other ladies, old and young good looking and the opposite.

But the dinner was “out of sight.” It was quite a swell affair, consisting of a number of [illegible], and lasting till 4:00 two hours. I promised Agnes to come to see her at 3:30 but as they [illegible] at table till later I was not on time consequently. She excused me, however. Again I told Agnes of my love for her and asked her for a promise. Again she was uncertain and silent. So I had to leave without it again. This will not last always though. I am going round to dinner to-morrow and something must she say, or it will be fare-well indeed. The Society held its usual meeting to night. This was the evening for the election of officers. I was nominated for Pres. against Hydrick & Clayton. I do not know how the vote went. The Society adjourned before completing the programme, on account of exams. next week.

Sunday
Jan. 28.

This morning Co - “B” went to the Huguenot Church. Dr. Vedder preached an excellent sermon. It was cold and disagreeable there however as to weather.

Coming back, I went out to dine with Agnes. We had a good dinner and afterwards a while went to church

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walked back with Agnes and we went into the parlor to talk a few minutes before I had to come in.

I then told her that she must answer me one way or the other, that I had been kept in suspense long enough. She seemed not able yet to decide, so I told her that I had offered her more than I had ever offered any other woman - my love - and she had refused it - “so then Agnes - good-bye.” I wait outside to get my cap. She came to the door and did not seem to wish me to go. She told me not to worry over it, to forget it all. I told her it was no use I could not forget it. She had been holding my hand, but I turned away, perhaps my voice was [illegible] and there were tears in my eyes. Anyway I felt that way anyhow. Agnes was white as a ghost and trembled slightly. When I walked out I heard her sobbing. Oh, how bitter was life just then. I came in by running to not be late, and succeeded in getting here just in time. Tried to study to night but could not accomplish anything.

Monday
Jan. 29.

There was an exam. this morning in “Dutch.” By luck I made fifteen.

After dinner I went in Capt. Bonds section room to study book-keeping. Looking out I saw Agnes walking slowly down Meeting Street. She stopped at the corner and thinking she might wish to speak to me I went across there. She was standing

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on the opposite corner of Calhoun & Meeting Streets. I beckoned her to come over to where I was. She shook her head. I waited thinking that when some boys passed who were coming around the Green she would come over. About this time a little negro boy handed me a note. I saw Agnes wrote it and hastily breaking the seal I began reading it. Agnes seeing me so engrossed crossed the street diagonally and just as I finished she got across in front of Connelly’s, and looking back smiled. Oh; if I should live a thousand years I would never forget how she looked. The letter explained it all and though not particular to do so, told me what of all things I wished to know.

And Agnes, dear, kind, coy, modest soul could not bear to come over to where I was standing. But no matter what happens I will always see her, as she turned to look back, smiling. A smile so full of hope, encouragement, and trust that I felt as if an angel were passing and had touched me with its wing.

How differently have I felt ever since. Book-keeping was not merely a row of figures to be added, but each had a meaning. We did not drill and I wrote to Agnes instead telling her how happy she had made me. Spent the night in study for coming exam.

Tuesday
Jan. 30.

This morning we had military and math. I did tolerably well in both I think considering. Spent the evening studying.

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Wednesday
Jan 31.

This morning our first exam was book-keeping. I did well in that and do not think I made a mistake. From 11:30 to 12:30 we had Geology exam. Frankie put two subjects on the board and informed us that we would have an hour to discuss them, in any way we wanted to. “Erosion” and “Sedimentary Rocks” were they

Worked this aft at book-keeping and wrote some letters, one to Essie and to Agnes.

Thursday
Feb. 1.

Nothing of any much importance occurred to-day, save, perhaps, that it is the first day of February, which leaves just five more months of study before graduation.

Friday
Feb. 2.

The usual routine of recitations etc held to-day. We did not have any recitation in the aft. Drill from 4:30 to 5:30.

After supper a while I went round to see Agnes. She had to go to church and I accompanied her. Dr. Sherer gave a nice little talk, after which there was a choir rehearsal in the church. I waited, of course, and while sitting in the organ loft I thought of writing some poetry contrasting the “man behind the gun” with the “man behind the tank.” - The negro who pumped the organ was seated behind a water tank.

Going back I had to go up in the dining room where there was a fire and this prevented my having a confidential chat with Agnes. Mrs. Hyams

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however, made some cocoa and I enjoyed that. Came in at 10:30 in order not to use my late leave.

Saturday
Feb. 3.

This morning after inspection Dawling came up to take some pictures for the Annual. He took the 3rd & 4th classes, and the artillery squad.

After this was over I went to see Miss Birdie Bird. Found her at home and had a pleasant hour. Came back to dinner, and just after this went up in Chapel to help arrange it for our lecture to-night.

Then I went to see Agnes. She kept me waiting a few minutes, but I had [illegible] poems to read & felt no inconvenience hardly.

We talked of a variety of subjects, but I could not get her to talk much of the subject.

Had to come in for retreat but went back afterwards to tea, and to bring Agnes up to hear Dr. Sherer’s lecture. Miss Hausur came also to tea and was to accompany us to the lecture. We went by for Mrs. Smith so this last addition made a total of three to escort me to the chapel. I need say no more than that I was able to get there. We did not get in on time for much of the lecture. It began earlier than we expected. I took a few notes, with a view to sending to News and Courier. Greneker was up however, and saved me the trouble of going to the office. Walked home with each and several of my ladies, lastly with

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Agnes. We spent a few minutes together afterwards, and then I came in.

Sunday
Feb. 4.

Was on guard to-day. It was an awful day anyhow, raining in the morning and blowing in the aft. The companies did not go to church but individual leave was granted to those who could had umbrellas or overcoats. Quite a crowd attended.

I spent the day writing letters. The negro did not deliver the note I wrote Agnes last Monday; and I got it back this morning. I wrote a reply to it another one in addition and sent them round by Frank.

Rat Royall was orderly to-day. Snelgrove “O.G.”; McCall, “S.G.”; Cross, Weston, Marshall “Corps,” & “Cap” “O.C.”

Monday
Feb. 5.

This has been a very busy day for me. I have worked hard, mostly at routine work. - “Something accomplished - something done; Has earned a nights repose” which I’ll now proceed to take.

Tuesday
Feb. 6.

This day has nothing of any importance occurred. If it has I have forgotten what it is.

Wednesday
Feb. 7.

About the only thing of importance which I have to record of to-days proceedings, in [illegible] a letter I received at drill from Agnes. I had written her Sunday and this letter was the reply. It caused me lots of serious thoughts. I could not understand what she meant by one or two things contained in it. After

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studying over it a long, long time I decided to reply to it in a rather curt way. I wrote the reply but decided not to send it, and instead sent another just stating that I had received hers and would come round Friday evening if she had no “previous.”

I inferred from Agnes letter that she would promise me what I wished, but being just now a student and not having very brilliant prospects, she “must not promise me.” I replied accordingly but decided not to send the reply, as I thought she did not mean it.

Thursday
Feb. 8.

Was on guard to-day as “O.D.” Zimmerman was “orderly.” Only the usual things occurred to-day. Received a note from Agnes she preferred me to call Friday evening and that she would be through choir rehearsal early. Accordingly I went round and walked with her to church. Then I strolled around a while waiting for the time to come. Soon it came and we enjoyed the walk home. I told Agnes that she could talk of general topics going but that after we got to the house, I wished to discuss “the” question.

Accordingly we discussed it. Oh, in various ways did we talk of all those things. Finally a while before it was time for me to leave, I asked Agnes again what her answer was.

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After a suppositionary case, in which I figured as a girl in supposing a somewhat similar cases; she got me to tell her what I would do in a similar case had I an aquaintance in college who was about to graduate and who claimed to be in love with me and whom I believed to be sincere and all I could wish, in regard, to ideals and life: and whom I was not sure I loved. I am afraid I did not tell her exactly what I should have done, but I told her I should promise to be what she wished. But even then she waited. Soon it came time for me to leave within a minutes time. I asked her for the last time, and - finally - she - said - she would promise me.

How short seemed the distance back to the Citadel, and how joyous was everything. But this increases my responsibilities. Like I told Agnes, “Heaven help me to be worthy such trust, and to grant that she should never regret it, nor have cause to.”

Evans had been to the [illegible] and had just come back. I told him a little of it.

Saturday
Feb. 10.

Usual inspection this morning. Had a letter from home this morning containing a [illegible] order. Head to get bath.

After inspection I went round to see Miss Lottie at the Riverside. She was on duty, but the lady

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allowed her to come down a while. Soon the dinner bell rang, and I had to leave.

Went by and stopped to see Miss Sherimer. Still was there but left. Soon McLeod came in and [illegible words]. I stayed a few minutes and teased Orbie, then left.

Took dinner with Uncle Billy in the Mess Hall. Usual fare.

In the afternoon went to see Agnes, carrying her my class picture to keep till I had a chance to send it home. She liked it, and claimed mine was a good picture.

After an afternoon spent in discussing various things, I came in. It was raining and I walked real fast to keep from getting wet. Miss Katy Foster saw me across the street and laughed at me good. She was as much in it as I, though, so I did not care.

I showed Agnes a letter I had from Essie this week, in which she spoke of Agnes and me. I should not have done this I suppose, for Essie spoke plainly of some things, in connection with life at home, and my future prospects.

The society held a splendid meeting to-night. Law retired from the Pres. chair and Hydrick was inaugurated. Both made good talks.

I was disclaimer and gave them “The [illegible] Boy” with good effect. Brodham & Snelgrove spoke pros & cons [illegible] respectively. etc, etc, etc, etc, etc,

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Sunday
Feb. 11.

This morning my company was detailed to go to the 2nd Presbyterian Church, but when we got there we were informed there would be no service; so we decided to go to The Citadel Square Baptist Church. No service here either, and we marched back to the Citadel. The “O.D.” told us to go where we wished so we went to Bethel. Came back and began writing an article for the News and Courier. About this time “The Man Behind the Tank” brought me a note from Agnes, asking me to come round to dinner. I went and enjoyed a good dinner, and a pleasant afternoon consequently, and subsequently.

Monday
Feb. 12.

The erstwhile quietude of the monotony of life at the Citadel was broken by two events today. One was the breaking open last night, by someone unknown, of the letter box just outside the sally port.

Several of the boys had written letters to their “best” and these were taken out. They wonder what the thief wanted with their amorous letters. Of course I did not.

Another event was a fight between Rip and Fishburne. Rip had reported Fishburne for not keeping dressed, F. called him a “story.” R. struck F.; F. struck R.; they kept it up and had to be separated. F. then challenged R. R. accepted. They fought. F. whipped R. in one round. Neither F. nor R. are hurt much. So goes it - in honor!

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Tuesday
Feb. 13.

Nothing of any importance occurred to-day. The usual routine caused the hours to pass. The only thing out of the ordinary was the first Battalion drill. During the evening I wrote Essie a long letter, and a note to Agnes.

Wednesday
Feb. 14.

St. Valentine’s Day - well, what of it? You did not get any valentines, nor send any so what difference does it make to you? Now, your point is well taken. I had no business to mention it. Some people though are interested in the day, and many have been the individual destinies decided by the effect of a delicate missive breathing an [illegible] of love. Have done nothing extra to-day. Had a letter from John Smith, and one from Leila Smoak to day. Also an invitation from Miss Shirmer for Feb. 21. card party. In the afternoon someone sent me a box of caramels. I think Agnes is guilty of this.

Have studied to-night mostly.

Thursday
Feb. 15.

The main thing which is to be recorded to day is the fact that I have seen and heard Bryan speak. He came to Columbia this morning and a committee waited upon him asking him to come to Charleston and address the voters here. He accepted and came to the auditorium about nine o’ clock in the evening. The building was filled. The crowd is estimated at from seven to ten thousand. We marched down at eight o clock and had seats in a good place.

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Bryan came about nine. Upon entering he was given an ovation, and it was several minutes before quiet was restored.

He has a striking appearance, is a large man weighing about two hundred it seemed. He spoke without an effort and was easily heard to the farthest extremity of the building. And such logic: such unanswerable arguments. I feel that it was a privilege to be allowed the privilege pleasure of hearing him.

What a great satisfaction it must be to him to be conducting such a campaign of education, and to be so enthusiastically received every where.

Friday
Feb. 16.

Not much of importance occurred to day. It was the evening of the P.M.A. hop. I was to take Agnes and did take her. It was quite a nice hop and much enjoyed by all present, I think: Agnes claims to have had a nice time. She was one of the most popular young ladies there. We got in at two o’ clock.

Saturday
Feb. 17.

Went to Walker, Evans, & Cogwells, this morning after inspection to see about the annual. Stopped at the News & Courier’s office to see Marshall but he was not in.

Went down to see Agnes in the afternoon. After a very pleasant call came in to retreat.

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Went to the society this evening and spoke on the affirmative of the query, “Resolved That Education should be compulsory.” The off. Won.

Sunday
Feb. 18.

It was too cold this morning so we did not have to go to church. Accordingly I stayed in and wrote my oration, for Chauser, on Thos. Jefferson.

Feb. 19.
to
March 2.
Friday.

Not much has happened during this time. On Wednesday evening Feb. 21, I had the pleasure of attending a most enjoyable card party at Miss Schirmer’s. I had leave till midnight and of course used every minute of it.

Thursday Feb. 22. Washingtons birthday anniversary we had holiday. I went to see Agnes in the morning in the morning and stayed to dinner, and, for that matter stayed till after dinner and so long that I got reported for being ten minutes late returning from leave. Before going round there, though, Law, Lively, and I went up in the chapel, to rehearse under Chaucer for our orating. This was very good.

In the afternoon we took part in the parade and inspection. We marched down Meeting St. to Hasell, Hasell to Meeting; Meeting to Battery; Battery to Broad; Broad to King; King to the Citadel.

I relieved Hydrick as “O.D.” in the evening, for him to go to the

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W. L. I. Banquet.

In the morning Agnes had spoken of wishing to take back her promise to me because she thought it best for me to wait a year, before she gave me a definite promise. Of course I did not agree to this so we parted rather undecidedly as to what we might claim for our status. So Friday evening, after our first dress parade and supper, I went round to walk to church with her, and ask her if she were not, indeed, joking. She rather hesitatingly said she was not, but in such an affirmative way that I did not feel so bad about it.

I then went to Miss Lottie Gorris at the Riverside Infirmary. After spending a pleasant while there I came in.

Saturday morning I called upon Miss Bird and Miss Schirmer. Then in the aft. to see Agnes. I left much better pleased than when I went. Usual society meeting in the evening closed the regular order for the day.

Sunday it was too cold to go to church and I wrote some letters, or I believe studied for exam. In the aft. I went to see Miss Borbot and from there to walk home with Agnes.

It was so late, however, that she had left church. I met her, however, as I was coming

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in and turned and walked with her home. Studied again this evening for exam.

The next few days the principal things done was study for exam. and be examined. On Monday we had German. Tuesday, Astronomy, Geology, [illegible], Book-keeping, Wednesday Math and Military.

Thursday we had the usual Editors meeting. Thursday evening I wrote some letters and part of the history of the S.C.M.A. for the annual.

Friday we had dress parade again without music. Several young ladies I knew were up and I had a few moments social converse with them.

Was restricted after retreat and spent the night writing. I finished my sketch of the Citadel.

Saturday
Mch. 3.

This morning after inspection I went to lunch at Miss Riggs. Spent two hours very pleasantly. She had come [sic] more boys and girls, and we had a jolly good time while I stayed, some fine “feed” and dancing.

Served one restriction and then went to see Agnes. Had not been there long before Evans came in, [illegible] him, I wanted the whole of the aft. to myself. Had something important to talk to Agnes about. So after society meeting I had to write her what it was I could have told so much better. Read some from [illegible] of society meeting

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Sunday
March 4.

Was on guard to-day and nothing of much moment occurred.

It was a beautiful day; so bright the beginning of spring. I spent the morning writing letters, and a while in the aft. correcting some stuff for the annual.

Monday
March 5.

The usual bad feeling of Monday seems apparent on all faces. We had the usual recitations, and our first battalion extended order.

Have spent the evening studying and writing.

Tuesday
March 6.

The day has been warm and a pleasant typical spring-day. I was looking for a letter from Agnes all day. It came just after drill. Some of the things she wrote made me feel real good; others the opposite. I am sure Agnes means more than she can be gotten to say. I spent the greater part of the evening writing to her. I am afraid I have written some things I should have left unsaid. Oh; I would rather have Agnes’ promise than any thing earth offers or could give. But, I hope to get it.

Before eleven o’ clock I put up a blanket and wrote till twelve, finishing my “True Fairy Tale” for the Annual.

Wednesday
Mar. 7.

This morning I received a letter from Prof. J. A. Bell, Gainsville, Ga. in reference to a school.

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He wrote quite favorably of it, and perhaps I could get it. I sent it to pa this afternoon, to get his opinion of it.

Chaucer gave us a good long talk this morning. He emphasized the value of following his advice etc. Walked out on the green after drill with Rip, Robinson & Evans. Have spent the evening studying and reading a production of Laws, for the Sphynx. It is indeed very good. He causes each of our Profs. to be transported to the moon, and to follow each his hobby there. Evans is O.G. and Marshall C.G. so I am alone in my room.

Thursday,
Mar. 8.
Friday
Mar. 9.

Nothing occurred to-day worthy of note. So will say nothing here. Was Officer of the Day, and had the usual routine duties of “O.D.” till dress parade. There were very few persons up to the parade, but I meet two or three of there. Taking [illegible] of them back to the Mess Hall to see the boys eat. Met up with Miss Lottie Rowe again this aft. Had not seen her since we were at Mrs. Sims during the summer at Barnwell. Had a dance with Miss Thames, [illegible words] cousin in Maj. Phil’s section room. Snelgrove was Officer of the Guard and did a very foolish thing this evening. He went on leave just after posting the first relief

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and stayed out till 10:45 P.M. He had leave but I shall have to report him for going on leave when on duty.

Chaucer was O.C. and I had the pleasure of an extended conversation with him this evening.

Saturday
Mar. 10.

I reported Snelgrove this morning and consequently he went under arrest after guard mounting. I hated to do it but I could not conscientiously do otherwise.

The Editorial Staff had another picture taken this morning, as the one taken some time ago was no good.

After this I went round to see Dr. Goldsmith where I had dined some time ago. Found him unwell - la grippe. After an hour call I come back by the “Palace” and had a hair cut.

This aft. early I went round to see Agnes carrying my letter which pa wrote me this morning about the Gainesville school. We read it and Prof. Bells and the recommendations which Chaucer, Bull Dog, and J. Willis had given me. Also the one I had written them accepting and making an offer. I had not been there very long when a lady came in to call upon Mrs. Hyams. She soon left however and Agnes and I had a long confidential kind of chat; I am to go there tomorrow

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to dinner.

Just before going round there who should come up to me but Puget. He had come in on the morning train. I applied to get out with him but Supt. disapproved my application.

The Society meeting was interesting this evening. It was the time to elect speakers for the Society commencement. Law, Hydrick and I were nominated. Law and Hydrick were elected. Owing to personal favoritism, I do not “pull” with the Y.M.C.A. and consequently could not be given such a place. Several members had told me that I should have received several things of the Society which I have not, but owing to some things in connection either to the Y.M.C.A. or to Cantey. I failed to get them.

Then I moved to go into election for officers for the ensuing term in order to get their names in the annual.

Rogers, Linley, Clayton, and I were nominated for President. I won on record ballot over Clayton. I want to tell them of their [illegible] in my inaugural.

Sunday
Mar. 11.

This morning co. “B” went to the 1st Baptist Church. Rev. Arthur Crane preached a very fine sermon. Came back and went to dinner at Mrs Hyams.

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After dinner Agnes and I went down in the parlor, and we got to talking of “affaires de couer.” I told her there was no reason why she should not “promise” me. If there were a reason now, would not the same reason hold a year or two hence. She could not answer that, but yet she held back. It soon came time for her to go to dress for church, and for me to meet Puget at 4 o’ clock at the Citadel. We went out in the hallway and Agnes sat upon a step. We talked thus for a few minutes. One little thing she did I shall always remember, I think. While sitting on the third step, I believe, I had my cap ready to go, she motioned me to come near. I leaned over. She said she had something to tell me. “If I were you and I could not make a girl love me, I would not have anything to do with her.” I replied something. She then told me she would tell me after church.

So I left, but I knew what Agnes would tell me after church. Her eyes, voice, and manner, had told me when she had that “something to tell me.”

I came up and went with Puget to the depot. I soon left him, however, and returned to get to church by the time services were over. Just in time, Agnes and I walked home. I had only five minutes when I got there, so I was a little afraid to ask Agnes what I wished to know. But finally I did and - well - she gave me her promise again. This time I know for good and for always. How fortunate indeed to win so peerless a treasure! Oh, Lord I wish I had means sufficient to ask her at a very early day to show my lot, but that curse poverty - causes me to have to wait - goodness knows how long. But waiting will be pleasant with such a goal at the last. I hope the educated, refined city girl will not tire of the rough country man I am. Heaven helping me, she never shall.

Monday
Mar. 12.

Not much occurred again today. Only the usual recitations. I wrote to pa this aft. Telling him what I had done in regard to the Gainesville school. In the evening I wrote a note to Puget and one to Agnes.

Tuesday
Mar. 13

Same old thing today. Chaucer’s hour added a little variety. Clayton, Bruce, Cochrane, and Hydrick spoke. Their speeches were exceptionally good and were well delivered.

Am on guard again tomorrow.

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I was on guard to-day; but nothing out of the ordinary happened. The other members of the guard were Calhoun, Officer of the Guard; Lyles, Sergeant of the Guard; Cross, Bath, Tucker were Corporals. Hutchinson was orderly. I spent the day working on the annual. Stayed at the guard room till after eleven o’ clock studying.

Thursday
March 15.

This has been a day of the same pattern as the others of the week, so it gets no extensive mention in my diary.

Friday
March. 16.

An order was published yesterday aft. that the corps would go to Otranto to drill in field exercises to-day if the weather was favorable. This morning however, the weather was not favorable so we did not go.

Dress parade was the feature of the afternoon, to which not much of a crowd came, owing no doubt to the rumor that we were going up the country. Went in to supper and Rip let me eat on “Center Mess.”

Came out and went round to see Agnes. Found her ready to go to church. I accompanied her, and remained to service. We walked back and read some annual material which I carried round for that purpose.

After spending a very delightful evening came in at 11:30 P.M.

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Saturday
Mch. 17.

St. Patrick’s Day! Parade! Green! Emerald Isle! etc, etc, etc.

We did not have inspection owing to the fact that some one wished a picture of the battalion for some publication.

After this the commissioned officers went down and had their picture taken with shakos and swords.

After this I called upon Miss Lottie Riggs but found her out. Then I went to see Miss Bacot. She was busy with the sick but “Baby Jamie” would see me. Stayed a few minutes, then [illegible] Lesesne came in and I ran. - exit -

Just after dinner went down down street and made some purchases. Then to call upon Agnes. She was “Mr. Hyde” as compared with the “Dr. Jekyll” of last evening.

The main feature of the day however, came in the society meeting this evening. I had been elected President the meeting before by laying aside the Constitution and having the election in order for the new President to have his picture in the annual.

When we came to the head, “Election of Members and Officers,” Bethea rose and asked for information concerning the constitutionality of the election. The president replied that it was not right because some of the members had

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not been present, and had no knowledge of the election.

When he finished Linley rose and said he knew the motive which prompted such an inquiry to be personal and directed against me. As soon as he sat down I got up and made a few remarks requesting some member to rise and say that I was the cause of the kick-up. No one rose. Then Maren got up and made a speech characterizing such actions as low and unbecoming a member of the society. When he sat down Courtney rose, but before him was DuRant. Both of these made strong speeches against the motives of the members who wished to “rescind” the election.

I again got up and told them what I thought of such actions. Finally on motion of Rogers to rescind a vote was taken. It was defeated and all returned to their usual exercises and finished up a meeting.

Sunday
March. 18

This morning co. “B” went to St. Andrews Church. Dr. Sherer preached a very good sermon; but I was so busy with my thought I could not listen to him.

Just before going to church I had a letter from home and one from Prof. Bell in regard to the position he offered me.

Prof. Bell offered me $40 per month and all expenses - that is board and

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quarters. The letter from home informed me that it was [illegible] to think of leaving home & consequently not to be thought of.

After services were concluded, I went round and told Agnes who was playing the usual after service march, that I had something to tell her and I wished to see her at three o’ clock.

So when three o’ clock came I went round. She was waiting on the landing to the steps for me. We had a little more than an hour till she had to go to church. I showed her my letters, and one I had written about the school at home. She thought I was doing right.

I, also, told her of Saturday nights experience. She also thought I did right in that.

After walking to church with her I went round to see Miss Lottie. On the way I overtook Misses Edith Evans and Erwina Schirmer, with whom I walked a part of the way. Found Miss Lottie in and enjoyed a chat with her. Spent the evening in the usual way.

Monday
March 19.

Nothing much occurred to-day worth mentioning. The society affair continues to be the chief topic of concentration. It has recoiled like a boomerang upon the head of its instigators.

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Tuesday
Mch. 22

About the usual routine again to day. I have been criticizing Hydrick very much, and today, thinking that I should tell him of it, I did so. I says to to [sic] him, says I, “Hydrick I don’t want you to think I have been saying things about you behind your back which I cannot say to your face. I have been criticizing your actions of last week and of Saturday night very severely, and I am now ready to tell you what I have said, if you care to hear it. He did not say a word. Wrote to Agnes this evening.

Wednesday
Mch. 21

Uncle Ben came up to see me a few minutes before study call this afternoon. The balance of the day was spent as usual.

Thursday
Mch. 22.

Had a good nice letter from Peter this morning which firmly decided me against accepting the Gainesville school. So I wrote to Prof. Bell this aft. telling him that I had decided not to accept it and recommending Moore to him, in my place.

Wrote to Miss Helen Johnston this evening, and talked with Law some, Quarles some, and wrote some.

Law, “O.D.”, just brought me a box of flowers sister sent me, which should have been delivered this morning. They are sweet and pretty but not so fresh as they might have been this morning. We go up the road tomorrow.

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Friday
March 23.

To day being set aside for a day’s outing in the country and practice in field exercises, we arose quite early for that purpose, reveille being at 5:30 a.m. Breakfast was had at 6:00, and at 6:30 we took up the march to the N.E. depot.

Two cars were set aside for our use, and at 7:00 the train moved off. An uneventful ride of half an hour brought us to Otranto. Immediately guard mounting was held. Courtney came on Officer of the Day, with Mann as orderly. In a short while the march was taken up across the Goose Creek bridge to the Oaks. Arriving there the advance party was halted and assembled. A skirmish line was formed and attacked a supposed enemy lying in an easterly direction. He was routed, but sallied again in our rear. Before retiring Dawling got in a [illegible] shot of the line in battle formation, for the annual. A series of pictures was taken during the day for this purpose.

After a number of advances and charges, the corps was marched back to the picnic grounds to get dinner. This was served to the men in ranks, and consisted of bread, ginger-snaps, coffee, syrup, and a boiled egg or two. This was eaten in a truly soldier fashion, lying on the ground. An hour’s rest was now given

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and at half-past three we again marched out, and had a charge and established pickets. Marching back at five-twenty we boarded the train. Some time elapsed, before we reached the city, as the train moved very slowly. This we finally did at about twenty to seven. Retreat was held at seven. The corps was very much worn out by their trip but a bath and dyke up, soon found a number of them ready for that other conquest of soldier’s affections for which brass-buttons are famous.

As for me, myself, I soon found myself ready to go down to walk to church with Agnes. She had already gone, however, but I [illegible] to see her and overtake him, walking on to church with her. After a few minutes, spent up in the “organ loft” with Agnes, I went to call upon Miss Emma Schirmer. I found Miss Hermine Barbot there and they were having a jolly good time which I interrupted. They soon reappeared however, and were most pleasant. Evans came in a short while later and we had a jolly good time till about ten-fifteen. Miss Barbot played some which we enjoyed. Evans got five minutes late and I used my late leave by five minutes. Sorry but such is life.

To sleep - perchance to dream - ah there’s the rub.

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Saturday
Mch. 24.

This morning the corps were to have its picture taken in duck trousers, and helmets for the annual, but owing to bad weather it was postponed.

After inspection of barracks, I went down to Thomas’ to my watch which I had sent down to have fixed.

From there I went to carry an annual to Miss Mae Wells, which I had borrowed of her. She was not at home, but I talked for a few minutes to her sister.

Saw Norman and Benny Sauls at P.M.A. a few minutes.

Then went to see Miss Birdie Bird. Spent a pleasant hour with her. Came in to dinner. Then went to see Agnes.

We had a most enjoyable afternoon about five-twenty a Mr. Boland, theological student from Mt. Pleasant, came in. He has but one arm, and hails from Newberry. Agnes gave us some music - piano - which I enjoyed.

Walked in early, coming up with Jenkins, E. who was Citadel bound.

Misses Schirmer & Barbot sent some candy to a crowd of boys one of whom I had the pleasure to be which.

The society meeting was real good, only too much “cutting up” was allowed.

Nothing more - and welcome sleep - than sweet restorer.

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Sunday
Mch. 25.

This morning dawned dull, heavy threatening rain. A light mist began falling in time to prevent our going to church in companies. Quarles, Evans, and I went to the Pro-Cathedral to services. It was my second or third time to be at catholic services. It seems to me to be a pack of nonsense from beginning to end. The idea that any God, especially a merciful one such as Christians claim, would be pleased at people’s making such fools of themselves is more than I can comprehend: what narrowness - what folly. When will the world get out of the superstitious humbuggery of the dark ages, and be men in the true sense of the word.

In the afternoon I went round to see Agnes. After a pleasant chat for quite a while we walked to church. I remained to services, and afterwards Agnes walked up nearly to the Citadel with me, and I walked back to Mrs. Smiths with her.

Spent the evening writing to Essie and John Smith.

Monday
Mch. 26.

This morning I went in to recitations without having opened a book - about the first time I ever did such a thing.

Had a nice long letter from Essie at dinner. She is getting along all right. Wrote to Agnes this morning & studied.

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Tuesday
Mch. 27.

This morning’s mail brought me a letter from Prof. Bell, who returned my recommendations, and wrote a very nice letter commending the course I had taken. This ends my dream of commandant, perhaps and probably forever.

It has rained almost continually all day. Consequently we had no drill. Instead “Dutch” reading, for exam to-morrow, in the Hospital. Have been studying this evening pretty hard.

Colonel Holmes was up to see me this aft about publishing a sketch of the Cadet company in the Annual. He talked quite entertainingly of the Confederacy and the Cadet company.

After he left, I enjoyed some dancing for a few minutes with Moore, Evans and Weston.

Wednesday
Mch. 28.

An exam. to-day - “Dutch” - I made fifteen - 1 [illegible] leaving 14 or 14.5. For the balance of the day, I could not study. My mind would continually wander away. So I accomplished very little along this line. I had a most delightful letter from Agnes, just before going on drill. Had the pleasure (?) of seeing her walking by twice with a one-armed theological student named Boland. Was in charge of the co. at drill. Brodham was O.D. Law in the Hos.

Studied hard to-night. Have up blanket and will [illegible] geology in a few minutes.

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Thursday,
March. 29

The usual order was [illegible] and gave way to exams. to-day. We had two this morning - Geology and Military science. I did tolerably well on both, I think. There was no drill this afternoon as some of the classes were in an exam.

I was “O.D.” to-day which interrupted my studying no little. After taps Major Mazyck who was “O.C.” remained at the guard room and talked a good long while.

Studied till about midnight, but could not concentrate my thoughts.

Friday
March 30.

Two more exams. this morning wound them up. Math. came first with constitution record. On math the whole class “busted” as they had failed to “spot [illegible] Doggie.”

No more drill again owing to exams. but dress parade as usual. Quite a crowd were up to witness the parade.

After supper I walked down to go with Agnes to church. Found her nearly ready to go. After leaving her went to call upon Miss Hattie Simons #50 Rutledge Ave. Found her in and enjoyed a most delightful call.

Saturday
March 31.

Another picture was taken this morning of the battalion. Then inspection after inspection. I went round to see Miss Lottie Riggs as per engagement. Met her mother and sister. Dr. Stone of the S.C.M.C. was there also, and we had a nice lunch. After dinner a while went down

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street and purchased at Leugnicks, “Dream Life” for Agnes. Thought she was going to see the ball game between Charleston College and the Citadel, but when I went round found she did not desire to go. Instead of going myself, then, I remained and talked a long - long time of several things of interest. Thought Agnes was going with me to hear Rev. Kirby’s lecture in the evening but she would not go there either. To say the least, I was disappointed.

However, I worked a little strategy. Seeing Misses Bird & Riggs going across the Green, I ventured in Major Phils section room and motioning them to come across, asked Miss Lottie if I might bring her to the lecture. She said “yes” so I forthwith proceeded to my room and placing myself within my dress coat went out and accompanied them to Miss Riggs, and, from there, Miss Bird to her home.

Called for Miss R - about 8:15 and together we came to the Chapel. The lecture was fine. The subject “The Making of a Man” was well lauded and every one seemed to enjoy it immensely.

[Written on side of page.]
Our team won the game. The score was 16 to 6.

Sunday
April 1.

“B” Company went to Grace to-day to church. After coming back, went to Rev. Kirby’s to get his lecture to publish it. Found him out and consequently did not get it. Went from there to dine with Agnes. Had a splendid dinner to which I did full justice.

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Walked to church with her and then went to the Circular Church to get Mr. K- lecture. Then went back and awaited the service to close when I walked with Agnes to see Alice.

Studied as usual in the evening. No, I didn’t. I wrote some letters.

Monday
April 2.

Always the day after exams. we do not do anything extra on recitations. Well to-day was nothing out of the usual.

Tuesday
April 3.

I had two nice letters this morning one from Hanister - another from Miss Johnston. Miss Helen commended my course in regard to school, for which I am glad.

Wrote to Agnes this evening a long letter.

Wednesday
April 4.

The order of calls was changed this morning. We had reveille at 6:00, “study call” again at 8:30 as previously to this year was custom. Dinner at 1:30 P.M.; drill 4 to 5 P.M. After drill I went out on the Green and lying down on the grass corrected DuRant’s class prophecy for the Annual.

Have been studying quite hard this evening.

Thursday
April 5.

Not much of importance has occurred to-day. The same round of drills and duties etc.

Friday
April 6.

Only routine work was accomplished during the day. After dinner I went up in the Chapel to hear several of the boys deliver their orations.

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Dress parade was very good this afternoon. Quite a nice crowd of young ladies was up to see it. Among them was Agnes. I walked home with her after it was over, took tea there and walked to church with her. Then I went to call upon Miss Barbot. She was not at her home but at her sisters - Mrs. O’Neil’s. I went round there and enjoyed a chat with her for quite a while. She is just the kind of girl that one can listen to and not feel that it is necessary for him to make an effort to be entertaining. After leaving there I went back and walked home with Agnes from church. Had to come in at 10:30 P.M. which I hated to do, as the moon was shining splendidly.

Evans was Officer of the Guard and this entitled me to a late light. I sat up and wrote my oration upon the “Class of 1900.” I felt like writing and I think it does very well. I was up till one in the wee [illegible] hours.

Saturday
April 7.

Was O.D. to-day. Consequently my time was spent monotonously enough. Wrote my inaugural address, which I delivered to-night. Linley vice-president inaugurated me as the regular president was in the Hospital. I made one of the best speeches I have made since I was a cadet, I think. I told the Society of what they had done and how contemptible I thought them to be for their past sections. Brodham and Snelgrove left the Hall

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I pressure upon the principle of the “hot day that howls.” I know I made some of them mad but what do I care? They can get mad and stay mad if it will do them any good. They had acted mean, and I told them of it.

Sunday
April 8.

Anniversary of the day I was expelled. Two years ago, I had about lost all hope of ever completing a college course. But thanks to a chain of good fortune I am nearing the goal - graduation.

The step I took two years ago has cost me no little but I am thankful to say I have regretted it. Yes, I am two years nearer graduation than then; and I hope two years nearer Agnes. At that time, so long ago it seems now, when I bade her good-bye and made three simple “requests” the future indeed, was a constantly moving mass of cloud - void and without shape.

One request was that we should be friends. She readily assented to this. Then I asked for us to be the “very best of friends.” Again she answered “yes!” Emboldened I asked, “If ever I should be placed so I can, and ask you will you be more than friends to with me?” She again said, “yes!” Well, since then at times, the star of my hopes along this line would shine clear and strong, making bright my future. Then again would it be obscured by darkest clouds. But thanks to some inherent kindness

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good fortune, Agnes has given me her promise. How long before I shall have a realization of those fond dreams I know not; but this I do know - never has life been so [illegible] as just now, and perhaps Agnes is the course. I think she is, at least. Will it be one or two or three more anniversaries before I can claim my jewel to place her in the sitting I shall have prepared for her?

Monday
April 9.

Another anniversary - the day - Saturday, April 9 1898 when I went home. How well I remember getting up early and eating breakfast at Mrs. Davis’ Corner of Meeting and Hutson Streets, coming over to get a last look at the Old Citadel, and going to the depot and home.

How, when I reached Branchville, the people looked at me, and my trip home with John Thomas in a “roadcart;” my meeting the “old folks at home!” How mother took my being expelled, how pa came in and what he said!

Well, all that is now but a memory, but I wonder if it has not left an impress that will forever influence my actions in some way?

Today was the great ball game between Wofford and the Citadel. The score was 8 to 2 favor of Wofford. The game was fairly good but Wofford out-closed us severely, from beginning to end.

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I acted correspondent up there and walked home, I mean as far as the Citadel with Miss McGowan, whom Miss Well introduced to me.

Quite an amusing feature of the game was “Hubbies” marching the [illegible] down. Led by Pete and Hutchinson as drummers and Wonson horn, we cut quite a figure going down and attracted lots of attention.

Wrote it up for the State this evening. Just now a crowd of the Sumter Guard are assembled in their armory and are singing to the accompanyment [sic] of a piano. - ‘Outer Banks of the Wabosh.’ It is twenty minutes after eleven.

Tuesday
April 10.

Nothing much occurred to-day. Quarles and I worked up in the Commandant’s office to-night arranging the annual articles for rendering it off. We made fairly good progress.

Wednesday
April 11.

The same routine to-day, again, till after study-call when Quarles and I again worked on the Annual.

About one more day, or nights, work will finish it I think. Philip Gorris came up to see me this evening.

Thursday
April 12.

I do not see much use in writing to-night as everything is as usual. Quarles and I again worked on the Annual. This time we finished it but one or two little details.

The Sumter Guard had a banquet this evening. Evans succeeded in getting some of the group up to our window & [illegible words] till I came up about the middle of the night.

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Friday
April 13

To-day being Good Friday we had to attend services this morning. Company “B” went to St. Michaels.

At dinner had a letter from Essie. Just afterwards I went down street to get some envelopes for her. While at Lengnicks I saw Agnes. About an hour after this went round to take Agnes an Annual which we had borrowed. Found Mr. Boland there. Soon went to the ball game Citadel vs. Carolina. The game was very exciting, resulting in a score of 8 to 7 in favor of our team.

Went round and walked to church with Agnes. Felt all out of sorts and left that [illegible] on Agnes. Came back and wrote the game up the State or partly so till about ten o’clock when I went down to walk home with Agnes. Stayed round there till nearly twelve a couple of hours which did me good. Agnes was very pleasant and I left feeling better than when I went.

Saturday
April 14.

This morning Quarles and I went down after inspection to carry the work of the Annual for publication. Walker, Evans, & Cogswell are to get it out for us.

Had a nice box from home this morning, and ate dinner of it. In the afternoon I went down to see Agnes.

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joyed it. My first meeting to preside was held this evening. I succeeded beyond my expectation. A question came up in regard to the election of officers to fill vacancies made by the resignation of Courtney and DuRant from the offices of vice president and critic. As some discussion over the other office followed, it was decided to post-pone the election till next meeting.

Sunday
April 16.

Easter morn - glad time or should be - winter is done - the earth ashamed of her nakedness is putting on a beautiful garment of green. Every living thing is joyous. Birds are singing, man is laughing. How much more joyous time to begin a year. Instead of marking the end and beginning by death in winter how much better it would be to mark it by the budding of life. This morning company “B” went to Grace Church. The singing was splendid. The church was beautifully decorated and sweet with the perfume of flowers.

After dinner I read some old letters, and this held a “feast of memory.” Then about 3:30 P.M. I went down in company with several other cadets to hear Rev. S.M. Martin, who has been creating quite a stir at the auditorium. His subject for the lecture this afternoon was “Manhood and Home.” It was good and I enjoyed it. The

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speaker is a splendid orator, and held the attention of his entire audience. It was for men only and quite a crowd was present. From there I went to see Agnes. I don’t know when I have enjoyed an afternoon more. Agnes was in a good humor and nothing was said to mar the splendid enjoyment of Easter day.

Went round to “3” to a box of McIlwinen after retreat. He had quite a spread and good food, which of course, was much enjoyed.

Spent the evening reading and writing.

Monday
April 16.

Came on guard to-day but had nothing special to happen. Spent the day reading and writing. Wright from Newberry - was orderly. Rogers O.G.; McCall, Sgt. of the Guard; Cross, Daniel, Weston, Corporals. Major Mazyck was O.C. and stayed quite a while at the guard room after taps talking.

Tuesday
Apr. 17.

Had a letter from Miss H. W. J. this morning. Quite a nice one.

Am reading Arabian Nights Entertainments now and read quite a while to-day. After drill went in the Reception room to lie on the sofa and read but after a while someone came in and I had to exit.

Walked round green with [illegible]. Wrote to Agnes this morning and studied some.

Wednesday
Apr. 18.

In about the same old way the day was spent as is customary on [Page 57] week days. It rained to-day and the night was rainy. There appeared to be a very nice dance at the Sumter Guards Armory across the street. It was certainly a relief to see the nicely dressed ladies floating dreamily across the floor even if we were behind iron bars. After all is not the most pleasant thing of life merely seeing what we would enjoy if we were only there when the participants are? And is it not likewise true that there is always an iron bar to prevent our joining the revellers. So it seems. For instance, would I have enjoyed that dance had I been allowed to go over there? Would there not have been one lady present who would have “stuck,” and would not I have been so unfortunate as to be her partner for most of the evening? Then one of them might have been ugly (with bad breath) or someone might have maligned one. One might have been too gaudily dressed another not dressed enough still another who could not dance well, or maybe one who would have felt she was condescending very much to dance with you at all.

So it is in life - “Distance lends enchantment to the view.” One might see a company of soldiers drilling and so ad-

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mire the beauty and charm afforded by the martial air that he thinks he would enjoy above all things to be a soldier, wear a uniform, and know the “manual.” But when he shoulders a nine pound musket and spends long weary hours learning a few motions and movements, there will be but little chance left. Only the glitter and tinsel should attract the attention of the common crowd, and if one wishes to please them he must [illegible] out his true serious nature and assume for the time being the froth or foam on the mug of beer.

Thursday
April 19.

Nothing out of the ordinary occurred to-day. About the usual routine. Chaucer told me to-day I would have to speak at commencement. Another big job to prepare this.

Friday
April 20.

It rained this afternoon in time to keep us from having to drill, but cleared away so we had the usual dress parade. No one hardly was up to see it. Went down and walked to church with Agnes. After waiting a while went to hear Dr. J. Wm. Jones’ lecturse on “Robert Lee, The Model Man.” It was, in street vernacular, “on the squint.” When I was thoroughly imbued I went back to church and

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walked home with Agnes. It was raining still.

Saturday
Apr. 21.

Evans and Marshall went to Grace Church picnic this morning early, which left me to clean up my room alone. It rained and we had no inspection of [illegible].

When inspection of barracks was over, I went to see Mr. Marshall, of the News and Courier concerning my trip with the baseball team. He complimented me upon my correspondence for the paper, and offered me a pass on the Southern to go round with the team. From there I went to see Gen. Walker, about the Annual, and from there to call upon Miss Posey Bacot. After dinner Rip and I went down street and bummed up and down a while; then I went to see Agnes. A call of about an hour and a half brought me to retreat. I left her rather in a “quandary,” but it will all come out right, I hope.

I was to have gone to the picnic at 1:30 P.M. but owing to rain and a slight illness I could not attend. The Society meeting was quite a success. I now look for no trouble in its management.

Sunday
April 22.

Company “B” went to St. Lukes this morning to church. It has certainly been a beautiful day - just a pleasant spring day. About four I went round to walk to church with Agnes, but when I got there I found she did not have to go to church so

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I remained instead of going to see Miss Lottie Gorris as I intended.

Agnes and I had one of our good old time talks, which did not result as I might have wished. She claims that I am all she could wish, and that she could not do without me, but that she does not love me as she ought, nor as much as I do her. She says she does not wish to take back her promise, and that all will come out well in the end. I wonder if, after all, I am to lose Agnes. I do most sincerely hope not, for without her it now seems that the future holds little in store for me of the pleasant things of life. I wrote her this evening, telling her all this. I hope - I hope.

Monday
April 23.

About the only thing of interest to-day was the ball game between Furman and The Citadel. It was one of the slowest games I ever saw. The Cadets ought to be kicked for letting Furman beat them. The score was 3 to 2 in favor of Furman. Everett, pitcher, did some good work striking out 11 to DuRants 4. Fishburne did some good playing. Wrote it up for the State this evening.

The first class adopted some resolutions this morning upon the death of Robt. W. Linley, brother of Cadet Linley. The funeral was held yesterday. He died in Savannah Saturday morning.

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Tuesday
April 24
to
Tuesday
April
May 1.

During the week only the same dull routine was lived up to Friday as is customary. Strange I should be always saying same dull routine for does not one day count as much as another? Is there not as many things in one day to form a character or shape a life as there is in another? There may not be as much excitement or worry or as many seemingly grand things accomplished, but after all is there not more of the solid sturdy character formed without these unusual things? Show me a person who gets into trouble or does a mean thing when he is not outside the usual routine of life.

So I presume I was forming character up to Friday. Then what was I forming? I wonder, Did I not form more character from Friday to Monday than during the six preceding days?

In the first place I had a letter from pa telling me that Louis Padgett was trying for the [illegible] school. This worried me no little. I don’t think Puget should do this and I wrote him to that effect the afternoon of Friday.

It was raining and we had no dress parade, so after retreat I went down and enjoyed the extreme extravagance of having a hair cut. From the “Palace” I went

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to walk to church with Agnes. After choir rehearsal I spent the evening talking till near the middle of the night of things which, though not new, were very interesting things of which I had thought no little during the week and which I had asked Agnes about on Wednesday afternoon when I had seen her. She did not answer much more favorably than before - yet I had hopes that next day April 18, 1900, Saturday, (will I ever forget the day?) she would tell me differently.

Well Saturday morning came and and [sic] early I went round to go with Agnes to the picnic. It was held at Otranto and a ride of of three-quarters of an hour brought us to the place. A day mostly spent wandering about the grounds watching this game or that shooting contest; riding out to the Old Church, and in the afternoon a long stroll and flower gathering, succeeding one of the longest talks in which I again told Agnes “lifes sweetest story” and again met the same courteous silence inclined to negativeness. The ride back to the city was uneventful so far as exciting incident is concerned. We talked of various things. There was a theological student named Boland on the train whom Agnes had invited to attend the picnic, so she must

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Needs to be very polite to him. It resulted in some little unpleasantness, but nothing daunted he must walk part of the way home with us. Reaching 31 Coming Street, Mrs. Hyams fixed me some coffee and bread which I ate with the full intention of coming in in the hour allowed me. When that was over Agnes and I went down to the sitting room, and we began to talk of what we might term “unfinished business.”

That afternoon she had given me what I considered a final answer, but now she asked me to please not allow the fact of her rejection of my love and proposal to make any difference in my life - to go on and be what I had intended to become, in spite of it all. This led to more talk and finally it resulted in my getting forty minutes late, and in my getting a confession from Agnes that she “loved me in spite of it all.” Who would [illegible] for being forty minutes late after such a termination of a picnic; after such a realization of ones fondest hopes. To think that perhaps I was so near ruining it too. I had determined never to mention it again, and forty minutes won Agnes, for had I left then she would have been forever dead to me, I presume.

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I slept a while, and then went down to see Miss Lottie. Then went to walk home with Agnes from church. Studied hard Sunday night for exams began Monday. Had math. Monday morning, and did tolerably well; In the aft. made 15 on German. Studied again Monday night and to-day I am O.D. after having made good marks this morning on Astronomy and Political Science and written to Agnes this afternoon, My days tour is nearly over, and I will go to inspect.

Wednesday
May 2.

Just after exam and consequently nothing of importance was done to-day. A kind of mental relaxation always follows exams.

Thursday
May 3.

A repetition of yesterday will be sufficient explanation for the day.

Friday
May 4.

Only usual recitations till time for dress parade. There was a nice crowd up to see the parade.

After supper a while went round to walk to church with Agnes, but she was not at home so I went to church to see her. There was to be a drill and dance at the auditorium, given by the Charleston Light Dragoons. I had asked her to go with me but owing to the prayer-meeting she was not able to go. I thought she would get through in time to go, so according to request I awaited the end of the service for that purpose. But when she was

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through she decided it was too late. Instead of going myself at once, I remained and spent a most enjoyable evening till the eleventh hour or a little later. Then I went to the auditorium and had a very pleasant hour dancing. Quite a crowd of young ladies of my acquaintance were there and were most gracious to me, thereby causing me to spend an hour as pleasantly as any hour I ever spent in a ball-room. I walked home with Miss Lottie Riggs to Mrs. Bird’s.

Saturday
May 5.

Was Officer of the day to-day. There has nothing occurred much out of the ordinary. A day spent in answering foolish questions by foolish cadets upon foolish subjects. The personnel of the guard is as follows: Sligh, O.G.; McCall, S.G.; White, Russell, Marshall, T. Corporals. [Illegible words] orderly.

Sunday
May 6.

This morning Company B went to St. Philip’s church. It was a long walk, and as the day was warm it was not quite so pleasant as it otherwise might have been.

Dinner at the usual time, and a talk with Rip, a few minutes sleep, and then to see Agnes. We went to church and after services I walked home with her. She had heard of the action of several some of the vestry in regard to the organ for another year. They wish to force her

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to play at prayer meeting services not in the church. Of course she was very indignant about this and was blessing them all out about it.

So when I came in I tried to write Agnes such a letter as I would have written sister. How well, I succeeded, I do not know.

Monday
May 7.

Our base-ball team went away this morning on its tour of the State. They played Carolina at Columbia this afternoon with a score 9 to 7 favor of Columbia. All the boys were wrought up very much over this, and were quite anxious to know the particulars.

Tuesday
May 8.

This mornings paper gave a very good account of the game. It shows that the Cadets did some good playing and were only defeated after heroic efforts.

Went down to the printers this afternoon to see about the Annual. Got a few proof sheets, which causes our work to show up well.

When my work was over went round to see Agnes, but she was not in so I was forced to come in without seeing her.

Our team played Newberry this aft.

Wednesday
May 9.

Nothing of importance occurred to-day. The base-ball team did not play Newberry yesterday, as it was reported, on account of the fact that Newberry had a [illegible] battery. To day they played Clemson and were shut out 9 to 0.

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Thursday
May 10

Some “thing” in regard to happenings here as was appropriate yesterday. Our base ball team got its first victory to-day over Furman 7 to 5.

Friday
Ma

This afternoon the corps was marched to the “train” as “Weary Willie” calls the street car, and transported to Magnolia to attend the memorial exercises. A pleasant uneventful ride brought us there. The exercises consisted of a speech by Gen. C. I. Walker, and the reading of an ode by Col. Coward. What a day for memories! Thirty-seven years ago the Southland was wrapped in sorrow at the death of her chieftain. To keep these memories alive - of the principles for which so many fought and died - do the survivors and others assemble every year to place fresh laurels on their tombs.

Friday,
May 11.

The same recitations this morning. In the aft. from 2:00 to 4:00 P.M. I had leave to attend to Annual business. Carried back some proof-sheets and looked over some more of the work, which the printer is setting up.

Dress parade was quite a success this aft. A good crowd was up to witness it. Agnes came with Miss Jackman. I enjoyed a nice talk with her, but being restricted I could not go out. Spent the evening writing my oration. Did not finish as there was a dance across the street at the Sumter Guards armory, the music of which interrupted me considerably, and knocked me off

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my train of thought. However I did fairly well, and retired at 1:30 a.m.

Saturday
May 12.

This morning spent quite a while in decorating the Chapel for our Memorial exercises.

After inspection I went to call on Agnes. Ate dinner round there after spending quite a pleasant while before time to dine.

Came in at two o’ clock and served two restrictions. After this and retreat went on leave to bring Agnes up to the Memorial exercises. I [sic] was my duty to provide this evening. Everyone tells me I did well. Before introducing the first speaker I made a few remarks of welcome and of introduction. These were well received. The speakers were [illegible], “The New South” by H.W. Grady; Brodham, “Things That Endure”; Weston, “The Phantom Host” Father Ryan; O’Driscoll, “A Pleas for Confederate Memories.”

A most pleasant hour afterwards was spent with Agnes. The moon was full and we walked a while.

Sunday
May 13.

Had a long letter from home this morning, mostly written by Essie who is home for two weeks.

Company “B” went to St. Pauls this morning. I was in command. The services were tiresome and monotonous.

Served restrictions this afternoon, and am once more free. Walked round green after restrictions were over.

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Monday
May 14.

Was on guard to-day. Did not succeed in accomplishing anything except read the papers etc. Got very interested in the “Adventures of Tom Sawyer” and read it till 1:00 A.M. The base-ball team returned this evening from their tour. They report a gorgeous time, and claim to have enjoyed their trip immensely, though often defeated.

Thursday
May 15.

The Spring Festival is here and a goodly crowd of visitors are in the city. The Knights of Pythias met to-day. They came on the Green and had a picture taken for which we were thankful as it was drill hour, and we got to rest while it was being taken.

Had leave this afternoon to see printer. After my business with him was over, I went round to see Agnes, and to have her go over “Our Big Mistake” with me. She feared it might subject her to be teased, as the heroine is a musician. So I promised to bring it round for her to suggest some changes. She decided there was nothing objectionable in it. Came in at study-call.

Spent the evening studying and writing.

Wednesday
May 16.

Only routine duties kept me busy today. Nothing worth recording occurred.

Thursday
May 17.

About the same thing as yesterday save that I went down to the printers to see about the sphynx. Got some proof sheets

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to correct and one form - 16 pages as is completed.

Went round to call on Miss Mordecai at 93 Rutledge Avenue, but she was out. Came by to see Agnes, but she too was out. So came on in after walking a while on King Street.

Moore was O.D. to-day and came up to my room and we had a nice long talk - confidentially, of our hopes and other things. Of course there had to be some mention of our “girls.”

Friday
May 18

Was on guard to-day. There was not much outside of the ordinary. As it rained to-day there was no dress-parade.

Saturday
May 19.

Quarles and I after inspection went to see about the Annual. After [illegible] round for a while we foud we had missed dinner and consequently went to the “Little Gem” and had lunch. In the afternoon went round to see Agnes. Found her at home and enjoyed a nice chat. Walked with her to see Miss Georgie. Society was on “the squint” to-night. The boys felt like having a jolly good time and they had it, at the sacrifice of order and other things - fines, for instance.

Sunday
May 20.

Our company went to the 2nd Presbyterian Church this morning. The sermon was no good but I enjoyed the services nevertheless - the singing.

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After return from church, I decided that I would go round to dinner at Mrs. Hyams, per no invitation. Found Rev. Boland - the one-armed theological student, there, and consequently my plans for the day were considerably interrupted. Agnes was to go with me to see Miss Lottie Gorris, and we were to be there at five o’ clock. The “Theog.” stayed so late that when I got back there after coming up to the Citadel, Agnes was not ready and it was later than five when she came down. I was considerably vexed, and spoke crossly to her for being so late. She looked surprised and hurt that I should say what I did, but finally we went. After reaching the Infirmary we had only a quarter of an hour, so Miss Lottie did not have much of a chance to talk and become acquainted with Agnes.

We then came by the Citadel, Agnes wishing to go to see Alice, talking of various things, pertinent and not pertinent to the “question.” Spent the night writing and studying.

Monday
May 21.

Not much occurred to-day. We had astronomy after dinner preparatory to our trip to [Wodisboro].

Had a letter from Agnes at dinner which was a surprise and comfort. She had been thinking of the same things I had and had done Sunday evening what I did - wrote a letter.

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have him look over “The South” his contribution to the Annual. Stayed quite a while, and enjoyed my stay very much.

Tuesday
May 22.

Only drill and the usual morning recitations occupied us to-day.

Captain Bond assigned the members to their respective duties. I am to draw the Corona. There will be eight drawing it.

Quarles and I had leave to-day to see about annual from after drill to study call. When we were through I went to see Agnes and he went to see some other Fraulein.

I had a very enjoyable call. It is so nice to know that a “dear little girlie” cares for you, and have her be nice to you, as Agnes was to me this afternoon.

I walked round the Green with Law after dinner. He is just back from Orangeburg where he went to see his girl, and is full of praises for her and his state in general, - which is quite ecstatic.

Wednesday
May 23

Not much of interest occurred to-day.

Thursday
May 24

Same ting [sic] as yesterday. Find I have two demerits for a report I had a couple of weeks ago. [Illegible] up to “bat” Supt. and finally succeeded in getting out of them.

Friday
May 25.

The usual routine till time for dress parade. Spent the first part of the evening correcting some proof sheets. Then

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went round to see Agnes. Rev. Boland a theological student was there, and had an engagement for the first part of the evening. He left after I got there and I had a very pleasant call till near the middle of the night.

Saturday
May 26.

This morning we arose quite early and went to [Wodisboro], N.C. to observe the total eclipse of the sun which is to take place Monday. A record of our trip etc will be found in another book.

Sunday
May 27.
Monday
May 28

These are also found in another book. The cadets had a good time and [illegible], I think, a very creditable impression. We got back Monday evening at eleven-thirty, tired out and sleepy.

Tuesday
May 29.

This morning the First Class were looking badly used up from their trip. They had missed so much sleep that they looked “on the squint.” I had leave this afternoon to attend to Sphynx business. When that was over went round to see Agnes. Spent a most pleasant house there before study-call.

Wednesday
May 30.

Was on guard to-day, but nothing much occurred worthy of note. I did not study as I thought I should, but spent the day making up an eclipse scrap book. Exams begin tomorrow!!!!!!

Thursday
May 31.

This morning we had math. and in the afternoon German exam. On both strange to say I did

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exceptionally well. Perfect on “Dutch” and nearly 20 on math.

Friday
June 1

Two more exams this morning and we were through - Geology and Military. I did very well on both. This is our last exam on Geology.

This afternoon I had leave to attend to Annual business. After parade, I went to walk to church with Agnes, and later called for her there, and spent the rest of the evening with her.

Saturday
June 2.

Usual Saturday morning inspection. Afterwards I went to call on Miss Lottie Riggs. I had not been long there when Willard came in and I left. Then went to see Miss Emma Schirmer and stayed till dinner.

In the afternoon went down to get me a suit of “[illegible],” and after much trying on etc. succeeded in getting a tolerable fit.

Went round then and spent the afternoon with Agnes.

This evening Rev. Gresham of Grace Church delivered a lecture in the Chapel, under the auspices of the Calliopean Society.

I brought Miss Birdie Bird up to hear it. His lecture was much enjoyed being very good. He is a young man but a deep student and close observer.

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Sunday
June 3.

Our company this morning went to Westminister to church. Dr. Wordlaw preached a good sermon.

Yesterday I sent an application to Branchville for principal in the school there and this morning I wrote [illegible] Gorris about it. Also had a letter from Mr. Hiers in regard to the Smoak’s school.

After writing home went round to dinner at Mrs. Hyams. A good dinner, a pleasant chat and other things went to make the day a pleasant one.

Walked with Agnes to the Circular Church and then went to Miss Barbat’s to call on Miss Hermione. Had a pleasant call.

Have spent the evening writing letters etc.

To
Sunday
June 10.

The week has passed as many before have passed, and as but few more shall pass for me. The studies were about the some [illegible] Geology. We did not have this any more.

Tuesday afternoon I went down to see about the annual, and later to call at 51 Coming Street. Enjoyed an hour there very much.

Wednesday went down to the [illegible] again before drill.

Friday we had usual dress parade. Spent the evening till after eleven o’ clock with Agnes and then went to the hop at Porters. Enjoyed (!) about an hour’s dance. It was very warm and

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the hall was [illegible].

Saturday we had the usual inspection of barracks. Went down street with Brodham afterwards and ordered a badge for Jenkins, which we are to give him for excellency in drill. Then I went round to the church - and Agnes favored me with some selections upon the church organ.

In the afternoon I went round to see Miss Lottie. Saw her only a few minutes as she was on duty.

Again in the evening we had leave, this time to bring young ladies up to hear Rev. E.O. Watson’s lecture. I brought Agnes. It was my province to preside. The Rev. Watson’s lecture was splendid. His subject was “Light, in Sight, out of Light” and he developed it in a splendid manner.

Sunday I was on guard, and a long lonely day it was. Nothing of any consequence occurred save the tedium of the day’s confinement.

Monday
June 11.

As usual after being on guard, I felt tired and spiritless during the day. In the afternoon, I had leave, and went to see about the Annual. Coming back I stopped in to see Agnes. She is going to Atlanta to-morrow to attend the Southern Musical Association.

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Tuesday
June 12.

About the same things occurred to-day as yesterday, except I did not have leave this afternoon. We had “Dutch” exam this morning. This finishes up the study of German at the Citadel.

Had a note from Agnes this afternoon telling me she did not go to Atlanta - as the excursion party was a failure.

Sent off an application for the position of assistant superintendent of the Yorkville Graded school. Had some good testimonials from different members of the Faculty.

Wednesday
June 13.

Nothing much happened to-day. I gave Major Cummings my speech to be corrected.

Thursday
June 14.

The same thing to-day up to dinner. After dinner we went to Chaucer. He looked over my speech and pronounced it all right. I am very glad to know this as I have spent so much time on it.

Went down to the printers this afternoon. They have finished about seventy-five copies. I secured three of these copies of “The Sphynx.” One of them I left at the News and Courier to get a review in the paper. Another I gave to Agnes; a third I brought to the Citadel. The boys went wild over it. They were very much excited and glad to get it. It is a success, I am glad to say.

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It is very gratifying to know this after so much work on my part, and for all of us. I am proud of it. No better Annual has been gotten out I am sure by any college. The copy I brought up has been circulating quite freely to-night. Everyone is very much pleased with it.

Friday
June 15

The usual days experiences were passed through till after retreat when I got ready to go to the hop at Hibernian Hall, after spending the greater part of the evening with Agnes. Going round for that purpose I met her going to church and accompanied her there. She informed me that she had decided to go to the hop after services, and we went. It was a most enjoyable hop. The floor was in good trim, breezes pleasant, music good, and girls pretty. We danced till two and a little after. I can say - as the saying goes, that I enjoyed the hop and I am sure Agnes had a good time.

Saturday
June 16.

This morning I went round to see Miss Hattie Simons and take her an annual, which, by the way came out yesterday. She came down blindfolded to see (?) me, having some affection of the eyes. She liked the Sphynx. Went to see Agnes in the aft. She was quite charming and I had a very enjoyable afternoon.

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At the Society meeting this evening, I went out of office and Steele was inaugurated. He made a short inaugural address. I made a few remarks in leaving the chair. Later took part in my last debate in the old Polytechnic hall. The subject was: “Resolved, That Reunions are detrimental to the Abrogation of Sectional Feeling.” I spoke on the affirmative.

Sunday
June 17.

This morning our company went to St. John’s Church.

After coming back, I went round to dinner at “51 Coming.” Found a P.M.A. cadet, Henderson, there, and Mr. Cole - an erstwhile [illegible].

Wished to converse with Agnes some on some questions which were brought up the afternoon before, but it seemed that I should finally be disappointed. However, we left them about an hour before I had to come in, and got to talk of one of these questions a few minutes. Had leave to-night and went to church with Agnes. The service - my last one at St. Andrew’s - was very good especially the music.

Agnes, pressed for an answer finally gave me an assurance of her love. I know now that when I call for her she will go with me, and that I can be assured of her continued interest and affection. How much more pleasant to contem-

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plate the future now! To think that I shall Agnes to love me and aid me in working out my manhood’s career.

Monday
June 18.

This morning we had an exam in Military Law. This leaves me two more. Nothing more has occurred of interest to any one.

Tuesday
June 19

The usual day duties were indulged in, and only those. The boys are all thinking of home and [illegible] commencement [illegible] as all expect to be of interest. This afternoon I went on leave from after dinner to retreat drill at 5:30. After running about for some time I went round to see Agnes and had an hours chat with her. Came in - had drill and studied astronomy during the evening.

Wednesday
June 20.

We had an exam in astronomy this morning. I made 10.8 which was above the average work a little.

Since the exam I have spent the day variously studying, reading and writing. Studied math. this evening - our last exam - will be tomorrow morning.

Thursday
June 21.

This morning we had our last examination. Finishing it, the first class were given leave till 4:30 P.M. We had leave again in the evening till 12:00 P.M.

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I called upon Agnes and enjoyed the call very much. Reached the Citadel a minute or two before 12 o’ clock.

Friday
June 22.

The company drill was to be held to-day at 10 o’ clock and at that time company “B” having won first place in the “toss-up” went out first and began drilling. We had hardly begun before it began to rain and we were forced to go in by the time the drill was half over.

After dinner we were given leave till 4:30 P.M. At 5:00 P.M. the individual drill was to be held. I had promised to bring Agnes up to witness it, but having to come in at 4:30 I could not wait but promised to meet her when she should come up. So when she came about 5:00 I met her and we witnessed the drill. It was quite good and lasted an hour. Cross was the winner. Then came the last dress parade. Quite a crowd was present to enjoy the last parade of the year. It was very good. All the First Class marched up this aft. and Lieut. Cantey made us a talk. He said we had shown ourselves as not lacking in military prowess etc. I walked home with Agnes, took tea then and we then went down to the society commencement at

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This morning a meeting of the Polytechnic Society was held at which the First Class were bidden adieu by members of the other classes. They were, Steele 2nd; Mamet 3rd; McCrockan 4th. Members of the 1st Class replied and made impressive and effective speeches.

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the Hibernian Hall. Here I received my first diploma - from the Polytechnic Society. They were presented by Hon T. W. Bacot who made a splendid talk to the graduates. The speakers were J. P. Quarles - salutatorian; A. J. Hydrick, orator; J. R. Westmoreland, orator; W. Ed. Law, valedictorian. The speeches were very good and took quite well. Fifteen of the graduates were Polytechnics and four Calliopeans; as follows - Brodham, Bruce, Calhoun, Clayton, Cochrane, Courtney, DuKant, Haynesworth, Hydrick, Law, Linley, Rogers, Sligh, Smoak, Snelgrove. - Polytechnics - Evans, Moore, Quarles, Westmoreland. - Calliopeans.

Saturday
June 23.

This morning we were to have review and inspection by the Board of Visitors; but as it was again raining this had to be postponed again, but despite this we were kept in barracks and not given leave till after dinner and then only till 4:30, when we must come in to have company drill review and inspection. The drills were finished up. “B” Co. completing her time and then “C” and “A.” Then was review and inspection by the Board of Visitors. We did not get out till late. Co. “A” won the drill; “B” 2nd. C 3rd. We had leave till 12:00 P.M.

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I spent the evening with Agnes most enjoyably.

Sunday
June 24.

This morning I rehearsed my speech several times in the Chapel before time for church. All the companies went to Westminister to church this morning to hear Rev. Geo. H. Cornelson Jr. of Aiken preach the baccalaureate sermon. The church was crowded and we were given seats just behind the Board of Visitors and Faculty - that is the First Class were. The text was: “Who is man that thou art mindful of him: the son of man that thou visitest him.” The sermon was the best I think I ever heard. Rev. Cornelson first compared man with his puny strength to the power that created all the world and the countless system of worlds or universes. He then showed that they must follow certain laws because they must, but not so with man - he can disobey the very commands of God himself. “Thou hast made him a little lower than the angels,” so cannot God visit him? Besides, man is immortal. The soul of man will live on forever and forever. The son may be consumed by his own heat, the earth be burnt up the heavens be rolled together as a scroll - but the soul of

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man will live after all this through countless ages. Therefore man should respect and worship such a power etc.

The preacher a graduate of the class of ‘88 at the Citadel was a young man, but a deep thinker and an eloquent orator. Everyone was very much impressed with the sermon.

After church I went round to Mrs. Hyams for my last dinner on Sunday. Had a splendid dinner and it was enjoyed because it was a nice dinner and because it was where it was. After dinner awhile Agnes and I went to Magnolia Cemetery where she was invited to play the organ at the unveiling exercises of two monuments erected to two Sovereigns of the Woodmen of the World. The organ was a small parlor organ and carried in one of the “City Express” wagons. When we reached the cemetery it was standing outside the gate with the organ in it. After strolling round among the graves a while and sitting on a bench under an oak the “chapter” at last came. We then proceeded to the spot and Agnes played. I shaded her and in the meanwhile observed what was going on. At the first grave the head

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Woodman read the exercises of the order and “why should the Spirit of Mortal be proud.” We then proceeded to the next grove where a second unveiling took place. After which a young man, Mr. Logan, made an address.

We then made our way to the cars and rode in. I left Agnes at corner of Calhoun and Meeting Streets and went in to “retreat.” She went on down to the Riverside Infirmary from where Miss Lottie was to come to tea with Agnes. After retreat I walked down to meet them but not meeting them I went on to the Riverside. After waiting a few minutes Miss Lottie was ready and we winded our way to 31 Coming Street. A good supper, a pleasant evening, and a walk home with Miss Lottie, then a stroll back to the Citadel - with a few minutes silent meditation before entering - The Citadel looked, in silent majesty, like a citadel in truth. I thought of the changed man who was leaving there, and of the new recruit who four years ago entered at the old sally-port closed now in prison like severity.

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