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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] Sunday, Sept. 28. 1862. My regular Sunday-School duties were attended to, after which I went to church. I cannot say, however, that I enjoyed the sermon as much as usual. I felt drowsy, owing, I suppose to the fact that I have been losing sleep of late. Had Rev. Bro. P. to dine with me – found his company, as usual, very agreeable. Went to church again this evening. Monday, Sept. 29. Performed my usual routine of Academic duties. – A letter from home says that Mother is very little if any better, which makes me feel sad. Still I have a hope that she will soon be able to get about again – otherwise I should feel it my duty to suspend my engagements here and go to see her. Tuesday. Sept. 30. As usual, I am tired this evening. [Page 2] Wednesday, Oct. 1. I enjoyed the prayer meeting this evening, though I am not satisfied as to the fitness of one of the persons who came forward to unite with the church, and must make some inquiries concerning said individual’s character. Two joined. Thursday, Oct. 2. The days duties are done, and I retire satisfied with what I have done. I can not, however, say that I am pleased with all I have seen, for I have just seen a living, walking evidence of human depravity, such as disgusts the all good men. Friday, Oct. 3. In addition to the gratification I feel at the prospect of a day’s rest from my arduous duties, I have been made happy this evening by the visits of my [Page 3] friends. Our pastor and some others took tea with us and the evening passed away pleasantly. Oct. 4. Saturday Walked about a good deal to-day endeavoring to collect pew rents. – Met with tolerably good success. This evening attended church conference – the meeting was a pleasant one. Sunday, Oct. 5. I am weary this evening. After S. school I went to church as usual: -- attended communion services this afternoon and preaching again to-night. It has been to me a pleasant day, and I now retire with a quiet conscience. Monday, Oct. 6. On yesterday I received a letter from Bro-in-law R. He has been in one battle, that of Sharpsburg, and it is thankful that he [Page 4] escaped unhurt. He says but little about the battle. Doubtless it is not pleasant to recall the scenes of death and suffering he witnessed there. – As I went round this evening inspecting quarters, a cadet handed me two dollars and asked me to have his name registered as a subscriber for the Confederate Baptist. I hope his motives are good, and yet from a little circumstance connected with his history, I can but fear his motives are of a selfish nature. But I do not wish to be uncharitable. and will therefore hope that I am Tuesday, Oct. 7. Very much fatigued this evening. Wednesday, Oct. 8. Attended a meeting of the citizens of Columbia this evening, called for the purpose of devising measures [Page 5] to supply the destitution of our army in clothing. From the accounts that have reached us, our army is, indeed, in a deplorable state of destitution. After some discussion, a committee of thirteen was appointed to devise a plan by which the evil may be remedied and report at a called meeting. In the course of some remarks made by Dr. J. L. Renolds, he said that if the necessity should arise, “he would consider it a greater honor to walk the streets of Columbia bare-footed, than had he ever been conferred upon him if, by so doing, he could aid the soldiers.” Dr. William Reynolds alluded to the speculators, and said “he believed they were damned of God and man,” – a strong expression – not designed to be construed strictly, perhaps, but still [Page 6] designed to convey an idea of detestation which no other expression would. He is not alone in regarding the speculators with an unfriendly eye. All good men detest their conduct. Thursday, Oct. 9. A letter from home tells me of the death, by disease, of several of my friends in that section of the country. Thus we pass away, and soon “the place that now knows us will know us no more.” Mother, I am pleased to learn, is better than when we last heard from home. Friday, Oct. 10. Visited Maj. W this evening. It is the first evening that I have been unengaged, for a considerable time. And even this has been partly spent in the performance of duty. The more I have to do, the more rapidly time passes. [Page 7] Saturday, Oct. 11. To-day I called for the fourth or fifth time, to collect some pew rent that has been due from one member of the congregation for more than one year. Nor was I successful this time. He pulled out a large bill and as I could not charge it he asked me to call again. As it is for the church I must go again, but at the same time I have to confess that my patience is becoming exhausted. If he had no smaller money on hand, he was, of course, excusable in pulling out his large bill, but my impression is that he had plenty of bills that were smaller. Sunday, Oct. 12. It has rained a great deal this to-day. This morning, until near twelve o’clock, it rained almost incessantly. I did not, therefore, go to S. school or church to-day, [Page 8] and I feel safe in saying that the church was not opened. I have endeavored to spend the day profitably, by reading that which is suited to the Sabbath. Monday, Oct. 13. I am feeling like rest would do me good this evening. Tuesday, Oct. 14. My engagements now leave me little or no time, for social intercourse, yet it sometimes happens that I have to take time to entertain a friend. Such was the case this evening. A friend came in, took tea – and sat a while. This has caused me to be up later this evening than is proper for my health. Wednesday, Oct. 15. I have performed the duties of another day, and now at its close, I desire [Page 9] to seek that rest which is always proper after toil. Before retiring however, I cannot forbear to remark that vanity does not confine itself to any class of men. Of this fact I have but recently been reminded. One who ought to be free from it, is, unfortunately, very much given to exhibiting it on every occasion that permits a reference to self. Another thing that I have seen, unpleasant to contemplate, is a human being reeling and staggering along the street, from the influence of liquor. The candidates, recently elected to the legislature, or some of them at least, gave a supper to all who chose to attend, and it was at this I understand that this poor mortal became intoxicated. [Page 10] Would that we could have legislators who would not condescend to “treating” the rabble for their votes! Thursday, Oct. 16 How I should enjoy this pleasant weather, if all was peace and quiet in the country! Friday, Oct. 17. I am informed that salt is selling at one hundred dollars per sack! Two years ago, no one would ever have believed that such a scarcity of the article would ever exist. Indeed it is not so much the lack of supply now that makes it so dear. Speculators, have no little to do with raising the price to what it now is. Heartless men! Instead of endeavoring to alleviate suffering they increase it by this morbid thirst for wealth. [Page 11] Saturday Oct. 18. To-day I called for the sixth time on a man for his pew rent, and found him, as he said without any money. I am afraid that he knows or cares but little about benevolence. One thing he knows, and that is how to make promises and not fulfill them. This afternoon, I got up an epitaph for my little nephew, who died about two months since. Hope to spend a pleasant Sabbath. Sunday, Oct. 19. At Sunday School this morning, I was pleased to see the interest manifested in a copy of a new paper, the “Child’s Index,” which I took to school. At my suggestion, it was determined to take thirty copies for the school. Besides these, some subscribed for it [Page 12] as individuals. Such papers will do good. Money expended for this cannot fail to bring a large profit. Bro. P. preached for us this morning from Job 7th ch., 17th & 18th verses or rather a part of them. His object was to show that we are here on trial, and as usual he treated his subject well. Bro. B. preached this evening. The day has been a pleasant one. Monday, Oct. 20. Bro. P. & Bro. C. – came in unexpectedly to tea this evening, and I pass the time agreeably. But after they leave I have to sit up for some time to do some studying which it is necessary to do before the morrow. Tuesday, Oct. 21 This day has, like all my days, been [Page 13] closely employed, and now though late at night I am up, having just finished what was on hand in the way of study. This reminds me of days when I was a student. Wednesday Oct. 22 I have been closely confined all day, and now, having just come from prayer meeting, I seek repose. I must, however, add that I am pleased by a letter from home which tells me that Mother is still improving. Hope a merciful God will restore her to perfect health again. Thursday, Oct. 23. I am feeling depressed this evening. Sometimes, despite my efforts to take sanguine views of life, I cannot but feel melancholy. But after all I believe it is well to be sad sometimes. [Page 14] [Blank.] [Page 15] [Blank.] [Page 16] Friday Oct. 24. I have been closely engaged all the week, and am glad it is about closing, as it will give me a day of rest. Saturday, Oct. 25. I had hoped to be benefitted by to-day’s relaxation from duty, but my engagements have been such that, I am now feeling more wearied than I was last night. I have been looking for some shoes for the negroes, and for cloth to make myself a coat and pantaloons. I find everything in that line at selling at three or four prices – the inevitable result, when the demand is great and the supply small. It is probable, however, that heartless speculators have had a great deal to do in creating these [Page 17] fabulous prices, for such they are. Sunday, Oct. 26. A very inclement day it has been. I went out to S. School, and remained till after church, and I fear that as a consequence of it, I shall have a severe cold. I was feeling some symptoms of cold last night, but not so much as I am now. I shall take my usual remedy on retiring, a [Dever’s} powder, and hope to be better in the morning. Monday, Oct. 27. The weather is still cold. I am feeling better this evening. Tuesday Oct. 28. I have nothing to write unless I say what I have so often said, that I have been very busy during the day. [Page 18] Wednesday, Oct. 29. I remained at home this evening – did not go to prayer meeting because a friend wrote me that he was going to call at my house this evening. He has not come, but I have not on that account idled away the time. On the contrary, I have been busily and usefully engaged. Thursday, Oct. 30. Met two soldiers, acquaintances of mine, on the street this evening, and had them to come home with me. They will thus save hotel fare, and I will have the consciousness of having done that much for the soldiers. Friday, Oct. 31. As usual with me on Friday evenings, I feel a pleasure in the thought that tomorrow is rest day. [Page 19] Saturday, Nov. 1. I rested but little to-day. Indeed I am more fatigued to-night than usual. My attention has been given to the various matters to-day; moreover, I have had to walk about a great deal. Sunday, Nov. 2. I am detained at home by a boil in my nose, which has caused that organ to swell and look very much inflamed. It is withal so painful that I doubt whether I could pay strict attention to the sermon. On the whole I have thought best to stay at home. - As I went round inspecting quarters this evening, one of the cadets asked my views on the subject of the Trinity. A Unitarian has been giving him his views on the subject, and he is doubt which to believe. I answered briefly, opposing [Page 20] the Unitarian argument. The objection was that he could not understand it. On this ground he would have to reject many other things as untrue. Monday, Nov. 3. A very pleasant day, but my inflamed organ, the nose, has curtailed my enjoyment greatly. While write I am in pain. Tuesday, Nov. 4. Nothing unusual to-day. Wednesday, Nov. 5. After the usual duties of the day I hoped to attend prayer meeting but the rain prevented. Thursday, Nov. 6. One of my colleagues suggested to-day that a new branch of the Academy ought to be organized at Yorkville S.C., but I am opposed to it, except as a temporary measure. It was increase [Page 21] the expenses unnecessarily, whereas the Academy could be enlarged on its present basis, at less cost by far, besides other advantages that would accrue. Friday, Nov. 7. Went through with the usual routine to-day. Saturday, Nov. 8. I saw Gen. Jones, Chairman of our Board of Visitors to-day, and suggested the plan of enlarging the Academy as spoken of in my notes of Thursday. He does not favor the organization of a new branch at Yorkville, but would like to enlarge on the present basis. He thinks the use of the college buildings might be obtained for a year, in order to accommodate the large number of applicants. [Page 22] Sunday, Nov. 9. We are frail creatures, liable at any time to fall into temptation. And hence we cannot be too much on our guard, in this sinful world when trials come from sources we do not expect. Monday, Nov. 10. I have felt depressed nearly all day, - am a little more cheerful now. Tuesday, Nov. 11. It is said that a serious accident happened on the Greenville road to-day - that a number of persons were killed - and others injured. I have no particulars. Hope it is not as serious as reported. Rumors of this kind are generally exaggerated. At best, however it is sad. Moving on quietly, without any warning, perhaps without any sense of danger - all at once, ushered into eternity. [Page 23] Wednesday, Nov. 12. I was pleased to learn this morning, that the accident on the R.R. yesterday was not as bad as it was rumored to be. None were killed, though several were injured, and it is thought mortally so. Saw, at prayer meeting, this evening, a wounded soldier - son of one of our members. Like all others that I have seen he attributed his escape from death to the influence of an unseen hand, or rather “he says he does not see how any of them escaped.” Evidently an unseen hand protected them whether they acknowledge it or not. Thursday, Nov. 13. I found it necessary to exercise discipline with vigor this morning, in the case of one of my servants. It was an unpleasant duty, but could not be avoided without the risk [Page 24] of injury to the servant. - While I write this evening a band of music is playing in full blast near by. But a [few] minutes since it left the Academy after serenading all, both officers and cadets. I have to confess, that I am at a loss to know the cause of the unexpected compliment. Perhaps a day or two will develop it, if indeed there is any special cause for it. Friday, Nov. 14. We know but little of the suffering of our soldiers, removed as we are from them. I learned to-day that my Bro.-in-law, L. B. R. - a Lt. In the 1st, originally Hagood’s Reg’t., marched over a hundred miles without anything to eat, on the recent expedition into Maryland. From another source I learn that the [Page 25] soldiers are often seen crying for something to eat. Is it possible! Men crying for something to eat! Yes, it is so, however unreasonable it at first appears to us. Even men’s hearts are melted, and their eyes give vent to tears, when starvation threatens them. Those accustomed to live in peace and quiet, know nothing of suffering such as ensues from a state of war to those immediately engaged in it. - I have done, as I thought, what I could for the soldiers, but I must try to do more. Saturday, Nov. 15 A little circumstance occurred to-day that gave me some uneasiness for a while. The milk was observed to have an unusual appearance, and it was supposed that poison had been put in it by one of the [Page 26] servants. I could not believe this to be the case, yet in order to have no room for doubt on the subject I had it analyzed. I was gratified to learn that no poison was to be found in it. The servant had been careless, but not criminal. Sunday, Nov. 16. Went to S. School this morning - then to church. Heard a good sermon from Bro. C. - He showed that this world is a state of discipline, and that he that is faithful will be happy through all eternity. Went to the meeting of the S. School Society this afternoon, and attended church this evening. I am now feeling tired. Monday, Nov. 17. Performed my duties as usual. Tuesday, Nov. 18. A letter from Bro.-in-law R. - tells [Page 27] me that two snows have fallen on our army up to the 12th Nov. They have no tents and must of course suffer intensely. May God grant that the war may soon terminate! Wednesday, Nov. 19 Nothing unusual to-day. It is very changeable weather that we are having now, more like April than Nov. Thursday, Nov. 20 I examined a young man this afternoon, by request of his Father, with a view of ascertaining his qualifications for entering the Citadel Academy 3rd Class. His knowledge of Algebra is rather superficial, yet taking all into consideration, I am not prepared to say that he should not enter the class. To oblige his Father, I will ascertain from the Profs. at the Citadel [Page 28] exactly what they expect of a student in order that he may be admitted. Lt. N. examined the young man in Eng. & French. Friday, Nov. 21 I am feeling more free this evening than for some time past. The recitations have closed for the year. The examination will begin on next Tuesday, after which our duties there will be purely military until January. I fear, however, that my vacation will do me but little good as I shall be confirmed here nearly all the time. The excitement of the times is such that a large number, if not all of our cadets will be kept here to guard against anything like an insurrection among the negroes. For this reason I cannot be [Page 29] absent long if at all. But the post of duty is entitled to, and demands our attention. I therefore cheerfully consent to forego whatever of pleasure I might otherwise enjoy. No true man will do otherwise. Saturday Nov. 22. The order has been given to keep all the Cadets here during the month of December. It is well to be prepared for any emergency, and hence I think the order a good one. I do not, however, anticipate any hostile demonstrations among the negroes. Hoping to spend a pleasant and profitable Sunday, I seek repose. Sunday, Nov. 23 This has been a pleasant day to me. I retire this evening in good spirits. [Page 30] Monday, Nov. 24. I have arranged my subjects to-day for the examination which begins to-morrow. Our Legislature convened to-day and elected A. P. Aldrich of Barnwell Speaker of the House. I had not thought of him as the Speaker until to-day, a friend told me he was a candidate. Tuesday, Nov. 25 I am not feeling as cheerful this evening as I would desire. I am weary too which does not make my feelings better. The result of my examination thus far is very satisfactory. Wednesday, Nov. 26. The examination so far as my department is concerned is about concluded [Page 31] and I must say that I am very well pleased at the manner in which my boys acquitted themselves. There were a few failures when I had expected successful demonstrations, and then again there were good recitations when I looked for failures. Altogether it was a very creditable examination. Thursday, Nov. 27. All the regular members of the Board were present at the examination to-day. Hon. T. C. Perrin, the member elected in the place of Gov. or Col. Means who died of wounds received at the 2nd battle of Manassas, was present and appeared well pleased. He is a fine looking man, and I have no doubt will make an efficient member of the Board. [Page 32] The Corps will parade through the streets to-morrow under command of Lieut. Sams. I hope they will acquit themselves well. Friday, Nov. 28. I met with the Board of Visitors to-day, but had not much to do as they attended to very little business. - In the afternoon I met with the Academic Board of this Academy, to decide on the cases of certain cadets, - whether or not they should be transferred to the Citadel &c. This to me is always an unpleasant meeting as my feelings invariably war with my judgment. Saturday, Nov. 29. Met with the Board again to-day, and will have to do so again on [Page 33] Monday. In the meantime, however, I hope to enjoy a pleasant Sabbath. Sunday, Nov. 30. Heard a good sermon to-day from Dr. J. L. R. - Was pleased and somewhat surprised to meet my friend J. F. Lanneau, now 1st Lieut. In the Engineers Corps. His health, I regret to learn, is bad and hence he is on furlough. I did not go to church this evening. I am fatigued, and as I have to get up early in the morning to see my brother off on the cars, I concluded not to go out. Monday, Dec. 1. Met with the Board again to-day, was busy all day and until late this evening. I have nothing to record of interest. [Page 34] Tuesday, Dec. 2. Closely engaged again to-day not so much in writing, but in going to and fro. Thus the time has passed, and I have done but little. Wednesday, Dec. 3. To-day I was at the State house nearly all day, - heard a long speech about the powers of the Convention - its usurpation &c. I think those who speak so much are better at finding fault than at anything else. Thursday, Dec. 4. Finished sending off all the warrants to-day to the young men recently appointed to the Military Academy. In a day or two more, I hope to be through with my duties as Secretary B. V. [Page 35] or at least through with the great part of it. Friday, Dec. 5. Have been engaged the greater part of the day with my duties as Secretary of the Board of Visitors. Father-in-law came down this evening very unexpectedly to us, and I am glad to see his health is better than was represented to me some time ago. -The day has been rainy and unpleasant, out of doors. Saturday, Dec. 6. Have had to discharge the duties of Supt. to-day and will do so for some days now, as the Supt. has left on a short furlough. I hope to have no cases of severe discipline. Sunday, Dec. 7. A very cold day. - This evening in [Page 36] visiting garrison, I was mortified to learn that a number of cadets had assembled in a room, apparently with a view of engaging in a dance or some other kindred amusement. I, of course, put a stop to their proceedings and sent them to their rooms. It is difficult to make boys feel and appreciate the propriety of keeping the Sabbath. This perhaps is owing in many cases to improper parental training in their earlier days. Monday Dec. 8. One little case of discipline has already arisen. It is not of much importance, it is true, nevertheless it requires that the laws be enforced. Such is the nature of boys that they must have restraints placed upon them. [Page 37] An unpleasant occurrence took place on the street to-day. Two men, in a difficulty, got to shooting at each other and one, perhaps both of them, were hurt, tho’ not seriously it is hoped. It is indeed to be regretted that human nature is so depraved as to give occasion for such scenes. Too much cannot be done to give tone and health to public sentiment on subjects of this kind. Tuesday, Dec. 9. To-day was employed partly in testing some samples of powder sent up here by the Governor for that purpose. Not having any other means of proof, Lieut. N. and myself took an eprouvette, and tried the range of the powder as compared with that of DuPont’s [Page 38] make. Thus far the proof is very favorable for the new powder but we will try it again to-morrow. Wednesday, Dec. 10. We again experimented with the powder to-day, and after being satisfied I reported the result to His Excellency the Governor. Had an old friend to take tea with me this evening. Thursday, Dec. 11. As is usual for the officer in command, I have had a great many cases to-day, all of which have received due attention. I had a friend to dine with me, Dr. B. S. R., now a captain in the Army. He has grown quite stout - says a soldier’s life agrees with him. Living in the open air is by many regarded conducive to health [Page 39] and I am inclined to believe it is so. Friday, Dec. 12. In addition to the discharge of my ordinary duties, I have made arrangements for going on furlough on to-morrow. It is pleasant, for one, occasionally to throw off his responsibilities, and visit his old homestead and those to whom he owes more than to all others living, - his parents. It is therefore with pleasure that I contemplate leaving in the morning. Saturday, Dec. 13. Left Columbia this morning, and in due time arrived at Midway, where I learned with regret that my letter had not reached home. They, therefore, did not expect me, and did not [Page 40] send to meet us. I, however, succeeded in getting a seat for my wife and child in a borough that was going by Father’s place and after directing the servants to remain at Midway with the baggage until sent for, I set out on foot. In an hour and twenty-five minutes I walked to Father’s place - a distance of between five and a half and six miles. Here I was pleased to find the family all in the enjoyment of their usual health. Sunday, Dec. 14. Went out to Bethesda, commonly called the Erwin Church. The minister did not come and a prayer meeting was held, in which I took part by request. There were but few persons out, notwithstanding the beautiful day, and of the few, I noticed two or three [Page 41] wounded soldiers. One has lost his leg - amputated just below the knee. A sad sight this - a young man with a life time before him compelled to walk with a crutch for the remainder of his life. And alas! this is not the only instance of the kind. Hundreds and thousands of men in the Confederacy crippled for life. But I will not pursue this train of thought. -Ten years time has brought about many changes. Many men that were here then are not here now, boys have grown up to manhood, and altogether it makes me feel that it has been some time since I used to live here and mingle with the people. How short at best is life! “It is even as a vapor that vanishesth away.” Soon we shall all be gone and our places filled by others. [Page 42] Monday, Dec. 15. Went out to Midway to-day with Father, and there met some old acquaintances but did not hear anything very satisfactory from the seat of war as I had hoped we would. The papers contain very little in the way of details. I learned with regret that Gen. Gregg was killed. He was a brave man and an able General. Tuesday, Dec. 16. This afternoon, I went over to see an old widow lady whose son and grandson are in the army. She is in distress. Anxiety about her children, and the want of some of the necessaries of life are preying upon her. I feel for her and all others similarly situated. There are, I fear a great many such. [Page 43] Wednesday Dec. 17. The weather - so warm for a few days past, is again cold. I rode out to Midway to get the papers and learned that a number of troops are being sent to N. C. where Gen. Evans seems to have been beaten by the enemy. Gen. E. may be a good officer, but I must confess that I do not admire the tone of his dispatches. It would seem that he acknowledges no power higher than himself, nor has any regard for a future life. Thursday, Dec. 18. Remained quietly at home all the morning. This afternoon went with Lou to visit one of the neighbors. -I am a little more pleased with the news to-day. The indications are that what was lost in N. C. will soon be regained. [Page 44] Moreover, Hon. Milledge L. Bonham has been elected Gov. of our State. I think him better qualified for the office than anyone that was nominated, though I have some doubts whether he will be more successful than his predecessor has been in the administration of the affairs of the State. In my opinion, Gov. P. has been censured much without just cause. The people seem to have forgotten that his predecessors had comparatively nothing to do while in office, and, furthermore, that no one man or set of men can please everybody. Friday, Dec. 19. Remained about the house all day until late in the afternoon when I went over to see old Bro. C - He is in feeble health, but I hope he [Page 45] will recover and be spared for some time yet. He was as usual very happy to see me. Saturday, Dec. 20. Attended the Muster ground to-day with Father who has to drill with the 2nd Corps of reserves. Old men and boys compose this corps. Some, I observed, availed themselves of the privilege offered by the Capt. to excuse themselves from drilling on the score of physical indisposition, while others much more seriously indisposed remained in ranks and did their duty. I had hoped Father would avail himself of the opportunity offered to avoid the fatigue of a drill in as much as he is quite unwell, but he did not, nor will be ever do it as long as he can walk. He seeks to [Page 46] evade no responsibility of the kind. Would that more men as faithful in the discharge of duty. Sunday, Dec. 21. I went to Springtown Church to-day and heard a sermon by Bro. Buist, the pastor, and successor of Rev. W. T. Sanders. His text was in the 34th Chap. of Isaiah, “Seek ye in the book of the Lord.” It was the first sermon I ever heard from him, and it may be that an opinion based upon it would do him injustice. I could but feel, however, that it was not altogether such a sermon as would accomplish the most good to that congregation; yet I believe that he is capable of being very useful as a minister, and I hope he will be so. [Page 47] Monday, Dec. 22. It is always calculated to depress one’s feelings, to bid goodbye to those we love for an indefinite time. Particularly is it so when taking leave of parents who are growing old and wasting away by disease or ill health. Yet duty calls and we must go. It was not without some entreaty that the conductor would take us on the cars, so great was the number of passengers on board. After getting on we had to stand up for a considerable time. Finally a soldier volunteered to give his seat to Mrs. P. for which I was very thankful to him. I stood up all the way to Columbia, and would have done so had it been as far again rather than act as did some [Page 48] men on board. I noticed two who were sitting together, who kept their seats all day, notwithstanding ladies had to stand up. One lady, plainly, but decently clad had to sit by the door on a valise just in front of them all day, yet neither of them moved or offered her a seat. A part of the time they were engaged in speaking of persons who have corn to sell, reflecting upon their generosity in not selling it at a $1.25 per bushel while they were able to obtain $1.50. Thought I, those who would have other be generous or kind, should be so themselves. We arrived at home safe, though tired - found things going on tolerably well. Hope when we travel again to have a more pleasant [Page 49] time. My sympathies were excited by seeing on board some poor women who had been to carry their husbands some clothing, but who had the misfortune to lose it on the way. Another one was going to look for her husband, whom she found was dead. Alas! how much misery has resulted from this war. Tuesday, Dec. 23d Have been busy to-day answering letters and attending to other duties that have been accumulated in my absence. Wednesday, Dec. 24th To-day, as yesterday, I have been engaged replying to letters and doing other writing that demanded attention. To-morrow I shall be free from such duties. I attended [Page 50] prayer meeting this evening and was sorry to see but few out. Perhaps their excuses were good; it is not for me to say they were insufficient. Thursday, Dec. 25. This is Christmas Day, and while I write I hear some children making merry. How different we feel at different periods of life. To me to-day is no more than a day of mirth and gaiety than was yesterday. I have had no duties to perform and for that reason have felt more free though not more joyous. Indeed, I cannot indulge a great deal in mirthfulness while our soldiers are exposed as they are. While my being somewhat sedate cannot help them in any way it accords more [Page 51] with my feelings, and hence I am more happy than were I to pass along as though no one felt any degree of care or responsibility, or had any hardships to encounter. Friday, Dec. 26. I have done little to-day except some fixing up about the yard. Christmas, thus far, has been very quiet and I hope will continue so. Fears were entertained by some, that Lincoln’s proclamation would be the cause of trouble among the negroes about this time or a little later. I have not shared these fears. But for the preparations that have been made, it is possible there would have been some little disturbance. As it is, I think all will remain quiet. [Page 52] Saturday, Dec. 27. I suggested to Gen. Jones, Chairman of the Board of Visitors of the S. C. Military Academy, the propriety of the Board authorizing the publication of a brief memoir of our graduates who fall in battle as well as those who may escape unhurt. He thinks the idea a good [one] and has authorized me to proceed to gather information with a view to carrying it out. Iam not feeling very cheerful to-day. Wife and babe are both unwell, and the weather is gloomy; but I hope the morrow will be pleasant and that my family will be in better health soon. Sunday, Dec. 28. The weather is clear, but I cannot go to church this morning. It is thought proper for an officer to remain on the ground all the while, and as I am the responsible party to-day, I must [Page 53] remain at home. - I attend church at night having had the good fortune to get one of my brother officers to relieve me long enough for that purpose. Monday, Dec. 29. I am quite unwell to-day. I was taken last night with nausea which has not yet altogether subsided. It originated, I think, from eating something that disagreed with me. I am feeling a little better this evening. Tuesday, Dec. 30. My health, or rather my symptoms are better this evening. After fasting all day yesterday, I have been able to eat a little to-day. I fear, however, that I have exposed myself too much to-day for my strength. I have the pleasure of Bro. J. Nicholas’ [Page 54] company this evening who has called to spend the night with me. Wednesday, Dec. 31. Another year is gone, and with it is fled every opportunity and privilege it afforded for becoming wiser or better. Time lost cannot be regained. I endeavor this morning to impress this upon the Cadets in a few remarks that I made to them at prayers. I also reminded them of their individual accountability, of the certainty of death and a judgement to follow and exhorted them to remember that I uttered truths sanctioned by inspiration as taught in the Scriptures. They gave me their attention closely, and will I hope remember what I said and profit [Page 55] by it. A number of them called to bid me goodbye manifesting a very kind spirit. I wish them all well. This evening I attended prayer meeting - an appropriate place, it occurs to em at the close of a year. May God grant to pardon all my sins during the past, and give me grace to discharge my duties properly in the future in my prayer! Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, September 28, 1862-December 31, 1862 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] is being held at Springtown church. This is in accordance with a good and long standing custom with that church, to set apart one week in each year, for preaching and other religious exercises. It has been blessed with tokens of Divine favor in days gone by, and will, I trust, receive them again. Visited a Baptist Bro. this evening - Dr. J. J. McCants - who has recently moved to this place. Would that we had more such men. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Saturday, Sep. 14. Called at the Book-store to day and examined some Sunday-school question books with a view of getting some for our school, but found none more suitable than those we have. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles & and one to T. H. M. The news from the seat of war is rather unfavorable to day. Sunday Sep. 15. Bro. Breaker preached to day from 1st Tim 4:8, “but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.” It was one of his best efforts. He said, and, I think proved very clearly, that “the Creator designed that godliness should be a law of man’s nature.” His second proposition was that “the Creator designed that man should be happy.” From these premises it follows that godliness is profitable unto all things &c. The sermon at night was instructive, which by the way, is an unfailing characteristic of his preaching. I attended the funeral of a little boy this afternoon, at an Episcopal church. The service was read, and I could but think certain passages very inappropriate - such for instance [Page 2] as “our deceased brother”. - Finished a letter to Lou. Monday, Sep. 16. Received three letters to day; one from Bro-in-law J. R. P. G. now in Hampton’s Legion in Va, one from Rev. W. T. Farrow, and one from Lou. I have answered them all. That from Joel is very comforting. Its turn indicates that he feels his dependence upon an All-wise Being, and that he is trying to serve Him. But this does not surprise me, it only confirms what I previously had reason to believe. May he have grace to enable him to persevere! Tuesday, Sep. 17 One or more of the cadets, thoughtlessly perhaps, amused himself a little this evening by putting out the lights in garrison. The officer of the guard, not being able to ascertain who was the offender, appealed to me. After satisfying myself how the offence was committed, I made no effort to ascertain who the offender was, but made a few remarks to the corps which I am sure will stop that kind of amusement. There is an art in ruling boys. Wednesday, Sep. 18 I am looking forward with great pleasure, to the time when I shall commence house-keeping. My arrangements are being completed. Wrote a letter to Lou this afternoon. Attended our usual prayer-meeting but did not enjoy it as much as I usually do, not, however, because the exercise were less interesting, but because of my own fault. Called and conversed with Bro. Breaker for some time after the exercises of the prayer meeting. Thursday, Sep. 19. Walked about a great deal this afternoon, on business [Page 3] and am now feeling weary, although not in any way disheartened. True I would like much to see times easier than at present, particularly in pecuniary affairs. “Money is the root of all evil.” Received two letters one from Lou & one from Col. R. P. G. Friday, Sep. 20. Wrote one letter and rec’d one. News with me is unimportant. I am told that one man here who has sold wood at $5. per cord in former times speaks of raising his price to $10. this winter. He thinks coal cannot be had, and that he can take advantage of the necessities of the people. Alas for poor fallen human nature! What will it not do for money! Saturday, Sep. 21. Having walked about a good-deal to day I am feeling very tired, and not only so but I am not pleased with the news concerning the times. Some one, a traitor, has been giving information to our enemies concerning the condition, location and strength of the Confederate forces. - Hope to spend a pleasant Sabbath. Sunday Sep. 22. Heard three sermons to day. The two usual times for preaching at our church were employed by Bro. Breaker in his accustomed way. He is always instructive. This afternoon I heard a sermon at the Factory by Bro. Durham. A protracted meeting is now going on there, but the sermon this evening was what is termed a funeral sermon. A little child’s earthly remains were deposited in the grave-yard and the assembly turned away. Thus it must be sooner or later with all us. But what is death to the Christian save the end of anxiety & pain - the beginning of eternal joy. [Page 4] Monday, Sep. 23. I commenced moving into my quarters to day, and would be glad if the trouble of moving and getting fixed were over. I feel too unsettled to attend to collateral reading in my present situation. Tuesday, Sep. 24. Have been actively employed all day, and am feeling weary. Received three letters, one from Bro. Charles, now stationed on Cole’s Island, one from my old friend T. H. M., and the other was from Lou. I’m sorry to learn from Bro’s. letter that he has had fever every day since he returned to camp, and that the regiment is suffering from the measles. Who can tell the sufferings to which the poor soldier is subjected! Wednesday, Sep. 25. In addition to my academic duties, I have been busily engaged in arranging my furniture preparatory to moving into my quarters on to-morrow. The unusual exercise has had the effect to fatigue me somewhat. At prayer meeting this evening, our pastor told us of an interesting revival now going on at the Factory. A number have joined by letter, and as many have been received for Baptism while others appear to be deeply interested in that greatest of all subject the soul’s salvation. May the good work continue, and spread far and wide! Thursday, Sep. 26. It has been a very rainy day, and I have been out in it a great deal. - Lou is with me at home and, indeed, we may say for once that we are at home. We have moved into our quarters and I already feel at home, notwithstanding, we have as yet [Page 5] moved in but little furniture. I feel that I shall be happier and more useful, and indeed such is my prayer. Friday, Sep. 27. Very stormy to day, - wind but little rain. Heard my recitations as usual and the remainder of the day I have employed in “puttings things to rights.” Saturday Sep. 28. Another day has been actively employed, in endeavoring to complete our house keeping arrangements. A few more days, and I hope every thing will be arranged. My colleagues have to day relinquished their commands at this post, preparatory to moving to the other branch of the institution to which they have been transferred. I am, therefore, in command, for a short time - a day of two until Capt. Thomas arrives. I hope he will not be many days away, for boys will get into mischief unless they are kept employed, and one department will not suffice to occupy their time. Have written a letter to Bro. Charles this evening. Sunday, Sep. 29. Was prevented from attending S. school this morning by having to attend to the duties of Sup’t. at the Arsenal. Attended church but failed to enjoy the services as much as I usually do, because my mind involuntarily dwelt too much on secular cares. A case of discipline that occurred this morning in which the depravity of human nature was strikingly apparent annoyed me considerably. Dr. Reynolds preached for us in consequence of illness in the pastor’s family. His little boy, it is feared will not recover. [Page 6] Monday, Sep. 30. Discharged my duties as usual & those of Sup’t. in addition. Everything has gone on well. Capt White leaves tomorrow morning to report at the Citadel. Tuesday, Oct. 1 Cap’t Thomas took charge as Sup’t. here this morning. I went through with my regular duties, and made some purchases of furniture to day, and am now feeling weary. Wednesday, Oct. 2. The Sup’t. again left the duties of officer in charge for me to attend to, and I find it very confining. It is too, somewhat fatiguing, thus to have no relaxation from the care & responsibility of the garrison. It is raining to night, and if it were not I suppose I could not attend prayer meeting. Thursday Oct. 3d Another day has passed away. It has been one involving of somewhat more than ordinary excitement to me. My duty has required me to arrest a cadet for reprehensible conduct in my recitation room. - The bells rang this afternoon for or in honor of the secession of Missouri. A salute was also fired by the city authorities. Friday, Oct. 4. Nothing unusual occurred. I wrote, or rather finished a letter to sister Lizzie, also wrote one to W. T. Farrow. Retire, feeling relieved that I have no recitations on the morrow. Saturday, Oct. 5. Made an unsuccessful effort to collect money due the church for pew-rent. Employed the remainder of the day in completing our house keeping arrange [Page 7] ments. - This evening, I attended our regular church conference and was glad to see more of the members out than usual. It is, indeed, pleasant to meet the brethren at these meetings, and interchange thoughts and feelings in regard to the welfare of the church. It is to be regretted, however, that the stringency of the times should tend so much to embarrass the pecuniary affairs of the church. But so it is, men are apt to indulge their appetites and desires, even though the cause of truth and religion call on them ever so loudly. Sunday, Oct. 6 One more Sabbath day is gone, and a pleasant one it has been. The Sabbath school, and morning service were attended as usual. The ordinance of Baptism was administered to five candidates, (all colored) after morning service, and that of the Lord’s supper was celebrated this afternoon. The service closed with the singing of that good old hymn, “Bles’t be the tie that binds” &c. How pleasant thus, to enjoy a foretaste of Heaven, but alas! how few comparatively of mankind feel or know the importance or the comfort of such meetings. Could not attend night service, because of being in charge. Monday, Oct. 7 A letter from Bro. Charles, says that he has been sick and that a great number of the soldiers there (on Cole’s Island), are sick also. Poor soldiers! they have hard times, particularly on such nights as this when the rain is coming down in torrents. We can never honor them too much for suffering so much and encountering so many dangers [Page 8] for the good of their country. May the blessings of the Most High, be vouchsafed to them! Tuesday, Oct. 8. In addition to my regular duties, I have written a letter to Bro. Charles. I know that he appreciates a letter from those near to him, and as I can do nothing else to cheer him, I endeavor to write promptly. Wednesday, Oct. 9. Our prayer meeting, though not as full as usual, owing to the inclemency of the weather, was nevertheless an interesting one. It was of a social character. Several members made remarks. Among others, I commented or rather offered some suggestions on the duty of Christians. Thursday, Oct. 10 A letter from Father, brings the cheerful intelligence that the family is well. Although a severe storm has thrown down a great many trees, and injured the crop of cotton, he appears cheerful, and thankful that his prospects are as good as they are. Friday, Oct. 11. Wrote two letters to day, one on business, the other to Father. - My sympathies have been enlisted to day in behalf of one of our cadets. His uncle, who had adopted him, died a short time since without a will, and he fears that his prospects for obtaining an education are blasted, unless he can be transferred from the list of Pay to that of State Cadets. I instructed him in regard to the manner of procuring the transfer and promised to aid him all that I can [Page 9] in securing it. Experience has taught me how to sympathize with those who have to contend with adverse circumstances. Saturday, Oct. 12 Having walked a great deal to day, and studied hard this evening. I am now feeling weary and desire repose. Sunday, Oct. 13 I made the acquaintance of Rev. Mr. Chambliss at S. school this morning, and met an old friend, whom I have not seen in three years. It was Mr. Tindal: his visit to Germany has improved him considerably. He and a young Baptist Bro, S. S. Kirby took tea with me this evening. This, by the way, is the first time that I have ever had a friend to sit with me at my table. I trust that I shall have these two many more times, and that others will do me the pleasure to share my hospitalities, for in nothing do I take more pleasure, than in seeing my friends and making them comfortable. Attended church this morning and this evening. The day has been a pleasant one to me. Monday, Oct. 14. Have been sorely tempted of Satan to day. Or perhaps I might better say, that circumstances connected with the discharge of my duty, as teacher, and with a business transaction, have been unpleasant. Tuesday, Oct. 15 A very pleasant day to me - the evening particularly so. Bro. Chambliss and Mr. Tindal took tea with me. Their company was particularly pleasant. The chief topic of conversation was Christianity as held & practiced by the [Page 10] Catholic church. Bro. T. - is much more liberal in his views than Bro. C. - but not so correct I think. Wednesday, Oct. 16. The prayer-meeting was thinly attended again, I am sorry to say, perhaps this was owing to unavoidable circumstances, but it does seem that more interest should be manifested in such exercises as are there held. And yet I must confess, that although present this evening, I did not enjoy the meeting as I would like to have done; but the fault was me - not in the exercises. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles this evening, in answer to one received of from him on yesterday. Thursday, Oct. 17. My regular duties have been performed as usual. One of our cadets, J. W. Clement, who has been honorably discharged left to day. The manner in which he left me, confirmed the good opinion I had previously formed of him. Friday, Oct. 18. A long and affectionate letter from sister Lizzie tells me that all are well at home - cheering intelligence this. Saturday, Oct. 19. The day has passed away very pleasantly. I have done a good deal of walking about, attending to business, and am now feeling tired. This evening has been spent in a committee meeting, to devise ways & means to raise money to defray the expenses of the church for the next year. Sunday, Oct. 20. Another Sabbath with its blessed privileges has passed away. It has been a quiet and a pleasant day to me. [Page 11] Monday, Oct. 21. Life has its cares and trials, as every one can testify. I do not pretend that a teacher's life is more fraught with care than that of other men, and yet it does seem that his kindness often times meets a poor return. But it is only boys and people of narrow mind that fail to appreciate his labor of love. Tuesday, Oct. 22. Had the unexpected pleasure to meet Mr. & Mrs. Tindal to day. Mr. T- did not tell me of his intention to bring Mrs. T- down with him, in fact he did not know it then himself. The engagement, although one of long standing was consumated speedily; that is to say, there was not much parade about it. This was sensible. I like quiet unostentatious weddings. Wednesday, Oct. 23. It is, indeed, a great pleasure to attend the prayer meeting once a week. Then we, commune, as it were, with the Father in Heaven, and anticipate to some small degree the joys of the celestial world. How thankful we ought to be, that we are thus enabled to relieve our minds of the cares and anxieties of life. A letter from Bro. Charles, dated 19th inst. says that out of about 850 men, on the island, only about 250 are able to do duty. He adds that it is not pleasant to walk post in the rain and wading water. At the time of writing, he thought he was taking measles. If so I hope his attack will be a mild one. - Frost will soon come and then we trust there will be less sickness in camps. [Page 12] Thursday, Oct. 24. My usual duties have been performed. I received my commission as First Lieutenant to day bearing the date 1st Oct. Friday, Oct. 25. The day has passed away pleasantly. This afternoon was spent in going round to members of the Baptist congregation, to ascertain how much they will be willing to give for the support of the gospel, during the next year. In view of the hard times, the success I met with was is encouraging. Saturday, Oct. 26. As usual on Saturdays, I have walked about a good deal to day. My business was the same as that that called me out yesterday afternoon. Bro. Breaker called to see me this afternoon. How pleasant it is to have friends call to see me at my own house! I retire feeling very much fatigued. Sunday, Oct. 27. What a blessed privilege it is, to rest, one day out of seven, from our secular cares. The services of the sanctuary were indeed pleasant to day. Bro. B's text this morning, compared the Christian life to walking, the text this evening compared it to a race. Both were good sermons. I went this afternoon, to the colored S. school of the Presbyterian Church. It is conducted by Mr. Ladsden in a most excellent manner, and with the blessing of God, must result in great good. [Page 13] I think I shall try to introduce, to some extent, his plan of instruction and government in to our S. school. Monday, Oct. 28. Received a supply of provisions from home to day, - a great treat indeed to me, it is, both for its pecuniary worth, and for its having come from home. Wrote to my parents thanking them for the kind remembrance. Tuesday, Oct. 29. The day with its duties and trials, has passed, and it is with feelings of regret, that I have learned seen another lesson instance of failure on the part of a cadet to appreciate kindness in the teacher, I make my evening record. But human nature, at best, is weak, and boys must, therefore, be expected to err. Wednesday, Oct. 30. How little we appreciate our privileges as Christians. The prayer meetings are, cases, in life's moral desert, but alas! few seem to enjoy them. The meeting this evening was a pleasant one to me. Thursday, Oct. 31. The day passed away very quietly. I went round and paid up some of the accounts that I made recently. Hope soon to pay up all I owe, and then to proceed, as formerly, on the cash system. Friday, Nov. 1 A very rainy day, accompanied by wind. Poor soldiers! They fare badly in such weather as this. They cannot be too much honored for their toils and sacrifices in the cause of liberty. [Page 14] Saturday - November 2nd Went out to day, in command of our corps, and united with the citizen soldiers to guard the prisoners (sent on here from Richmond) from the depot to the jail. There were about one hundred and fifty of them, two of whom were little boys. We "formed square," the prisoners were marched within, and thus surrounding them we conducted them to the quarters they now occupy. An immense crowd of persons assembled to see them. Old & young of both sexes, white and colored, appeared alike anxious to see the men who were captured in their onward march to desolate our homes and firesides. A few, I regret to say seemed disposed to use taunting expressions in their hearing. They are our enemies, but they have surrendered, and it is due to one's self-esteem not to reproach them. It certainly does not evince a noble and courageous spirit to wound the feelings of a man, when he is unarmed, and surrounded by soldiers, armed with bayonets and loaded muskets. Sunday, Nov. 3. Attended S. school and church in the morning as usual, but as I am in charge I did not go out this evening. Read one of Spurgeon's Sermons. Monday Nov. 4. Performed my ordinary routine of duty. A letter from Bro. Charles tells me that he has had measles, in consequence of which, he has been furloughed until his health is restored. Hope he will pay me a visit before his return to camps. Tuesday, Nov. 5. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles to day, and also a note to Col. R. P. G. Visited Capt. Thomas this evening. [Page 15] Wednesday, Nov. 6. After hearing my recitations to day, I availed myself of the opportunity to call on some of my friends, who are members of the Legislature, now assembled to elect electors to vote for President of the C. S. It is refreshing to meet one's friends after a long absence. Attended the prayer meeting this evening, and enjoyed it. Would that more persons took delight in its profitable exercises. Thursday, Nov. 7. The day has been spent pleasantly. Three letters, one from home, one from Uncle W. L. P., and one from Col. R. P. G. have been received. These enhanced my pleasure. Mr. & Mrs. Tindal took tea with us, a circumstance that always gladdens the heart of a man of my disposition. But still I am not as cheerful now as I would like to be. A report has reached here, to the effect that the enemy have landed, or rather have taken possession of Port-Royal Harbor. The details I know not, but fear that they are unfavorable in a high degree. There is, however, a faint hope, nay a confidence in the Providence of God, that we will be enabled to drive them off our soil and that speedily. Friday, Nov. 8. The news from Port-Royal is unfavorable. It is said that the enemy has landed, that our batteries have been silenced, and that the town of Beaufort has been burned. This last act was done by the citizens themselves, rather than let it fall into the hands of the invaders. A noble example this of self-sacrifice [Page 16] for the good of the country. May God grant that the invaders may soon be driven off our soil! I do not feel like writing more. The present excited state of my mind leads rather to thoughtfulness silence and meditation than to writing or conversation. Saturday, Nov. 9. This has been a day of intense excitement. Forty two of our cadets, all we have except eight, left to day under the command of Capt. Thomas to engage in active service. They left, on the evening train for Charleston in fine spirit. I addressed them in a few parting words, commending them to the care of "Him who doeth all things well." I was glad to see that they appreciated my remarks, and seemed to feel the responsibility of the undertaking. May the God of battles protect and defend them and return them all to us again! I am left here, in accordance with orders from Head Quarters, in command of the guard at this fort for the protection of the public property committed to our charge. I asked Cap’t Thomas to remain, and let me lead the corps into service, but he said that the nature of his orders was such that he could not feel it his duty to do so. "He could not consent to keep himself out of danger and send a junior officer into it." As a military man, I acknowledge his right to decide under the circumstances, and of course yield to its exercise. My duties here, are of a responsible nature. I have just received a dispatch from the Chair [Page 17] man of the Board of Ordnance, who is in Charleston telling me to "send him all the arms in my possession immediately," and also to make preparations to receive forty thousand pounds of powder which he will ship by R. Road on to-morrow. Sunday Nov. 10 Was up all of last night, having arms packed up. This morning before day went to the depot for the purpose of having arms forwarded to Charleston. Next I had to make preparations for storing away the powder spoken of yesterday. I consulted the Gov. and received orders to have a room in the new State House fitted up at once. I have had it done. Have not attended church to day, indeed the day had no appearance resemblance to the Sabbath so far as I have observed, except perhaps, the ringing of the church bells this morning. Monday, Nov. 11. Went to the depot this morning, received the powder and have had it stored away. Maj. Stevens dined with me to day. He is here for the purpose of getting the Gov's authority to raise a command, he is to have a commission as Col. Tuesday Nov. 12. To-day, like yesterday was spent in receiving and issuing arms. A number of official letters have been received and answered. Wednesday, Nov. 13. To-day's duties very much like those of yesterday. I should have stated that I retired last night with a load of care resting on my mind. In accord [Page 18] ance with orders from the Gov. I had sentinels posted on the green to guard the magazines, and the orders I had to give them were strict. Indeed I felt fearful that some man, an innocent one perhaps, might be shot before the morning. - To-night in accordance with Gov's orders, I have a guard that has been detailed from the Militia. A letter from Capt Thomas to-day, informs me that he will have to return soon, and tells me to hold myself in readiness to take his place at any time. I will get ready. Thursday, Nov. 14. I have been making arrangements to go to the coast to day. I am not certain whether he desires me to go for a short time only, or whether he intends that I shall relieve him permanently, and hence am at a loss whether to make my arrangements for a long or a short stay. Two old friends, Mr. Tindal & Mr. Graham, called on me to day. Both of them are getting ready for "the wars." A letter from Bro. Charles tells me that the Militia of that section have been ordered out, and that he left yesterday to return to his Reg't. He seems to be in fine spirits for which I am thankful. - I am not feeling so well this evening. I have caught cold. The warm weather we are having, and the irregular life that I have been leading doubtless is the cause of it. For several days past I have neither slept or ate regularly. Friday The day has been more quiet than any I have experi [Page 19] enced lately. I have had fewer calls than usual. Regret, however, that I was prevented from attending church to-day, for I feel that all should engage in public acknowledgements such as this day was designedly set apart to make. Saturday, Nov. 16. Having been engaged in making arrangements for leaving home and going into service. A few little bills have been paid off - preparations are being made for closing up the house, and sending Lou to Greenville. Her brother James is now here, for the purpose of accompanying her home. I am feeling perfectly satisfied to go, but do not like the idea of the Battalion of State Cadets losing its separate organization. The existing arrangement, may possibly result in placing an officer of this Academy under a militia officer of similar rank. But I hold that this is not a time to create disturbances about matters of that kind. Sunday, Nov. 17. Attended S. school & Church this morning. It is of all earthly pleasures, the greatest, to be permitted to spend Sabbath in the exercises of the S. school & Sanctuary. My duties at the Academy, forbid that I should enjoy spend this evening at church. Monday, Nov. 18. This day has been one of feverish anxiety to me. Expecting to start for the coast on to-morrow morning, I have made my arrangements accordingly. I even have my trunk ready packed, to start, but as a letter from the Chairman of the Board is expected, which will [Page 20] contain something of importance to the officers of this Academy, I have not yet been able to get my consent to go before another day passes. I wish I had the desired information. I could then proceed at once to act. Tuesday, Nov. 19. The desired letter came this afternoon. The Chairman of the Board has decided that I must remain here for the present. He says that he is going to Charleston on the 17th inst. on business relative to the Battalion of Cadets, from which I infer that he will order them back. My friend, Mr. D. C. Anderson, who came yesterday is still with me. He is fitting himself out for service, and waiting for the arrival of his Bro. in-law - Mr. Tindal. Wednesday, Nov. 20. The Cadets have been ordered back. I shall not therefore go into service at present. Bro. Breaker called to see me this afternoon, and, as is usual, his visit proved agreeable. Bro.-in-law, James Y. Goodlett, left this morning for home. Thursday, Nov. 21. My friends, Messrs Anderson & Tindal, dined with me to-day. Both of them are going into service. The former is particularly cheerful and enthusiastic on the subject. Mr. Anderson leaves for home this evening. Friday, Nov. 22. The Cadets returned this morning, under command of Lieut Armstrong. I dined with Capt. T- [Page 21] our Sup’t. in company with Lieut A. This morning was the first time it has been my pleasure to meet him, (Lieut A.). I find him a quiet, unassuming, and thinking man. - Learn with regret that there is a spirit of disaffection among the cadets of the Citadel Academy. It is reported that a fight is going on at Pensacola. Saturday, Nov. 23. Have been closely engaged most of the day in making arrangements for the examination, which is to begin on Tuesday next. - There has been nothing further from Pensacola of a reliable character, save that they were fighting there yesterday. It is said that a battle is now going on at Manassas. Alas! for man, poor weak sinful man, that he will act thus. Men should live together in peace. Sunday Nov. 24. Attended Sunday school this morning, as usual. After its exercises were closed I attended a pleasant meeting of the church, held for the special purpose of receiving two candidates for admittance to membership. After the regular morning service, the ordinance of baptism was administered. Heard a good sermon this evening. Monday Nov. 25. Have spent the day in making arrangements for the examination. This after-noon late, I went down and bade Bro. Walker good bye. He leaves for the coast on tomorrow. [Page 22] Hope to meet him again. He is a good and useful man and his loss would be severely felt. Tuesday, Nov. 26th The Board of Visitors came up to day to attend the examination as was expected. After inspection I drilled the corps for their benefit, or rather for them to judge of the discipline & drill for themselves. The corps did well - they were pleased. This done, the examination commenced in mathematics and French - We took a lunch at Capt Thomas'. Wednesday, Nov. 27. The examination was continued from 9. A.M. till 2 P.M. when the Board repaired to my quarters to take lunch by my invitation. They seemed to enjoy it very much to my gratification. - I am this evening, as on evenings previous, feeling weary. Thursday, Nov. 28 The examination closed to day. I feel relieved, for I have been closely engaged for several days. The examination in mathematics was gratifying - that in English not so satisfactory although not bad. After taking lunch at Cap’t Thomas' the Board left . - Through the suggestion of Capt Thomas, the Board have requested me, to go down on tomorrow and act as Secretary for them. I am glad of this, as it may be increase my means of doing good. Friday, Nov. 29. Have spent the day in writing for the Board - get home late and am not in a situation to sleep well. My nervous system is too much excited. [Page 23] Saturday, Nov. 30. Wrote for the Board again to-day - was formally and unanimously elected Secretary of the Board of Visitors. Work till one o'clock, hoping to get through so that I may enjoy a quiet Sabbath, but do not succeed. I retire weary. Sunday, Dec. 1. I regret that I have not been able to attend the S. school or the Sanctuary to day. It has been necessary for me to write all day in order to complete a certain portion of the work by to-morrow morning 10 o’clock. Monday, Dec. 2. Learned, this morning, with regret, that I will be denied the pleasure of visiting my parents this vacation. Capt. Thomas has been ordered to Charleston, to aid in fortifying the city, and I shall have to remain here to take charge of the Academy. Wrote a letter to Father giving the reason of my detention here. Tuesday, Dec. 3d Was engaged with in duties connected with the Academy and & Arsenal. Maj. White called to see me for a short time to-day. He does not look so well as when I last saw him. Wednesday Dec. 4 I have been a little worried with my duties. All does not go on exactly as I desire. I do not get to attend church prayer meeting this evening. My duties here will not let me go out at night. [Page 24] Thursday, Dec. 5. This has been a day of trial. It has been necessary for me to resort to rigid measures in order to preserve discipline. But all is aright now – those who erred have been made to see and feel their error, and will not, I hope, be guilty of such errors again. Such are the trials of one who has to rule boys, and then alas! he rarely receives any reward from men for his pains. But this matter of small import to a sincere & good man. Friday, Dec. 6. The effects of yesterday’s discipline are apparent. It has produced a change for the better. Saturday, Dec. 7. The day has had its duties and its trials too to some extent, but all is well at its close except I am feeling weary and care worn. Sister Lizzie & Mother-in-law and her two little sons are with us now – just arrived to day. All are well at both of our homes. – I learn that Rev. Mr. Sanders, the minister who baptized me is now the Capt of a company just arrived at the camp of instruction near this place. A deacon of the church of which Mr. Sanders is pastor is the 1st Lieut of the company. Sunday, Dec. 8. My duties here would not permit me to attend S. school, though I went to church in the forenoon. I could not attend in the evening because there was no one, in whom I had confidence, to leave in charge of the garrison. My old acquaintance [Page 25] and friends and fellow graduate Mr. Harper called on me this evening. Monday, Dec. 9. Have felt unwell nearly all day, but am better now. Capt Thomas has returned, and I shall have less care on my mind. Mr. Harper dined with me to day. He is a quiet unassuming man, perhaps too much so to succeed well in a world like this when self esteem is so essential a requisite. Tuesday Dec. 10 Have spent the day quietly – free from care and anxiety, or at least, as much so as the nature of the times will permit. If I could be thus free for a few weeks or months, my health would be invigorated. But present duties must be performed, however much our inclinations may lead to pleasure or ease. Wednesday, Dec. 11. After a quiet day, I attended prayer meeting. But few were out – owing perhaps to the threatening state of the weather. Thursday, Dec. 12. There is great excitement in Columbia this evening – owing to the sad intelligence that Charleston is on fire. Various reports are current as regards the extent of the damage but all agree that it is very great. It seems that similar disasters happen in different parts of the world about the same time. We read at one period of conflagration after conflagration, at another of tornado after tornado, and again [Page 26] at another of ship-wreck after ship-wreck. And then again all seems quiet, and we read of great religious interests in different localities springing up, as it were, simultaneously and claiming the attention of men. Taking all these facts together, I am inclined to the belief that they constitute a part of God’s plan in controlling the world, and in accomplishing his own glorious purposes. In this I do not charge God with being the author of evil as some have intimated, He but permits these calamities to come upon us, and controls them for good. All blessings emanate from Him. Friday, Dec. 13. Went to the depot this morning – saw Mother-in-law & the little boys off home. Have been busy to day in preparing to visit my parents. Saturday, Dec. 14. Left Columbia this morning – I’m now at home with my parents. I feel rejoiced to find them in such good health. They are happy to have us at home, and are particularly gratified at being permitted to see their little grand-daughter. I must not forget to state that I am most favorably impressed with the appearance of my little nephew, Benjamin Beauregard Kearse. I predict that, if he is blest with an opportunity, he will make a useful man. Sunday, Dec. 15. Spent the day quietly. There being no preaching any where near us we did not leave home. [Page 27] Monday, Dec. 16. Went out to Midway to day and there met a number of old friends all of whom seemed glad to meet me. It is pleasant thus to meet the friends and acquaintances of earlier days. Tuesday, Dec. 17. Stayed at home all day, except that Lou & I rode out a little way this morning. The weather is indeed, pleasant. Wednesday, Dec. 18. Went out to shoot some ducks this evening in company with Father. We did not kill any, though each of us shot at some at a considerable distance. Thursday, Dec. 19. Lou and I rode over to Uncle William Patrick’s this afternoon – Mrs. Whetstone and family called this morning talked chiefly about the war. All of us have relatives and friends in the army, and can easily sympathize with each other. Friday Dec. 20. Father and I went hunting ducks again this evening, but did not get a shot. We saw some too far off to shoot. – When we will hunt together again is uncertain, perhaps never. I expect to-morrow, to return home, and a year at least will elapse before I can return and have an opportunity to indulge in such pastime. But happily we cannot read the future. [Page 28] Saturday, Dec. 21. Left the home of my childhood this morning for my home in Columbia. The day was pleasant, and we came on without any interruption. On arriving here I went out to purchase a sack of salt for Father. To my surprise, it was difficult to find, and when I found it I had to pay the exorbitant price of sixteen dollars a sack. How men can remain quietly at home, attending to their own business and thus extort from the families of those who are serving their country. I should be at a loss to imagine were it not that I know human nature is utterly depraved and weak. Sunday, Dec. 22. Another Sabbath has come and gone. It has been a cold and disagreeable day out of doors. – Went to Sunday school this morning, the first time that I have enjoyed this privilege for several weeks. I told the scholars that I had been absent because I felt that my duties there could be performed by others while my duties elsewhere could be performed by me alone and could not be postponed, but that they should not allow the absence of the Sup’t to cause them to stay at home, - their duty being manifestly to attend the school. – From school – went to church. This afternoon and evening have been spent at home – watching over and ministering to the wants of our little girl, who has been suffering from an attack of sickness – perhaps I am thankful that she is now apparently free from pain. Hope she will soon be well again. [Page 29] Monday, Dec. 23. Have been busily engaged all day in having work done about the Academy, and in making preparations for another year. Our little girl is better this evening, for which I am thankful. Tuesday, Dec. 24. To-day, like yesterday, has been spent in having preparations made for the 1st of January. Wednesday, Dec. 25. Christmas day this is, but to me it appears more like Sunday than any other day in the week. This I presume, is because I have not been so busily engaged as I am sometimes. It is, too, a beautiful and quiet day, well calculated to remind one of the glorious event that this it day commemorates. Thursday, Dec. 26 Have been busy all day, and am now feeling weary. - It is worthy of record, that a man in this city, asked me, for a sack salt of the enormous sum of twenty five dollars. I felt indignant, that a man should ask such an exorbitant price for one of the necessaries of life, and that too, in times like these, when men ought to do all in their power to prevent want and suffering. But such is human nature. Friday, Dec. 27. The Militia were out to day in order that a call might be made, or rather in obedience to a call for volunteers. Perhaps I had better [Page 30] say that they were assembled in order to see how many of them would volunteer. It is feared that we will be compelled to draft men for service. For the honor of the State I hope such will not be the case. Saturday, Dec. 28 I am feeling anxious this evening, about our Sea-coast and those who are there to defend it. This morning’s paper informed me that the enemy were approaching Charleston, and that our batteries on Cole’s Island had exchanged a few shots with a gun boat on Thursday last. I think there is no doubt, but that a fight has taken place before this. Hope that brother and all others who are there are well and safe. Hoping that we shall soon have more cheering news, I now seek repose. Sunday, Dec. 29. After attending Sunday school this morning I went to church and there heard a good sermon from Rev. Mr. Curtis L L.D. of Limestone Springs. “To be spiritually minded is life and peace” was his subject. This evening I heard Rev. Dr. Furman of Furman University. “If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature” was his text, and well did he treat it. Indeed both the sermons were good. It is worthy of remark that both of these divines are members of the State Convention now in session here. Monday, Dec. 30. This day has been spent chiefly, in endeavoring to collect pew rent, in order to pay our pastor’s salary. [Page 31] Tuesday, Dec. 31. Rev. J. G. Landrum and J. C. Furman D. D. dined with us to day. The first time, - but I hope it will not be the last – that aged divines have thus honored me. Mr. John W. Jamison, recently elected Asst. Prof. at the Arsenal is with us to night. He will board with us for a time, until he can arrange for rooming in his own quarters. And now another year draws to a close. When the morning light again dawns, we will say it is 1862. May I be enabled to live more uprightly henceforth than I have hitherto. Wednesday, Jan. 1. 1862. This is New-Year’s day, and a busy one it has been for me. I have been examining pupils, applying for admission into the Academy, and making other arrangements for the duties of the session. I am now very much fatigued. Thursday, Jan. 2. Yesterday’s record would be equally true of to day. Friday, Jan. 3. I met the class to day – issued books – assigned recitations, and gave some general hints as to what will be expected of them in the recitation room. Also arranged the squads for drill, and drilled them between the hours of 12 & 1 and again from 4 to 5. Saturday Jan. 4. I am feeling weary this evening, and yet I can see but little that I have done to day. – I am a little more pleased with the news from the seat of war today [Page 32] than I was a day or two ago. I am inclined to think that the Lincoln government will yet provoke a war with England, notwithstanding their endeavor to remain at peace. I see, however, no grounds for expecting peace very soon. Sunday, Jan. 5. This has been a wet, disagreeable day. There was, consequently no S. school at our church. Dr. Furman preached a fine sermon from the text, “Lord be merciful to me a sinner.” I went out this afternoon to attend the communion services, but it was postponed in consequence of the weather. Only a few persons attended. The day has been on the whole, a pleasant one. I have heard a good sermon, to and have had the pleasure to have the company of a friend to dine with me and one to take tea with me. Monday, Jan. 6. Have busily engaged all-day – hearing recitations and drilling. Nothing unpleasant has occurred. Tuesday, Jan. 7. Busy as I was yesterday. Two friends, Capt’s. Hoke and Goodlett – the latter a relative of my wife dined with us to day – It is pleasant thus to have friends call on me. A letter from Bro. Charley to day tells me that he has again been sick. He is somewhat despondent. I sympathize with deeply, and have written him a long letter. Hope he will soon be well again. Wednesday, Jan. 8. Has been a very cold and unpleasant day. Our soldiers who are exposed to it, doubtless suffer greatly. [Page 33] I wish I knew how Bro. Charles’ health is this evening. Hope he is well. He is now just twenty years old. It is the desire of all good men, that when his birthday again returns, we will have peace and consequently no need for so many soldiers. A few of us met at the church this evening, but there were no exercises, in consequence of the cold and thin attendance. Thursday, Jan. 9. Went through with my regular routine of duties. Friday, Jan. 10. Being somewhat at leisure this evening, I visited a friend and spent a pleasant hour in conversation. It is pleasant thus to spend an hour after long, and close application to duty. Saturday, Jan. 11. To day has been agreeably spent. I went out this morning to collect money, due the church for pew rent, and was gratified to meet with better success than usual. Would that all could and would be prompt in paying the pastor. “The laborer is worthy of his hire,” we are told, and in these hard times he needs it. Sunday, Jan. 12. A pleasant day, indeed, has this been. First to S. school, then to church when I heard a good sermon on the subject of Peter’s denial of the Saviour. This afternoon the communion services, postponed from last Sunday were observed. Dr. Reynolds in his usual happy style addressed us and was followed with appropriate remarks by Bro. Breaker. This evening I heard [Page 34] Bro. Phelps, formerly pastor of a church at Society Hill. His sermon was on the final judgement, and was a very good one. Indeed, it has been some time since I heard a sermon that pleased me more. It led me to contemplate the purity of God’s character, and the felicities that await the righteous when all the toils and sufferings and uncertainties of this life have passed away. Would that many others could have heard it. Bro. Charles would be benefitted by such a discourse in his present frame of mind. I feel that I must write him about it. Monday, Jan. 13. This has been a busy day, as usual with me. Nothing new has reached us except that there is some prospect of a financial panic at the North. Tuesday, Jan. 14. A very damp day – we had no drill. Wednesday, Jan. 15. Like yesterday, to day has been cold and damp. Drill was again dispensed with. I pity our brave soldiers who are in camps in weather like this. Thursday, Jan. 16. I am feeling anxious about father’s health. A letter from him this evening tells me that he has been sick and that he is still unwell though he is out. I hope he will not take a relapse. Friday, Jan. 17. Wrote a letter to father to day. I wish I knew now how he is this evening. I will hope that he is convalescent. [Page 35] Saturday, Jan. 18. And now another week is gone. I hope to morrow will be a good day & that I may be permitted to enjoy its privileges. Sunday, Jan. 19. An agreeable day this has been to me. The weather has not been as fine as it sometimes is, it is true, but that has not hindered me from enjoying the privileges of the Sanctuary. Heard a plain practical sermon this morning from Bro. Jones pastor of a church in Hendersonville, N.C. Had him & Bro. Phelps to dine with me. Heard an address this evening from by the Rev. Mr. Dickinson of Va. general agent of colportage for the Army. He made a strong appeal in behalf of our brave and self-sacrificing soldiers. Monday, Jan. 20. A letter from home brings me the cheering news that all are well. May God continue to grant to them the blessings of health! Tuesday, Jan. 21. I am informed that a telegram received here says that a fleet is off Charleston, but I feel that there is no need of apprehension about it. – A letter from Bro. Charles brings me the cheerful intelligence that he is in good health. Wednesday, Jan. 22. I am feeling some uneasiness about a hoarseness that has annoyed me for some time. My throat is a little sore this evening, arising perhaps from the inclement weather [Page 36] and from having to talk so much in teaching and drilling. A letter received this evening from Mr. Thos. Hall, principal the Anderson Military and Classical Academy, reminds me a days gone by. I should like much to meet him. His letter evinces sincere friendship for me. Thursday, Jan. 23. It has been a very damp and unpleasant day. I am informed that our forces have been defeated at Bowling Green, and that Gen. Zollicoffer has been killed. I fear that our defeat is a great one. Friday, Jan. 24. Another very disagreeable day. My usual duties have been performed. Saturday, Jan. 25. Had some young people to take tea with us this evening. The evening passed away pleasantly. It is a pleasure to contribute in any way to the happiness of others. Sunday, Jan. 26. Enjoyed the privileges of the Sabbath as usual. The class that I have organized among the Cadets assembled this afternoon, and I introduced Mr. Gouger to them. He is a member of the Theological Seminary here and I hope will be instrumental in accomplishing good here. They He proposes to begin to study the “Acts of the Apostles,” and assigned the 1st chap. as the lesson for next Sunday. – I would have taught the class myself, but for the belief that more good could be accomplished by one that does [Page 37] not have so much to do with the cadets. I know too that I can turn the exercises of the Sabbath mornings that I meet them to good account, by lecturing on some portion of the Scriptures. Monday, Jan. 27. Rev. Mr. Breaker paid me a call to day, but I was out on drill and did not see him. I should have been glad to meet him. Tuesday, Jan. 28. The usual routine of drill and recitations has been performed. Wednesday, Jan. 29. Another day has gone. My regular duties have been discharged. This evening I attended prayer meeting – the first we have had for several weeks or rather for two or three weeks, on account of the disagreeable weather that we had. Thursday, Jan. 30 I had made it convenient this evening, to say to some of the cadets, that they should study more. One young man, I have learned is a member of a Baptist church. I took occasion to say to him, that I am familiar with the trials that must beset him among so many young and thoughtless persons as we have here and that he should endeavor to be faithful in the discharge of every duty, - that a straightforward and consistent course would not only be right, but would claim the respect of all his associates. [Page 38] Friday, Jan. 31. A very rainy day this has been. I feel for our soldiers, who are exposed to the weather on such days as this. I understand that a telegram has been received saying, that about forty-vessels of the Burnsides fleet are supposed to be lost. If so it is to my mind a conclusive evidence that Providence is against the enemy and for us. I would not presume to interpret the acts of Providence, and yet I think that I shall not err in this coming to the conclusion, after the adverse fortunes of this fleet together with a similar experience of that, that landed at Port-Royal. Saturday, Feb. 1 Another damp day. I have spent it in going round and settling up the accounts that were against me, and in inquiring the terms of the schools here, with a view of selecting one for my sister to attend. This evening was the time for our regular church conference. But few were out. It is to be regretted that so little attention be given to so important a subject. Sunday, Feb. 2. Attended S. school and church to day as usual. Heard a very good sermon, preached by Bro. Phelps. His object was to show that this life is a state of probation. His reasoning was clear and forcible. Never have I heard a man advance views on any subject, more in accordance with my own. than did he He dined with me, and during his stay we conversed [Page 39] freely on the trials and duties of the Christian. Am in charge, (and moreover it is raining so that I think there will be no service this evening). I therefore do not go out. Monday, Feb. 3d A damp, unpleasant day - rain is falling now and I am led to think of our brave soldiers who are now “walking post,” or it may be trying to sleep on the damp ground without any covering save the Canopy of Heaven. Tuesday, Feb. 4. To day is fair and more pleasant. I am as usual engaged in teaching and drilling. Wednesday, Feb. 5. Did not attend prayer meeting this evening, as I would like to have done in consequence of being in charge of the garrison. Nothing new in the way of news so far as I have heard. Thursday, Feb. 6. Rain prevented us from drilling to day, and I availed myself of the opportunity to go out in the city and attend to some business. It is raining still. Our soldiers must indeed suffer. Friday, Feb. 7. It is raining again this evening, though at one time this morning there was a prospect of our having fair weather. - I have spent this afternoon in looking over a lot of books and selecting such as I wish to purchase. Fear that I shall not be able to purchase them as I desire. [Page 40] Saturday, Feb. 8. It is raining again this evening. - News of a fight at Roanoke Island has reached us to day. It is also reported that France has demanded the raising of the blockade & the removal of the stern fleet from Charleston. This latter, however, I do not believe. Sunday, Feb. 9. The attendance at S. school and church was small this morning in consequence of the inclemency of the weather. Brethren Phelps & Jones took tea with us this evening. A very pleasant treat to me, it was to have them. Their conversation was such as suits their calling, and is appropriate on the Sabbath. Monday, Feb. 10 Intelligence of the defeat of our arms, and the capture of a great many of our men (near three thousand) has reached us this evening. This, I must confess, has depressed my feelings greatly. I have an abiding faith that we will ultimately succeed, but fear that there is a great deal of trouble and suffering in store for us before we are permitted to enjoy the blessings of peace. Tuesday, Feb. 11. The news from Roanoke Island N.C. is still discouraging, but that from the West is more agreeable. It is said that a fight has occurred taken place at Fort Donelson, and that the enemy was repulsed. I hope it is true. We cannot expect to be victorious always, yet we have been defeated so often here of late that I feel that we would not exult too much over a victory now. I hope we are sufficiently humbled to [Page 41] endure a victory in a becoming spirit. A lady from Charleston, Mrs. F. - has come up to visit her son - a cadet - who is sick, and is now with us. I took her to my home in order that she might be near her son, and not with a view of receiving any reward, other than arises from having obliged a lady who is interested for her son. Wednesday, Feb.12. A very pleasant day this has been. No good news has been received yet so far as I know. Hope the day is not far distant when peace will be declared yet I have no particular reasons upon which to base it. Thursday, Feb. 13. My usual duties have been performed. In addition, I have answered a letter from a friend of one of the cadets, who desires to be to transferred from the Pay to the State list. I have directed him what course to pursue, and offered to aid him so far as I can in securing his transfer. The young man, I am pleased to know, appreciates the kindness I showed in former days. Kindness has its reward. Friday Feb. 14. There is no cheerings news yet, so far as I have heard, from the seat of war. Some of our people are very imprudent. Newspapers, for example, are publishing to the world where our weak points are. This, to me, is a matter that should be prohibited by law, if men have not common sense enough to know what is proper to be kept secret. Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, September 14, 1861-February 14, 1862 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] Monday, Oct. 10. We have company this evening. Tuesday, Oct. 11 Attended the election to day, and was pained to see men under the influence of intoxicating drink. I saw one of the candidates staggering, who I am told has seldom if ever been seen in that fix before. There was some betting in favor of certain candidates, all of which I was sorry to see - one of the evils of universal, popular suffrage that cannot well be remedied. Yet I like the system, notwithstanding. Wednesday, Oct. 12 Was glad to have our corps return to their studies to day. - We have company again to night. Thursday, Oct. 13. Discharged my usual Academic duties. [Page 2] Friday, Oct. 14. I am not well to day, but have kept up. Saturday, Oct. 15. Applied for a position as accountant & book-keeper for a friend of mine. Hope he will get it, for he is a deserving man. Sunday, Oct. 16. Took up a contribution, for missions at the S. school this morning. It is to be appropriated to sending the Gospel to the destitute region adjacent to Columbia. Monday, Oct. 17 In addition to my usual duties, I am hearing a private class for a colleague of mine who is absent. Tuesday, Oct. 18. Had company to tea this evening. [Page 3] Wednesday, Oct. 19. Took another private pupil to day to prepare him for entering the Citadel Academy. - It will increase my labors, but it will bring me a little more money and as I need a great deal of this, I consent to undergo this labor. A young man, who was a pupil of mine, now pact Mid-shipman in the C.S. Navy called to see me this afternoon. His bearing was that of the true gentleman. What especially gratified me was his appreciation of a letter of commendation which I once wrote for him. He took occasion to thank me personally, notwithstanding he had done so by letter long ago. It would be pleasant if all students thus appreciated the [Page 4] exertions of their teachers to advance their interests. Thursday, Oct. 20. Met in committee to day to reassess the pews in Baptist church. - Have obtained a furlough to visit home, for the purpose of seeing my brother who is now at home on a short leave from the Army. I dislike to leave while in the midst of the session, but as I may not have another opportunity to see my brother soon, I feel it my duty to go. Friday, Oct. 21. Take my little daughter with me to father’s. She behaves well on the cars. - They are all pleased to see her and she is as happy as a child can be. - I am sorry to find father sick; brother is looking well. [Page 5] Saturday, Oct. 22. Feel anxious about father this morning, he spent a bad night. The Dr. can’t come to see him before to-morrow evening. - He gets easier and I go out to a neighbor’s house to inquire as to the prospect of buying bacon & lard, - find that the only way to buy it is to get yarn or cloth and barter for it. Sunday, Oct. 23. Stay about the house all day, father gets very sick and the Dr. is sent for again. I feel very anxious about him, the more especially as I am almost obliged to go home to-tomorrow. Monday, Oct. 24. After somewhat a tiresome ride, reached home safe and found all well. Would be glad to know how father is this evening. [Page 6] Tuesday, Oct. 25th I am somewhat relieved this evening by a letter telling me that father is better. Wednesday, Oct. 26th The ordinary routine of duties is performed. Thursday, Oct. 27th To day, like yesterday, I have nothing to record. Friday, Oct. 28th Spent a busy day. Saturday, Oct. 29th I am the only officer present to day - have been engaged all day either in official or private duties. Sunday, Oct. 30th Spent the Sabbath as usual. Monday, Oct. 31. Closely engaged as usual. [Page 7] Tuesday, Nov. 1. Have felt more buoyant to day than I have any day in a long while, but this evening’s mail brings tidings of a depressing character. The party from whom I had hoped to get corn, imposes conditions that place it almost beyond my power. But what is worse, I learn that father still has fever and from the Dr.’s prescription I infer that he thinks the case serious. Trust that all will be well. Wednesday, Nov. 2. A very rainy day, and I have been out a good deal, attending to business. To-night I went out to attend prayer-meeting, but found the door closed. - Would be glad to learn how father is. Thursday, Nov. 3d Spent the day in constant activity and at the same time in earnest solicitude. [Page 8] Friday, Nov. 4th Usual routine of duties performed. Met two of my colleagues this evening, as usual on Friday’s, to read and comment on the Bible. Saturday, Nov. 5th Spent the day in active duties. This evening, attended church-meeting which was interesting. One thing, however, that was not pleasant was the presence of a member under the influence of intoxicating drink. A sad spectacle. Sunday, Nov. 6th Usual Sabbath duties performed. Monday, Nov. 7th Nothing unusual to record. Tuesday, Nov. 8th As yesterday. Wednesday, Nov. 9th Have my private troubles like other men. They are incident to this life. [Page 9] To provide for a family in these times with a small income in a difficult matter. Thursday, Nov. 10th Am still exercised about making arrangements for a support without going in debt. Friday, Nov. 11th Have company again to night. There is hardly a day but that we have company, very pleasant, it is true but rather expensive for these times. Saturday, Nov. 12 Feel very uneasy about father, as I have had no letter for a week, and at the last account he was quite sick. But I will trust that he is better. Sunday, Nov. 13. Went out in the country to day and delivered a Sunday school address, and have promised to go [Page 10] again next Sunday and organize a school. - Hope that good may be accomplished. Monday, Nov. 14. Actively engaged as usual. Tuesday Nov. 15 I am thinking some, about a proposition that was made to me a few days ago, to edit a Sunday school paper for children. My time is almost all taken up in the discharge of my regular duties, and hence one objection to engaging in the enterprise. Wednesday, Nov. 16th Heard an eloquent and hopeful address from Dr. Palmer to day (a day of fasting, humiliation, and prayer set apart by the Pres). - This evening at prayer-meeting I delivered a short exhortation on the goodness of God - his paternity, & c. [Page 11] Thursday, Nov. 17th Had a most unpleasant duty to perform this evening. One of my domestics attempted to deceive me, and at the same time embezzle some money, and I felt it my duty to correct it. Alas that the heart is so wicked. Friday, Nov. 18th Unpleasant intelligence has reached us this evening. Sherman is said to be making a forward movement in the direction of Macon or Augusta. This necessitates the calling out of every arms bearing man, and we are accordingly ordered to hold ourselves in readiness to move at a moment’s warning. The order finds me in an embarrassed situation. My private affairs are not as I would like to leave them on starting to the scene of war. But [Page 12] private affairs are not to be considered when the public weal is at stake. May God grant to give me strength and health to do all my duty! Saturday, Nov. 19th There are no new development in regard to the movements of the enemy, and nothing further in regard to our going into the field. To me, however, the day has been one of anxiety and misfortune. In addition to the care attending a preparation to bid goodbye for to start for the scene of war the carelessness of my driver to day, broke my wagon & caused the horses to run away, hurting one of them severely. I [am] thankful that it was no worse. Sunday, Nov. 20th Did not attend church this evening, as it is rainy and I felt like remaining with my family. [Page 13] Monday, Nov. 21st 1864. A very rainy day. - I attended a meeting of the Missionary Board to day of which I have the honor to be a member. Our meeting was harmonious. - Two missionaries were appointed, and certain plans adopted so that it is hoped good will result. Tuesday, Nov. 22d 1864. An extremely cold day - yet cold as it is there is activity on the part of the Militia preparing for war. A company composed mostly of little boys was fitted out here to day. I say little boys because many of them were not larger than a well grown twelve year old boy ought to be. It is really a melancholy scene to see such boys going off to the army. Wednesday, Nov. 23d Another very cold day. No prayer meeting to night in consequence of it. [Page 14] Thursday, Nov. 24. My usual duties performed. Friday, Nov. 25. Heard the last recitation to day preparatory to the examination which is to begin next Tuesday. Saturday, Nov. 26th Had two friends to tea this evening from one of whom I am to get some corn and other supplies in consideration of some articles I have bought for him. Sunday, Nov. 27th In addition to my usual Sunday exercises I took a class to day in our colored Sunday school which has just been organized. I trust that I may be able to do some good in that way. Truly it is a benevolent work, and one which should give us pleasure, especially when they are so anxious to receive instruction. At the meeting of our S. School Soc. this afternoon [Page 15] we had two able addresses, one from Bro. T-, the other from Bro. C. J. E. of Greenville. Monday, Nov. 28th It is understood that our corps is to be ordered into service, and that they will leave day after to-morrow morning. I regret that the necessity for their going has arisen, but as it is, I am pleased that they seem to desire to go. In fact they presented a petition this morning to be permitted to go during their vacation. Met two of my classmates to day that I have not seen before for several years. They are now members of the Legislature. Tuesday, Nov. 29. All are engaged to day, preparing to get off to-morrow. Wednesday, Nov. 30 The corps left this morning in fine spirits, but I could not help feeling sad. The thought that they may be engaged [Page 16] in battle and many of them killed or wounded called up melancholy feelings reflections. Trust they may all come back! Have been busily engaged in organizing my Militia guard to day. Thursday, Dec. 1st Find I have a great deal to call my attention. Friday, Dec. 2nd In addition to my other engagements the Board of Visitors met to day and gave me additional work as Secretary. Saturday, Dec. 3d Met with the Board again to day. Am pleased at their action in regard to our salaries. I am also pleased that they have elected my friend J.F.L. to a place in the Academy, the more so, because I know he was elected on my recommendation. [Page 17] Sunday, Dec. 4. Spent the day as usual except that I could not be at S. school, and had some calls incident to a state of war. Monday, Dec. 5th Closely engaged as usual. Tuesday, Dec. 6th Still my press of business continues. Wednesday, Dec. 7th Met with the Missionary Board this evening, but owing to my duties here could not stay to hear and participate in their deliberations. Thursday, Dec. 8th No relaxation from duty for me yet. Friday, Dec. 9th Got through the immediate press of my duties to day, - feel therefore some relief. [Page 18] Saturday, Dec. 10th Find it difficult to engage in anything, such is the re-action that has taken place in energies. Sunday, Dec. 11th Attended church as usual. Monday, Dec. 12th One of our cadets is at my house, having been accidentally wounded. He represents that all are well and I am pleased to know for once in their history proud of their officers. Tuesday, Dec. 13th Feeling despondent this evening. Would feel otherwise, but for various cares that crowd upon my mind. - The greatest is what is to be done with become of my aged and infirm parents if the enemy overruns us. But I will not dwell upon this thought. [Page 19] Wednesday, Dec. 14th Company again this evening as usual. - No man likes company more than I do, but really I feel sometimes that in the present state of affairs I am imposed on. Thursday, Dec. 15. Busy as usual. Friday, Dec. 16. Sister arrived this evening from home and brought with her tokens of remembrance which we all appreciate. Had two classmates to dine with me to day. Saturday, Dec. 17. I am feeling jaded and somewhat depressed. My duties are arduous, and the news is not cheering. Both, I suppose, combine to make me feel desirous of rest and freedom from care. But I do not expect ever to be free from care in some sense and why wish for it! [Page 20] Sunday, Dec. 18. Very unwell to day, & hence have to remain at home. Monday, Dec. 19. Very busy, trying to make arrangements to accommodate the recruits that are to report here to-morrow. Tuesday Dec. 20. Only a few cadets have yet reported, and it is well it is so, as I have made every effort to obtain subsistence for them without success. Verily I have a great deal to do. Wednesday, Dec. 21. My cares and labors are great. Sometimes I feel that I cannot perform all that is required of me, but then by some means I am getting along tolerably well. I feel thankful to God that my lot is no worse. May it please Him to help me through [Page 21] with all I have to do is my prayer. Thursday, Dec. 22. Some men are hard to comprehend on little matter. To day Mr. - took offence at what he supposed was my action, and notwithstanding every pain was taken to explain & convince him of his mistake, he would not comprehend for a great while. During our interview, he became so much out of order, that I ordered him to leave my office. Afterwards, however, the matter was arranged and he became cool and acted properly. To night, I am glad to say, a detachment of recruits arrived and reported for duty at this post. In a day or two I hope to have matters going on systematically and agreeably. Friday, Dec. 23d Very busy to day, organizing my company of recruits. Somewhat depressed too [Page 22] at hearing that Gen. Jones so long Chairman of the Board of Visitors of our Institution intends resigning. In my opinion nothing, at this, particular juncture of affairs could prove so disastrous to the Institution as his retirement from its head. I am saddened too by reports that come to me, to the effect that our army, the cavalry at least has gone from the coast into my Father’s neighborhood to recruit their horses. Provisions already scarce will become more so and real suffering must ensue unless it please God to help us and that soon. Saturday, Dec. 24 Too busy to write. Sunday, Dec. 25- On arriving from church receive an order [Page 23] to make out a report of ordnance & ordnance stores on hand by to-morrow 3 P.M. Go into the office, work all the afternoon and nearly all night in order to get it ready. - Such is a state of war, it allows no Sunday even. Monday, Dec. 26th Very busy and weary, too. - The loss of sleep last night affects me. - Sister C. left us this morning to go home - hope she went safe. She made me a valuable and useful present - wish her lot in life were a happier one. Tuesday, Dec. 27th Nothing to record to day. Wednesday, Dec. 28. Busy still, and a prospect of having even more to do. Thursday, Dec. 29. Our officers return to night from the coast Some prospect of resuming Academic [Page 24] duties for which I am thankful. Friday Dec. 30th 1864. Had an interview with the Governor to day - formed an unfavorable opinion of him as an executive officer in these times - feel despondent at the prospects of our Academy as well as of the country. Saturday, Dec. 31. This is the last day of the year and as such invites to solemn, serious reflections. Many are the blessings I have enjoyed during the year that is now nearly gone and many too are the anxious thoughts that have pervaded my mind, but taking all together I thank God for mercies past and implore a continuance of His blessings. [Page 25] Sunday, Jany 1. 1865. Another year is begun and we are reminded of the flight of time. It seems but a short time since it was said this is the last day of 1864, yet a year has passed away. How swiftly time glides away after we arrive at the age of manhood! Monday, Jany. 2d I went down to see the Governor to day in regard to matters relating to the Academy but did not find him in his office. Tuesday, Jan’y 3d Went to see the Gov. again but failed to find him. - I have, indeed, a great deal to do but not altogether as much as I had a few days ago. Wednesday Jany. 4th Engaged just about as I was yesterday, except that I had no case of discipline such as arose yesterday and the day before. My action has had a salutary effect. [Page 26] There appears to be some prospect of resuming Academic duties as our officers are ordered back. I am glad to welcome them here. Thursday, Jan’y. 5. We have company. - Three young ladies are with us and will spend some time. Friday, Jany. 6th Nothing unusual to day. - Had an interview with my friend Capt. H.S.T. - and he promises to dine with me next Monday. Saturday, Jany. 7th Nothing to write to day! Sunday, Jany. 8th Attended S. school & church to day. - This evening heard an admirable sermon by Dr. R - It was a sermon for the times. Monday, Jany. 9th 1865 We are again ordered to be in readiness to move at the shortest notice. We know not at what hour the order to [Page 27] move may come, but suppose it will come in a few days or perhaps in a few hours. Really the Confederacy is beginning to need troops greatly, but where they are to come from he does I do not know, as all that can be gotten or that are able are already in the field. - What weighs more heavily on my mind than anything else is the thought that my aged parents may have to move or fall into the hands of the enemy. To be driven from their home at their time of life, both in feeble health as they are, I fear it will shorten their days (if man ever dies before his appointed time) and to fall into the enemy’s hands might have the same effect. My Father is this day 62 years old, & is living where more than half a century ago he played as a boy. Mother is near the home of her childhood - hence their attachment is stronger than it would otherwise be, and hence the greater reluctance to move. [Page 28] I enjoyed the company of my friend at dinner. Tuesday, Jany 10th Spent the day more quietly than I have for some time. Wednesday, Jany 11th We have, I am glad to say, resumed Academic duties but how long we will continue them I know not. Thursday Jany. 12th I find that the recitations are not by any means such as I would like - I see no men of real promise in the class. Friday, Jany. 13th Had several cadets at my house to tea. Was pleased to see how they & the young ladies enjoyed themselves. Saturday, Jany. 14. Had some more cadets to tea this evening. It makes me feel better [Page 29] to see the young enjoy themselves. Sunday Jany 15. Heard a good sermon from Rev. I.C.P. - on the importance of preserving a pure and spotless character. Would that all Christians felt its importance. Monday, Jany. 16. We have unpleasant rumors about the movements of the enemy, which give me some concern about my country and also about my father, mother & sisters. I try, however, to look on the bright side, knowing that I can do no good to anyone by being melancholy and apprehensive. Tuesday, Jan’y. 17. There are unpleasant rumors still afloat, but notwithstanding this the people of this city are having a gay time. Nothing is spoken of in some quarters but the Bazaar. To [Page 30] my mind it is strange that it should be so. Indeed, there is an inconsistency between it and the times. Wednesday, Jany. 18. Went to prayer meeting this evening - found but few out. Thursday, Jan’y. 19. The Confederate authorities in charge of prisoners at this place, received an intimation to day that there would be an attempt made to escape, and, in order to be fully prepared to meet it we were requested to send our corps to assist the guard. Accordingly, Capt T- sent both companies under my command. We do duty all night. I become weary from fatigue and loss of sleep. No disturbance occurs. Friday, Jany. 20. Felt drowsy all day - at night go to guard prisoners again - sleep on the floor of a [Page 31] house with my overcoat & blanket over me - a hard bed indeed, but a better one than soldiers in the field have. It rains incessantly during the night. Saturday, Jan’y 21. Expect to appreciate my comfortable bed to night, as I have slept but little during the past two nights. Sunday, Jan’y 22. Went to church as usual, but was so drowsy that I could not pay attention to the sermon. Monday, Jan’y 23. Discharged my usual duties Tuesday, Jan’y. 24. Just as yesterday. Wednesday, Jan’y 25 I know not what to record to day. Thursday, Jany. 26. The situation of affairs in the direction of Savannah is threatening. I fear that [Page 32] my Father’s place will be overrun. Friday, Jan’y 27. I have nothing of a cheering character to record. Saturday, Jany. 28. Bro. G. & Sister L. arrived to day. They desire & are trying to get out of the way of the enemy. Sunday, Jany. 29. Discharged my usual Sabbath duties. It is stated that commissioners have been appointed to negotiate with the Federal authorities to negotiate in regard to peace. - I hope some good may result from it, but fear that it will not. Monday, Jan’y. 30. All is going on as usual. Tuesday, Jan’y. 31. Quietly discharged my duties. Wednesday, Feb. 1 One of my colleagues & I went to church [Page 33] thinking to attend prayer meeting, but found the door closed. No one else was there - suppose the unfavorable weather prevented. Thursday, Feb. 2. I am informed that skirmishing is going on at a point just 17 miles from Father’s place, feel depressed for I fear that our forces are too weak. Friday, Feb. 3. Sister C. & her little boy, & cousin Emma arrived this evening - flying before the enemy. Father & Mother are going to stay at home, a fact which makes me feel sad, though I believe that in their case it is best to do so. Saturday, Feb. 4. The news is unfavorable - our forces have been flanked & beaten and are retreating. I am exceedingly anxious about home - but what can I do. I would go home, but cannot get there, [Page 34] besides we have been notified again to day to be in readiness to move at a moment’s warning - suppose we will go in one or two days. Sunday, Feb. 5. Spent the day in the usual way, except that I spent an hour teaching in the colored Sunday school - it was a pleasant and satisfactory one & I hope a profitable one to those who attended. Monday, Feb. 6. Our peace commissioners have returned, without accomplishing anything in the way of settling our difficulties. I cannot say that I am disappointed. - I am a little encouraged nevertheless by the intelligence, which I believe to be official, that the Catholic powers of France, Austria & Spain have secretly leagued to recognize on or about the 4th of March next. There are other rumors, unfavorable, but I do not believe them. [Page 35] On the whole, however, the day has been one of peculiar trial to me. Tuesday, Feb. 7. There appears to be no news to day, because, no doubt, it is suppressed. This fact, is of itself, an indication that the situation is unfavorable. - My wife is packing up to leave in the event the enemy comes this way. - What I am to do with all that are under my care, I know not. Wednesday, Feb. 8. I am greatly troubled to know what to do with my brother & sisters. My wife & children will go to her father’s in the event it becomes proper for them to leave here, but where to send my brother & sisters I cannot tell. They have but little to go upon, and when this place is attacked they will have to do without my attention & advice. Hope that Providence will open a way for them and for all that are dear to me. [Page 36] Thursday, Feb. 9. My anxieties have been very great to day. - I have been moving my furniture and preparing in other respects for my family to move. Where to go for safety I know not. Friday, Feb. 10. Have been moving furniture to day, distributing it among my friends to keep for me until this emergency is past. I deem this a matter of precaution, as this being a public building will be likely to be destroyed in the event the event the city should fall. - I am sick to night. Saturday, Feb. 11. Have been busy preparing to remove my family. - I find it one of the greatest trials that I have ever encountered, to take my wife and in- [Page 37] nocent little children out in the night, on a long journey, and that in a wagon without a cover. I fear it will make them sick but it is the only way I can get to move them. I tried, but in vain, to get a carriage for them. - I have committed them all into the hands of God, humbly trusting that He will sustain us all in this hour of trial. This is all I can do. I know that He will do right, however, mortals may err. [Page 38] Dec. 25th 1865. It is a matter of regret to me, that so long a time has elapsed since I made an entry in my journal. On the morning of the 12th of Feb. last, I started from home at about half past one o’clock, with my family, on the way to Alston Depot, there to place them on the cars for Greenville.- Since that time my life has been one of trial and of change, enlivened, it is true, by some joys and hopes, but depressed by many sorrows and disappointments. Taking all together, however, I have no right to complain; I have only shared the evils that have befallen so many of my kindred and countrymen. What little personal property I had, save the greater part of my household & kitchen furniture, has all been swept away, and I have been compelled to board my family at one place, while I have taught in another to make a subsistence for them. Thus far, I am [Page 39] happy to say, we have not suffered for food or raiment and I hope, through the mercies of a beneficent Providence, that we shall not in future. - But I will give a condensed outline of my history from the 12th of Feb. last, up to date. As I have stated already, I took my family away from Columbia on the 12th returned on the 13th; was closely engaged in the discharge of duties devolved upon me, during the excitement that prevailed on the 14th & 15th; ordered out to meet the enemy on the evening of the 15th; under the fire of the enemy’s sharp-shooters and also under their shells on the 16th; and on the morning of the 17th about 2 A.M. we took up the line of march from Columbia. We proceeded to White-Oak, S.C.; then flanked to the right - passed crossed the Catawba, at Perry’s ferry, - passed by way of Liberty-Hill to Lancaster C.H. where Gen. Garlington disbanded the Militia and left the corps of cadets in [Written on side of page 39] *Columbia was bombarded without any notification by which the women & children might have been taken care of. [Page 40] charge of their own officers. Here again we flanked to the right, and proceeded to Mt. Croghan S.C. where we stopped for a day to rest and await the movements of the enemy. Hearing that we were but 12 miles in advance, took up the line of march for Wadesboro, N.C. and proceeded across the country thence to the R.R. fourteen miles above Charlotte, and thence to Charlotte, where we rested a day & a half. From this point we took the cars to Chester, S.C., thence we marched across to Unionville, where we again took the cars for Spartanburg, at which place we arrived on the night of the 8th of March, just three weeks after we were ordered from our barracks to meet the enemy. At this point, we were furloughed for 15 days. On the 10th, I arrived at Greenville, where I was glad to meet my family all in good health. - Left G- for Columbia on the 12th arrived there on the 13th to behold the ruins of that once beautiful city. It may [Page 41] have been unmanly, yet I confess that I was melted into tears at the sight. I will not attempt to describe it here. - My sisters had started home just the day before I arrived. My father, I learned, had lost nearly everything and I determined, at once, to go down and see him. I accordingly, started - walked about 30 miles, procured a horse, rode down - remained a day and a half - was glad to find his house still standing (for many, very many, had houses and fences all burned) - returned to Greenville, stopped two or three days, then proceeded to Spartanburg where I bought a horse for father and forthwith had my obtained a furlough for the purpose of conveying him to him. Left Spartanburg the last day of March, went to father’s, - remained half a day, and returned to Greenville on the 10th of April. During my absence, the corps had been ordered to Greenville. They were now stationed about 2 miles from the C.H., at which place we proceeded to establish them in log huts. But our stay here was short. [Page 42] The approach of Stoneman’s Raiders, on the 1st of May, made it necessary for us to retire. We proceeded, first to ninety-six and afterwards to Newberry where, on the 9th of May, we were by order of Gov. Magrath, furloughed for sixty days, at the expiration of which time, we were to assemble at a point thereafter to have been designated for academic purposes. - I returned to Greenville on the 11th of May, having been in service, or rather “in camps” for nearly three months. It is a fact worthy of remark, that, notwithstanding I had made some long marches and been much exposed to the weather, I was heavier, by seven lbs., than when I left home in Feb. This was all the more gratifying to me, as Gov. M- had predicted, the day before I left home, that “48 hours exposure would make me an ill man.” - During our retreat, we expected more than once, to have an encounter with the [Page 43] enemy but fortunately they overtook us but once and then they did us no harm, although they had us, at quite a disadvantage. - We were on our way from Greenville, on the 1st of May, under the impression that we were pursued by about 2000 cavalry, (we had about 120 muskets) and had stopped to get water, and rest beneath a pretty shade in the land, about a hundred yards from the forest. As none of the command had slept the night before, and all were becoming weary, having marched about 14 miles that morning, they lay down and soon nearly all were asleep. At this juncture the enemy came upon us unobserved, shouted and fired upon us. Some confusion ensued, but the fire was returned, killing two of the enemy and wounding a third. We received no injury. After returning to Greenville, in May, I did nothing for about five weeks. There seemed to be nothing to do. Every one was depressed at the result of the war, all were without money, and [Page 44] there seemed to be but little enterprise or energy left. Fortunately for me, I heard of an opening for a school, at Cedar Falls, a wealthy section of Greenville Dist, and succeeded in securing it. I taught there four months & a half, when it became important for me to close and look after my interests in Columbia. This school enabled me to make a support for my family for the time being, and I hope now, by the aid of a loan that I have obtained from a friend, to be able to live until I can get a situation that will render me a comfortable support. To sum it all up, I have spent the year in a most unsatisfactory manner. To say nothing about the loss of property I have sustained, or the inconvenience to which I have been subjected, I have not lived as I desire. I hope to spend the next year more pleasantly and profitably, and that when Christmas comes again, I may not be as I am now - too much depressed to enjoy its harmless amusements. [Page 45] [Blank.] Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, October 10, 1864-February 11, 1865, December 25, 1865 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] Tuesday, Nov. 10. The weather is quite cold and has been for two or three days past. The poor must certainly suffer unless something is done to enable them to get wood at a reasonable price. It has been suggested to hold a public meeting to take this matter into consideration, but whether it will be done remains to be seen. Wednesday, Nov. 11 My horses arrived this evening, but it was so dark when I saw them that I could not see well enough to form an opinion an opinion of them. I have made strenuous efforts to secure a wagon & harness, but have not yet succeeded. I saw one that would do, and the owner said it was for sale, but he would not say [Page 2] what he would take for it so that there was no chance to trade. Thursday, Nov. 12. Father is here to night. He came very unexpectedly to me. I had bargained with a man to drive me two or three milch cows and when the time came to start with them he declined to comply with his promise. Father engaged another man to start drive them and he made two or three promises to start with them & failed each time till finally Father determined to drive them himself. Had I been aware of Father’s determination, I should have insisted on his not undertaking it for I fear the fatigue will make him sick. As it is I am very thankful to him and hope he will experience no [Page 3] inconvenience from it. He has given me two cows and calves instead of one, and for this too I am thankful, yet I cannot but fear that he has deprived himself of more than he could well spare. Friday, Nov. 13. Father started back home this morning. He could not be contented to remain from home long enough to spend a day with me. - I rode with him a few miles from on his way home. - Hope the weather will continue good & that he will reach home without injury to his health. - I bought a wagon to day for $450, an enormous price, but not more so than we pay for other things. The harness I have yet to get. [Page 4] Saturday, Nov. 14 There was some rain this morning and I fear that Father was in it, though it may be that there was none where he was. I shall be anxious about his health until I hear from him again. I attended a public meeting to day, which had for its object the adoption of a plan by which the price of the necessaries of life are is to be reduced. I was compelled, however, to leave before the meeting adjourned, and hence do not know what was done. The object is one that most commend itself to every right-thinking man, but whether it can be accomplished is another thing. Sunday, Nov. 15 I spent the day as I usually do my Sundays. [Page 5] Monday, Nov. 16. Have been very busy all day. This evening I had a box made for two pigs and took them down to the Express office & shipped them to Father. He will get them to-morrow if they are not detained on the road, which it is hoped they will not be, as they would suffer for attention. Tuesday, Nov. 17. Father-in-law came down this evening very much to our surprise. He is on his way to Wilmington. - As usual, I have been busy to day, but cannot see that I have accomplished much. Wednesday, Nov. 18. After spending the day in anxious concern about business matters, and being somewhat depressed [Page 6] by the receipt of unwelcome news from home, I found it pleasant to attend the prayer-meeting. Dr. Broadus was present, and gave us a short lecture in which he was very happy. He spoke my feelings and sentiments, and what he said tended greatly to relieve my mind. Hope Mother will be better again soon. I cannot expect, however, that she will ever be strong again. Her increasing years & infirmities forbid that she should ever be real strong again in the flesh. I trust however that her spiritual strength will become more vigorous to the last. Thursday, Nov. 19. I spent another day - one which has had like others its own trials and anxieties. But care is incident to this life, and [Page 7] every one has his share. I have just written a letter to an orphan boy who is seeking admission into our Academy which must disappoint him. But it could not be helped. He asked for information and I was obliged to be candid in giving it, even though it is not such as he desires. I sympathize with him for I know well what it is to desire an education and not have the means to obtain it. I wrote him a kind letter, for apart from the above circumstances which of itself is sufficient to arouse one’s sympathies, I believe that there is something good in the boy. Friday, Nov. 20. Father-in-law is here, on his way home from Wilmington. Hotel fare there was twenty dollars per day, and very little to [Page 8] eat at that. What it will be if things go on as they are for some time no one can tell. Saturday, Nov. 21. Had Lt. Mazych to tea with me this evening. Was glad to be able to reciprocate the kindness ne showed me when I was in Charleston. - Hoping to spend a pleasant and profitable Sunday I now retire. Sunday, Nov. 22. Heard a sermon this evening from the text “Behold the man.” Rev. Mr. R- of Miss. preached it. It was a feeling discourse and contained a great deal that ought to be remembered. Monday, Nov. 23. I started my team to day. My horses are awkward, not having been accustomed to work together, but with careful management I hope they [Page 9] will make good draft horses. Tuesday, Nov. 24. Our annual examination began to day. Thus far, I regard it inferior to our usual examinations. This however is to be accounted for on the ground that the class was interrupted during the session. Had the two months we were in Charleston been employed in study their knowledge of the course would have been much more thorough than it is. - I wrote a letter of recommendation this morning for a young man who is now a midshipman in the Navy, to present to the Board of Examiners before whom he is soon to appear. His letter to me soliciting it was expressed in very kind terms. Took a share ($100) in the Columbia Mutual Aid Association [Page 10] to day. It gives me the privilege of purchasing $25 worth of provisions & fuel per week at cost. It is thought that this association will do a great deal toward bringing down prices, but on this point I am not as sanguine as some others. Wednesday, Nov. 25. Unfavorable news from Bragg’s army this evening. It seems that he has been compelled to retreat a few miles with part of his army - the part that was engaged. When will we have peace? I trust in God it may be soon. Thursday, Nov. 26 Our examination closed to day, the merit roll has been completed & we have had a meeting of the Academic Board. It is decided that we recommend that three of them be discharged for deficiency in studies. [Page 11] This is a matter of regret, but as it will not do to let down the standard of scholarship too low we have it to discharge some nearly every year. It is the only mode to of preserving the usefulness of the institution. Friday, Nov. 27. Met with the Board of Visitors to day. His Excellency the Gov. was present and I made his acquaintance. I take him to be a pleasant man. Saturday, Nov. 28. Met with the Board of Visitors again to day. - Unpleasant news to day from Bragg’s Army. I fear he has been badly beaten and that it will prove a serious disaster to us; but our trust should not be in men, there is One who doeth all things well that will do right. [Page 12] Sunday, Nov. 29. The morning was unfavorable yet we had preaching. Bro. Phelps gave us an excellent sermon from Job 14:19, “Thou destroyest the hope of man.” It is to me, not a little surprising that Bro. P’s sermons are not more popular. True he reads closely, but how it is that an intelligent man cannot listen to an ably written discourse and profit by it I do not altogether understand, except it be accounted for on the ground that prejudice takes the place of reason. Monday, Nov. 30. Closely engaged all day with my duties as secretary of the Board of Visitors. -Have been a little disappointed at their action in regard to salaries of officers, and a little [Page 13] pleased that they elected my friend Lanneau to a position in the Academy on my recommendation. I am assured that he was elected solely on the basis of my representation of his reformation. I trust that I am not deceived in the man and hope that grace will be given him to enable him to maintain the character that I have given him. Tuesday, Dec. 1. Was a little mortified to day at the action of the Board in regard to salaries. To my surprise my salary was increased only one hundred dollars, while all the other professors, except one, had received an increase of $500. Even the Asst’s had received an addition of $500. I felt indignant at this [Page 14] and let it be known that I regarded it wanting in respect to the position I hold, & on this ground claimed a proportionate increase. After a little consideration, the Chairman added three hundred more to mine & the other that had been similarly treated. This was not altogether satisfactorily, but I deemed it improper to say more under the circumstances. I let it be understood that it was not the money merely, but that it was respect for my position that I contended. Wednesday, Dec. 2. 1863. The weather is still cold though it is clear. I have had a good deal of running about to do, & hence have accomplished but little notwithstanding I have been busy. [Page 15] Thursday, Dec. 3d 1863. Have been busy as usual, and am now feeling the need of repose. Friday Dec. 4. 1863. Have spent another busy day, without accomplishing much. Gen. Ayer called on me to day, and desired me to take charge of his son for one month with a view of preparing him to enter the Citadel in Jan. next. My own impression is, that the young man cannot accomplish enough in so short a time to secure his admittance, and I told his father so. Yet the Gen. desires that he should make the effort. I promised, in view of his father’s past kindness to me, to do all that I could for him in mathematics, provided he could secure a teacher in French. [Page 16] Dec. 5th Saturday Bought corn to day at $6.00 per bushel. What the poor will do, I cannot tell, for prices are getting so high that it seems that some must suffer. It is to be hoped that our Mutual Supply Association will do something toward relieving the threatened distress. Sunday, Dec. 6. I have not been to church to day, and hence do not feel right. This morning I was kept at home until it was too late for service, in order to see a policeman whom I sent for in regard to some depredations that were committed in my yard last night by a thief. This after-noon and night I have been kept at home by Mrs. P’s indisposition. It is a great privation thus to have [Page 17] to forego the pleasures and duties of attending public worship. Monday, Dec. 7. Brother Charles, whom I have not seen before in a year & a half arrived this evening. He is looking remarkably well. It seems that a soldier’s life such as he has been accustomed to, agrees with him. Tuesday, Dec. 8. Bro. C & I went down to the State house to day and spent about two hours in listening to the debates in the Senate. We heard two or three very good speeches. Indeed the rhetoric and elocution were fine, but one of them was, in my judgement, in the wrong a wrong cause, viz. denouncing the President of the Confederacy, or rather finding fault with him on unjust grounds. [Page 18] In my opinion no man could have done better than Jeff Davis has done and is doing, and therefore I feel that it is the duty of all to support him and not be spending time in useless fault finding. Wednesday Dec. 9 Bro. C. left this morning, to spend a day or two at home and then return to camp. I am sorry that he has so short a time to be at home, but it cannot be helped. The exigencies of the service will not permit long furloughs, it is right therefore for him to return soon to the post of duty. Bro. George returned home with him. Thursday, Dec. 10. To day was set apart by the Legislature of our State, as also by that of Ga. & N.C., as a day of fasting, humiliation and prayer, but like all other [Page 19] days thus set apart, it was not as generally observed as it should have been. It seems that there are some who cannot lose a day from the acquisition of wealth in order to implore the favor and protection of God. We had a sermon suited to the occasion, but only a few were out to hear it. Friday, Dec. 11 Have done a great deal of walking about, but have as I feel & think accomplished but little. Saturday, Dec. 12. A very rainy afternoon. I have had a great many calls to answer to day, mostly from cadets. Several are going on furlough in the morning and we for this reason desires leave of absence & some other indulgences in order to [Page 20] get ready to start. Some came to say good-bye as they did not expect to see me again, so that altogether I have been busy during the day. Sunday, Dec. 13. In consequence of Capt T’s unexpected absence I had to attend to the duties appertaining to his office this morning, and therefore did not get to attend Sabbath school. This to me is a matter of regret, for although my excuse for non-attendance was good, the duties I had to discharge were not pleasant or profitable to me like those of the S. school. Monday, Dec. 14 Have been busy as usual. All appears to be quiet, but who can tell how long it is to remain so. Tuesday, Dec. 15. I went down to the State House [Page 21] to day to hear what the Legislature was doing. The thing that impressed me most was the fact that most of the members seem to pay no attention to what is going on. One gets up and makes an eloquent speech and one half the members, at least, pay no attention to him, and I very much question if when they go home, they can tell what bills passed and what did not. In the Senate there appears to be more order. Wednesday, Dec. 16. Have just returned from prayer meeting, where it was pleasant to be, (and ought always to be so) after being engaged in the duties of the day. Would that I could think less of worldly cares, and dwell more on things divine. [Page 22] Thursday, Dec. 17. Have been on the street nearly all day and have accomplished very little so far as I can see now. - To night I had expected to do some writing, but company came in and prevented my doing it. Friday, Dec. 18. Cold and clear again. Have been engaged in writing a good deal to day - hope to finish early to-morrow all that I have on hand for the present. Saturday, Dec. 19 Finished the recording that I had on hand and now hope to feel comparatively free until January. I am weary enough this evening. Hope to rest to night and to be prepared to enjoy the services of to-morrow. Sunday, Dec. 20. As I am on duty, I did not go out to church [Page 23] this evening, but remained at home and spent most of the time in reading. I have found it pleasant, and I trust it has been profitable to me and my family thus to have spent the evening. -There are cares upon my mind which I would gladly have removed, but they are such as are incident to this life and hence must be endured until it may please an all-wise Providence to remove them. My Mother is suffering much physical pain and has been for some time. It seems that she can’t enjoy her health long at the time. Here has been a life of much affliction,. May the Comforter draw nigh to her and be with her at all times! Monday, Dec. 21. The day is cold, my family is sick and I remain about the house a good deal. This world is full of trials and he that is wise will not rely upon his own strength to meet them. [Page 24] Tuesday, Dec. 22. Father-in law writes me that he is thinking about moving to Florida - a matter that gives me some concern, as I fear my wife will never be satisfied here should he do so. But I read that all things work to-gether for good with them that love the Lord, and I therefore endeavor to hope that all will be well. Wednesday, Dec. 23. Learned to day that I have been fortunate enough to have secured for me 100 bushels of corn at $3.00 per bushel. To get it here I shall have to pay nearly a dollar per bushel, but even then it will be much better than to have to give 6 or 8 dollars, the price in this market. - If all were well at home, I would feel better, but I hope for the best. [Page 25] Dec. 24, 1863. (Thursday) Very busy to day, - accomplish my business. Am taken by surprise by the arrival of Father-in-law and Bro.-in-law, the former on his way to Richmond, the latter to his place in the army. - This is Christmas Eve - a great day with many people and with the little folks in particular. They are speaking of Santa-Claus and what he is to bring them, and seem already to enjoy the presents his invisible personage is to bring them. I am not in favor of practicing anything that would give credit to superstitious notions, but I feel that I must make a little present to my little girl in the name of Santa-Claus. Her stocking is hanging up and I do not wish her to be disappointed at his not putting [Page 26] something in it. It will make her happy a little while to find something in it. Friday, Dec. 25, 1863. It was pleasant this morning to see how the little ones appreciated the gifts left them during the night by that, to them, mysterious personage Santa-Claus. Apart from this my gratification has been no more than that which arises from aiding others in the transaction of business, for it so happened that a friend was obliged to attend some little business to day in which it was possible for me to aid him. There was a very general suspension of business in the city. Dec. 26. (Saturday) A more quiet Christmas I do not remember, ever to have seen. Very little noise or demon [Page 27] -stration of any kind, either yesterday or to day. Sunday, Dec. 27 Heard two good sermons to day. -”To-morrow shall be as to day, and much more abundant” & “He hath done all things well” were the subjects. Monday, Dec. 28. Should like to hear from home, - expected to hear this evening but was disappointed. Tuesday, Dec. 29. Have not heard from home yet. Spent a good part of the day in collecting pew rents. Wednesday, Dec. 30. According to promise, I conducted the prayer meeting this evening. I read the IX. Chap. of Ecclesiastes and made some comments on the duty and [Page 28] privilege of offering prayer to God. Dec. 31. 1863. The close of another year has arrived, and in reviewing my history, I feel thankful that I am able to say that I have been blessed with good health, and that I have been prosperous in every respect, beyond what I could have expected in times like these. True, I have to acknowledge that I have failed to accomplish much in the way of study, which perhaps I might have done, had I been more studious. It is my desire, in future, to apply myself more closely and thus, Providence permitting to prepare myself for usefulness on a more extended scale than I can hope to be with my present acquirements. [Page 29] Friday, Jan. 1, 1864. Closely engaged in the discharge of Academic duties in the forenoon and part of the afternoon. My attention has been called too to the relief of suffering. The partner of my cares in this life, is sick and it has been necessary to have the doctor with her. Mother, when last heard from was quite sick. Under these circumstances I have a good deal on my mind, and can but hope that they will soon be better. We are all in the hands of God, and He will do right. Saturday, Jan. 2. A very cold day. I am at home most of the day in consequence of my wife’s indisposition. Still I have done a good deal of duty in connection with the Academy. I regret [Page 30] that I cannot attend the regular church meeting this evening for I think it likely that there will hardly be enough members out to constitute a quorum. Sunday, Jan’y 3. I am detained at home to day by the same cause that kept me here yesterday. Monday, Jan’y 4. To day, my wife gave birth to a fine son, and I feel that I have cause for gratitude that she and the babe are both so well. It was my desire to have a son, and now that God has blessed me in this I trust that he will bless me in another, and that is, that He will enable me to raise him up in the “nurture and admonition of the Lord,” and that He will make [Page 31] of him a good and acceptable minister of the Gospel. I have no other desire in regard to him, than that he shall thus honor his Creator and be useful to this race. Jan. 5, 1864. Tuesday I have nothing to say, except that I am still uneasy about Mother, not having heard from her in a much longer time than usual. Jan. 6. Wednesday The weather is still disagreeable - a hard time it surely is on our soldiers. I often think of them. Jan. 7. Thursday Cold, freezing rain and sleet. How our soldiers in the field stand it I can’t imagine. Truly this is a hard time. Jan. 8. Friday I find the weather severe, but what [Page 32] it is to be out in it as our soldiers are, without proper shoes or clothing I have not experienced, and hence can only imagine. May they be sustained by Him who alone is able to give fortitude. Jan. 9. Saturday I know not how we are to get along at present prices for fuel and subsistence. I am informed that beef sold in the market to day for two dollars and two & a half per lb., and I bought a load of wood, not quite a cord for $35. I also paid $5. for a little repair to my boots that could not have taken the workman an half an hour. I trust I am not disposed to complain unnecessarily, but it does seem to me that there is no just ground for these prices. But I will dismiss them from my mind and retire. [Page 33] January 10. (Sunday) A cold day - but few at S. school and church. Monday, Jan. 11 The weather is still inclement. I met a young man to day, who had just arrived here on furlough, who was once connected with our Sunday school. It is the first furlough he has had since the war began. - He has enjoyed good health, - has had but one slight wound, nevertheless he was looking quite weary and war-worn. Tuesday, Jan. 12. Our duties are regularly discharged. We have at present 133 cadets. Wednesday, Jan’y 13. It is still very disagreeable out of doors. - I am thankful that mine are as well as they are. I sympathize with soldiers. [Page 34] Thursday, Jany’ 14. After my duties at the Academy were discharged, went down to Confederate Baptist office to meet a committee of the church-appointed to digest a plan by which to raise funds for missionary purposes - had a pleasant interview. Friday, Jany 15. I am not feeling very well to day - have a cough which has been irritated by having five hours duty in the recitation room and two hours squad drill. Saturday Jan’y 16. Was out nearly all day trying to attend to business, though I accomplished but little. I saw fodder selling at ten dollars per hundred & hay at eight. This I confess has depressed my spirits. - People surely have but little confidence in the currency. [Page 35] Sunday, Jan’y 17, 1864. Attended S. school and preaching this morning. This afternoon was present at communion services, but to night I am at home. I am suffering some from a cold, and this perhaps has something to do with my present melancholy mood. It may be, however, that I am only under the influence of that a wholesome depression of spirits, such as not unfrequently comes upon me. I review the past, contemplate the present, and anticipate the future. In the past I see many errors, the present is beset with difficulties, but the hope of a blissful immortality cheers me onward and enables me to view with some degree of patience the [Page 36] the melancholy scenes that are acted here below. Monday, Jan. 18. I am feeling badly from a cold. Tuesday, Jan. 19. A very destructive fire occurred here (in the city) to day. A large amount of cotton was destroyed together with some real estate. It is supposed by some that it was the work of an incendiary. What a fiendish act! Wednesday, Jan. 20. I am engaged very closely at my regular duties, besides having to attend to the sick members of my family. I have no time for quiet meditation - a matter which I very much regret. [Page 37] Thursday, Jan’y 21. 1864 I am more cheerful this evening. Friday, Jany, 22. Am thankful that this is the last day of the week so far as the recitation room is concerned, as I am feeling weary. Saturday, Jan’y 23. A day of anxiety of mind. Our babe has been quite sick all day, but is a little more quiet this evening. Hope it is better and that it will soon be well. Sunday, Jan’y 24. A very pleasant day indeed. - Some sickness in my family, but not serious I hope. Monday, Jan’y 25 How pleasant all would be we think, but for the war! [Page 38] Tuesday, Jan’y 26. Another day of anxiety to me. I hope however, that there was and is not any just grounds for the intense uneasiness I felt in regard to our sick child. I regret that rather an unpleasant state of feeling between me and the Supt grew out of an official decision of his. I dislike to feel any coldness toward my fellow men, yet it sometimes happens that one’s self respect requires him to manifest some spirit. Wednesday, Jan’y 27. The unpleasantness to which I alluded on yesterday has been smoothed over. The prayer-meeting this evening was well attended and was more interesting and more instructive than usual. [Page 39] Thursday, Jany 28. Was invited out to tea this evening - enjoyed myself tolerably well - indeed I passed the time very pleasantly, compared with what I generally do at such places. I certainly was not intended for a fashionable man. Friday, Jan’y 29. The weather is mild and pleasant. Saturday, Jan’y 30. Another day - another week is gone. Its hours have been busily employed, and now on retiring I hope to rest well and be prepared to enjoy the privileges of the Sabbath. I must, however, add that I have received a present from my sister C- that I did not anticipate and for which I am under obligation to her. [Page 40] Sunday, Jan’y 31. Was at S. school and church this morning, but am detained at home this evening by being in charge. A great privation indeed to be kept from church on Sunday evening. Monday, Feb. 1. The “Bee Company,” opened a new supply of goods to day, and I am told that the crowd that was there was even more dense than heretofore. Numbers of people could not get in the store, and of those that did get in comparatively [few] could be served. How people rush after the goods of earth! Tuesday, Feb. 2. The day has been closely employed as usual. All is quiet here, hardly anything save uniforms and high prices [Page 41] to remind one of a state of war. Wednesday Feb. 3d Sister left for home this morning. Mother-in-law and her daughter went home so that we are rather lonely now. Thursday, Feb. 4. How pleasant it would be if all was peaceful and quiet instead of tumultuous and warlike. But we should not murmur at the dispensations of Providence. There is some good to come not as a result of this war, however unseen it may be to us. Friday Feb. 5. Heard a man ask ten dollars per bushel for corn to day. I paid ten dollars per hundred for fodder. There seems to be no limit to prices. [Page 42] Saturday, Feb. 6. The day has passed pleasantly away, and I hope it will be succeeded by a pleasant and profitable Sabbath. Sunday, Feb. 7. Rev. Mr. W. for many years a Methodist minister, was baptized at our church to day and this evening he preached for us. I was unavoidably late getting to church, and consequently did not hear all of his discourse, but from what I heard, I feel satisfied that he is capable of teaching and that in an impressive manner. Monday, Feb. 8. I am told that Gen Kershaw is to be serenaded to night, but I shall not have the pleasure of manifesting my regard for him by being present. [Page 43] Tuesday, Feb. 9. While I write there is a party serenading someone on the opposite side of the street. I know not who it is, but I suppose it to be some military character. If so, I regard it as proper, if not I think out of taste in these times. Wednesday, Feb. 10. Have just returned from an interesting prayer-meeting. It is hoped that the interest now manifested in the prayer meeting justifies the opinion that there is deep feeling in regard to religion, and accordingly another meeting has been appointed for Friday night. - My throat is a little sore from drilling so long and often. [Page 44] Thursday, Feb. 11. Am still feeling an unpleasantness about the throat from commanding so much. Friday, Feb. 12. Attending the prayer-meeting this evening was I trust profitable to all that were there, for it was unusually interesting. Saturday, Feb. 13 Was taken by surprise this afternoon. My Bro-in-law Dr. G. came in, after an absence of over two years and a half, just after I had finished a letter to him. Sunday, Feb. 14 Attended S. school & church this morning, and this afternoon, contrary to my custom I took a walk with Bro-in-law, Dr. G. and his friend Dr. Conway, who dined with us. This evening I have been to church where I witnessed the ordination [Page 45] of a brother who has been for nearly thirty years a Methodist minister. At present, I am weary, and not well satisfied with the way in which I spent the day. Monday, Feb. 15. My duties have been discharged, and now I propose to retire, hoping as the night is unfavorable for attending service, to rest quietly and be prepared to enjoy the meetings in future should they be protracted. Tuesday, Feb. 16. Attended an auction of books to day. They sold well. Wednesday, Feb. 17. The prayer-meeting this evening was interesting, though I think the exercises were protracted too long for the generality of persons. One lady joined - hope more will do so. [Page 46] Thursday, Feb. 18. A very cold day. Sent some money by letter to a young man, who asked me to lend him a small amount for a time. It gives me pleasure to oblige those who need, when in my power. Friday, Feb. 19. A very cold day indeed. - After my usual duties attended prayer meeting - was encouraged at the seeing so large a number present. Saturday, Feb. 20. Dined with my friend Mr. J-. to day in company with other gentlemen - found it pleasant. Walked about a great deal to day distributing invitations to join the Ladies’ Bible Class in connection with the S. school, taught by Mr. T-. He is an energetic man - a man “zealous in good works.” I trust he will accomplish great good. [Page 47] Sunday, Feb. 21. I am detained at home this evening by sickness. My brother and my little daughter both have measles, and the latter thinks that she must have me with her all the while. Monday, Feb. 22. My usual day’s work is done. Tuesday, Feb. 23. Went to hear the Rev. Dr. Hoge lecture to night. His theme was the “Social & Domestic life in England.” He is evidently an admirer of the beautiful both in nature and in art. He has an ear for the ludicrous too, as well as for the grave and the sublime. Wednesday, Feb. 24. Have just returned from our usual Wednesday evening prayer meeting and lecture. There was not [Page 48] so much feeling manifested this evening as on one or two former occasions. Feb. 25 Thursday My duties, performed as usual. Friday, Feb. 26. This afternoon, for the first time, I went into the “Bee Store.” I found a great crowd there, though I learned that there were not near so many as are there sometimes. Such is one of the effects of war. Saturday, Feb. 27. I have felt very dull to day. Two or three causes have conspired to make me so, one of which is a torpid state of the liver. A letter from home tells me that Father is better, and hence I am relieved on that score. Sunday, Feb. 28. My usual Sabbath duties have been performed. [Page 49] Monday, Feb. 29. I am thankful that the health of my family is becoming good again. Tuesday, March. 1. On yesterday we had a faculty meeting, at which it was resolved that in consideration of the fact that one of the young men we have here lost an arm in the service of the country, we would grant him unusual indulgencies and retain in the Academy, notwithstanding his deficiency in studies. To day he deliberately violated the regulations to an extent which led to his suspension. Such is his appreciation of the kindness and indulgence of the faculty. Wednesday, March. 2. Was surprised, agreeably so, this evening by seeing my friends J. F. L. & D. C. A. [Page 50] The latter takes the night with me and gives me interesting details of his experience in the army. Thursday, Mar. 3. Have gone through with my usual routine of duties - found it necessary to reprove a cadet for his bearing the recitation room. He saw his error and apologized. Friday, March. 4. Attending preaching to night after the duties of the day were over. Saturday, March. 5. This has been a very busy day for me. Was discharging official duties this morning till 12. N. Next attended to private business. - At two met with a committee and went to summon an erring church brother, to appear before the church. He acknowledged his error and said he would appear [Page 51] before the church this evening but he failed to do so. Dined at 3 P.M. - Planted some seeds in the garden, - took a long walk to see a shoe-maker, - on my return wrote a business letter, and after tea attended a business meeting of the church. - I know retire, with the hope of resting quietly, and of spending a peaceful and pleasant Sabbath. Sunday, March 6. Heard a blind man preach to day, Rev. Mr. Lunn of Darlington. He recited the 90th Psalm, and all the hymns from memory. His sermon was a very good one indeed, from the text, “Serve the Lord with gladness and walk humbly in the sight of God.” In the afternoon, I attended the funeral of a soldier who was killed last fall, Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, November 10, 1863-March 6, 1864 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] before the church this evening but he failed to do so. Dined at 3 P.M. - Planted some seeds in the garden, - took a long walk to see a shoe-maker, - on my return wrote a business letter, and after tea attended a business meeting of the church. - I know retire, with the hope of resting quietly, and of spending a peaceful and pleasant Sabbath. Sunday, March 6. Heard a blind man preach to day, Rev. Mr. Lunn of Darlington. He recited the 90th Psalm, and all the hymns from memory. His sermon was a very good one indeed, from the text, “Serve the Lord with gladness and walk humbly in the sight of God.” In the afternoon, I attended the funeral of a soldier who was killed last fall, [Page 2] and whose remains have recently been brought home. The procession was a very long one. Such manifestations of respect, I have no doubt, tend greatly to soothe the anguish of the family. Monday, March 7. The usual routine of duty has been performed. Tuesday, March 8. Have been busy as usual. Indeed the hours are few that I can call my own. Wednesday, March 9. This evening at prayer meeting, a gentleman, whose wife was baptized on last Sunday who went up to be prayed for and afterwards joined the church. The welcome that his wife gave him was deeply affecting. May he have grace to run with patience the life of a Christian! [Page 3] Thursday, March 10. Academic duties were suspended to day in consequence of the death of one of the cadets. On last Saturday he was consigned to the hospital, on Monday his father moved him to the Hotel and last night he died. Scarlet fever was his disease. How sad to see a young man suddenly cut down. The lesson should be heeded by us all. Friday, March 11. Have performed my usual duties to day. Saturday, March. 12. Have spent a good part of the day trying to make arrangements for preaching to-morrow. Rev. Mr. Norris, who is in the city will preach to-morrow night, and I hope from what I have seen of him to day [Page 4] that his sermon will be of a character to do good. Sunday, March. 13. The day is past and I am gratified at having heard two good sermons to day. Bro. N’s sermon was, as I had hoped it would be, a good one. Monday, March 14. Bro.-in-law J.R.P.G. - came in from Va. this morning - took us rather by surprise. - I neglected on Saturday to refer to the death of a man who was shot in the streets a few days ago, in an unguarded moment. A desperate man, provoked by a circumstance in which law and equity were against him, saw proper, in his frenzy, and apparently deliberately to shoot the party whom law and equity had [Page 5] justified. A melancholy affair indeed it was. Such is human nature. Tuesday, March. 15. We attended the funeral of Lt. G - of this city - who died of typhoid fever contracted in camps. Another lesson this to us all, to remind us of our mortality. Wednesday, March 16. The usual duties performed. - A very cold day for the season. Thursday, March 17. Weather still chilly. Friday, March. 18. Was surprised to day at receiving a check for a considerable sum of money from what I at first sight supposed to be an unknown source, but on closer examination I found it to be from my uncle. He desired me to fund it for him, in [Page 6] four per ct bonds which I have done. Saturday, March. 19. Have had a great deal of running about to do to day and hence am feeling weary. Hope to spend a pleasant and profitable Sabbath. Sunday, March. 20. In consequence of rain, I did not go out to church this evening. Monday, March. 21. A cold rain at first but afterwards a sleet and then a snow. Vegetation will all be killed. Tuesday, March. 22. Snow all over the ground and very cold for the season. - I have been concerned for several days to devise a plan for getting my corn here. It is becoming a serious matter to subsist one’s family. There is corn [Page 7] in the country but it is so difficult to get transportation, that we are almost as far to seek as if it were not there. Wednesday, March, 23d Another year of my life has passed away, and I am now thirty-two years old. My birth-day has passed as does other days - with the usual amount of care and business. I am reminded that life is ebbing away, am thankful that I am as well as I am, and hope that the same Providence that has guided me thus far will guide me in the future. My prayer is that I may be able to accomplish more in future than I have in the year that is past in the way of self improvement. [Page 8] Thursday, March. 24. The usual amount of labor and care. Friday, March. 25. Our superintendent is an Episcopalian, and believes it proper to observe the day (Good Friday) as a religious festival. Hence Academic duties are suspended. Saturday, March. 26. Succeeded in effecting an arrangement by which I am to exchange corn with the Government. I am to deliver mine at the R. Road and get corn here. - This evening our pastor and the Rev. J.T. Sweat took tea with us. The evening was very pleasantly spent so far as I was concerned, and I feel that I may say the same for all. Sunday, March. 27. In addition to my usual Sabbath duties [Page 9] I rode over to the Factory to preaching this afternoon. Was sorry to find but few out. I fear the operatives are not as much interested in religion as they ought to be. Monday, March. 28. After the days duties were done, met a committee this evening to consider the case of a colored man, a member of the church who has been arraigned for misconduct. Tuesday, March 29. Our little boy is sick this evening. - Hope he will be better by the morning. Wednesday, March. 30. Weather still cold. Had a conversation with one of my colleagues this evening from which I learn that he has thought seriously on the subject [Page 10] of religion. I trust that he will encourage the thought until he feels it his duty to make a profession of religion. Thursday, March. 31 A pleasant day. Friday, April 1 The 2nd Regt S.C. Cavalry arrived here last night had a member of it to dinner with me to day. He represents the soldiers as being cheerful, not discontented with hard fare. And it is well that they are so. Some of our people at home would do well to follow their example since beef is five dollars per lb & chickens $5. per head. Saturday, April. 2. Was gratified to see our brother against whom I preferred charges for drunkenness some time ago out at church meeting this eve- [Page 11] ning. He acknowledged his error regretted it and hoped to be forgiven. The church freely forgave him in the hope that he would have grace given him to live as he seems to desire. At this I am much gratified, for although it was my duty to report him, I had no desire to see him excommunicated. Sunday April 3d At communion services this afternoon there was a large attendance, and Dr. Reynolds, as usual, was very happy in his remarks. Monday, April, 4. A cold rainy day. The spring is very backward truly but doubtless He that rules all is doing what is best. We mortals however are not apt to remember this. [Page 12] Tuesday, April. 5. I have a slight cold this evening. Indeed I had it yesterday. I have nevertheless endeavored to improve my idle moments by reading algebra. Yesterday I commenced to give private lessons. A young man applied to me to give him lessons, and after taking him I determined to take more if I could get them. I suggested to our pastor that if he would send his son round I would teach him for nothing. He has accepted my offer and I am encouraged to hope that I shall be able to make something of his son. Wednesday, April 6. Another pupil commenced taking lessons with me this day, but I am at a loss what course to pursue [Page 13] whether to continue to teach privately or not. It will take a great deal of time and not remunerate me but very little. Thursday, April. 7. My family are to go to Greenville to-morrow, a matter that gives me some concern as the children are not well. Friday, April. 8. To day was observed by some, as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer. I say by some, because only a few were at church. Some went fishing, some went gunning, and some perhaps did as I have heard of their doing on former occasions of the kind - went out of the city to engage in cock-fighting and its kindred vices. Such is human nature, that it cannot perceive [Page 14] the impropriety of such conduct, unless the heart has been awakened by the quickening influences of the Holy Spirit. It is mockery, yea it is an insult to Deity - thus to spend a day, set a part as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer. But there were a few, I trust, who observed the day properly and hence I hope that it may please God to hear their prayers in behalf of the country. I hope my wife and little ones are safe in Greenville by this time. I shall feel uneasy until I hear from them. Saturday, April. 9. A great deal of rain to day, or rather it rained a great part of the day. We had some sharp lightning and some thunder, since which is had cleared off. [Page 15] Sunday, April. 10. Spent the day as I usually do on the Sabbath. Monday, April. 11. Attended the funeral of Miss Eliza Ruma this afternoon. Her death was, from all accounts, a most triumphant one. A year ago I had no thought that consumption would take her away, but so it has, and it is only another illustration of what we ought to keep in mind, that we know neither the way nor the hour that we must pass away. Tuesday, April. 12. Was much concerned at one time to day about getting my corn here but I am thankful that I have made arrangements by which I am to get it. [Page 16] Wednesday, April. 13. A gentleman and a lady joined the church at prayer meeting this evening. The former has been a member of the Lutheran Church for many years, the latter has been a member of the Methodist Church. Both have become dissatisfied with their baptisms and for this reason have changed their ecclesiastical relations. Thursday, April. 14. Had hoped to get a letter from my family to day, but have been disappointed. We are having more rain. Friday, April 15. Hoped from what I heard, that my family would be down to day, but they have not come. Saturday, April. 16. Attended the funeral of Mr. G.N. [Page 17] Reynolds to day. He was a very old man, having completed entered his eighty-fourth year. His life was that of an upright, honorable man, his death a triumphant one. Sunday, April. 17. Heard a missionary address this evening in which the astounding statement was made that there are children within one hour’s ride of Columbia that do not know there is a God and that there are grown people who never heard a Gospel sermon preached. Deplorable ignorance! And it occurs to me that we, in this city, are accountable in some measure for it. A liberal contribution was made to send the word of truth among them, and with the interest that [Page 18] is now felt in the matter I hope that good will result. Monday, April. 18. Father-in-law came down to day and to my disappointment did not bring my family. I regret that my wife did not follow out her inclinations and come any how, for I fear she will not have another good opportunity soon. Tuesday, April. 19. Capt Thomas is away and hence I am in command. I find it very irksome to discharge my regular duties and the Superintendent’s besides. Wednesday, April. 19. Had to suspend a cadet to day for disrespect to an officer. I regret the necessity of inflicting so severe a penalty, yet discipline [Page 19] must be preserved, even though it calls for stern measures. Thursday, April. 21 The day passes away as usual. In the discharge of my duties nothing unusual occurs. Friday, April. 22. The corps, by invitation, attended a barbecue to day as an escort to the soldiers. The barbecue was given by the ladies to the soldiers of Gen. Hampton’s command, who have been transferred from Va. to our coast. The Hampton Legion also shared the compliment. There were too many other soldiers there, all of whom were welcome. The whole affair passed off well and reflected credit on the ladies. Various mottos worked in flowers were to be seen about the grounds and in front of the tents [Page 20] in which were eatables of various every kind the market could afford. There were long table too laden with provisions such as would tempt the appetite. Above all were to be seen the flags of the State, the Confederacy, and of the different regiments, all unfurled to the breeze. Some of these presented a tattered appearance, caused no doubt by bullets, while on others were the names of some of the severest battles through which they had been triumphantly borne. Dr. Palmer welcomed the soldiers in the eloquent and impressive address which was responded to by Gen. Hampton & Col. Gary. Dr. Palmer pinned a Palmetto tree just over prepared and presented by some unknown fair one just over Gen. H’s heart, and predicted that in future years, some flaxen haired girl would [Page 21] advert to the circumstance with pride and speak of it as she an honor done to her Great Grand-Father. But I am weary to night and what I have written is no way calculated to do justice to the scene or to myself and with this I close. Saturday, April. 23. My family came home to day, a matter which pleases me very much. Sunday, April. 24. Performed my usual Sabbath duties. Monday, April. 25. Nothing unusual to day. Tuesday, April. 26. Went through with the usual routine of duties. Wednesday, April. 27. As yesterday all is quiet with me. [Page 22] Thursday, April. 28. All are well, a blessing for which I am thankful. Friday, April. 29. A detachment of the 2nd S.C. Cavalry left here this A M. for Georgetown. I hope they will enjoy health there, though they have been accustomed to the climate of Va. so long that they will most likely have to undergo the process of acclimation. Saturday, April. 30. Rode out into the country to day to look at the road over which I am asked to haul some wood, one half for the other. I find it heavy and shall not, therefore, undertake it. Sunday, May. 1. Took my little daughter to Sun- [Page 23] day school this morning. She remained satisfied for a little while, but not being a position that enabled her to see the other little ones, (for which I was to blame) she desired to leave and accordingly I sent her home. I trust the day will be when she will not only be a regular attendant of the school, but also an earnest useful one. - In church to day, I could not keep awake, for two reasons as I think, one was that I have lost sleep of late, and the other was that the sermon was dry. Monday, May. 2. My regular duties have been performed. Tuesday, May. 3d Nothing to record to night. [Page 24] Wednesday, May. 4. At prayer meeting this evening, the pastor was particularly severe on those members who had a sleepy appearance at church. I took part of it to myself, for I feel that I have been inattentive, though it has been from physical exhaustion, and not of a want of interest. Thursday, May. 5. My duties have been quietly discharged. I have offered an humble prayer for the Friday success of our army in the engagement soon to come off in Va. Friday, May. 6. I can but feel some apprehensions about the result of the pending battle of Va. - Grant will doubtless endeavor by constantly throwing forward fresh troops, to wear out [Page 25] our troops, and my fear is that his superiority in numbers will enable him to do it. But our trust in is God. Saturday, May. 7. It is announced that a great battle has been fought & the enemy repulsed. But with this it is stated that Gen. Longstreet is severely wounded, and that Gen. M. Jenkins is killed. Many other prominent and good men are also among the dead. That it always is, - our cup of joy has its bitter ingredient. Rev. W. G. - who is to preach for us to-morrow is with me this evening. Rev. Mr. N- is also to tea, - the evening passes away pleasantly. - Hope to enjoy the services to-morrow. [Page 26] Sunday, May. 8. Was pleased with the exercises of the sanctuary to day, and I hope profited also. - But there is still a latent apprehension that the result of the battle in Va is not as favorable as it was desired it would be. I am saddened by the intelligence that my friend Col. Nance is among the killed. He was a young man of high promise, and was too, a sincere and unostentatious Christian. - Gallant brother! thy race is run, thy warfare is ended and henceforth thou wilt dwell where wars are never known. Monday, May. 9. I am more hopeful to day, that the enemy will not succeed in wearing out our men. Our trust is in God who is able to make wars [Page 27] to cease at his own bidding. May it please Him to smile upon us in this hour of trial, turn back the foe and dispose him for peace. Began to teach a private pupil to day, - a cadet who finds it difficult to get along with his studies. Heard to day of the death of one of my uncles, a brother of my Mother. He was advanced in years, but from the account that I have, was in his usual health, and was at his work when he fell dead. Solemn warning this to all to be ready at any time to meet the bridegroom. Tuesday, May. 10. The news from the army is still encouraging, for which we should all return thanks to God, the ruler of all. [Page 28] Wednesday, May. 11. There was a “fete” served in the park to day. Its object was to raise funds for hospital purposes, and hence is more excusable that it would otherwise have been. But even this does not altogether justify it in my mind. There is too much gaiety and hilarity on such occasions for it to be harmless in times like the present when great battles are pending. Thursday, May. 12. We had a good rain last night, and this morning, early, I transplanted a number of cabbage and tomato plants, which I hope will do well. Friday, May. 13. I am not as well as usual this evening, but hope I shall feel better to-morrrow. [Page 29] Saturday, May. 14. This morning the 2 ½ Reveille was sounded, and at 3, the corps proceeded to the depot to meet the remains of Gen. Jenkins. The body now rests here, under a guard of honor, awaiting directions from his family. - His career has been a short but brilliant one. His deeds will live in the memory of his countrymen while his name will occupy a conspicuous place in history. But to him alas! this can do no good. Sunday, May. 15. This morning we rose at 3 and escorted the remains of Gen. Jenkins to the S.C.R.R. depot. His friends will inter the body at Summerville for the present, and at the end of the war it is understood [Page 30] that it will be moved to Edisto Island where his ancestors repose. Monday, May. 16. Our semi-annual examination began to day. The class thus far has done as well as usual perhaps better. Tuesday, May. 17. The examination in my department closed to day, and I am thankful to say that as a whole the class did remarkably well. Wednesday, May. 18. This afternoon, while coming in the house a very acute pain struck me in the region of the right kidney, and apparently went through the body to the left. For a little while I could not walk, but after being assisted to a lounge where I lay down [Page 31] a short while I felt easier and have since been moving about. Once before I had a similar attack though it lasted but a short time compared with this. I am still sore. Thursday, May. 19. This afternoon, we had a meeting of the Academic Board. As usual an unpleasant question arose for our consideration, that was which of the cadets were able to progress with the class, and which were not. It fell to my lot to be opposed to all the others in my view on this subject, and for a long time it appeared that we would not come to a conclusion, but at last it was left to the Supt to decide the matter, whereupon he endorsed my views, [Page 32] and hence my proposition was adopted. I hold that as we are teachers, it is our duty to do the most we can for the cause of education, and hence as long as there is hope of a boy’s improvement I am for retaining, unless by so doing we injure others. Friday, May. 20. I am weary this evening. Have walked about a great deal to day on business. Among other things I succeeded in obtaining some corn to day that I exchanged with the government. Saturday, May 21. Have been closely engaged to day. A part of the time I have been preparing matter for the “Official Register” of the Academy. Hope to rest well to night and be able to enjoy the Sabbath. [Page 33] Sunday, May. 22. Lost a great deal of rest last night in consequence of sickness in the family - and hence did not feel bright enough to keep awake at church this morning. I therefore came home - a thing I did not like to do but thought better than to remain and attract attention by sleeping in church. Monday, May. 23. Completed my compilation for the “Register” to day. Tuesday, May. 24. We, all, have taken cold within the last day or two, but hope that it will soon pass away. Wednesday, May. 25. Succeeded in effecting an arrangement by which I am to take my family to see my parents - if it [Page 34] please Providence to let us go. Thursday, May. 26. We are all more or less unwell - the effect of cold I suppose. It is still doubtful whether we will be able to make our contemplated visit. - Hope, however, that all will be well enough to warrant our starting in the morning. It is but seldom that I have an opportunity to visit my parents and hence I feel the more anxious to go. It is a pleasure that I cannot hope to enjoy for many years longer. They are both getting old and in the regular course of nature must pass away though it may be that they will survive me. We know not when we are to be called home and it is well that we do not. [Page 35] Friday, May. 27. Start by private conveyance to visit my parents - take the wrong road - and travel through a thinly settled part of the country - can see no one to give me directions, there is very little water on the road and indeed very little of anything that can sustain life. After a long while discover a little log house in a field - stop to inquire the way - the old lady tells me all she knows and then asks about the news “from where they are a fightin in Virginy.” Her husband is there and her oldest son though “he won’t be sixteen till the 20th of this May.” I inquire about the hour - am told that “it is about twelve o’clock,” though she has been “a scaldin to day and it may be [Page 36] a little later.” I bid good day and drive on to the next house where I again make inquiries about the way. The good lady cannot tell me much but directs me to Mr Wise who lives near by. I go to him and learn that I am a long distance out of my way - stop and feed the horses - start out again get in the right road travel till dark receive various answers in regard to the distance I am from my destination - one calls it ten miles, the next says it is five the next thirteen - finally at dark I stop for the night having traveled full thirty five miles and yet I am only twenty six from Columbia. Saturday, May 28. Did not rest well last night. I do not understand how it is that some [Page 37] people will permit their houses to be so infested by bed-bugs. - Get out of the way again to day, cross the river at Halmon’s bridge instead of Binnaker’s - one of my horses is tired down and I stop before night at Mr. E’s. - Meet here an old school mate that I have not seen in twenty years. We did not recognize each other such is the change that time has wrought upon each of us. This is a pleasant place. Mr. E. is a pious and a hospitable man. He is perhaps too generous, for he refuses to have any remuneration for entertaining me. Sunday, May. 29. Regret having to travel to day. I expected to get home last night [Page 38] but in consequence of getting out of the way I was unable to do so. Hence have to drive seventeen miles to day. Arrive at home between one and two P.M., take all my surprise; our meeting is pleasant of course after so many months absence. Monday, May. 30 I am pleased to see father’s crop looking so well. I have seen no better between this and Columbia. Tuesday, May. 31. Enjoy the quiet of the country. There is, too, a comparative freedom from care, that I am unused to in Columbia. I say comparative freedom, because such a thing as entire exemption from care I never expect. When nothing else weighs upon the mind, the work of slander’s vile tongue mars what would [Page 39] otherwise be pleasant. I trust, however that a just God will not allow harm to grow out the fiend’s attacks. Wednesday, June. 1. Remain quiet during the day. Thursday, June. 2. Nothing to record. Friday, June. 3. Rode down to what is known as Nimm’s Mill this morning to meet Father. It has been some years since I was there before and I find things in places there and on the way very much changed. Saturday, June. 4. The day passes quietly away. Sunday, June 5. Heard Rev. Mr. Buist, pastor of Springtown Church preach to day. [Page 40] He depicted the character of Jonah; also that of our Saviour, but according to my view he made Jonah a worse man than he really was. His object was to show that if the Ninevites repented at his preaching, it was far more imperative on us to believe the preaching of the Gospel. Saw a number of my old acquaintances there who seemed glad to meet me. Monday, June 6. The time to start home has arrived and we bid good bye. Father sends a boy and a mule to assist us beyond the river, for which I am very thankful though I am sorry to hinder a plow in this busy time. In the afternoon we take the wrong road and go some distance out of the way. About dark we [Page 41] get to a house, and after much entreaty, the land-lady (her husband is in the army) consents to let us stop for the night. - The fair is plain, yet I am thankful that we did not have to drive farther, for the horses are tired and I am unacquainted with this part of the road. Tuesday, June 7. Settled my bill and started early. Arrived at Mr.R’s between one and two P.M. and stop for the night. The afternoon is very rainy indeed. Here too we are unable to sleep much, and the night passes away slowly. Wednesday, June 8 The early part of the day is cloudy and drizzly but more favorable to the horses than [Page 42] if the sun was shining. The road is very bad - some part of the carriage is broken, and I fear it will not last us till we get home. - The sun shines in the afternoon - it is very warm - about 5 ½ o’clock we get home and feel thankful that we have been preserved from injury and calamity of any kind. I have enjoyed the pleasure of visiting my parents once more; when I shall again meet them is known only to Him that knoweth all things. Hope to enjoy that pleasure again oftentimes on earth and when life is over to meet them in a better world than this. Thursday, June 9. Have been busy answering letters that accumulated during my absence, and in correcting part of [Page 43] the proof sheet of the “Register.” Friday, June 10. Discharge my military duties at the Academy, and such other incidental duties as have arisen. Saturday, June, 11. No record to make, except that it is raining a great deal this evening. Sunday, June 12. In consequence of the rain I think it proper to remain at home to day as exposure might increase my cough which is already annoying. Monday June 13. Another rainy day, and so cool that a fire is comfortable. Tuesday, June 14 Weather still cool, though the rain has stopped. [Page 44] Wednesday, June 15. Have walked about a great deal to day, trying to get a load of fodder but have seen none. Went to prayer-meeting this evening. Thursday, June, 16. Have take a good deal of exercise to day. - Went round to see our pastor this evening - found in the act of starting out and hence came back home without making my stay. Friday June, 17. Have been perplexed no little to day. It has come to my knowledge that my horses are roughly handled out of my sight. I have given orders forbidding unkind treatment time and again but all to no purpose, they have not been obeyed - hence the reason the horses look badly. [Page 45] Saturday, June, 18. An honest negro is indeed, hard to find. I discovered to day, to my regret, that the wagoner that I have in my employ, has been withholding a large part of what the wagon makes per day, and of course I shall take measures to stop it. - But I will try to lay this matter aside for the present and hope to enjoy a pleasant and profitable sabbath. Sunday, June 19. Was mortified to day, to find a hymn-book which I left in my pew - also one left there by someone else, mutilated and otherwise defaced. This has been done by young and thoughtless people who go there at night, more for pleasure [Page 46] than profit. In order to stop such conduct, I prepared a notice in the form of a request and had the pastor to read it out from the pulpit this evening to the effect that the parties in questions are respectfully requested not to repeat the misdemeanor. Monday, June, 20. When shall this war terminate is a question that every philanthropic man asks himself very often. Indeed a desire for peace is the constant feeling of every human heart. For one I do not see the beginning of the end. Without some Providential interposition, I see no prospect of peace until both parties shall have been literally exhausted. Still I am not despondent of the outcome. [Page 47] Tuesday, June, 21. Bought a horse, dray-wagon and harness to day for one thousand dollars. Whether I shall run the wagon for any length of time is uncertain. The party desired to sell, and it occured to me that the price was a fair one and for that reason bought. With the blessing of Providence, I hope to make the investment clear expenses while I keep the team. Wednesday, June, 22. As I am the only officer here I could not attend prayer-meeting this evening. Thursday, June, 23 From the silence of the Telegraph between here and Richmond and from other indications, I fear that the situation is not as fa- [Page 48] vorable to us as it we could desire. The Federal commander, Grant, has no regard for human life, and hence I shall not be surprised to hear any number of casualties. Friday June, 24. There was a man hanged in this city to day for murder. I am informed that a vast assemblage composed ot men, boys and women both white and black witnessed the scene. Strange indeed it is to me that anyone should desire to see such a death. Saturday, June 25. Attended the funeral of a young soldier to day, one who never participated in any of the vices of the camp. Alas! that such a boy should fall mortally wounded. - Attended to various duties during the day, was [Page 49] at prayer-meeting this afternoon, when by request I offered a few words of exhortation. I hope the series of meetings now begun will result in much good. Sunday, June 26. Attended S. school & church this morning. Heard an address in behalf of Sunday schools this afternoon and to night heard a good sermon from the text,”Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth, &c.” I am not very well which together with weariness makes me feel the need of repose. Monday, June, 27. We had a pleasant time at prayer meeting this evening. I trust that the feeling manifested may continue to grow until many very many shall be converted. [Page 50] Tuesday, June, 28. Left home at 3¼ A.M. with wagons - proceeded into the country about 26 miles - had them loaded with fodder, took the cars and came home leaving the wagons to come on to-morrow. I hope not to go on another such expedition. After a rough ride to get to the end of my journey, had to walk and drive the wagon for near a mile, for the driver seemed not to know or care how he managed and the road was too rough and the fodder too high to attempt to ride. The wagons over the worst part of the road I left for the R.R. about two miles distant would not have been in time perhaps, had not a lady taken me up in her carriage. This evening I attended preaching [Page 51] though much fatigued by day’s journey. Wednesday, June, 29. Attended prayer-meeting this afternoon and preaching this evening - was rejoiced to see such evident tokens of the Lord’s presence. Thursday, June, 30. Passed the day very much as I did yesterday, with similar feelings. Friday, July, 1. We resumed our duties to day. I also heard a private pupil recite his first lesson by way of preparing to enter here next year. - Our meeting is still interesting. Saturday, July 2. Walked about a great deal to day, presenting pew bills - found it exceedingly warm. An interesting time at church this Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] A Journal by John B. Patrick Commencing March 23d 1861. [Page 2] [Blank.] [Page 3] Journal. March 23d 1861. The joys and sorrows, hopes and fears of my 29th year have passed away. I could wish it were not so, not that I am sensible of having committed any great error during the year that is gone, that I could correct by living over the time again, but because it would allow me one year more to spend in endeavoring to be useful to my fellow men. But time once past cannot be recalled, and hence it is the part of wisdom simply to heed the lessons which our experience may have taught us, and thus be enabled to work the more efficiently during the days that remain to us. Hoping that God will sanctify to me the experiences of the past, and that His Providence will direct, and His Grace sustain me in the path of duty and usefulness, I enter my thirtieth year. The day has been spent chiefly in administering to the comfort of the dear partner of my toils, who is now sick. - Wrote a letter to my friend T.H. Muse, Esq. in which is expressed the hope that he and I will be spared until the return of another of my birth-days and [Page 4] that we may be the honored instruments of accomplishing much good. Received a letter from Bro. Charles, in which he expresses the hope that I enter my thirtieth year in good health and spirits, and that I will continue so during the year. - A Liberty pole was raised in the city to day. Sunday 24th March. A beautiful day. Read to the Cadets, at prayers, the 1st Chap. of Genesis, and a part of the last chapter and commented on the book. Went to Sunday School, as usual - am encouraged at the attendance and interest manifested in the good work. Attended church heard a good sermon on the text there remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God. Heb. IV:9. Am Officer in Charge and therefore do not go to Church in the evening. Wife’s health is better. Monday 25th March. Attended to my accustomed duties. - Finished my course of lessons in the Bayonet and Broad Sword exercises. Judge Lonstreet, Pres. S.C. College, left Columbia to day. It is said he intends resigning his position in the College. Tuesday 26th March. Performed my duties as usual. Saw the flag of the Confederate States, as it was unfurled by the breeze, from at the top of the Liberty pole. It is a beautiful flag. - Was made to feel sad, at the feeling evinced by a young man, as he bade me good-bye. [Page 5] I feel assured there is something good in his disposition and aims. Endeavored to console and encourage him. Hope he will make a useful man. Wednesday 27th March. Nothing unusual transpired. Had a long and agreeable conversation with J. Y. G., my Bro.-in-law, who paid us a visit on his way home from Charleston, where he has been buying “Spring-goods.” He is not favorably impressed with Charleston as a place for purchasing goods. The Merchants are too independent. Thursday 28th March. Performed my regular duties. Friday 29th March. To day being Good-Friday, the Academic duties were suspended. Availed myself of the opportunity to answer the following question, at prayers this morning. The question was propounded by one of the Cadets a few days ago. Were God - the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, always the same being? i.e. Did all three persons exist from all eternity? I answered in the affirmative. Read various passages of Scripture, sustaining my position. Call in company with Rev. Mr. Breaker, to see Mr. D., a Baptist brother, who has recently moved to Columbia. Mr. and Mrs. Breaker called on us this afternoon. Saturday March 30th Visited my young friend O. I. J. Esq. - Had an interesting conversation with him. Received a letter from Father, am happy to learn that he is in good spirits, notwithstanding he is not altogether well. Received a letter from my young friend and former pupil B. B. N.-. It is full of Christian sentiment, and is in every way a gratifying letter for [Page 6] a teacher to receive from one who was once his pupil. Sunday March 31st Commented to the Cadets, this morning on the exclamation of our Saviour on the Cross. “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me.” Hope that the young man who asked my opinion of the passage, and all the rest of them, may seriously consider it for themselves. Attended the pleasant and profitable exercises of the Sunday school. Went thence to Church. - Heard a sermon from by Bro. Allen on the 25th verse IV chap. Romans. “Who was delivered for our offenses, and was raised again for our justification. A great sermon it was. - I think I never heard the ordinances so clearly and forcibly expounded. “The Lord’s day: it is for the world. Baptism: it is between the church and the world. The Lord’s Supper: it is for the church.” Met with the Sunday school in the afternoon to hear the children practice singing. - Heard Bro. Allen again in the evening on Romans III chap. 2nd verse. “Much every way: chiefly because unto them were committed the oracles of God.” The advantages afforded us by the Bible was his theme - the sermon was a good one, but I did not think it equal to that of the morning. Bro. Allen is the Cor. Sec. of the Bible Board of the S. Baptist Convention. Monday April 1st Am feeling sad this evening. The uncertainty of all things earthly, the depravity of the human [Page 7] heart, and an anxious solicitude for the welfare of those near and dear to me press upon my mind. Endeavor to adopt the language of the Psalmist and “say of the Lord, He is my refuge, and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Tuesday April 2nd Nothing unusual. Am more cheerful this evening. Wednesday April 3d Received a letter from my friend T. H. M. It is characteristic of its author - eccentric yet manly. Wrote a letter to Father. Attended prayer meeting. Would that more interest were manifested in its delightful exercises. Thurs-day April 4th Rumors are afloat in regard to an attempt to reinforce Fort Sumter. Trust that peace will still be preserved. Friday April 5th Took tea with Cap’t White. Myself and wife spent a pleasant evening. Saturday April 6th Am not feeling well this evening. It may perhaps be the result of exposure, as the weather is unfavorable and I have been out in it. It was determined to day, that I shall take charge of the English department until Prof. R. is able to resume his duties, or until other arrangements are made. Sunday April 7th Did not go to Sunday School, because of rain. Went to church, few persons out - heard a discourse on the 1st Psalm. No service at night. - Read one of Spurgeon’s sermons. Am feeling cheerful though I have a slight cold. [Page 8] Monday April 8th Am suffering somewhat from the effects of cold. Have been exposed a great deal to day to the inclement weather. Am pleased with the manner in which the class recited in English to day. - Unwelcome news from Charleston, to all lovers of peace. Volunteers are ordered to Charleston. We fire a signal of nine guns at the Arsenal, to let the volunteers who live in the country know that their services are needed. I still cling to the hope that no blood will be shed. Tuesday April 9th Truly “Man is born unto trouble, as the sparks fly upward.” Lights and shadows, joys and sorrows make up our life. But for the hope of eternal joys beyond the grave, through the merits of a crucified Saviour, man’s pilgrimage would indeed be a cheerless one. The very love we entertain for our friends oft times gives us pain. They are prostrated on beds of sickness, or it may be that they are called away by the stern necessities of life, and we bid them goodbye with tearful eyes, not knowing when or where we shall meet again. And here arises the thoughts of the scenes I witnessed to day - two companies of infantry, at a few hours warning, left our city and its vicinity for the seat of war. Wives and children, parents and friends, masters and servants bade goodbye, and the cars moved off, laden with soldiers, amid loud huzzas and waving of hats, together with the cheering sounds of martial music. Brave men! may their stay be short [Page 9] and pleasant, and their return as happy to all as their departure was melancholy to some. Wednesday April 10th Yesterday’s record would be equally true of to day - save that only one company and a detachment of another left here to day. Received a letter from brother Charles, informing me that he is to leave soon for Charleston. The company to which he belongs has been called for. A brother-in-law and several cousins are in the regiment. Wrote Bro. Charles a letter - Commend him to Jesus, and request the letter to be shown to Bro. in law K. and cousin J. Thurs-day April 11th A large number of volunteers passed down the Charlotte R.R. to day en route for Charleston. I did not see them, but heard their loud hazzas as they went through. May the blessings of Providence attend them. It is reported that Gen. B. has demanded the surrender of Fort Sumter. Wrote a letter to Father and family. Am feeling more cheerful this evening, notwithstanding I have a slight cold. Friday April 12th More volunteers went down from here to day. Dispatches say that the Batteries opened fire on Fort Sumter this morning at 4 ½ o’clock, and that the fire was kept up and returned until night. We know not what a day may bring forth. May God spare the lives of the men and decide the contest soon in accordance with the truths of the Gospel! [Page 10] Saturday 13th April. All honor and Glory to God for the news that has reached us this day! Fort Sumter has been taken. No one hurt on our side! There are two reports of loss in Fort Sumter - one is, that Capt. Doubleday and ten of the garrison are killed, - the other is that Capt. Doubleday and a large number of the garrison were killed. - A small number considering that the cannonading lasted about 33 hours. There is a regiment of near 1100 men encamped on the Fair Ground now waiting further orders. Col. Jenkins in command. The bells were tolled in honor of the victory. Cannon were fired (seven guns) in honor of the first victory against the northern fanaticism. - I have stated only a few of the reports and events of this day - because these seem to be correct. Of the rumors, conjectures, hopes and fears and excitement in general that have prevailed this community to day, I need record nothing. Language, written or spoken, would fall to convey any definite idea to one who was not an eye witness. - I forgot to state above that Anderson and his garrison are prisoners of war in Charleston. Sunday April 14 Went to Sunday School. Four of our teachers are away - they are on the tented field. Their classes are present and are heard by brethren who have come in Providentially, perhaps. Feel sad as I look around and see the little ones whose Father’s have gone from home to engage in the contest and uncertainties of war. May God spare them and bring them back safe to their families! [Page 11] Heard a good sermon from Bro. Breaker on the 46th verse of the 27th chap. of Math. He divided the subject into three general heads. 1st In what sense our Saviour was deserted forsaken by the Father. 2nd Why he was forsaken. 3d The lessons derived from it. - The ordinance of Baptism was administered to two candidates - one white and one colored. In the afternoon the ordinance of the Lord’s supper was administered. It was a solemn occasion, and the remarks by Dr I. L. Reynolds and Bro. Broker most appropriate. Those of our church and congregation who are in the army were alluded to most pathetically. - The reports of yesterday are contradicted by the reports of to day. None were killed or wounded on either side in the battle of Fort Sumter!!! Nothing but the interposition of Providence could have saved them all. May the lesson be heeded by all, on both sides. - Saw Cousin W. F. Patrick - a volunteer in the service of his country. He has left the quiet scenes of college life for the turmoil and dangers of war. Entreat him to shun the vices of the camp, and emulate the example of his Father who was a volunteer soldier in the Florida war. Bade him a goodbye! May God bless him!! Monday April 15th Heard my recitations as usual. Our messenger reports that our services are not required in the field. All good men hope that the hand of God as manifested in the remarkable termination of the recent battle will cause men to pause and reflect before going further into war. - President Lincoln’s proclam- [Page 12] ation is commented on, and ridiculed. It is felt that seventy-five thousand men can never harm conquer us, or molest us greatly. - Soldiers arrived on the cars - a considerable number rendezvous here and await orders. All are in fine spirits. Capt. Hoke’s company, from Greenville, contains a great many of my acquaintances, and friends. Among them are Luther & John Goodlett, brothers of my wife. I feel for them in particular, for not being accustomed to a rough or exposed life, they will be sure to find a soldier’s life disagreeable. They come up and take tea with us. Col. Jenkins’ regiment left this morning for Charleston. Col. Williams’ regiment is stationed at present on the Fair Ground. Tuesday April 16th Lincoln’s call for volunteers has a tendency to strengthen the cause of the South. Volunteers from North Carolina & Kentucky hold themselves in readiness to aid the Confederate States. - Detachments of the 3d & 4th regiments S.C Volunteers arrive on the cars. They are indeed a stalwart looking set of men. Many of them are from the mountainous portions of the state, and should they meet the foe they will be sure to give a good account of themselves. Two Bros-in-law take tea with us. Wednesday April 17th Indications of stormy times ahead still exist, yet I feel a hope that reason will resume its sway over the human mind, and that we shall have peace and prosperity again. The Northern administration must soon see the utter folly of attempting the system of coercion. [Page 13] Thursday April 18th Great rejoicing in the city over the secession of Virginia. Col. Thos. Preston of Virginia delivered an address to the citizens of Columbia having been requested to do so by them. He was escorted by the Butler Guards of Greenville. Friday April 19th A dispatch says that a “blood fight” occurred to day in Baltimore. A portion of the New York regiment attempted to pass through on their way to Washington. This is the effect of the system of coercion. Saturday April 20th Accompanied my wife to Greenville. There was a large number of persons on board the cars - all appeared lively. I was involuntarily led to contrast our feeling as a people with that I have always conceived would or must pervade communities involved in war. All acknowledge the interposition of Providence in the remarkable termination of the bombardment of Fort Sumter. Greenville is still improving. Sunday, April 21st Heard the venerable Dr. Johnson preach. His subject was prayer. The sight of the old divine is in itself a good sermon. He has lived beyond the allotted period of man’s existence, and his gray hairs, his feeble appearance and his subdued yet clear intonation, all combine to make him an interesting speaker. His allusions to our present troubles was a happy one. Monday April 22nd Came home. Saw on the cars as I came from Greenville, several volunteers. All seem determined to do or die. [Page 14] Capt. Pool who had been detained at home by sickness was met at the depot here by his company and greeted by loud huzzas. Prof. T. S. C. Lowe the distinguished aeronaut came down with us, having taken the Greenville train at Alston. He left Cincinnati on Saturday morning a 4 o’clock, intending to go to Petersburg Virginia, but a south wind thwarted his purposes, and in nine hours after he started, he came down at Pea Ridge, Union Dist, S.C., having traveled twelve hundred miles during that short time. He is a fine looking man - six feet high, more or less, large gray eyes. When I was looking at him, I could but think of the description I had read of Walker, the great Filibuster who was called “the gray eyed man of destiny.” But I have a better opinion of him than I ever entertained of Walker. - Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles who is now stationed on Morris Island - Col. Hagood’s regiment. Tuesday, April 23d Affairs of a public nature are assuming an excited and troubled appearance in Maryland and Virginia. Troops are going from our state to Virginia. Wrote a letter to Lou, (my wife.) Wednesday April 24th In addition to my ordinary duties, I wrote a long letter to my parents. - Attended prayer-meeting, pleasant it is, indeed, to meet at the social prayer-meeting. Would that they were more generally attended. There is still talk of war in Maryland. [Page 15] The New York seventh regiment is said to have been “literally cut to pieces”, by the Baltimore Military. Thurs-day April 25th Considerable activity among the military now stationed here. - An effort was made to raise volunteers for the Confederate States - I know not exactly with what success. Received a letter from wife and answered it. J. Y. Goodlett, my Bro.-in-law, took tea with me. One of the cadets, T-. having failed to receive a letter containing his tuition fee, asked me to lend him an amount sufficient to make the payment. I feel a pleasure at having been able to assist him. Friday April 26th Drilled a company of volunteers - found them desirous to learn. Heard with sorrow that Mr. A - our faithful drummer, was in a “dying condition. - Called to see him - found him fast passing away - offered my services to the distressed family. Called again after retreat, - found him dead. Mournful scene - a widow and orphans, left without their earthly support, but we rejoiced to know that they “sorrow not as those without hope.” May the God of the Fatherless and the widow be their God! Sat up with the corpse during part of the night. Another circumstance not in the ordinary routine of duty will be noticed of a more pleasing character. I took the corps out in the town and drilled it for the benefit of the 4th regiment S. C. Volunteers. They took it as a compliment, and one of their number, thanked us [Page 16] in a very appropriate yet short address. In behalf of the Cadets I responded to the speech which was so unexpected by us. Saturday April 27th Drilled another company of volunteers, found them better trained than the company I drilled yesterday. Had Rev. T. D. Gwin, Chaplain to the 4th regiment S. C. Volunteers to dine with me,- am glad to learn that quite a number of the volunteers, even of those who are not professors of religion, make it a habit to read a chapter before retiring at night. Attended the funeral of our drummer, and a solemn one it was too. Although not entitled according to “The Army Regulations,” to a burial with military honors, he was in accordance with his own request thus honored. And to his credit be it said, his fidelity in the discharge of his duty during a long period of years, justified, in my eyes at least, this departure from military rules. - There is a large lesson in the sound of the funeral drum, the slow march, and the position of reverse arms, which it seems to me, cannot be readily forgotten. May it be heeded by those who were in attendance this afternoon! - Received a letter from Bro. Charles and answered it. He is still on Morris Island. Heard from wife - she is well as usual. Sunday April 28th Lectured to the Cadets - at prayers, this morning. Endeavored to [Page 17] impress the lesson contained in the military funeral of yesterday. Attended Sunday-school as usual. Heard an excellent sermon, by Dr. Reynolds on the text, “Come thou with us, and we will do thee good.” Exodus tenth chap. 29th verse. - Wrote a letter to the partner of my life, in which I gave her an idea of the sermon just referred to. It was a sermon to the soldiers of the 4th Regiment. It was full of the spirit of patriotism and drew tears from many an eye, as he referred to the dear ones that were left behind. The Dr. has confidence in the soldier who shed tears on parting with his family, and so have I. - Met with the Sunday-school children this afternoon to hear them sing. - Attended church this evening. - Heard a sermon full of interesting and all-important truth, by Rev. T. D. Gwin. His subject was the origin, progress, reign and ultimate triumph of the Redeemer’s Kingdom. Monday April 29th Am weary and somewhat lonely. - Feel that “it is not good for man to live alone.” Made the acquaintance of Col. Sloan of the 4th regiment S.C. Volunteers. He is a pleasant man in his appearance. Tuesday April 30th In addition to my ordinary duties, I drilled a company of volunteers about an hour to day. - The detachment of the Richland Rifles, that did not go on to Virginia, returned from Charleston this afternoon whither they went on the 3d of Jan. last. Their faces are bronzed, their step is firm and regular, and as they [Page 18] march under the proud Palmetto flag the observer is made to feel that they are freemen. Their is an independence their bearing which none can fail to see. May the day soon arrive when all the companies now under arms shall return to their homes! The Saluda Guards, Capt. W. M. Gibbes, and a detachment of the Governor’s Guards left to day for Virginia. - Received a letter from Lou and answered it this afternoon. Wednesday May 1st 1861. Besides my usual duties, I drilled the Officers of the 4th Regiment S.C.V. to day. I am happy that it is in my power to do something in this way, to aid in the great cause in which we are now engaged. - Sorry to learn that there are a a few cases of sickness among the Volunteers, likely to prove fatal. Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thurs-day May 2nd Received a letter from Lou, and wrote one to her. Feel anxious for the time to arrive for us to see each other again. It is pleasant, in the absence of those we love to think of them, and know that they think of us. Friday, May 3d Received two letters, one from home, the other from Bro. Charles. He asks my advice, being at a loss to know how to act, where there seems to be such a wide difference of opinion. I reply immediately, telling him to obey the orders of his officers - that they will not be apt to [Page 19] give an illegal order. At home all are well for which I feel thankful. They are anxious for the time for my contemplated visit to arrive, and so am I. Saturday, May 4th Gen. Garlington’s Brigade* paraded through our streets to day, and made, taking it altogether quite an imposing appearance. It is not usual to see as many as two thousand men, at one time, and when they appear under arms, marching to the sound of martial music, they make an impression that will not soon be forgotten. The Quitman Rifles, Capt. J. D. Nance were on the right of the 3d regiment, and the Butler Guards, Capt. A. D. Hoke, were on the right of the 4th regiment. - As I looked at the long column of brave men, beheld the colors of the various companies (for the greater number have colors although not according to military usage in service), and listened to the impressive airs to which they marched I could but regret that all the officers are not thorough tacticians. Brave men deserve to be led by officers, who are not only brave, but who are also familiar with the art and science of war. - Impressed with this truth, I have been for several days, drilling the officers of the 4th regiment, those of the Butler Guards & the Palmetto Riflemen excepted. This I do with no hope of reward, other than that arising from a consciousness of having done something to promote the interests of my [Written at the bottom of Page 19] * I should say a part of Gen. Garlington’s brigade, and a part of Gen. McGowan’s commanded by the [Governor]. [Page 20] country. This is all I hope - for all I desire. - Attend the regular conference meeting of our church this evening. The attendance was small. Nothing of importance was done. I am feeling lonely this evening, and the knowledge that the partner of my cares is not well gives a turn to my feelings loneliness, that might well be called a lonely sadness. - But I am reminded, that, we are in the hands of One who cannot err, and thus endeavor to rest contented. Sunday May 5th Attended Sunday-school as usual - went thence to church - heard a good sermon from Bro. Breaker on the text “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain”. Phil 1st:4. Attended the quarterly meeting of the S. School Soc. - addressed the children on the importance of the Sunday school - told them that the “Sunday School Army” was a destined to accomplish great good, in the warfare against sin. Bro-in-law J. Y. Goodlett paid me a goodbye call this afternoon, and remained long enough to write home. He leaves to-morrow for Virginia. May it please an All-wise Providence, to grant him and all the rest to the company, the “Butler Guards,” a safe return! Monday May 6th Another day has gone, and long will events of that have transpired in it be remembered. The Butler Guards left here to day for Virginia. In it I have connections, friends and pupils. I cannot there- [Page 21] fore, but feel a deep interest in their welfare. I bade them all goodbye, shaking each one by the hand. May God grant me the pleasure of seeing them return, and permit me again to tender them friendship’s warmest grasp. - They left in fine spirits, many of them bearing away large and beautiful bouquets that had been presented to them by the fair daughters of Columbia. I am feeling somewhat indisposed this evening. I contracted a slight cold yesterday, and hence the cause of my indisposition. To increase my unpleasant feelings is added the intelligence that Lou has been quite sick. But I would not murmur. We are in the hands of Him who cannot err. Tuesday May 7th Am more cheerful this evening. Heard indirectly from Lou, that her health is better, for which I am thankful. Wrote a letter to Father and to Sister to day, also a note to wife - Sent the latter by Bro-in-law J. R. P. Goodlett who took tea with me this evening. Wednesday May 8th Did not attend prayer-meeting this evening, because my duties as Officer in Charge required me to remain at home. The bells were rung and cannon fired to day at 12 o’clock, in honor of the secession of Arkansas and Tennessee. Thursday May 9th Am feeling anxious about Lou. A letter from her mother informs me that she has been quite sick, but is better [Page 22] now. My duties will not permit me to leave here except in case of an emergency, and hence I can but remain, hoping that she will continue to improve in health. “I know in whom I have believed.” Friday May 10th Am feeling somewhat weary this evening. In addition to my usual labors, I have drilled the Volunteers two hours to day. This I have done voluntarily, hoping thus to enable them to render the more efficient service in the day of battle. It is, indeed, a privilege thus to aid my native state in so just a cause. Wrote a letter to Lou, telling her of the uncertainty about my spending the vacation away from Columbia. Hope to be permitted to spend it in Greenville with her, but must act as duty dictates. Saturday May 11th Wrote two letters one to my old friend T. H. M. & the other to my friend and former pupil B. B. N. The remainder of the day has been spent in the performance of duties incident to the day. And now the night has come to close the day and the week, and would that I could say that I retire with a cheerful heart. I do not murmur. I know that afflictions must needs come upon us here, and that if we bear them properly they do but tend to remove the dross and imperfections of human nature, and thus [Page 23] prepare us for that blessed abode where afflictions never go. I am thankful for the information derived from Father-in-law’s letter, that Lou is better than she has been. He hopes she will soon be out of danger. Would that my duties permitted me to leave, I would go up on Monday. Lieut. H. D. Kennedy returned this afternoon. His health seems to be about the same as when he left from all I can learn. Sunday May 12. Read the 20th Chap. of Exodus to the cadets at prayers this morning - made some remarks on the book of Ex. - Attended the S. school and church as usual. Bro. Breaker preached from Ecclesiastes IX chap. & 10th verse. He divided his subject into two general heads: the rule of life as enjoined by the text, was first considered. Secondly the reasons for the rule were enforced. This evening, I heard a sermon from Bro. Watters, one of the volunteers from Anderson Dist. Romans 12 chap. 1st verse contains his text: “Which is your reasonable service”. All the duties that God requires of us, said he, are reasonable. It was a good sermon. When such men feel themselves called upon to take up arms in defence of their country, the cause cannot be otherwise than just. Contrary to my custom on Sunday, I called to see my colleague Kennedy to day. Find him looking thin, [Page 24] but nevertheless think he looks better than when he left. Monday May 13. Discharged my duties as usual, but have not felt well to day. Received a letter from Bro.-in-law, J. R. P. G. - saying that the Dr. thinks Lou better. For this information I feel thankful, and hope under Providence that the Dr’s. opinion will soon be made manifest. Wrote a letter to Joel, sending a message to Lou. Called to see Kennedy again to day find him about the same as he was yesterday. Tuesday May 14. Received a letter from Father-in-law, and one from Sister Lizzie. Lou is no better, and sister’s letter is not calculated to make one feel cheerful. She seems to feel greatly for Bro. Charley. Poor fellow! he doubtless has a hard time of it in camps. May God shield and protect him! My great anxiety now is about the dear partner of my life. I would not murmur; my afflictions though great, might be more so but for the goodness of God. With a prayer that I will hear more cheerful news to-morrow, I will endeavor to seek repose. - Wrote a letter to Father-in-law in which there is a message to Lou. Wednesday May 15. My prayer of yesterday has been answered. A letter from Father-in-law says that “Lou is apparently much better” for which I trust I am thankful to the Source of all good. Besides my ordinary duties, I wrote three long letters, one to Father’s family, but principally to Mittie, [Page 25] one to Bro. Charley on Morris Island, and one to Lou. That to Charley, was in answer to one from his received to day. It seems that there is considerable sickness in the regiment. About three hundred cases were reported on one morning a few days ago. They are compelled to throw up Sand Batteries on Sunday, just as on any other day. I wrote him that when wearied with toil “he must console himself with the thought that he is fighting in defense of virtue, humanity and Scripture truth, together with the white man’s inalienable right - the right to be free.” Enclosed a piece of “Advice to Volunteers” clipped from a paper, and also sent a little donation to aid him in procuring things that he may need. He did not intimate a want of money, and will I know feel loth to receive it, from one who has no more to give than I. I gave it, because I felt a desire to aid the brave, self sacrificing spirits who have taken up arms in defence of our country. Attended prayer meeting this evening and a delightful on it was to me, notwithstanding our number was small. Thurs-day May 16 Happy to learn to day that Lou’s health is better. Am indulging the hope that she will soon be well. Wrote her a letter to day. - And now I proceed to make a record of a melancholy scene that it was my fortune to witness this afternoon - A man drummed out of the service of his country! How sad to think of it! Poor man! I presume drunkenness and ignorance were at the foundation of [Page 26] his misdemeanor. I trust I may never again be called to witness a similar scene. Friday May 17th Went through with the ordinary routine of duties. They were more interesting because of the fact that we shall hear no more recitations prior to the semi-annual examination which begins on Monday 20th instant. Dr. H- a Lieut. in the 4th regiment S.C Volunteers took tea with me this evening. Saturday May 18 Went home to day. How pleasant to visit the paternal roof after an absence of nearly five months. The greetings of Father & Mother, sisters and brothers and friends produce feelings that cannot be well described. He alone, who is blessed by a kind Providence, with the privilege of receiving such friendly manifestations of regard is prepared to appreciate them. Sunday May 19. Spent the day at home. Know not when I will enjoy this pleasure again. Left home about 71/2 o’clock P.M. for Columbia. Regret to be compelled to encroach thus upon the Sabbath, but cannot do otherwise. True, I might have deferred going on a visit to my parents for the present, and in that case I do not know how long it would have been before I could have seen them. Got quite sick on the cars about 3 o’clock on Monday morning. Arrived in Columbia about 51/2 A.M., feeling better than I did [Page 27] in the night. Monday the 20th May I am in bed nearly all day under the treatment of the doctor. Tuesday May 21st The Bilious attack has passed off. I am feeling better and attend the examination in the departments of Mathematics and French. The boys acquit themselves creditably. To-morrow I am to examine them in English. Received a letter from Lou - the first she has been able to write me for two weeks. Am thankful for the evidence it gives me of her returning health. Wednesday May 22nd My examination is over, and I feel highly gratified that at the result. It was my first in the department of English, and I felt particularly desirous that the class should pass a good examination. My expectations were more than realized. And now the Cadets are all in fine spirits, particularly those who are going home on furlough to-morrow. Hope they will enjoy their vacation, and that they will remember the words of the Preacher as recorded in the XII chap. Ecclesiastes, which was read to them this morning. Thursday, May 23d Am now in Greenville, after a long ride which was rather more agreeable than usual, because of the fact that I met several old friends on the cars. Made the acquaintance of Gen. Hodges, a very pleasant old gentleman. Was surprised on arriving here to find Main Street almost entirely blockaded with [Page 28] carriages, but am informed that they have assembled to witness the drill of the Brooks Troop, Capt. Lamman, and their inspection by Col. Hampton preparatory to receiving them into his Legion for the Service of the Confederate States.- He has received them to their great gratification. Am happy to find Lou’s health greatly improved. Would that it were possible for me to spend the whole vacation in this delightful mountain village. Friday May 24th Spent the day very quietly. Saw the Brooks Troop parading - a fine company it is in truth. Capt. Lamman called on me, and we had a loud and interesting conversation in chich our school-boy days were incidentally referred to. We spoke mostly on military matters. Saturday May 25th Saw the Brooks Troop parading again to day. Heard the address before the Andrew Fuller Soc. by Mr. M. of North Carolina. The Hope of Success was his theme, and was very well treated. Sunday May 26th Another Sabbath day is gone, and to me it has been one of mingled pleasure and sorrow. My visit to the Sunday School and the sermons to which I have listened were pleasant, profitable, and yet there is a feeling of sadness about me. It arises from the fact that the partner of my cares is not well - not able to enjoy any such privileges. The sermons [Page 29] were delivered by Revs. Drs. Crawford and Williams. The former of whom delivered the Commencement sermon before the students of the Southern Theological Seminary, the latter delivered the missionary sermon before the Missionary Soc. of the Sem. The first of these was a plain, honest sermon well calculated to do good, even though the ideas advanced were not new. The second was, indeed, an able sermon from Phil. 3d chap. 8th verse. “Yea, doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus.” The subject was divided into three general heads. 1st The excellency of the source of knowledge; 2nd The practical results of that knowledge, and 3d The final rewards - the happiness, joys &c. attending the knowledge of Christ Jesus. Monday May 27th Attended the commencement of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. Heard an able address by the Rev. Dr. Winkler of Charleston, after which Mr. Chambliss of Ala. Graduate of the Seminary delivered a well written, and, indeed, an excellent address on Luther & Loyola. The remarks of Rev. Dr. Boyce, Chairman of the Faculty were very appropriate. The cars arrive late - Volunteers in large numbers have come on furlough previous to entering the Confederate service. The poor fellows are very hungry and call for supper at the Hotel. I am feeling very sad at the idea of returning to Columbia to-morrow. Lou’s health is so delicate that I am loth to leave her, notwithstanding, I know that [Page 29] she will receive every attention. But duty seems to call me to Columbia and I must go. Tuesday May 28 I am now at home, if indeed a man may be said to have any home, when situated like myself. Left Greenville with a heavy heart this morning, slept a considerable part of the time I was on the cars, and spent most of the remainder in conversation with Dr. Winkler. Parted with Bro F. at the depot. He is on his way to his home in Montgomery Ala. How uncertain whether we shall ever meet again! Wrote a letter to my Dear Wife telling her of my safe arrival - Rec’d a letter from Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. who is now in Va., and replied at once. Am here all alone - those near and dear to me are at a distance. How much it would gratify me to be with them! I could perhaps, by my presence and company, serve to beguile the tedious hours that are now spent in personal affliction, and anxious care about dear absent ones, who are on the battle-field. Wednesday, May 29. The day is past, and I have just returned from prayer-meeting. Delightful privilege, - to meet with Christian brethren for the purpose of communing with our Father in Heaven, of unburdening our souls to Him in prayer. It is there we enjoy a foretaste of the joys that await the humble believer beyond the grave. Wrote a letter to my parents, and one to Lou. Wrote, also, a note to Rev. G.W. Brooks, telling him how to apply for the admittance of his son into the S.C. Military Academy. [Page 30] Thurs-day May 30. Am more cheerful this evening. A letter from Lou informs me, that she is better than when I left Greenville a day or two ago, and for this I trust I am thankful to a kind Providence. - Drilled the Cadets two hours to day, in the Bayonet exercise. - Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles, but am fearful that he will not receive it soon, as I do not know whether he is on furlough or not. Friday, May 31. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. It will go to her on to-morrow, and is the first letter on which I have paid Confederate postage. U.S. postage ceased to be received to day. Am glad that we are prepared to take charge of our own mails, and hope the day is not far distant when we shall be recognized as an independent and free people. - We have received no late dispatches from the seat of war, the Telegraphic communication being cut off, it is said, for prudential reasons. After reading the letters of a correspondent, “L. W. S.” of the Charleston Mercury, I feel rather apprehensive in regard to the safety of our brave Carolinians. With the light I have, I do not think their movements have been judicious. But there are doubtless, many circumstances of which I am ignorant, which if known might induce me to think differently. Trusting that a kind Providence will smile upon our efforts, to establish our independence, I will now seek that repose which sleep brings to the wary and care-worn. [Page 31] Saturday, June 1. Another day and another week has gone, bringing us this much nearer the end of life’s journey. This was one of the days, set apart by the S. Baptist Convention for Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer, and many, doubtless, have been the fervent supplications that have ascended to Heaven this day, in behalf of our Country, the Confederate States. May God in mercy, hear and answer them. - Received two letters, one from home, saying that all are well at present - though Mother has had fever, and that Bro. Charles spent a few days there on furlough; the other was from Lou and brings me the pleasing intelligence that she is in better health than when I saw her. Sunday, June 2. Went to Sabbath-School, and Church as usual on the Lord’s day. Bro. Breaker, preached from 1st Samuel, 2nd Chap. and 30th verse, “For them that honor me I will honor, and they that despise me shall be lightly esteemed.” He showed 1st what it is to honor the Lord, and 2nd, what it is to be honored by Him.” It was a plain, practical sermon, one that every body could understand, and which they should heed. - In the afternoon, wrote a letter to Lou, containing the above account of the sermon, and of stating the manner in which I tried to observe yesterday and to day - the days set apart by the S. Baptist Convention for Fasting, &c, in behalf of our beloved country. I did not fast absolutely, but did as nearly so as I could not to attract attention The. [Page 32] the recommendation of the Convention was not adopted by our church at this place, because it was thought that its observance would to some degree impair the observance of the day appointed by Pres. Davis, the two coming so near to-gether. Heard Bro. Gwin this evening on the importance of religion. - I am feeling an anxious solicitude about our cause, and our brave Volunteers, and at the same time there is a feeling of confidence that all is well with those who are dearest to me, and that we will ultimately triumph. Trust in God that it may be so. Monday June 3. Received two letters, one from Lou, the other from Bro. Charles. Both are well, or rather they are in ordinary health. Charley has not yet volunteered in the Confederate Service, but would have done so, but for the requests of Father & Mother, who are both growing old and infirm. - Met Capt. G. L. Strait, an old acquaintance, answered two or three questions relative to “Dress Parade” for him. He is a warm hearted man. I hope to see him again, when the war is over, and all is peace. One of our Cadets, who has been found deficient, came to bid me “Goodbye” this evening. Poor unfortunate young man! I wish him well. Tuesday, June 4. Am feeling somewhat fatigued this evening. Have just left returned from Bro. Breaker’s where I spent and hour, or more, very pleasantly with him and three other Baptist brethren. It is refreshing to one’s [Page 33] spirits to turn aside occasionally from the quietness of solitude and converse with congenial spirits. Unfortunately, the persons with whom I have most intercourse are not the most congenial to my disposition. Walked about a good deal to day. Wednesday, June 5. Visited the 1st Reg’t. S. C. Volunteers, Col. Hagood, to day at or rather near Orangeburg, C. H. In addition to seeing brother Charles, and others of the Volunteers that are there I had the pleasure of meeting Father and several friends from Barnwell, who like myself had been or were there on a visit. I was pleased to find the soldiers looking healthy and cheerful. We are indeed, influenced a great deal by association and habit. Many who have never been accustomed to anything like hardship or rough living, are there, and apparently as well contented as if they had never known more comfortable circumstances. The Col. from what I can learn is an indulgent commander, - too much so perhaps. I fear he is not as good a disciplinarian as he ought to be, notwithstanding I am told that “he is a good officer.” - Cols. Bacon’s and Jenkins’ Reg’ts. (near 2000 men) left for Va. to day. A Reg’t. of Zouaves from Pensacola (recently but organized in New Orleans) also passed on to the “old Dominion.” They are the most reckless looking set of men that I ever saw. Their tanned faces, (from exposure at Pensacola) their peculiar dress and independent bearing, all conspire to fix one’s attention. From a conversation that I had with one of them, I am quite sure they desire [Page 34] to take a part in the fight, whenever and wherever it may take place. Besides these, it was my pleasure to see two companies of Georgia Volunteers on their way for the seat of war. I saw one of these last named present a bouquet to a young lady of S. Carolina. Said he, “will you accept this from a member of the 1st Reg’t. of Georgia Volunteers.” His appearance was that of a gentleman, a thing by no means uncommon to behold in our army. - Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thursday, June 6. To me the most striking event of to-day was the arrival of the “Brooks Troop” mentioned in my notes of the 23d, 24th & 25 ultimo. He that desires to see good men, mounted on fine horses, could not inspect a better company. Many of my friends, and acquaintances are there, and I speak knowingly when I say that many of them are pious men. The Capt is a member in good standing of a Baptist church, and the 1st Lieut. is a Presbyterian minister (Mr. Gailliard). Others that I could name, are equally pious to say the least, but I cannot name them all. In addition to piety, there are in the company, learning, talents and wealth. I need not say I was happy to meet them, yet I must confess that I regret that our country needs their services on the battle-field. May God bless and protect them all is my earnest prayer! Friday, June 7. I was present to day, at the mustering of the 4th Reg’ts. S. C. Volunteers into the service of the Confederate states. the officer, who inspected them is a fine [Page 35] looking man, and evidently a good officer. His appearance is that of a stern, yet high-toned, and refined gentleman. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Hope she is well. Saturday, June 8. Felt a little indisposed this morning, but am better now. Rev. Milton Kennedy tells me that he has no hope that his brother can recover. Sad to contemplate! A young man thus early to be called from time to eternity. Hope he will be prepared for the change. Received an affectionate, but very desponding letter from Lou, and have written one in reply trying to cheer her amid her trials. Sunday June, 9 “Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.” Sixty-sixth Psalm &16th verse. This was the subject of a very interesting sermon, delivered this evening in the Baptist Church, by the Rev. Mr. Taylor, Chaplain of the Brooks Troop, of Greenville S. C. now attached to Hampton’s Legion. The young divine, has talents for great usefulness, as his sermon this evening abundantly proved. Long may he live, to tell what God has done for his soul, and thus cause many to seek the Christian’s “much longed-for-heaven of eternal joys beyond the grave”. Bro.-in-law j. R. P. Goodlett, called this afternoon to see me and while here closed a letter to his mother. Capt. Lamman, also called on me. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] looking man, and evidently a good officer. His appearance is that of a stern, yet high-toned, and refined gentleman. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Hope she is well. Saturday, June 8. Felt a little indisposed this morning, but am better now. Rev. Milton Kennedy tells me that he has no hope that his brother can recover. Sad to contemplate! A young man thus early to be called from time to eternity. Hope he will be prepared for the change. Received an affectionate, but very desponding letter from Lou, and have written one in reply trying to cheer her amid her trials. Sunday June, 9 “Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.” Sixty-sixth Psalm &16th verse. This was the subject of a very interesting sermon, delivered this evening in the Baptist Church, by the Rev. Mr. Taylor, Chaplain of the Brooks Troop, of Greenville S. C. now attached to Hampton’s Legion. The young divine, has talents for great usefulness, as his sermon this evening abundantly proved. Long may he live, to tell what God has done for his soul, and thus cause many to seek the Christian’s “much longed-for-heaven of eternal joys beyond the grave”. Bro.-in-law j. R. P. Goodlett, called this afternoon to see me and while here closed a letter to his mother. Capt. Lamman, also called on me. May God bless [Page 2] them both, and spare them to enjoy the blessings for which they have resorted to their swords. Monday June 10th Wrote a letter to Lou. One from her informs me that she is well as usual, for which I am thankful. In regard to the great event of the day, it is difficult to form an opinion. There are so many rumors, and contradictory dispatches that it is difficult to ascertain facts, without which an opinion is worthless. Present indications are that there will soon be a great battle, between the opposing armies. We commend our cause and our brave Volunteers to the God of battles, and pray for His smiles and protection. Tuesday, June 11. Am feeling well this evening - have been gratified at the spirit manifested by our Cadets. Both those who have returned, and those who are going to furlough, have borne themselves toward me in a manner that a teacher and an officer is ever prepared to appreciate. Wednesday, June 12. I’ve just returned from that delightful place, the social prayer meeting. Would that they, the professing Christians, took a more general interest in its exercises. - From the dispatches received last evening, and published this morning, it would seem that the authorities in Washington are growing a little uneasy, or rather that they are beginning to realize the difficulty of subjuga- [Page 3] ting a free-people. Chief Justice Taney’s decision is well calculated to open the eyes of all men whose reason is not dethroned, to Lincoln’s unprincipled usurpation of power. Drilled some of the Volunteers of the 4th regiment to day. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Would that circumstances permitted us to be together! Thursday, June 13. To-day has been observed as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer. I am pleased that it was so generally observed. Appropriate service was held in all the churches here I believe. The Brooks Troop most of whom are Baptists attended the Baptist church to day. Received a letter from Lou and wrote one to my parents. - Received a letter from a Com. of the Cadet Polytechnic Society, requesting me to write a sketch of its history during my connection with it. They say “the Society is aware of my (your) zeal for her cause, and recurs with pride to my (your) efforts in her behalf.” I shall comply with their request as early as possible. Friday, June 14. Wrote a letter to Lou & finished reading Irving’s IV Vol. Life of Washington. Saturday, June 15. Visited Mr. Henry Powel, a Baptist brother this evening. It is a pleasant thus pass a sociable hour, after reading unfavorable dispatches like those received this evening from the seat of war. But I am not disposed to credit them. [Page 4] At any rate I indulge a hope that if they are true, it is a stroke of policy on the part of our rulers, and that if we have abandoned Harper’s Ferry, we shall gain more than its equal in another respect. Visited my colleague, Lieut. R. - this afternoon, - found him very feeble. A sad sight indeed! to see a man once active and lively, thus wasting away by disease. - Went out this morning, trying to collect Pew-rents. Met with some success, thankful to say. Sunday, June 16. Attended S. school and church as usual. At night Bro. W. D. Rice, the general superintendent of S. schools appointed by the Baptist State convention, or rather by a Board of that convention, addressed the congregation on the subject of S. schools. Would that every parent in the state could have heard him! They would, at least, have been constrained to admit that the S. school is capable of accomplishing good. Monday June 17. Visited the city school to-day, taught by Mr. Henry Powell, a Baptist brother. He has charge of about 80 boys - an interesting field for usefulness, truly; but a laborious one. I derived two or three useful ideas from his method of instruction. A letter from Lou, this after-noon, brings me the cheering intelligence that her health is still improving, but notwithstanding this I am somewhat depressed in spirits this evening. It arises, perhaps from the want of more congenial society that I have, at present. [Page 5] Tuesday, June. 18. Visited Camp “Hampton” to day, i.e. the camp of Hampton’s Legion. - Saw a number of my friends there - they are having a disagreeable time because of the dust. Wrote a letter to Lou. Wednesday, June 19. Cap’t. White, with a detachment of twelve cadets went out to Camp Hampton this morning to remain for some days, in order to drill the soldiers. This was done at the request of Col. Hampton. - At present I have sole charge at the Arsenal. Only eighteen cadets remain here to perform the duties of Guard. I have made such changes in the routine of duty, as will enable us to perform the duties of Guard without too much tax on the energies of the cadets. - Received a letter from Lou. She is not feeling cheerful. Her anxiety about her brothers weighs heavily upon her in her feeble state of health. Thursday, June 20. Wrote a letter to Lou to-day. Had some experience in the duties of Sup’t. and Arsenal keeper. Friday, June 21. This is the anniversary of my wedding, or rather of my marriage, for we had no wedding. Two years have passed rapidly away, during which we have experienced both joys and sorrows. At present we are apart, much to our regret, but think it best under the circumstances. - Received a cheerful letter, accompanied by [Page 6] a box of cake from Lou to-day. Wrote a letter in reply. Hope to see her soon. Saturday, June 22. Finished the outline of the history of the Polytechnic Society, written during the years ’53, ’54, & ’55, written at the request of a com. of said Soc. Received a letter from sister Lizzie - am sorry to learn that the family is not well. - Trust there will be no serious illness on the part of any one. - Am feeling weary this evening, the result, perhaps of constant exercise and of the extremely warm weather. Thermometer at 102° to-day! Sunday, June 23d Heard Dr. Renolds preach to day. His discourse was in reference to the death of our late, aged Bro. Frean. Like his sermons generally it was an admirable and appropriate one. His text is recorded in 2nd Tim. IV chap. 7 & 8th verses. In the concluding part of the discourse, he read a poem, composed by Bro. Frean years ago, which breathed a fervent Christian spirit. The preacher alluded to the fact that our late Bro. had asked him years ago, to perform this last kindly office for him. My duties at the Arsenal prevented my attending S. school this morning. I hope my absence will do no harm, but that on the contrary it will be the means of bringing out our Ass’t. Sup’t. who is as yet rather diffident. My Colleague Lieut Henry D. Kennedy, after long illness, died to-day at 20 minutes to M. His departure is said, and I am happy to read it, to have been a tranquil one. He [Page 7] expressed a hope that all would be well, requested different passages of Scripture to be read for him, and gave other evidences of a change of heart. I go and sit up (in company with three others) with his remains to-night. - Write a letter to our colleague Thompson concerning Lieut. K’s death. Bro-in-law, J. R. P. G. - called this afternoon to see me, it being the only time he could get off. Monday, June 24. A post mortem examination held made in accordance with one Lieut. K’s vast requests has proved that he died of consumption. His body was buried this after-noon with military honors. I had command of the corps, and could but feel solemn (had I tried to feel otherwise) as we marched slowly after the muffled drum and the solemn notes of the band, with arms reversed - a position in itself expressive of mourning. Having completed the interment according to the prescribed form we returned. I felt mortified at the thoughtless levity of the little boys on the street who followed along to hear the music on our return. Would that parents would strive harder to teach their children rules of propriety! Tuesday, June 25 Went out to Camp Hampton this evening in company of a friend - witnessed dress-parade - heard an order published to the effect that a part of the regiment Legion will leave for Virginia on to-morrow. Had a pleasant ride after the rain. Stopped at Bro. Breaker’s as I came on back and had a long and interesting talk with him. Wrote two letters to-day - one to Lou & one to Sister Lizzie. I am feeling weary this evening. [Page 8] Wednesday, June 26th Am feeling weary again this evening. A letter from home telling me of the continued sickness of my two brothers gives me great solicitude. Bro. Charles has Typhoid fever, and while I hope and pray for his recovery, I can but fear that his constitution is not such as to stand a severe attack of a protracted fever. But my faith is in God. I know that He does all things well, and I endeavor to feel submissive to His will. I am apprehensive about Bro. George also. A letter from Lou says that she is well as usual. Wrote one to her in reply and one to Sister Lizzie. - Bro. in-law J. R. P. G. dined with me to day. He bade me goodbye expecting to be off for the seat of war in a day or two. May the blessing of God accompany him. Thursday, June 27. No letter from home to day - hope however that the sick are better. I intend, Providence permitting, to go to Greenville to-morrow, as it will be the only opportunity that I will have for some time. I feel it my duty to go there, hoping that the blessings of a kind Providence will prevent my being called home on account of sickness, i.e. that they will soon be well again. Friday, June 28. Go to Greenville to day - a warm ride - crops generally look well, except that cotton is small. Arrive at Greenville - find Lou complaining. Hope she will soon feel better. All are, of course, glad to see me. I should feel happier if all were well both here and at home. Endeavor to feel that all will be well. [Page 9] Saturday, June 29. Have spent the day very quietly, most of the time in the house, in the company with Lou. She has not been well, but is better this evening. Sunday, June 30. Attended the Sunday school celebration this afternoon, and was pleased to see so large an attendance, both of children and grown people. I could but feel, that the Sunday school of which I have charge is languid as I beheld the large congregation, and saw how interested they were in the exercise of the school. At night the church was crowded to hear Dr. James Furman’s address or rather sermon to the soldiers composing Capt. S. D. Goodlett’s Company. They leave to-morrow morning. His text “Fight the good fight of faith” was most appropriately handled as might have been expected of the learned divine. After the services I went round to the Company’s place of rendezvous, the Old. C. H., and bade my friend Capt. S. D. G. good-bye. I am acquainted with only two or three of his men. Monday, July 1st A pleasant and needed rain about mid-day. Called to see my old friend Mrs. Anderson and family in the afternoon - my visit was an agreeable one - it recalled events that transpired when I used to board with the family. My much esteemed friend, Mr. E. H. Graham, called to see me, early in the evening. Hope to have the pleasure of meeting him oftentimes during life. Most of the day has been spent in Lou’s company & none was spent more pleasantly. [Page 10] Tuesday, July 2. Left Greenville this morning at 4 A. M - saw several soldiers on their way to the seat of war - was gratified at the prospects for good crops, as apparent from the corn and cotton fields near the R. Road. - Am thankful to learn from a letter, received on my return here, that Bro. Charles is better, and that Bro. George and the negro children are well again. Wrote a letter to Lou telling her of my safe arrival. Met with my colleagues, this evening, and submitted the outline of a Preamble and Resolutions, in regard to our late brother officer Lieut. H. D. Kennedy, in accordance with the request of the Sup’t. Made this afternoon, - they were revised and adopted. My attention was called to a comet now visible in the N. Western part of the heavens. It seems to have come to our view without attraction that attention the Astronomers usually give to its kindred bodies. I have seen but one notice of its coming. Its nucleus is large, and the train long and well defined. - My lessons for to-morrow have been assigned. Wednesday, July 3. Commenced the regular Academic duties to day, i.e. we heard recitations. A few of the cadets have applied for discharges - some because of the times & and one on account of his health. Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. The cadets request me to criticize, a series of resolutions passed by them concerning the death of Lieut. K. I complied. Attended prayer-meeting - was pleased to see a more general attendance than there was at some time back. [Page 11] I was surprised as well as gratified to day, to receive, as a present from one of the cadets, a book entitled “The Prince of the House of David,” also a copy of the Fast Day Sermon, by Rev. J. R. Kendrick, delivered on the 13th June 1861. Such tokens of regard are always appreciated by the conscientious teacher. Thursday, July 4. Another 4th of July has passed. It was ushered in as on former occasions, by the ringing of bells, the booming of cannon, and the firing of smell arms, but instead of firing one gun for each of the U. S., one was fired for each C. S. To me these demonstrations were suggestive of thoughts both pleasant and painful. On the one hand it is pleasant to remember that we of the Confederate States have done nothing to subvert the principles of the government whose birth this day commemorates; while on the other we are pained to know that the depravity of the human heart is still such, as to prevent a people bound together by so much that is glorious in the past, and having so much of a common interest and a common destiny, from living in peace and harmony under the same government. Attended a funeral at the Baptist church to day. Wrote a letter to Lou. Friday, July 5. Attended to my ordinary duties to day. I’m feeling about as cheerful as a man can, who is far away from those he loves. - Visited Bro. Powell this morning. Saturday, July 6. Was rejoiced this afternoon to receive two letters, one from [Page 12] Lou, the other from Father, bringing intelligence that the former is well, and that the sick in Father’s family are better. For this I hope I am thankful to God. Attended the regular conference meeting of the church this evening, - it was a pleasant meeting. Wrote two letters to day - one to Bro-in-law J. Y.G. in the army at Fairfax Va., the other to T. H. M. Sunday, July 7. The appearance or probability of rain, caused the S. school & congregation to be thin this morning. The exercises of the afternoon, it being communion season, were both pleasant and interesting. The collections to day for incidental expenses, and for the poor, indicate that the pressure of the times is being felt by the church & congregation. Being in charge, I could not go out this evening. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Monday, July 8. Wrote a letter to Bro. in law, Dr. L. M. G. - who is in the army. Visited Thompson, my colleague, this evening. Am feeling somewhat lonely this evening - and some degree of solicitude too, in regard to the changes that are to be made in the Academy as a consequence of the existing vacancies. May I be directed in the path of duty! Tuesday, July 9. Apart from my usual duties, I wrote a letter to Lou in reply to one received from her. The lonely and melancholy feeling that I had yesterday, continued until this evening. I am now comparatively free from it. It was I suppose the result of care and the want of a congenial friend. [Page 13] Wednesday, July 10. I still feel the need of a friend who thinks and feels as I do. Should be glad to have a house of my own. Thursday, July 11. Received a letter from Lou to-day, and wrote one in reply. Am feeling somewhat dejected this evening, notwithstanding, the cheering conversation I had with Bro. Breaker this evening. I called to see Mrs. Hewett, a Baptist, this evening, to learn how long the Sabbath school has been in existence, and learned that it has been about thirty years since it was organized though it has frequently been suspended for a time. Friday, July 12. Great indeed have been the rejoicings in Columbia this day. The “Richland Rifle Volunteer Company,” Cap’t. Miller having been in active service since the early part of last January, returned to day. The Military turned out to welcome them, and indeed, it would seem that nearly all of Columbia did the same. Carriages & vehicles of every description, were to be seen filled with persons, besides some on horseback and a multitude on foot, all looking on as if looking for some long absent friend. The Gov’s speech is over - and we take up the line of march for the Hall where a collation is prepared. Flags are suspended across the street, wreaths and bouquets are to be seen, while from every piazza, portice, and window human faces appear. Columbia “is as all eyes”. All seems anxious to do honor to the “good and brave.” Would that all were good in the proper sense of the word! [Page 14] The Collation was enjoyed by nearly all. I would that I could say all. But in that case, all would have to be intemperate or all temperate, and when I express a desire that all could have enjoyed it, I mean to say that I wish none would touch the intoxicating bowl. But I shall not live to see the day, when the curse of intemperance is removed from the land. Fatigued, from the duties of the day, I now seek repose. Saturday, July 13. Received three letters to day, one from Lou, one from sister Lizzie, and one from Bro-in-law J. R. P. G.-, who is at Richmond Va. Lou is not very well. At home those who were sick some time ago are better, but others are sick. I thrust that He, who hath blessed us in restoring the others will again hear our prayers, and restore those now suffering. How full alas! is this life of pain and sorrow. And it is for a good purpose, sinful as we are, that it should be so. Did not the chastening rod of affliction fall upon us some times we might, perhaps forget that this world is not our home. - From Bro.-in law’s letter, it seems that he has been participating in some of the joys of social intercourse, notwithstanding his duties as a soldier confine him. On the road to Richmond his company was often cheered by warm and enthusiastic hearts and invited to partake of the hospitalities of the citizens along the way side. A party was given them at the town of Greensboro. The young ladies of the two Female Colleges there, were present and a fine time did the young people have it would seem from the account of it. [Page 15] This was as it should be. Soldiers who go to fight in such a cause as ours deserve all the attention that can be shown them. Sunday, July 14. The attendance at Sunday school was good. Heard a good sermon in the morning from Bro. Breaker on the Duty of Self-denial. It was intended, and I think well calculated to stir up our non paying pew-holders. The text is in Matthew 16:24. - In the afternoon, I attended the meeting of the colored people. Bro. “Sanco” preached a sermon, which was well suited to his congregation. This evening Bro. Breaker gave us a very good, and to the Christian, a very consoling sermon. Psalm 31:15. “My times are in they hand.” I retire in a cheerful spirit. Monday, July 15. Saw Bro-in-law, James Y. Goodlett, as he passed through to day on his way to Va. He is the fourth brother that is now in the field. He brought me a comforting letter from Lou. It breathes a spirit of Christian piety, that never fails to refresh the faithful believer. Spent this evening at Bro. Breaker’s, and feel cheered and comforted thereby. - Our cadets are again desirous of taking the field. They wish to go to Va. this time. Received a letter from T. H. M. to day. Tuesday, July 16. This evening has been almost literally thrown away. I went over to the Arsenal, to meet my colleagues with a view of reading tactics to-gether. Company called in and I sat there listening to a conversation as profitless as it was long. It was about this that and the other [Page 16] individual - his or her beauty, how often he or she was engaged, &c, &c. - Apart from my usual duties I wrote a letter to Lou to day. Wednesday, July 17. Bought “Kirwan’s letters to Archbishop Hughes” to day, and placed it in the hands of a young man who is a Catholic. I should not have thought of doing so had he not requested me to “recommend some protestant books to read.” He manifests a desire to search after Truth. May the book be the means of leading him to in the “way of life everlasting”! Attended prayer-meeting this evening. - Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. Also one to Maj P. F. Stevens, Treas. Asso. of Graduates, enclosing my dues to the Association. Thursday, July 18. Attended a meeting of the citizens of Richland Dist. to day, in the city hall held for the purpose of passing resolutions in honor of the late Gov. Adams. The meeting was not large. The resolutions were very complimentary. Wrote a letter to Lou, in answer to one received from her. Friday, July 19. Exaggerated rumors of a battle in Va. at Bull’s Run, have reached here to day. The report last received modifies the first materially, and gives ground to hope that our brave soldiers have suffered comparatively little. They have the victory, for which let all honor and glory be ascribed to the God of Battles. Have written to Lou, in order to allay any undue appre- [Page 17] hension for the fate of her brothers Luther & John, members of the “Butler Guards” 2nd Palmetto Reg’t. I have acquaintances and friends, and relatives by blood and marriage there for whom I feel a deep solicitude, but hope they have been sheltered by Providence. Saturday, July 20. No further tidings have been received from our army at Manassas. Everybody is anxious to hear the particulars of the engagement. For my own part I feel very thankful that the news thus far is so encouraging. Still I have serious apprehensions about for the fate of our men. Should the Federalists engage them again in front, and by flank movements at the same time, they may by their superiority in numbers, make an immense slaughter and perhaps defeat them. May a merciful God in his providence, interpose to prevent such a calamity. A letter from Father says that some of the sick are convalescing, but that one - a little negro is worse, & that two others are sick. Hope that He, who has mercifully spared others to us, will also restore them to health. Sunday, July 21. Another Sabbath day is gone, and how sweet have been its privileges! The exercises of the Sabbath school and the Sanctuary are indeed refreshing and comforting after a week’s labors together with the excitement created by the various and exaggerated rumors that [Page 18] we hear purporting to have come from the seat of war. Then for a short time, at least, we are permitted to meditate on the truth that pertain to life eternal, and to enjoy in anticipation, the blessings that are reserved for the faithful followers of Jesus when they shall have done with these sublimely scenes. In that pure world there will be no wars nor rumors of war, nor will we hear of pain and sickness, endured by those we love. All will be peaceful. All will be joy and happiness, not for a day or two, to be succeeded by gloom and sadness, but to endure throughout the ages of eternity. Oh! why then do we mourn because of the troubles and afflictions incident to this life, when they are but preparing us for that brighter and better world. - “Ye are the light of the world,” Mat. 5:14, was the text this morning. The sermon was instructive in a high degree. To night the text was in Deut. 33:27, “The Eternal God is thy refuge &c. It was a comforting sermon. Monday, July 22. This morning I awoke to learn, that while many of us were enjoying the blessed privileges of the Sanctuary yesterday, our brave soldiers, our kindred and friends were engaged in a sanguinary battle at or near Manassas. They gained the victory, but have to mourn the loss of many gallant men. Full particulars - not yet received. From all I have heard I am induced to believe as well as hope, that those near to me are spared. I dispatched to Capt. Hoke, this morning, but no reply has come yet. In the confusion there [Page 19] it may not have reached him, or he may not have been able to reply so soon. - Received a desponding letter from Lou, and in reply wrote her as cheering news as I could get out of the various reports. She cannot but feel sad, having so many there, who are dear to her. - I apprehend that we shall hear of another battle - a greater one perhaps, before many days. How thankful we Southern people should feel for the evidence that Providence is still on our side! Tuesday, July 23. Attended to my regular duties - numerous reports are circulated concerning the recent battles in Va. I went down to the Telegraph office with my colleagues this evening and remained until after ten o’clock - returned feeling quite weary, having learned nothing definite on the all absorbing subject. Wednesday, July 24. Rumor after rumor still passes round. I attend the regular prayer meeting held at our church, make the acquaintance of some visiting brethren. More persons out than usual. Glad to see it. It evinces a spirit of gratitude to God for giving success to our arms. Came by the Telegraph office and there learn that two officers of my acquaintance, Adjutant Wilkes, & Lieut Earle were killed in the great battle of the 21st, and that Capts. Poole & Kilpatrick were severely wounded together with many others killed and wounded - that are not named. Feel solicitous about the “Butler Guards” [Page 20] inquire after them - learn that they with others charged on a battery, and took it. It is stated that only three men were injured in Kershaw’s Reg’t. but it seems incredible. Hope this last statement is true, and although I have written a letter to Lou, in answer to her desponding letter received this evening, I will go to the depot in the morning, and send another. I feel for her, and that greatly. Get home late and retire weary enough with the excitement that prevails. Thursday, July 25. Went to the depot this morning to carry the letter referred to in last night’s record. Was in charge all day - have heard less of rumors, but still have not heard from those for whom I feel most anxiety. - How painful thus to remain in suspense, particularly for those who have brothers, fathers or children sons there. Feel very much care worn and retire. Friday, July 26. Saw Rev. T. L. Arthur to day, on his way home from Manassas. Learn with regret, that Capt. Hoke was badly wounded in the right elbow, and that it is feared he will lose his arm. How sad! a young man thus to be crippled for life. But it is one of the fruits of war, and when it happens to a man in so just a cause as ours, must ever be considered a living compliment to him. Cap’t. Poole has had his leg amputated - it is thought he will recover. Poor man! his case is more sad than that of the other, having no profession, and being dependent upon his own exertions for the support of his family. - From Mr. Arthur, the Chaplain of the [Page 21] Butler Guards, I learned with great joy that my wife’s brothers are all well. Luther & John fought through the battle and escaped unhurt. Jimmie arrived just as the enemy were routed, and when asked by Mr. Arthur “Why have you come and left my boys?” he replied, “Well I wanted to see some of the fun.” How thankful ought we to be, that those nearest us are safe! - In company with a large concourse of citizens, I heard Gov. Mc’Gowan narrate the gen general features of the Battles of Blackburn’s Ford and *Stone Bridge. His description was graphic. Carolinians were there in greater numbers, in proportion to our population, than were the soldiers from any other state. “They covered themselves all-over with glory.” The Georgians and Alabamians displayed great gallantry. - All fought desperately and “the victory was gained because each man had sworn in his heart to conquer or die.” Brave Men! millions yet unborn will speak their praise. Wrote a hurried letter to Father, and commenced one to Lou. Will finish it in the morning. Saturday, July 27. Carried the letter to the depot, for Lou, that I commenced yesterday evening. There saw the surviving brother of Adjutant Wilkes. He was on is way home with the remains of his brother and that of another fallen soldier. Sad mission! But a short time ago, they went on to Va. together, their hearts beating high with noble, patriotic impulses. Now two are cold in death, and their remains are col returning to their desolated *Since changed to “Manassas Plains” [Page 22] homes to receive the last office of affection - a decent burial. To-morrow’s train will carry another corpse, escorted by a surviving brother to its last resting place. But there are those whose bodies will not return to the homes of their kindred - the battle field will afford them a grave and in future ages a green mound will mark their last resting place. As a mark of the inhumanity of our enemies, be it known, that they left their dead and wounded in the field uncared for and unburied. Paid a Dr’s bill to day - the only account I owed. And now another week is ended - and one of painful anxiety it has been to me. Wearied and care-worn I hail the approach of the Sabbath. Sunday, July 28. Another Sabbath day is gone. Read before the cadets this morning, a part of our Lord’s sermon on the Mount together with the 46th &47th Psalms. Was pleased to see the attention on the part of the cadets as I commented on the appropriateness of the 46th Psalm, on a day like this, when we desire to acknowledge the goodness of God in giving success to our arms in the great battle fought last Sunday at Stone Bridge. On that day He practically said to the invaders of our soil, “Be still and know that I am God.” Heard Rev. J. Durham preach twice to day. The sermon this evening was from the text found in Acts. 2nd chap. 38 verse - It was a plain, practical sermon, containing strong doctrine as taught by the Scriptures and held by Baptists. [Page 23] Monday, July 29. Nothing unusual occurred to day. Received a letter from Lou, in which she informs me that one of her cousins, William Young, was killed at the battle of Stone Bridge. Poor fellow! he sleeps in death and will hear of wars no more. For some reason I am feeling melancholy this evening. Anxious solicitude about friends far away has something to do with it, but uncertainty in regard to certain changes that are to take place in our institution has more. T Tuesday, July 30. A cheerful letter from Lou to day, gladdened my heart. Spent a part of the afternoon in replying to it. Called to see Bro. Breaker this evening and passed an hour very pleasantly in conversation, concerning the convention, Sunday school agency &c. The war too was touched upon. Indeed, it would be strange for two friends to meet, and be together as much as an hour without speaking of it. Bro. Durham was there also. Wednesday, July 31. Received a letter from Bro.-in-law J.Y.G. - . He writes from Orange. C. H. Va. whither he was sent after the battle of Stone Bridge. Sick when the enemy appeared in sight at Fairfax C. H., he was nerved by the sight of the invaders - took part in all that transpired from that time until the final route of the enemy on the 21st. He says the scene was awful, and was made more impressive by the groans of the wounded of the enemy. [Page 24] Have had occasion for the exercise of discipline to day, but this often the case, and in the government of boys we look upon it as a matter of course. Two cadets left us to day with Hon. Discharges. - Was gratified to day to have two of my old pupils call to see me, as they passed through on their way home. Thursday, August. 1 Received a letter from Bro. Charles to day - the first he has written me since his attack of Typhoid fever. He tells me that he regrets that compliance with the Dr’s recommendation will necessitate his applying for an honorable discharge from the service of the State. I regret this too. Replied to his letter and told him that it would be better to obtain a discharge than to undertake duties that his health would not allow him to perform. He would simply be and expense to the State without returning an equivalent in service. From his letter I learn that I have another little nephew. May he be brought up in the “nurture and admonition of the Lord,” and make a man who shall be instrumental in accomplishing great good in his day and generation! Friday, August. 2. Sister-in-law Pauline writes me that all are well. Her letter was a welcome visitor and was answered without delay. Saturday, Aug. 3. A letter from Lou tells me that she is not very well at present - nothing serious I hope. Attended [Page 25] the regular church conference this evening. We had a warm, yet friendly discussion in regard to one resolution that was proposed. It was defeated much to my gratification, not that I like so much to be on the victorious side, but because there was a principle involved that I cannot adopt. Sunday, Aug. 4. In addition to the ordinary exercise of the S. school and Sanctuary in the city, I attended service in the country this afternoon. Bro. Breaker preached a good sermon at the Factory. It is an important field for ministerial labor, and I was gratified to see so large an attendance, and to learn that the Sunday school is so large flourishing. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Monday, Aug. 5. A letter from my Father-in-law, Col. Goodlett, tells me that my wife has presented me with a fine daughter, and that both mother and child are doing well. The babe was born on Saturday the 3d instant -, and is from the account I have, indeed, a fine child - weighs ten lbs.. Could I have had my desire, I would have preferred a son, but as it is I am not dissatisfied. On the contrary, I am grateful, I trust, to the Giver of all things for the gift of this little girl. I have given her to Him in prayer, and my heartfelt desire is that He will cause her to be “like an olive plant round about my table.” - As soon as I can I must go and see Lou and our little treasure. Bad news has come along with the good to day. A friend from Va. tells me that Bro. in-law J.Y.G. is quite sick with Typhoid Fever - I fear that it will be serious, yet trust that [Page 26] it will seem good in the eyes of Him who cannot err, to spare him, and permit him again to fill has place in the family circle. Tuesday, Aug. 6. The Gov. visited the Arsenal to day during recitation hours. The corps was formed on the parade for his Inspection or Review, - one or both, as he might desire. He did neither in full, but did part of both. He and Gen. Gonzales, who accompanied him, expressed themselves as highly gratified with the performance of the corps. - In consequence of this visit of His Excellency, my colleagues dispensed with further recitations for the day. Some of the cadets desired that I should do likewise, but my notions of duty would not permit me to comply with their request. I changed the hours of recitation, to allow them time for preparation. I might have excused them altogether, as did my colleagues, but for the fact that I expect to be absent two days this week on furlough and I did not desire so much time to be lost. Wrote a letter to Bro-in-law J.Y.G. who is sick at Orange C.H. Va. With a sweet consciousness of having done my duty to day, I now seek that repose which wearied nature requires. Wednesday, Aug. 7. Was made to feel sad this evening, by receiving a dispatch saying that my Bro-in-law, J.Y. Goodlett, is very sick with fever, and requesting me to let his father know it immediately. I replied by telegraph that I would comply with the request. At our usual Wednesday-evening prayer-meeting I [Page 27] asked Bro. Breaker to request the special prayer of the brethren for his restoration of health. The request was responded to in a feeling manner. There were two of the brethren who knew him in days gone by, one an old class-mate. They knew him to love him, and sent up fervent supplications in his behalf. - What a consolation it is that feeble worms, like we are, are permitted to approach a throne of grace, and there cast all our cares upon Jesus, the sinner’s friend! But for this precious privilege, the conflicts, trials and afflictions of this mortal life would be burdensome indeed. By faith, in Jesus, we look beyond these scenes of trouble and distress, and view the bright abodes of a blissful immortality, when after death, we shall dwell with angels and the redeemed of all ages and be forever free from anxiety and pain. Thursday, Aug. 8. Am at Greenville, and am moved by confliction emotions of joy and sorrow, - joyous that Lou and our little babe are doing so well, but sad to see the family grieving because of the sickness of one that is absent. It is natural that they should feel, and deeply too, under such circumstances. I try to comfort them all I can - hope they have heard the worst in regard to his case. - I have again petitioned the All-wise to bless us in this respect, and also in regard to our little one. Was gratified to see flourishing corn crops on the road. Met my old friend and class-mate W.F. DuBose on the cars, - and passed the time pleasantly. Saw also Lieut Long - who was wounded at the battle of Manassas - had an interesting talk with him in regard to the events of that great and trying day. [Page 28] Friday, Aug. 9. Spent the day, mostly in the room with Lou. Slept a considerable while and was greatly refreshed thereby. Anxiety and broken rest had fitted me to enjoy a day’s rest. Saturday, Aug. 10. I’ve passed the day very much as I did yesterday. Have met several friends at the hotel. I’m not altogether free from anxiety. Those near to me are not as well as I could wish, and yet I have cause - abundant cause for thankfulness that all are so well as they are. Sunday August 11th Heard Rev. Dr. R. Furman preach this morning. His text was “walk while ye have the light, lest darkness come upon you.” - John 12:35. Like his sermons generally it was a good one. Do not go out this evening, as I will have to leave in the [morning] for Columbia. Try to comfort my dear wife, with the hope that her brother is better. Monday, Aug. 12. Slept very little last night. Left Lou cherishing a hope that good news would soon come from Va. But alas! for human hopes. This evening she will hear the heart rending intelligence that her affectionate brother John is no more. Would that I were there, that I might try to comfort her. Her brother Luther is coming on with the remains, and in accordance with his request received by Telegraph, I go to the depot to meet him - He does not arrive. I presume he was detained and will come to-morrow. Write a letter to Lou, trying to comfort her and the family. Am feeling too depressed and weary to write, and hence must desist for the present. [Page 29] Tuesday, Aug. 13. Bro-in-law, Dr. M. L. Goodlett, arrived here to day, with the remains of his brother J.Y.G. - A sad duty, indeed, for one brother to perform for another. Just four months, lacking two days, they both arrived here on their way to the seat of war - Then, both were in health and full of hope; now, the mortal remains of one lie silent in the coffin and the other with tearful eyes and sorrowing heart is carrying them home to be buried in the cemetery of his kindred. I design, Providence permitting to go on from here with him. I cannot bear the idea, of allowing my wife to pass through this deep affliction without seeing her, unless her health were different. Wednesday, Aug. 14. Am in Greenville. Came with the remains of my wife’s brother John - a sad mission indeed. The two brothers left together, both members of the Butler Guards, and to day the older returned to his parents accompanying the remains of the younger. A large procession moved from the depot to the Baptist church where his funeral was preached by Rev. Dr. R. Furman. The Divine alluded to his having participated in the Retreat from Fairfax, and to his having fought in the great battle of the 21st ultimo, at Manassas Plains, and said that though he did not fall in battle, his death was attributable under Providence to the fatigue exhaustion &c, of that day’s work and that “the name of John Goodlett would be enrolled on the list of those brave men who had laid down their lives in the cause [Page 30] of Southern Independence.” He was a member of the Baptist church, and satisfied those who waited at his bed-side that he was going to a better world. His dying testimony was that “he loved God.” From the church, the procession moved to the cemetery and there buried the remains of the gallant young man with the honors of war. And now my brave, generous, self-sacrificing and patriotic brother, it but remains for me to say farewell! Thou hast found an early but an honored grave. Oft times will thy kindred and countrymen repair to thy tomb to pay you the homage of a sigh and the tribute of a tear. This is all we can give, all thou canst receive. Rest then! until the Resurrection Morn, when we trust we shall meet again, where sickness and sorrow never come and the noise of war is never heard. Brother farewell! I endeavor to comfort my dear wife, who, with all the rest of the family, is taking the loss of her brother very hard. He was a dutiful son, an affectionate brother, and was looked up to by all the family. Thursday, Aug. 15. Have passed the day very quietly - still trying to comfort the family. Their grief is great indeed. - There is an account of a battle in Missouri - the enemy routed, but with us it has not the effect it would have under other circumstances. Wrote a letter to Father. Friday, Aug. 16. Spent the day as yesterday was spent. Heard Gen. Thompson say at dinner table, that the conduct of the 4th Reg’t. at the battle of Manassas, surpassed any thing in history [Page 31] for gallantry and patriotic devotion. On being told that Dr. Goodlett was in the battle, he said to him that it was a “title of nobility and the longer you live the more it will be worth to you.” As the old gentleman spoke his eyes overflowed with tears. Saturday, Aug. 17. Alone in Columbia this evening. Left Lou and the little babe doing well considering the affliction referred to in my notes for the last few days. Slept but little for the last three nights - and hence slept nearly all this afternoon - Received a letter from my old friend, T. H. M., closing with these words, “Truly and affectionately as ever.” This closing will be the more appreciated when it is remembered that our correspondence has been going on now about ten years. Sunday, Aug. 18. Attended S. school & church - Bro. Breaker preached a missionary sermon, from Luke 11:10 “Behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.” Am in Officer in Charge and could not attend service this evening. Have spent the evening in writing a letter of condolence to Bro-in-law J.R.P. Goodlett, in order that I may send it by his brother who is to pass through here to-tomorrow. Wrote a letter to Lou this afternoon. Monday, Aug. 19. Wrote a letter of condolence to Bro.-in-law James Y. Goodlett to day. His brother, Dr. Goodlett, did not pass through to day as I expected he would. Hope he is not detained by sickness. Spent the evening [Page 32] with Bro. Breaker - heard him explain why it is that “God was under no obligation to send his son to die for sinners.” In other words, that His sending him was a free and voluntary act of mercy. Telegraphic dispatches say that France has recognized the Southern Confederacy. Favorable news is received from England respecting the Blockade, but I suspect that the news from both countries is made to appear a little more favorable to us than it really is. Tuesday, Aug. 20 Dr. Goodlett is now in the city, and will leave in the morning for Va. I hope to see him again when the war is over. He tells me he left the family well. I wrote a letter to Lou to day. I’m feeling fatigued and will seek repose. Wednesday, Aug. 21 Received a letter from Bro. Charles this evening in which he says he expects to start to Va. soon with Col. Hagood’s Reg’t. and that if he goes “he has not the least idea that he will ever return,” that “it seems he is destined to die in this warfare,” yet he has like others hopes of returning. He expects to go as a volunteer for during the war. I replied to his letter, approving of his determination to go to Va. provided his health is such as to justify the undertaking, and tell him that I cannot feel that he will never return. Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thursday, Aug. 22. Received a letter from Lou, and wrote one to her. She is very despondent, at present. Hope she will feel better soon. [Page 33] Friday 23. Aug. Damp weather. Have been closely engaged this week and am feeling weary this evening. Wrote a letter to Col. R.P.G. to day. Saturday 24 Aug. Sent a package of mourning goods to my dear wife this morning, per R. Road. A letter from her sister Pauline, received this evening, tells me that she is well as usual. I have spent this evening in preparing the outline of an address which I contemplate delivering before our Sunday school soc. on to-morrow afternoon. Sunday 25. Aug. Attended the usual exercises of the church and S. school, and in addition to these we had our regular quarterly meeting of the S. School Asso. which was postponed a few sabbaths ago because of the absence of the Pres., our Pastor. At this meeting I addressed the audience, my subject, “S. School Army.” Am feeling weary this evening and not a little lonely. Wrote to Lou this afternoon. Monday 26. Aug. Received a letter from Lou - both she and the babe are doing well. I answered her letter, and told her of my intention, Providence permitting, to commence housekeeping on her return. - Met an old school-mate, Mr. Black to day, for the first time in nearly six years. He was so much changed that I failed to recognize at first. How soon boys become men and then too they almost as soon become old men. [Page 34] Tuesday, Aug. 27. Have gone through with my regular routine of duties to day. - I retire feeling some degree of anxiety about the changes that are to be made in the Academy soon. The Board of Visitors meet to-morrow to fill vacancies. Wednesday, Aug. 28. My suspense, in regard to the result of the meeting of the Board of Visitors, is ended. My colleagues, Capt White & Lieut Thompson have been transferred to the Citadel Academy, the former to be Sup’t. with the rank of Maj, the latter to rank as Cap’t. and be Prof. of Belles Lettres & Ethics. Cap’t Thomas, now of the Citadel Academy, has been made Sup’t of the Arsenal Academy and will take charge of the Belles Lettres Department, and Mr. Warren Adams has been called to the chair of the French Professorship at the A. A. I have been promoted to the rank of 1st Lieut., and elected Prof. of Mathematics at the same place - my salary to $1500. For this I am thankful not only to the Board, but to Him who controls all things according to his good purpose. - Started out to prayer meeting this evening, and was overtaken in a rain - got wet. Received an affectionate letter from Lou to day an answered it. Thursday, Aug. 29. Wrote a letter to my parents to day, telling them of my promotion, and my intention to commence house-keeping. I know they will be happy to hear it. Spent a part of the afternoon in looking at furniture preparatory to making a purchase. - By accident I heard a [Page 35] part of a conversation between two cadets this morning concerning the promotion of the officers. To one who was complaining of my acts in some way, another replied, “I tell you Tom, Old Patrick is a gentleman.” Such is the nature of boys and of men too. One praises what another censures. - The class commenced a review of History to day, having gone through the book. Friday, Aug. 30. Unwelcome news has reached us from the Sea-coast of N. C. to day. The enemy has taken one of our Forts and 550 prisoners, says the dispatch by Telegraph. But we needed something of the kind to make us, as a people, remember that our strength must come from a Supreme power, and to prevent our becoming vain glorious. - Have written a long letter to Lou. Saturday, Aug. 31. A letter received from Lou to day, says she and the babe are well. She says she will be entirely satisfied with my decision in regard to which tenement we shall occupy. Amiable, confiding wife! would that circumstances permitted our being together this evening. - Attended Church Conference meeting this evening - a pleasant one it was. Called at Bro. Breaker’s and talked a while as I came on home. Sunday Sept. 1. After S. school - went to church - heard a great sermon by Dr. Reynolds from Deut. 32:31, “For their rock is not [Page 36] as our Rock, even our enemies themselves being judges.” It was a sermon against infidelity. I never hear the Dr. preach, but I feel a regret that so learned a Divine should be shut up, as it were, in a college where he is comparatively unknown to the to world, and where the few who did know him do not appreciate him. - Bro Breaker preached a plain practical sermon this evening, from Heb. 6:19 “Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil.” - A letter received this morning for Bro. Charles tells me all are well, and yet its contents taken altogether, are not calculated to cheer one’s feelings. He expects son not report to his Reg’t for duty, and it may be that I shall never meet him again on earth. May the blessings of Heaven attend him. I was pleased to day to receive from my friend Mr. L. R. M. - who was once Ass’t Sup’t of the Baptist S. school in Columbia, the following message, “Tell Mr. Patrick to tell them all (the S. School Scholars) I often think of them and wish I could spend the sabbath day in the happy, happy way in which they spend it. On the Sabbath day in which so many lives were lost amidst the roar of cannon between the hours of 9 and 10 in the morning I thought how happily the children were engaged in our Sunday school. Tell him to tell them one and all to pray to that good and merciful God above who rules and directs every thing, that war may soon cease and that all may be returned to their families and friends in safety.” The Sabbath here spoken of was the 21st July, [Page 37] the day on which the Battle of Manassas was fought. Mr. M. was there, and is still in the Confederate service. The message to me came in a letter to his sister who is a member of the S. school. His request shall be complied with so far as I am concerned, and I feel assured the S. school at large will do the same. Monday, Sept. 2nd Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles, advising him how to act when he returns to camp. Received a letter from Lou full of affection and confidence. - I am a little anxious yet in regard to the recent changes that have been made in our Academy. Cap’t. T- is hesitating about accepting the Superintendency of the Arsenal. Should he decline other changes will be made. Hope all will be well. Tuesday, Sept 3d Visited the Camp of instruction at Lightwood - not Spring this afternoon. At present 2000 men more or less are there, drilling for service. There is an air of neatness and comfort about the camp that I had not expected to see. Mr. S. S. Kirby, a young Baptist preacher took tea with me. His visit was, to me, a pleasant one. He thinks of becoming a missionary to the heathen - when the war is over. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Received a paper from Uncle G. Y. P. containing a letter from his son William, describing the battle of Manassas, in which he participated. The letter is well written. Wednesday, Sep. 4. I am suffering somewhat, from the effects of a cold this evening. The prayer-meeting was well attended this evening. I repeated Bro. Marshall’s message [Page 38] to the S. school, mentioned in my note of Sunday last. Bro. E - made, for him, a similar request of the prayer meeting. I say similar request, for the message to the S. S. was both a request & a message. Tried to collect dues for pew rents to day, but found money hard to get. I retire this evening, feeling fully persuaded that we shall soon hear stirring news from the seat of war. Consoling thought, to believe that Providence is with us. Thursday, Sept. 5. Went through my usual routine of duties. Accidently heard a cadet take the name of the Creator in vain, and spoke of reporting him, but on his voluntary promise to try to leave off the habit. I told him I would pass it over, that I did not like the idea of having to record such a report against a cadet. - Received a letter from Lou and replied to it. Friday, Sept. 6. Bought some articles belonging to the estate of the late Lieut H. D. K - to day, which I will need in keeping house. (Lieut. K. last occupied the house that I expect to move into). Some conveniences of a permanent nature, I felt that I ought to buy - not because I expect to need them all, but because I knew they would be utterly worthless to the estate were I not to buy them. They may possibly be of use to me, or they may not. Having bought them I can now use them, if I desire, with a clear conscience. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Saturday, Sept. 7. Was made glad to day, by the call of Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. who is on his way home from the seat of war. Being troubled constantly with rheumatism, an honorable discharge [Page 39] was granted to him by order of the war-department. He is much reduced, though he says he is improving. Hope the brave little fellow will soon be well. - He tells me that he had his pockets-picked on the W & M R. Road, of $40, in gold, a gold pen & pencil and other valuables. His suspicions rest on a man to whom he had been rendering pecuniary aid - thus enabling him to proceed on his way homeward. - A letter from Lou says that all are well. - And now, having prepared to hear Bro. Breaker’s Bible Class on to-morrow, I seek repose. Sunday, Sep. 8. Attended S. school, and Bro. Breaker being absent, heard his class. Rev. Mr. Wannamaker, a Methodist Bro. preached for us, a very comforting sermon it was to the afflicted. - Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. - came home with me and remained till after tea. He is very feeble - needs rest - having been exposed for some time to the privations and hardships of camp life, besides suffering from rheumatism. Monday, Sep. 9. Discharged my duties as usual. Wrote a letter to Col. R. P. G. and received one from Lou. It seems that she is not well. I would that her health could be strong, and hope it will yet be so. But it is doubtless the will of Providence that we should be thus reminded of our dependence upon a Superior Power. Tuesday Sep. 10. Wrote a letter to Lou. It is rumored here that Washington has been attacked by our forces. I’m inclined to give credence to it, and hope soon to hear that it is in our possession. There is a concert in the city for in aid of the “Soldier’s Relief Association” for the benefit of soldier’s families, [Page 40] but I do not attend it. I purchased two tickets .50 cts each and presented them to two ladies who had an opportunity of going but who did not feel able to pay their way. I feel better satisfied than if I had gone. I have contributed to a good cause, and obliged two persons who desired to hear the music. - I have been thinking to day, of purchasing a negro girl, but have not yet decided whether it would be a good investment in these stringent times. Wednesday, Sep. 11 Our prayer meeting was thinly attended this evening, but was, I hope, enjoyed by all who were present. Our pastor being absent it became the duty of others to conduct the exercises. I offered a word of exhortation, - hope it wIll be blessed to the good of myself and others too. Wrote a letter to my dear parents this afternoon. How I would like to meet them oftener! Thursday, Sep. 12. Have walked about more than usual to day, and consequently saw more people. I have learned that the price of negroes has fallen greatly, doubtless because of the excitement of the times. Our merchants, as a general rule, seem to have no scruples about taking advantage of the times to enhance their fortunes. Such is human nature. One man’s misfortunes, are made to redound to another’s temporal welfare. Friday, Sep. 13. Received two letters - one from home and one from Lou. All are well, I am happy to say, that is, of the immediate families. Uncle J. Gilliam, I am sorry to learn is very ill. The letter from home tells me that a protracted meeting [Page 41] is being held at Springtown church. This is in accordance with a good and long standing custom with that church, to set apart one week in each year, for preaching and other religious exercises. It has been blessed with tokens of Divine favor in days gone by, and will, I trust, receive them again. Visited a Baptist Bro. this evening - Dr. J. J. McCants - who has recently moved to this place. Would that we had more such men. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Saturday, Sep. 14. Called at the Book-store to day and examined some Sunday-school question books with a view of getting some for our school, but found none more suitable than those we have. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles & and one to T. H. M. The news from the seat of war is rather unfavorable to day. Sunday Sep. 15. Bro. Breaker preached to day from 1st Tim 4:8, “but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.” It was one of his best efforts. He said, and, I think proved very clearly, that “the Creator designed that godliness should be a law of man’s nature.” His second proposition was that “the Creator designed that man should be happy.” From these premises it follows that godliness is profitable unto all things &c. The sermon at night was instructive, which by the way, is an unfailing characteristic of his preaching. I attended the funeral of a little boy this afternoon, at an Episcopal church. The service was read, and I could but think certain passages very inappropriate - such for instance Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] though much fatigued by day’s journey. Wednesday, June, 29. Attended prayer-meeting this afternoon and preaching this evening - was rejoiced to see such evident tokens of the Lord’s presence. Thursday, June, 30. Passed the day very much as I did yesterday, with similar feelings. Friday, July, 1. We resumed our duties to day. I also heard a private pupil recite his first lesson by way of preparing to enter here next year. - Our meeting is still interesting. Saturday, July 2. Walked about a great deal to day, presenting pew bills - found it exceedingly warm. An interesting time at church this [Page 2] evening - two wounded soldiers and one young lady joined. Sunday, July, 3. Our protracted meeting still goes on. - Fourteen - seven whites and seven colored were baptized to day. Monday, July, 4. This morning a cadet called on me and requested that I would prevail on the Sup’t to allow him to attend prayer-meeting. He was allowed to go, and this afternoon he united with the church. What touched me more than this, however, was the fact that one of my colleagues, went up among the mourners this evening. I have a hope that my prayer in his behalf is about to be answered. Tuesday, July, 5. I am kept at home this evening by [Page 3] company from which I could not well excuse myself, in as much as he came late and leaves in the morning before day on the train. Wednesday, July, 6. Was rejoiced this afternoon to see my friend and colleague Lt. N. go forward and unite with the church. I have for a time entreated the Lord to have mercy on him and make him a good and useful servant in His moral vineyard. His wife, who has for some years been a member of the Methodist church went forward with him, and resolved to follow him in the Holy ordinance of Baptism. Pleasant sight - to see husband and wife consecrating themselves [Page 4] to the service of the Lord! There are others whom I desire soon to see doing likewise. May it be so! O Lord thou canst make it so! Thursday, July, 7. The services, at church were interesting this evening, though in consequence of my duties here, I did not get there in time for the sermon. I was just in time to witness the Baptism of the parties I spoke of yesterday together with others. We had a good time at prayer meeting this afternoon. Friday, July, 8. Our meeting continues interesting. Saturday, July, 9. I learned this evening that a request has been sent up from Charleston for our corps. From this, I infer that the state of [Page 5] affairs there is not favorable. Whether we will be ordered down or not I do not know at present, but hope that the state of things there may not be such as to make it necessary to call for such a corps as ours. If so, I fear the enemy is gaining a strong position, one from which it will be difficult to dislodge them. Sunday, July, 10. I am weary this evening. - Have attended S. school and church as usual to day. - I am informed that it is probable we will be ordered down to Charleston in a day or two. The Governor is going down in the morning to ascertain the state of things before the order is given, or rather before giving the order. [Page 6] Monday, July, 11. I am inclined to think that we will not have to go to Charleston as the enemy have been driven off of John’s Island, the point they were molesting us. - Our meeting is still interesting. Tuesday, July, 12. We were blessed with a good rain to day. It is still falling, and hence we have no preaching to night. Wednesday, July, 13. Rev. W. Williams, D.D., preached for us this evening from the text, “What shall it profit a man if he shall gain the whole world, &c.” I have often heard sermons on the same subject, but never heard so good a one before. He dissents from the view so often presented that the riches and honors of the world are not worth seek [Page 7] ing, &c. He says this is a beautiful world and that its riches and honors are worth all the labor and care one can give to their acquirement; that religion only prescribes the right use of riches and honors. This view I have long entertained, and am somewhat surprised that I never heard a minister proclaiming it before. Thursday, July, 14. Another good sermon this evening, on the danger of resisting the influences of the Holy Spirit. I confess to a feeling of sadness, that a congregation can listen at such a sermon without a single one being moved enough to seek an interest in the prayers of God’s people. Friday, July 15. Another good sermon from Dr. [Page 8] W. - this evening. - My colleague Lt. S. went forward for prayer, a circumstance which rejoiced me very much, for I have long looked upon him as “not far from Kingdom.” Had a long and interesting conversation with my colleague Lt. N. - who has recently made a profession of religion. Yesterday we conversed a long time on the subject, and now this evening again the subject is attractive. How different from what it was a few years or even months ago. Then I felt greatly the need of congenial spirits. Now I feel that I have one in my friend for which I thank God, the Giver of all good. Saturday, July, 16. Had an interesting interview with my friend & colleague Lt. S. - He has determined to make a profes- [Page 9] sion of religion and I have not doubt he will be useful member of the church. How pleasant the thought that all my colleagues are professors of religion, and all but one Baptists. “Bless the Lord, O my soul; and all that is within me bless His holy name.” Sunday, July, 17. At the close of the exercises of S. school a meeting of the church was held for the purpose of receiving my friend & colleague Lt. S. into the church, and after morning service, he and two young ladies were baptized. Beautiful sight, to see the young enlisting under the banner of the cross. Monday, July, 18. My house is more cheerful now than for some time past. Sister-in-law, and her friend Prof. E’s daughter arrived [Page 10] this evening, who with my sister who came on last Saturday, will give our home an air of cheerfulness. This evening, at the request of an aged sister in the church, I accompanied our pastor and my brother deacon to her bedside. The pastor spoke to her of the promises of the Bible, and prayer was offered by Bro. S-. Our sister is truly a “Mother in Israel.” It is good to visit God’s children under such circumstances. Tuesday, July, 19. Performed my usual routine of duties. I am sorry that my time is so much engrossed in the effort to make a support for my family that I have not time for mental culture. Wednesday, July, 20. Various opinions are entertained about the removal of Gen. J. E. Johnston [Page 11] and the promotion of Gen. Hood. I hardly know what to say about it. I have long felt that Johnston’s reputation is based upon his retreat’s rather than anything else, but for aught I know his army may be too small to contend with that opposed to him, and he may have done as well as anyone could do. I am not disposed therefore to condemn him, neither am I disposed to censure the Pres. for removing him until I learn more about the causes that led to it. Thursday, July, 21. Attended prayer meeting this evening. Friday, July, 22. Have some of the cadets to tea this evening. It is refreshing to see them and the girls enjoy themselves. - Went down to the hotel to see a wounded friend who is passing through [Page 12] on his way home. Endeavored to get him to come up and take the night with us but he could not do so he said and attend to some business he had. Saturday, July 23. Our corps attended the funeral of Maj. W. C. Preston as a body. The major fell near Atlanta a day or two ago. Alas! that so many of our young men should be called to fill an early grave. Sunday, July, 24. Attended my usual Sabbath duties. Two young ladies were baptized this morning. Monday, July, 25. On duty to day - nothing to record, except that I am weary. Tuesday, July, 26. Attended the funeral of another of our Southern martyrs - R. Beck. Dr. Palmer spoke of him as “Robert” - [Page 13] - said that he was his (the Dr’s friend) in a manner that was really pathetic. I have no doubt he was a blameless Christian. Wednesday, July, 27. Had to lead the exercises of prayer meeting this evening, in the absence of the pastor. Endeavored to deliver a short lecture, was very weary, and doubtless appeared so to others. But I did the best I could, and as such hope it will have a good effect. Thursday, July, 28. Am feeling better this evening than I have for some time. I have not complained, but at times during the past few days I have been very unwell. Friday, July, 29. Some cadets are here this evening - enjoying themselves with the girls. It makes [Page 14] me cheerful to see them. - Some others of our cadets are not so cheerful, however. They (fifteen of them) were detached without pay in the beginning of the year by Gen. Beauregard in order that they might avail themselves of the advantages of the Academy, and now the detail is about to expire and the officer now in command of the department declines to extend it and they will likely have to return to the army. Some of them, I know, regret having to leave. And I regret it for them, for they will not again have an opportunity to pursue their studies. It is always matter of regret to see a young man compelled to relinquish his studies when he desires to prosecute them. [Page 15] Saturday, July, 30. Have discharged the Supt’s duties to day in his absence. Sunday, July, 31. Heard Rev. Dr Howe and the Rev. Mr. Wannamaker preach to day. Both preached good sermons. But the former particularly pleased me. I heard the latter under unfavorable circumstances. Some young people near me were talking, and so annoyed me that I did not enjoy the sermon. Monday, August, 1. I am much wearied this evening. Teaching during my regular hours in the forenoon, and then instructing privately in the afternoon, tax my energies more than my strength is able to bear I am afraid, yet I must work in order to support my family. [Page 16] Tuesday Aug. 2. Feel weary again this evening. Wednesday, Aug. 3. I am much depressed this evening - feel unwell, my wife in in bed suffering from cold in the head and face; and besides I am almost exhausted from my days duties. Thursday, Aug. 4. Am not so weary this evening. Friday, Aug. 5. At the request of two young ladies I have just written in their albums. In one I wrote - This is a beautiful world and all it contains is good, save man and what he has made bad. - In the other - if you would be happy all your days, and at last go home to Heaven, live up to the motto “Be good, do good.” [Page 17] Saturday Aug. 6. I am alone this evening, or nearly so. All my family are gone to Greenville except Bro. George. I said I was alone. I attended church conference this evening, where I introduced some resolutions with a view of correcting the misbehavior that has been practiced for some time by certain young people who attend evening service at our church. After some discussion I deemed it proper not to call for a vote on them, though it was evident to all that they would have passed. I therefore, resorted to the unusual method of moving that they be laid on the table, with the hope that someone would suggest a better plan to correct the evil. Sunday, Aug. 7. Attended my usual Sabbath duties. [Page 18] Monday, Aug. 8. Have performed my usual duties and am weary. A letter from my family and one from my father tell me that all are well for which I am thankful. Father’s letter gives me another practical illustration of that unusual kindness which he has ever shown me. Would that I were a more worthy son. Tuesday, Aug. 9. Do not like the news we have from Mobile - fear we are going to meet with a great disaster there, if we have not already sustained one. But disasters must be expected in a war like this. Wednesday, Aug. 10. Went out to the church this evening but found it closed. It had not been opened because of the rain this afternoon I suppose. [Page 19] Thursday, Aug. 11. Appeared to day, for the first time in my life, as an evidence in a law case. It was a case of larceny. A negro that has been employed by me was charged with the offence and I was summoned on the part of the defendant to prove that the negro was elsewhere at the time that the theft was said to have been committed. My testimony was not such as to clear the boy in as much as I could not account for him during the whole of an hour, as well as at its beginning and its close. He was therefore convicted. I feel however that he is unjustly so and on this account I regret it. Friday, Aug. 12. Secured two contributions to day to [Page 20] the Missionary Enterprise in contemplation for the benefit of our Sand Hill population. This completes the number required by the unknown friend who proposed to me to be one of ten to raise a thousand dollars to send them a missionary. I trust that some lasting good is to grow out of it. Saturday, Aug. 13. Rev. Mr. G- is with me this evening. It is pleasant to have friends who feel that they can call to take the night without ceremony. He is to preach to-morrow, and I hope to spend a pleasant and profitable day. Sunday, Aug. 14. Attended usual Sabbath duties to day, and this afternoon, by request, Bro. Gwin and myself went to see a wounded soldier and some religious exercise with him. [Page 21] Poor man! it is found he will not survive long. A consolation is that he has long since made his peace with God. Monday, Aug. 15. Performed my usual duties. Tuesday, Aug. 16. Went again this evening to visit the sick and wounded soldier that I saw on Sunday last. - It appears that he is no better. Wednesday, Aug. 17. To day It is just thirteen years since I was baptized, should I live to see that many more years I hope I may be more useful than I have been during those that are past. - Conducted the exercises of the prayer-meeting this evening. - Called on our young brother Norris to lead in prayer - he did so and got through well. Trust he is to be a useful man [Page 22] in the church. He has made a good start. Thursday, Aug. 18. Have demonstrated to the class, and to my private pupils a great deal to day, and am wearied. Friday, Aug. 19. A few days ago, I suggested to my colleagues and brethren, Norris & Sams, that we might find it mutually profitable to have a meeting once a week, for the purpose of comparing our views on different portions of the Bible. This evening we had our first meeting. We began at the first chapter of Genesis and discussed different points as they were suggested in the first three chapters. The meeting was pleasant and profitable and I trust is but the beginning of a mode of improvement which is to result in great good to us all. [Page 23] Saturday, Aug. 20. Hope to spend a profitable and useful as well as pleasant sabbath. Sunday, Aug. 21. In conversation with one of my colleagues yesterday it was suggested that if a minister were to come up every Sunday morning and hold religious exercises with our cadets, it might be production of much good. Impressed with this idea addressed them this morning on the importance of preparing for the duties of life and for the solemn event of death, and concluded by proposing that a minister be invited to come up and conduct such exercises as he might deem proper on each Sunday morning before breakfast. On taking the [Page 24] vote it was unanimous in favor of the proposition, and I have accordingly invited a minister to attend next Sunday morning. Ours is a State institution, and I deem it proper to invite the ministers of the different denominations to officiate in turn and shall act accordingly. At S. school meeting this evening was re-elected Supt of S. school. Trust that I may be able to do good in the position. - Feel very much fatigued this evening. Monday, Aug. 22. Am cheerful this evening though somewhat lonely. Tuesday, Aug. 23d Usual duties performed. Wednesday Aug. 24th On duty and cannot go to prayer meeting. A boy has arrived from home, who will [Page 25] live with me some time. He brought with him several gifts from home which only serve to remind of that affectionate interest with which a parent always follows his child. Thursday, Aug. 25. Went through the usual routine of duties. Friday, Aug. 26. Heard the Rev. Dr. Burrows of Richmond preach this evening from the text, “The Lord reigneth; let the earth rejoice.” The subject was well treated but his oratory was not exactly that which I expected from all I had heard of the man. Still I regard him an able and impressive speaker. Would that we had more such. Saturday, Aug. 27. Two of my colleagues and myself had an interested meeting to night reading and commenting on the Scriptures. [Page 26] Sunday, Aug. 28. Witnessed the pleasing spectacle of seeing a young man put on Christ by the solemn ordinance of baptism. Another of our cadets has enlisted in the army of the Lord. - Addresses in behalf of the cause of missions in our army were delivered this evening in the Baptist church, after which the liberal collection of about eleven hundred dollars was taken up. Monday, Aug. 29. I am becoming tired of living alone. Tuesday, Aug. 30. Nothing new. Indeed I seldom ever have anything worth writing. Wednesday, Aug. 31. I’m quiet - as usual. Attended prayer meeting. Thursday, Sept 1. My family are at home again. I am glad to see them well. Friday, Sept. 2. [Page 27] It is rumored that Atlanta has fallen and I fear it is so. But why grieve about it if it is so? It does no good to fret about what we cannot help. Saturday, Sept. 3d Unfavorable rumors are current relative to the position of our army in Ga. and its condition. For myself I have not doubt that it has fallen back - from necessity of course. Attended the regular church meeting this evening, and became very much interested in a debate that arose relative to a resolution introduced by me in regard to a fund that has recently been raised for missions in the Sand Hills. The resolution was adopted. Sunday, Sept. 4 Two or three of those who were in the minority in the debate alluded to last night have thought proper to [Page 28] withdraw their part of the contribution to missions about which the debate arose, and rather than let the enterprise fail I have assumed the responsibility of saying that the amount which they have withdrawn shall be paid. Sept. 5. Monday A good rain this evening. In a committee had a warm debate on the same matter referred to in my notes of yesterday and the day before. Tuesday, Sept. 6. Sowed my turnips to day. Those I planted some time ago have died. I hope yet however to make some. I feel that it is more desirable than ever for it I have to take the field my family will need to have something to subsist on. Wednesday, Sept. 7. Attended prayer meeting this evening. - Hope to be able to go to the Association to-morrow. [Page 29] Thursday, Sept. 8. After a fatiguing ride, arrived at Union C. H., and was assigned to a place of entertainment. At night heard a sermon from Dr. J. D. D-, and a feeble effort it was. I hope we shall not have another such during the Association. Friday, Sept. 9. Association met and was organized. Only a few delegates, however, were present owing to the recent military calls. Saturday, Sept. 10. The proceedings of the Asso. continue as they began, harmonious. - I feel unwell this evening, the result, I suppose, of irregular habits since I have been at the Asso. Irregularity of diet is very injurious to me. Sunday, Sept. 11. Heard two S. school addresses, but they did not come up to my expectation. [Page 30] The important point was not discussed. The religious exercises of the day were interesting. Monday, Sept. 12 Cannot remain longer, as my furlough will expire this evening. - I’m happy to find all well at home. - Brought with me Bro. A - a Baptist minister from Fla., spend a pleasant and profitable evening. Tuesday, Sept. 13. Went through with my usual routine of duties and feel tired. Wednesday, Sept. 14. All goes on quietly with us. Thursday, Sept. 15. Have felt very badly to day - somewhat feverish. Feel despondent. Friday, Sept. 16. Sorry to hear that there is yellow fever in Charleston. It will certainly be very disastrous to us, humanly speaking, in a [Page 31] military point of view. But it is wrong as well as unwise to complain at what we cannot help. This is a dispensation of Providence which is doubtless intended to chasten us, and as such we should receive it with meekness and humility. Saturday, Sept. 17. Nothing worth recording. Sunday, Sept. 18. A little rain to day, and in consequence there were very few out this evening at church. This community is, I fear, rather a fair weather community in matters of religion. Monday, Sept. 19. To day wears the appearance of Fall. Tuesday, Sept. 20. I am not in a mood for writing, even if I had anything to write. The truth is I feel much discouraged in every way. [Page 32] Wednesday, Sept. 21. I could not attend prayer-meeting this evening on account of the rain. Doubtless no one was out. - I am still despondent. Thursday, Sept. 22. One more day has passed. - No incident of interest to record. Friday, Sept. 23d Two of my friends called to see me this evening. The time passed pleasantly. Saturday, Sept. 24th Learned that a hostile meeting was appointed to take place at 3 P.M. between two of our cadets. The challenge had passed and been accepted, to fight with pistols, muzzles touching. - I determined at once to stop it, and believing that it could be done unofficially, I determined to try it. I called the principals and their seconds into my quarters - stated to [Page 33] them that I knew there was a difficulty existing, that I thought it could be settled by themselves, that generally a misunderstanding lay at the bottom of such difficulties and advised them as a friend unofficially to settle it. And in order to expedite the matter I offered them the use of two rooms in my quarters, with pen ink and paper. My offer was accepted, the difficulty was amicably adjusted, the young men thanked me kindly. I gave them a word of advice and they withdrew leaving their last notes in my hands as a proof of the adjustment of the difficulty. It it proper to say that I gave them notice that if they could not settle it, I would have to make an official matter of it and have it settled for them. I am glad this was not nec [Page 34] essary, and hope the course I pursued will result in good to all concerned. Sunday, Sept. 25. Went out into the country to day to carry an appointment for a missionary, also to fill, in part, one already made. At the request of the missionary, I and another brother went out for the purpose of opening the door of the church for the reception of members. This was a duty, new to me, but I did it. Several joined by letter, one by experience, and one came forward for restoration. Altogether it was a pleasant meeting. Heard a good sermon to night from Rev. Mr. Hume, a young brother of rare promise. Monday, Sept. 26. Had Rev Mr Hume to dine with me to day - found him very pleasant. He is certainly a very intelligent young man. [Page 35] Tuesday, Sept. 27. A pleasant autumn day. Closely engaged as usual. Wednesday, Sept. 28. Was pleased to day to hear that two more of our cadets are desirous of conversing with our pastor on the subject of religion. Thursday, Sept. 29. What is life but a state of probation! Friday, Sept. 30. Another day is gone. I have discharged my duties as usual. The meeting with my colleagues for the study of the Scriptures was very pleasant this evening. Saturday, Oct. 1st Busy all day - a part of the time attending to private business and part of the time endeavoring to prepare the minds of the brethren of the church to increase the salary of our pastor. [Page 36] This evening at church meeting it was agreed to double his salary for the next year. There was indeed a fine spirit manifested by the brethren in this particular. But there was one I am sorry to say, who was under the influence of ardent spirits - a good brother in every other respect. What a misfortune. Sunday, Oct. 2d Heard a sermon this evening which I shall long remember. It was on the transfiguration of our Saviour, and was delivered by Rev. Mr. Rogers of Missouri. Moses and Elias appeared said he as delegates from the Heavenly world, the former to represent the Lawgivers of the Old Dispensation the latter to represent the prophets, and they by their presence testified to the Saviour’s Divinity and the superiority of his Dis- [Page 37] pensation over the Old, while Peter, James and John bore witness in order that they might proclaim the truth to the human race. Monday, Oct. 3d Heard this evening that father is sick, which with other circumstances causes me to feel much depressed. Tuesday, Oct. 4th President Davis addressed the citizens of Columbia to day at Gen. Chesnut’s resident in this city. A vast multitude of all ages, colors, conditions, and positions in society of both sexes were assembled to hear him. Our corps attended in a body to pay its respects to the Chief Magistrate of the Confederacy. - His address was characterized, by dignity of sentiment, depth of thought, and purity of style. He took a hopeful [Page 38] view of the affairs and urged all to the discharge of their duties. - In personal appearance the President is not prepossessing. A full head of hair, mostly gray, a full forehead, prominent cheekbones, sunken cheeks and a sharp chin with a beard short and fast becoming gray, and an erect form about the medium size constitute the outline. I pronounce him a good orator. Wednesday, Oct. 5 I feel that I am greatly taxed to make an honest support for my family, but I do not have any complaint to utter about my lot. It is better than many others and better than I deserve. Thursday, Oct. 6. The Chairman of the Board of Visitors, in accordance with a request made of him, ordered the corps under two of [Page 39] the professors, to aid in guarding a large number of prisoners recently sent here. Accordingly Lts N. & S. in charge of the corps, are now performing that duty. If continued long, the interruption to our studies will be serious. It is hoped however that services in this particular will not be required long. Friday, Oct. 7. Quite unwell to day, but have kept up since the morning. Heard some of one of my colleague’s private pupils recite, by way of obliging him in his absence. Saturday Oct. 8. Have been engaged all day in matters appertaining to the good of the church. Sunday, Oct. 9 Attended preaching in the country to day, with a missionary. - Saw him Baptize two colored people. [Page 40] Monday, Oct. 10. We have company this evening. Tuesday, Oct. 11 Attended the election to day, and was pained to see men under the influence of intoxicating drink. I saw one of the candidates staggering, who I am told has seldom if ever been seen in that fix before. There was some betting in favor of certain candidates, all of which I was sorry to see - one of the evils of universal, popular suffrage that cannot well be remedied. Yet I like the system, notwithstanding. Wednesday, Oct. 12 Was glad to have our corps return to their studies to day. - We have company again to night. Thursday, Oct. 13. Discharged my usual Academic duties. Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] Tuesday, June 10. Have been engaged to day, in looking about to ascertain the price of groceries together with some other matters. Hear that a large number of the Citadel Cadets have deserted and gone into active service. The experiment I referred to yesterday, thus bids fair to prove worse than I anticipated. Wednesday, June 11. Received a letter from Bro-in-law K- to day. Glad to hear that he is well, and in good spirits. A telegram says his Reg’t has been in a fight since the date of his letter – hope he is not injured. I answer his letter at once. Thursday, June 12. Have felt anxious to day, to hear the casualties in the Reg’ts engaged on Tuesday. This afternoon, I am depressed by the intelligence that Father is sick, it is thought with Typhoid fever. I must try to go and see him. – One of the young men who left the Citadel the other day, regrets his course and has called on me for advice. A friend called this evening, and remained until a late hour, and now I am fatigued both in body and mind. I endeavor to cast my burden on the Lord and seek repose. [Page 2] Friday, June 13. Have felt very uneasy all day, and have concluded this evening to go down to see Father to-morrow. Saturday, June 14. Left Columbia this morning for home – saw a great many sick and wounded soldiers at Kingsville on their way home – my sympathy is excited. One of them took a seat near to me – was very feeble – wanted a stimulant – wine if it could be had. I inquired for some – could not find any – but found some pain killer which he said he would take. I brought him a drink of water – he felt refreshed – was grateful to me. – At Branchville, I witnessed a heart rending accident. A soldier, enfeebled by disease or wounds, perhaps both, attempting to cross the road in front of the cars, fell across the track and was killed almost instantly. Poor man! his sufferings were short. I did all I could to make the engineer stop the car but all to no effect. He did not hear me, or if he did, he did not know the cause of my orders entreaties until it was too late. I would give anything to be able to banish the scene from my mind. But a few moments before, he was enjoying the hope of meeting his friends soon, and then [Page 3] to be snatched away, as it were, in a moment, away from kindred and intimate acquaintances. Oh! it is an awful thought!, and yet I must believe that then it was the result of a wise Providence – intended to accomplish some good, however dark and mysterious it now appears. At Midway I could get no conveyance – remained there until I could send word home and they could send for me. Reached home about dark – found Father better than I expected all are glad to see me, and family. Sunday, June. 15. Remained at home to day. It is a very quiet day and the weather is warm. Monday, June 16. There was a very cool change in the weather last night and I fear it will cause Father to take additional cold. - I called this afternoon, to see cousin W. F. Patrick who was wounded in the battle of Chickahominy on the 31st ultimo. His wound is in the left hand, and though termed a slight wound in Military phraseology, it is, nevertheless, of a painful character. He is quite feeble, and like, all or nearly all, who have been in battle, he does not speak of it except when questioned about it. Besides several heavy skirmishes where he was exposed to artillery fire, he has been in three battles, Manassas, Williamsburg and [Page 4] Chickahominy. He has no desire to be [in] another except duty requires it of him. His curiosity is satisfied, and I am persuaded that this is the sentiment of every right thinking man. William says that he had to subsist for about two weeks previous to the last battle on three days’ rations. This of itself was enough to conquer our men, had they not been animated by high and just principles. Tuesday, June. 17. Left home this morning for Columbia. I feel sad. Father is not well. Indeed he is very unwell, scarcely able to walk about. Bro. Charles leaves too this morning for his company on the coast where fighting is going on daily. This will make Father feel anxious necessarily, and will I fear retard the improvement of his health. But I hope that a merciful God will direct all things well. Learn on the cars that our troops on James Island gained a brilliant victory yesterday morning. I am thankful for it. Honor to God not to us! Reached home safe this evening, though about two hours behind time – having been detained on account of the track being up for repairs. Find all going on well at Arsenal and everything quiet. [Page 5] Wednesday, June. 18. Have spent the day in the discharge of the duties devolved upon me in consequence of being in command of the Arsenal. Capt T. left this afternoon for his home in the country and will be away some days. Thursday, June 19. The day has passed quietly away. No exciting news from the war. Had a pleasant visit this evening from Bro. S- & family. Friday, June 20. Have been quiet to day. Wrote a letter home from which place I am anxious to hear. Saturday, June 21. A letter from Bro. Charles to day, announced his safe arrival to at his new post, though I am sorry to learn that he was not feeling well at the time he wrote. A letter from home says that Father is still quite unwell. I fear his desire to be out causes him to act imprudently. It is my hope, however, that a merciful and kind Providence will take care of him and that he will soon be well again. I have been somewhat annoyed to day by little cases of discipline. They serve to show me that human nature is utterly corrupt. Sunday, June 22. I attended church this morning, and was gratified to see four persons come forward as candidates for baptism. I regret that my duties here prevented [Page 6] my going out this evening. It is a great trial to me to be compelled by circumstances to remain here, to keep order, instead of going to church. But duty requires it and I obey. Monday, June 23. I have been engaged a considerable part of this day in enforcing discipline. I have had some sore trials to my patience. This evening, an anonymous communication was placed in my hands which informs me that there is a rebellious spirit among some of the cadets, the affect doubtless of the late disturbances at the Citadel. Just as I walked into a room with a view to detect and put down this spirit in its incipiency, I discovered four cadets engaged at playing cards, another in the same room was committing a violation of the Regulations which makes him liable to suspension. I immediately arrested the whole party and told them to write their excuses forthwith. After walking down to the office it occurred to me that it would be well to assemble the corps, read the Regulations on the subject and address them on the impropriety and error into which they had fallen. I did so. They were evidently affected with by what I had to say, so much so, that one, at least, was melted into tears. At eight and a half o’clock P.M. [Page 7] I received their statements, and am pleased that I shall be enabled from the proper spirit they manifest and the promises they make never again to repeat the offence, to withhold the extreme penalty prescribed by the Regulations – viz suspension. I think a milder penalty will answer the purposes of discipline, and perhaps be the means of saving the young men from ruin. – I think believe that this circumstance having given me an excuse for addressing the corps will put down, if it ever existed, any rebellious spirit that might otherwise have been developed. May the blessing of God accompany the remarks I made and the sentence I intend to pass on their conduct. Tuesday, 24. June All has been quiet to day. The cadets, I am informed, regard me as having been extremely kind in regard to their irregularities. They expected a much severer penalty than than was inflicted. I am gratified at the spirit that seems to animate the corps. Wednesday, 25. June Have been busy as usual all day. Have had no trouble in the way of discipline, for which I am thankful. I regret that I can’t attend prayer meeting this meeting. My duties here will not let me go. [Page 8] Thursday, June 26. Another quiet day. I am not feeling well this evening, indeed I have not been well for a day or two past. Friday, June 27. I am feeling badly this evening, owing in part, perhaps to the fact that I have been much engaged to day. It is stated that a great battle has been fought at Richmond to day, - latest reports are favorable, that I have heard. Pres. Davis, it is said commands the centre, Jackson is in the rear of the enemy, &c. May God grant to give us a complete victory! one that shall decide the war in our favor. Saturday, June 28. Have felt sick all day, or rather I have had symptoms of fever which have made me uncomfortable. I shall take some medicine, by advice of the doctor, on retiring and hope to be better in the morning. Monday, July. 7. For more than a week I have been sick and have made no notes in my diary. To-day I am thankful to be able to walk about the house and hope soon to be strong enough to attend to all my duties again. I have had measles – a disease that I have been dreading for a number of years. Now that it is over I am thankful that [Page 9] I have to dread it no more. It were well, as a general rule, for persons to have it when young. Tuesday, July. 8. I am still improving in health, though not very rapidly. I hope to be able to hear my classes in a day or two. Wednesday, July. 9. To day, as yesterday, I have spent quietly, taking about as much exercise as my health will bear. I have written a long letter home to day, one that I feel assured will be read with pleasure, as it is the first I have written since I recovered from the measles. Thursday, July. 10. Heard my class to day, but did not undertake to discharge any military duty. I am feeling as well this evening as I could reasonably expect. – Was gratified as well as surprised to have Father call on me this evening. He heard that I was sick, and fearing that I might have a severe attack he came forthwith to see me. I am glad to see that his health is improving, though it is not good yet by a great deal. Cousin James Sandifer is also here – he accidentally met with father and was persuaded to come and see me. He had forgotten that I live here. Friday, July 11. Attended to my duties except the Military, again to day, but am feeling badly this [Page 10] evening. I fear that I have been imprudent in eating to day. Saturday, July 12. I was very sick last night from about twelve o’clock and have had fever to-day, but I am feeling better this evening. Father is uneasy about me – says he will remain until I am better. I feel that no man ever had a more devoted or a kinder Father. No sacrifice is too great for him to make if it will be of any service to me. Sunday, July. 13. I have not been able to attend church this morning nor indeed can I attend to day. My strength will not allow me to walk as far as the church and back without great risk to my health. Monday, July. 14. Father left for home this morning. I would have been glad to have him stay another day, but he did not feel that he would do right to do so, as it would cause the family at home to feel uneasy about me. - I went with him to the depot – hope he will get home safe. I did not try to hear my classes to day but went out on the street and paid off what I was owing. I am now happy that I am out of debt. Hope to keep so for a while at least. [Page 11] Tuesday, July 15 Heard my classes this morning – felt somewhat fatigued afterwards. Could but observe the ingratitude of one of the cadets. I called him to me – reminded him that he was not applying himself as he ought to do, - told him that he had mind enough to do much better and advised him to be more diligent. From his manner, I am persuaded my kindness did not have the desired effect, but of one thing I am certain, he will appreciate it in after years. Mrs. T. who has been with us for the past week left this morning for home. Her husband who has been at the camp of instruction near here was to leave for Va. to day but I do not know whether his company succeeded in getting off. An old friend, Dr. E. H. D. dined with me to day. Such visits as his seem to vary the monotony of life and render one more happy. Wednesday, July 16. My health is improving gradually for which I hope I am thankful to the Giver of all good. Thursday, July. 17. I have felt better to day than I have any day since I was taken sick. At the same time I have felt that only he who reads life [Page 12] as it is, and not as he would have it, is really happy, let his circumstances be what they may. Everyone has his crosses, and oftentimes they come from sources where they are not expected. Friday, July. 18. Henceforth I hope to have an easier time in the discharge of my duties, as I will have assistance in my department. Lieut Sams recently transferred from the Citadel to this Academy arrived this morning and will forthwith enter upon his duties. After this, for a time at least, I will be engaged but three hours in the recitation room each day. This will give me some time to improve myself by study and reading and I hope to improve it. Saturday, July. 19. I have been about the house nearly all day. I exercised a while in my garden. Hope to be able to attend S. school and church to-morrow. Sunday, July 20. Went to S. school and church this morning. Was gratified to have my friends meet me in the cordial manner they did. I enjoyed the exercises. This afternoon I remained at home, and found it necessary to discipline a cadet for a gross violation of our Regulations. This evening I attended church where I saw two gentlemen and their wives baptized – a [Page 13] beautiful sight it was thus to see two households “put on Christ.” In one case, all the members of the family were baptized; in the other all who were old enough to know good from evil thus avowed themselves on the Lord’s side. I am weary and now seek repose. Monday, July. 21. No duties have been discharged. I am not feeling very well, but hope a night’s rest will relieve my unpleasant feelings. Tuesday, July. 22. I have felt unwell all day, yet have discharged my duties. Wednesday, July. 23 At prayer meeting this evening, the attendance was good and the exercises very very interesting. Bro. Sumner, Sec. of the Domestic Mission Board, and Bro. Rice General Supt of Sunday Schools and Colportage among our soldiers addressed the meeting in a very appropriate and interesting style. At the close of the exercises several young persons signified a desire to have special prayer made for them by kneeling at their seats. Would that we could always have such manifestations of the Divine presence! Thursday, July. 24. A thunder storm to day, has cooled the atmosphere. Crops will doubtless be benefitted by the rain. We trust that a large crop of corn will be made, and that speculators will thus have no opportunity to extort bread from the poor. The man who extorts from widows and orphans [Page 14] of men who have died in defense of their country, is of all men, entitled to the least consideration or respect in any form. Friday, July. 25. This morning, after breakfast, I went, according to promise, to request Dr. Reynolds to fill the pulpit on Sunday. I found him at home, talked with him some time, returned, discharged all my duties, and this afternoon attended the Union prayer meeting. Then I heard Rev. Dr. Palmer a Presbyterian Divine, make some interesting remarks on the interview between Jehovah and Abraham, relative to the destruction of the cities of the plain. He said that God, in his Providence, deals with men not as an absolute God, but as a merciful God through his Son the Saviour. Saturday, July. 26. This morning, I went to see Dr. Palmer, and request him to preach for us on Sunday night. He consented, very cheerfully, to do so. I then went and informed Dr. Reynolds that I had made arrangements for preaching at night, because of the uncertainty of his preaching except in the morning. Next I collected some money for pew-rent, and this afternoon again I had the church opened for the Union prayer-meeting. A rain however prevented persons from coming out, and no meeting was held. I am now weary and will [Page 15] seek that repose which tired nature requires. Sunday, July. 27. To day has been, with me, one of feasting on Divine truth. Dr. Reynolds preached this morning and Dr. Palmer this evening. The former preached from Matthew 27. chap. 52 & 53 verses, the latter from Acts 17:31. Both preached able sermons, and taking all together, I do not remember that I ever was better satisfied with one day’s exercises. Dr. R- alluded to the fact that the graves were opened; secondly he called attention to the fact that the bodies of saints which slept arose, third that they arose after the resurrection of Jesus, and lastly to the purpose for which they arose. It was both an edifying and comforting sermon – not as able a discourse, however, as some I have heard from the Dr. – Dr. P. said that the doctrine of a final and future judgement seemed to be taught by natural religion – that it was established by two lines of evidence; first by the unequal dealings of Providence with men, secondly by our own immortal natures. He then stated that the judgement would be by authority of God the Father, but that it would be exercised through the God the Saviour. The reasons for this were for the vindication of God – 1st as the Creator, & 2nd as the Saviour. This was argued in the second place, on the ground that it resulted from the scheme of Grace in order to complete that scheme. In the third place, the Law required a final judgement. He then applied his discourse to his audience if I may [Page 16] limit it to that extent and concluded. There were a vast number of people present, and doubtless all went away wiser, if not better, than they came, for I take it that no man can listen to such an orator without learning something. I never heard a more eloquent man. May his life be spared many years and I be permitted to hear him again! Monday, July. 28. After hearing my recitations this morning to day, I went out to collect money due for rent of pews. On my way, a brother confided a secret to me which gives me some uneasiness, and makes me feel apprehensive for the future of our church here. Like myself, he does not like to hear so much from the pulpit in regard to the errors of other denominations, and believes that no good can result from it, where the manner of exposing the errors is not well guarded. I met cousin W. F. P. on the street and had him to come home with me. After tea he and I went down and called on Gen. Jenkins. When I was in the Academy with “Bunchy” as he was called by some I little anticipated that he was so soon to be a Brigadier. He is proud of his honors which, no doubt are deservedly bestowed upon him. - Cousin W. who was wounded at the battle of Seven Pines is here on business with [Page 17] the General. - I feel very much wearied this evening. Tuesday, July 29 My duties were discharged as usual. Wednesday, July. 30 Attended prayer meeting this evening – met Bro. Nicholas there – had him to come and spend the night with me. Thursday, July 31. A thunder storm passed over to day, during which a little boy, about eleven years old was killed by lightning. He was the oldest son of a poor widow lady. I knew him well, having seen him regularly at Sunday school for more than three years! He was a good little boy and will be much missed by his mother. Poor woman I sympathize deeply with her. I go to night to sit up with the corpse. Friday, Aug. 1. Attended the funeral of the little boy that was killed yesterday, and on my way home learned that Rev. Dr. J. H. Thornwell is dead. He died about twelve o’clock to day, so I am informed. He was a great man, and his loss to the community and the country must be felt. Saturday, Aug. 2. A letter from home brings me the painful news that Mother is sick. I hope she will soon be bet- [Page 18] ter, and yet I can but feel somewhat apprehensive. I await another letter with hopeful anxiety. – Collected more money for rent of pews to day. Attended church conference this evening, and now with hope of enjoying a pleasant Sabbath I seek repose. Sunday, Aug. 3d Besides the usual services at the Baptist Church and the Sunday school to day, I attended the funeral of the Rev. J. H. Thornwell, D. D. at the Presbyterian Church. Dr. Adger officiated. His text was from Genesis, “Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?” He selected this expression of the patriarch Abraham, because as his text because it was one of the last utterances of the Divine whose remains lay before him. In the course of his remarks, he said that this continent did not contain the equal, all things being considered, of Dr. Thornwell. Mr. Mullally, the pastor of the church, in a prayer, said that he was God’s greatest servant upon earth. – The audience was very large indeed; - so large that all could not get in the church. A great many who did get in failed to get seats, of which number I was one. Monday, Aug. 4. Felt depressed nearly all day, but after my duties are all discharged, and it is night [Page 19] I feel better, and hope to rest quietly. Tuesday, Aug. 5. Nothing unusual to day, except that I have purchased a cow. Up to this time I have been buying the milk I used, but henceforth I hope to have plenty of my own, and thus be more comfortable independent. Wednesday, Aug. 6. I learned with pleasure this evening, that an effort is being made to start a Baptist paper in this city to be called the Confederate Baptist, and edited by Rev. J. L. Reynolds, D. D. & Rev. J. M. C. Breaker. – In conversing on the subject Rev. W. D. Rice remarked, jestingly that “we, (the Baptists) are the first power to recognize the Southern Confederacy.” Thursday, Aug. 7. Nothing unusual to day. The weather is very warm, it is enervating. Friday, Aug. 8. This life is short and full of trouble. One day we are well, the next we may be sick, or cold in death. A truth so often pressed upon our minds as this ought never to be forgotten, but we are so prone to err, so in love in love with the good things of this world that we are often startled when Providence calls home someone who is near to us. Such at least in my experience. This afternoon’s mail brought [Page 20] me a letter in mourning. A little boy, my sister’s oldest son, is no more. He died last night about eleven o’clock after a short illness, and this afternoon his remains were to have been conveyed to their last resting place. Resting place did I say? Yes the grave is a resting place for the body, from the toils cares and anxieties of this life, until the resurrection morn. Then these bodies shall be reunited to their immortal parts and appear before the Judgement bar, the righteous to be welcomed into the abodes of eternal bliss – the wicked to be doomed to everlasting misery. Why then should the Christian startle at the thought of death, or why should we mourn the death of little children of whom our Saviour said, “such is the Kingdom of Heaven”! We should not mourn, or rather we should not murmur at their death, for they have only gone before us, there to await our arrival. May God sanctify this affliction to us all and give to the bereaved parents grace to enable them to endure it with a proper spirit! Saturday, Aug. 9. Have walked about a great deal to day on business connected with the church – collected some pew rent. This afternoon I wrote a letter to my bereaved sister, and this evening I have [Page 21] been arranging my S. school roll-book. Hoping to spend a pleasant Sabbath I now lay aside my labors for the day. Sunday, Aug. 10. Have spent a pleasant and I trust a profitable Sabbath. After the S. school, I went as usual to church. Rev. Mr. Phelps preached for us both in the morning and evening - two excellent sermons he gave us too. He read them, but notwithstanding that I paid close attention and feel profited by them. Monday, Aug. 11. The usual monotony of my duties has claimed my attention to day. – No time do I get, I am sorry to say, to read or study with a view of improving myself. There is always some little hindrance to break into my time and thwart my purposes. This gives me more trouble than anything else. Tuesday, Aug. 12. Nothing unusual to day, except that my patience has been tried to some extent by the indifference of cadets toward their best interests. But a teacher must expect this in some cases. Wednesday, Aug. 13. Discharged my regular duties to day, and went to prayer meeting this evening. Bro. Durham took tea with me. He is greatly encouraged at the prospects thus far for [Page 22] the success of the Confederate Baptist. Thursday, Aug. 14 I have been forced to the conclusion that we have a set of boys here this year who do not love to study. They find great difficulty with the Binomial Theorem, more I think than any class I have ever taught. – Visited Mrs. M’s this evening to call on Maj. White. Friday Aug. 15. Had two of my colleagues to take tea with me this evening, and after tea Maj White came over and remained for some time. Saturday, Aug. 16. I am feeling rather depressed this evening, and why it is so I cannot tell, for I feel well enough physically. – I have just returned from a visit to our pastor, Bro. S. and I went to call on him for the purpose of making some suggestions which we think would be of service to the cause and to the pastor too, but as he had company we did not make known the object of our visit. Maj. W. presented our little girl with a pair of bracelets to day. I feel that it was intended on his part as a return for kindness shown him by me. Sunday, Aug. 17. My Sabbath’s duties have been discharged [Page 23] as usual. Henceforth, I shall have more to do on this day than I have had heretofore. I have agreed to undertake to hear the Bible class in addition to my other duties at S. school in order that the pastor who has hitherto taught the class, may have the morning to prepare for the pulpit. It is hoped that this arrangement will accomplish more good. If so, I shall not regard the additional labor. Monday, Aug. 18. I am somewhat depressed this evening. Bro-in-law K- and cousins J. J. G- are here, having left Father’s this morning, and they tell me that both he and Mother are in very feeble health. Affliction, together with age doubtless contribute to their ill health. But I can only trust in God that all will be well with them, whatever may be His pleasure to bring upon them. I would that they were in health! Tuesday, Aug. 19. Alas for war! It carries in its train sorrow pain and want. Husbands and wives, parents and children part at the call “to arms!” never more to meet. Many who do survive the din of battle are crippled for life, while others deprived of their means of support pass their days in sorrow and want. - This afternoon I saw a brother-in-law, a cousin, and a number of friends leave for the seat of war. Who [Page 24] of them will return, or what is to be their fate, no one can tell. Nor would we, if we could, lift the veil that hides the future. We pray for their safety and return. Wednesday, Aug. 20. I discharged an unpleasant duty this evening. After prayer-meeting, it occurred to me that I had as favorable an opportunity as I would get to speak to the pastor relative to some little indiscretions into which his zeal and earnestness have led him in proclaiming the truth. Accordingly I therefore, determined to do so notwithstanding Bro. S.-, the other deacon, could not accompany me. After a long conservation, in which our views were freely exchanged, the pastor thanked me for my friendly suggestions and assured me that he felt under obligations to me for the interest I had manifested in the cause and in him. Still I can but wish that I had not had occasion to make such suggestions, for I do not like to assume the appearance of wishing to dictate to others. Thursday, Aug. 21. Nothing unusual to day, except that a letter from Bro. Charles tells me fears Father’s cough has assumed a serious turn. I feel very anxious about him. Friday, Aug. 22. I feel very much the need of sleep this evening and will therefore seek repose at an earlier hour [Page 25] than usual. Sleep enough is a necessity with me. Saturday, Aug. 23. In visiting quarters this evening, I had the mortification to meet two cadets just returning from the city - whither they had gone without leave. For this, they will, no doubt, be suspended. The sentinel too has laid himself liable to a severe penalty for allowing them to pass his post without halting them. These offences afford but another evidence of the weakness and depravity of human nature, and are therefore not a matter of surprise however much to be regretted. Sunday, Aug. 24. A thin attendance at S. school and church to day, because of the somewhat unfavorable aspect of the weather I suppose. Yet I do not think it was so threatening as to prevent give be just cause for remaining at home. I heard my Bible class to day for the first time. This afternoon, the two cadets that I had to report last evening for breaking Garrison limits came to bid me goodbye. They appeared to be very penitent and asked my influence in their behalf. They desire to return next year if they cannot be reinstated at once. I could not give them any assurance that I would intercede for them, for I regard their offence as a serious one in any point of view. I wish them well, nevertheless, and told them so. [Page 26] Monday, Aug. 25. Again it has been my fortune to detect two cadets violating the Regulations in a manner that must result in their suspension. On visiting quarters this evening I found two cadets absent from their rooms, and took measures to learn where they were, when it was ascertained that they were absent from the Academy without leave. I must confess that I have never known in the history of the Academy, such a reckless disregard of the Regulations, and that two, so soon after two others had been suspended for the same offense. Young men, some of them at least, take strange views of duty and honor. The two that were suspended yesterday have been reinstated by the Chairman of the Board of Visitors, hoping from their penitence, and their resolutions for the future, that they may be benefitted, and that the Academy will suffer no detriment. - I cannot say that I approve of the Chairman’s action in this case. Tuesday, Aug. 26. Nothing more than the usual routine to day. Wednesday, Aug. 27. I met the two cadets who were suspended yesterday, and to my regret their bearing was anything else than becoming. They evince a spirit that can never be productive of good, and which must lead them to utter ruin, unless the transforming power of Deity is exercised upon their hearts. Why they are re- [Page 27] maining in the city I cannot imagine. When their parents receive intelligence of their conduct, which they will in a day or two, it is hoped for the good of the boys that they will be ordered home. Thursday, Aug. 28. The chief event with me to day had been the purchase of Brown’s “Encyclopedia of Religious Knowledge.” I hope to make good use of it, and to make it auxiliary to my usefulness. I mailed an obituary of my little nephew to day, to be published in one of the Charleston papers. It was written some days ago but I have concluded not to send it earlier than I have. It is a duty we owe to those we love to pay them a last tribute of respect and affection. True it does them no good, but it benefits us and consoles those that mourn, to speak well of the departed. Alas! that we should so often speak evil of the living! Friday, Aug. 29. The two cadets who were suspended a few days ago, came up to the Academy this evening, contrary to our Regulations, and as I am in charge, it became my duty to compel them to leave. I did so. I directed the officer of the guard to order them off and if they refused to obey, to take a file of men and march them out at the point of the bayonet. They obeyed the order, thus showing their belief that the order it would be executed to the letter, if they hesitated or declined to leave. – Two [Page 28] others were found to be connected with the same misdemeanor for which they were suspended, and were forthwith suspended. A day or two more at this rate, will relieve us of our disorderly boys. Saturday, Aug. 30. Spent the day in arranging the papers of the Board of Visitors – a tiresome and unprofitable business to me, yet it was proper to be done. – A letter from Bro. Charles tells me that he is well for which I am thankful. I somewhat expected to hear from home and from Lou too to day, but have been disappointed. I hope all are well. Hoping to spend a pleasant and profitable Sabbath I now seek repose. Sunday, Aug. 31. I find that to hear my Bible class, and superintend the S. school is more than I can well attend to. Still I must continue to do the best I can until I can make an arrangement that will take some of the duties off my hands. Dr. Reynolds preached for us to day, from the text “without God in the world.” An excellent discourse it was too. To say this however is only [to] say what may with truth be said of all his sermons, and yet there are many who do not like to hear him as well as they do some others of far less ability. They [Page 29] are not able to appreciate his polished style of oratory, and his pure and highly cultivated taste. When I came home I found a letter on my table from my sorrowing sister. She is indeed deeply afflicted. The loss of her little boy has troubled her much, and then too her husband is in the army in Va. where he is exposed to all the hazards and uncertainties of war. May God sustain and comfort her in her hours of trial and sadness! Monday, Sept. 1 I began to day to give private lessons to a youth that was with us in the Academy for some time this year, and who has withdrawn with a view of entering again next year. I have undertaken to give him lessons in Mathematics and French. Some days ago, I learned that a negro girl that I have hired for the past year was for sale, and as I desired to purchase her I wrote to ascertain the terms upon which she could be bought. This afternoon I received the desired information, and at once replied, that I would buy. I am to give one thousand dollars for her, – a good price, but not too much I think, as she is a good cook and an excellent laundress. Tuesday, Sept. 2. I was pained this morning, to learn that Ex. Gov. Means, Col. 17th Reg’t S. C. V. is wounded. I hope it is not mortal. There are others near to me that I am anxious about but I cannot hear [Page 30] from them. I will hope for the best. Wednesday, Sept. 3. After prayer-meeting this evening, I came by the Telegraph office, and there learned that Col. Means’ wound is mortal. Perhaps no man in the state was more loved. But this could not save him. Many others, too, are no more, who were good and brave, and whose loss cannot but be felt. Of the obscure, we will never hear much. None knew their worth save their immediate friends and families. They were as good, as brave and generous men as ever went to battle, but for all this they were known and appreciated by only a few. Rest soldiers from all your toils! Your deeds will be remembered even though your names are not. Thursday, Sept. 4. I am a little disappointed this evening. I expected my family down from Greenville, but they have not come. I did not write for them to come, nor did they write me that they would do so still I expected them. Friday, Sept. 5. I am gratified to have Father with me this evening. He has come to bring my least brother, George, to school. – I am pleased to see that Father’s health is better than it was some time ago. Mother, he tells me is not well, but I hope she will soon be clear to the attacks [Page 31] of fever, and recover her usual strength again. Saturday, Sept. 6. Capt Thomas left this morning to be absent for a few days, and I have therefore had to discharge the duties of Sup’t and Arsenal Keeper to day. This has somewhat interfered with my enjoyment of Father’s company as I desired, but it could not be helped. – I went with Father to see the teacher that is to take charge of Bro. G.-. We then went and transacted some business, with Mr. E. R. S.-, which will I hope result in benefit to me without injuring others. Sunday, Sept. 7. I did not go to S. school this morning, but I attended church in the morning in company with Father & Bro. In the evening I did not go because my presence is required here. I am sorry that it is so, but there has been some misconduct this evening on the part of some of the cadets which must result in severe punishment to those who participated in it. Alas for human nature! Even the sacredness of the Sabbath evening was not regarded. Monday, Sept. 8. In the absence of the Supt. I have discharged his duties to day. I succeeded in finding out the names of those who were engaged in the disturbance last night, and have arrested them. As the Supt was to arrive this evening, I deemed it proper to refer the final action on the case to him. [Page 32] Tuesday, Sept. 9. Have discharged my usual duties to day. – We have received cheering news from Gen. Kirby Smith. It is stated that he has demanded the surrender of Cincinnati, Ohio. It is also said that our army in Va. under Jackson, has crossed the Potomac. All honor to God for these successes! May the day soon come when peace shall be declared! Wednesday, Sept. 10. I have just returned from prayer-meeting and feel glad that I went. It relieves one’s mind from the cares and toils of earth’s affairs and leads us to contemplate things Heavenly and immortal. Circumstances have been developed connected with the disturbance in garrison on Sunday evening last that which place two Cadet Officers in a very unenviable position. They participated in the affair, and then sought to evade punishment by evasive answers to questions propounded to them in the manner prescribed by the Regulations. But they have been exposed, and have received the penalty due to their conduct. Thursday, Sept. 11 Nothing unusual to day. My family is at home again – came this afternoon much to my relief and gratification. We are all well, for which I am thankful. [Page 33] Friday, Sept. 12. Have been very much engaged to day with incidental duties. I retire now enjoying in anticipation, a short visit into the country. Providence willing, I hope to-morrow to go up to the Columbia Association, which convenes about twenty miles from here. Saturday, Sept. 13. I am in Fairfield Dist. this at Buffalo Church where I have come to attend the Columbia Association. Had I known how inconvenient it would be to get here, I think I should have remained at home. I find the people hospitable and kind. Sunday, Sept. 14. I heard an appeal to day in behalf of the soldiers which was pathetic indeed. It was made by Rev. Mr. Walters who has been in the army from the beginning of the war, either as a private or chaplain. The design of the appeal was to raise money to send tracts, testaments, and other religious reading into the army. – The appeal met with a generous response. I spent the early part of the night with Rev. J. T. Zealy. – The remainder was spent on the R. Road. Monday, Sept. 15. My duties have been discharged, though I must confess it has required some effort on my part to keep up, owing to the fact that I slept so little last night. – I am feeling anxious this evening about Mother. A letter from home [Page 34] informs me that she fell off the steps a few days ago and received a very severe hurt. I have to resort to my usual remedy in cases of anxiety which is to commit my cares to Him who careth for us, and trust in Providence that all will be well. Tuesday, Sept. 16. Nothing unusual to day, except that one of our servants informed me of her intention to leave us, and thus put me to the inconvenience of looking after another. Wednesday, Sept. 17. After going through the duties of the day, I am enjoying the company of Rev. W. D. R. this evening. Thursday, Sept. 18. To day was very properly observed by our people as a day of thanksgiving to God for his interposition in our behalf, in driving back our enemies. It is, however, to be regretted that people do not to more generally attend church instead of spending the day in idleness, or sport. This afternoon I attended the funeral of a lady whose husband is in the army, a most impressive one it was too. Her two little children excited my sympathy. Friday, Sept. 19. I became involved in a discussion with the Supt to day in regard to the manner of saluting, prescribed for by the Sentinel. We left off as we began – each entertaining [Page 35] his own opinion. If he decides officially that my view is erroneous, I must, as a soldier acquiesce, but I shall still entertain the belief that my view is correct. Saturday, Sept. 20. I am feeling well this evening. I have just concluded my preparation to hear my Bible class on to-morrow, and with the hope of enjoying a pleasant Sabbath I now seek repose. Sunday, Sept. 21. Went to S. school and church this morning but did not go this evening, because my duties detained me here. For some days past I have been unable to get sleep enough. Why it is that I am so drowsy I know not, unless it is the effect of this weather. Monday, Sept. 22. A letter from home this evening brings me the painful intelligence that Mother is still unable to walk in consequence of the hurt she received some days ago. I fear she will never recover so as to have the use of her limbs again. Truly, indeed, may it be said that joys and sorrows make up our life. To me, however, it seems that there is but little joy. But I do not complain. It might be a great deal worse. May God grant to pardon my sins and hear my prayer for the restoration of Mother’s health. Tuesday, Sept. 23. I am somewhat depressed in spirit this evening. [Page 36] Family afflictions, together with the state of the country operate upon my mind. Wednesday, Sept. 24. I was glad to see a good attendance at prayer meeting this evening. It is refreshing to our spirit, after the toils of the day to engage in the exercises of the social prayer-meetings. Thursday, Sep. 25 Have been very closely engaged to day, indeed I fear I shall not be able to bear up under such a burden of labor. My two private pupils each of whom requires an hour of my time, in addition to my other duties leave me little or no time to call my own. Friday, Sept. 26. Another day’s duties have been discharged. I retire thankful that to-morrow is Saturday. Saturday, Sept. 27. I have felt melancholy most of the day but am more cheerful now. To days record closes this book, and I feel that I ought to say that I have read very little of what is written in it. Moreover, the notes have been made after the labors of the day had been discharged, while I was wearied and sometimes depressed with care, and no doubt contain a great many errors in punctuation &c. But those who may chance to read what I have written will, I hope, be partial enough to me to excuse them. [Page 37] [Blank.] Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, June 10, 1862-September 27, 1862 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] Jan. 1st 1863 This is New Year’s Day, and I have been busily engaged a good part of it, in examining young men preparatory to their admission into the Academy. One youth, I am sorry to say, was not qualified for admission and was rejected - a rare thing indeed since we only require them “to read and write with facility.” The youths generally are apparently intelligent - more so than usual. The first day of the year has passed off pleasantly. Jan. 2nd A few more recruits reported to-day and were examined. I think we will have a large and an intelligent class. Capt. T. not being well this afternoon it fell to my lot [Page 2] to write to the father of the youth who failed to pass his examination yesterday. I was moved by sympathetic emotions on seeing the poor young man in tears. But duty would not permit me to act differently, and I could but express to him the hope that we might yet be favored with opportunities for improvement that would enable him to become useful. May it be so! Jan. 3rd I am not well to-day, yet I have to be up and engaged in the discharge of my duties. Bro. George arrived this evening from home in order to commence school on next Monday - he left all well, for which I am thankful. I attend church conference this evening and find it pleasant. [Page 3] Sunday, Jan. 4th 1863. Attended church and S. school exercises as usual - feel refreshed and comforted from having done so. Monday, Jan. 5th We began to-day to hear recitations as usual and will now proceed to regularly with our duties. Tuesday, Jan. 6th There is some uncertainty about the condition of our army in Tenn. under Gen. Bragg. It seems that he has had to fall back, but notwithstanding this I hope he has in reality achieved a victory. Wednesday, Jan. 7. Nothing has yet been heard so far as I know to throw light on Gen. Bragg’s position. I still hope all is well. [Page 4] Thursday, Jan. 8. 1863 My wife and one servant are sick, which adds considerably to my cares and responsibilities. Moreover I have company this evening. Life is full of cares and the older we get the more we have of them. At this we should not repine but endeavor to meet them with a firm reliance on Him who directs all things well. Friday, Jan. 9th I hope the sick are better this evening. And now my thoughts turn [to] those who are in the army this cold and disagreeable weather. Theirs is a hard life. Saturday, Jan. 10th I am happy that the sick of my family are convalescing. Hoping to spend a pleasant Sabbath, I now seek repose. [Page 5] Sunday, Jan. 11. 1863. Was prevented, by sickness of the family, from attending S. school this morning, but went to church where I heard a good sermon by Dr. Reynolds. Spend the afternoon and evening in reading. Monday, Jan. 12. Discharged my usual duties to-day. Tuesday, Jan. 13. Had a call this evening by Rev. R. Furman D.D. He is much interested in our Academy now, the more so perhaps as he has a son here now. Wednesday, Jan. 14. A few only were at prayer meeting this evening - a place that all ought to be more frequented. Thursday, Jan. 15. The usual routine of duties has [Page 6] been performed, and having no notes to make I now retire. Friday, Jan. 16. We all have our burdens to bear, and he that is wise will endure them with fortitude and patience - tempered by faith. Saturday, Jan. 17. Have collected some pew rent to-day, and presented accounts for some that ought to have been paid long ago. Men have an erroneous view about debts of this kind. Some, at least, seem to think, if they pay it at all, that they are to be applauded, and hence we may call time and again and yet be asked to come again as is not convenient at present. Sunday, Jan. 18. Heard a good sermon to-day [Page 7] from Dr. R-. Indeed, he never preaches any other kind. This evening I am at home. Our pastor is sick and hence the church is not open. To-night my thoughts have turned to the scenes and friends of my earlier days. Alas! where are all of those to-day, who were boys with me, at Fishpond Academy. The men of that day have become gray with years and many of them have passed away. A number of the boys too have gone to their long home. The rest are - I know not where with a few exceptions, and of these some have already realized the folly of trusting too much uncertainty of earthly things. Hopes have not been realized, prospects have been blasted, aspirations chilled. until When I recall the names of my youth- [Page 8] ful playmates and review their history - together with my own, I am prepared with the preacher to exclaim, “Vanity of vanities all is vanity.” But if we have not risen to what we desired we should not be discouraged. “Fear God and keep his commandments; for this is the whole duty of man.” Monday, Jan. 19. I am troubled with a cold that I have contracted during the past few days. The weather is very severe, and my duties require me to be in it to some extent. The danger is in passing so frequently from a warm room to the extremely raw air outside. I can but feel apprehensive about my parents in such weather as we have now. They are both infirm and advanced in years, and cannot endure changes of temperature as they [Page 9] once did. But while I feel solicitous for their health, I know that they are in the hands of Him who doeth all things well. To the Christian it is a pleasing thought that he is not his own keeper. Tuesday, Jan. 20. On inquiring of a shoemaker to-day what he would ask to foot a pair of boots I was told he answered $25. I was prepared to hear a large price but that surprised me. Wednesday, Jan. 21. Very few out at prayer meeting this evening. This I suppose, was owing partly to the fact that it was known the [pastor] was sick, and partly to the inclemency of the weather. Those of us who met had a social prayer meeting, and I trust it was not in vain. [Page 10] Thursday, Jan. 22nd 1863. I feel thankful this evening that the sick of my family are better - hope we will soon all be well again. Friday, Jan. 23rd 1863. After getting through my usual duties to-day, I drew up have written a letter which I design having printed and sent out with a view of collecting information concerning the graduates of our Academy. At my suggestion, the Chairman of the Board has authorized me to get all the information I can with a view to having it recorded in a durable form. Saturday, Jan. 24th 1863. A Cadet was suspended to-day for leaving the Academy when [Page 11] specifically confined thereto. Strange it is, that boys act thus. He knew the penalty that would attach to such an offense yet chose to risk the consequences. Alas! for poor weak human nature. Sunday, Jan. 25th I attended S. school and church this morning, but my duties as officer in charge, kept me here this evening. Two suspended cadets came to the Academy this evening, endeavored to raise a riot among the cadets, and on being ordered off, became so abusive that I deemed it necessary to arrest them. One of them displayed a pistol at one time though I did not see it. He abounded in threats as to what would be the consequence of undertaking to arrest [Page 12] him, but when I ordered his arrest the cadets detailed for that purpose found no difficulty in taking charge of him. He was, by my orders, taken to the guard room together with his companion. They were detained there for a short time after which one, who is a resident of this city, was sent to the his father under guard, while the other, under a promise to leave the premises, was conducted beyond the enclosure and discharged. I never before arrested anyone by force, and hope that I may not have to do so again; yet if a similar occurrence should arise, I should not hesitate for a moment to employ whatever force might be necessary. The young men were partly drunk. Alas! for them, they are on the road to ruin. [Page 13] Monday, Jan. 26th 1863. Besides my ordinary duties, I have been engaged to day in writing a report of the unusual occurrence of last night. I believe the affair has taught the cadets a salutary lesson. Tuesday, Jan. 27th 1863. We have nothing new to day. Wednesday, Jan. 28th It has snowed to day, though not very heavily. Those who are without shelter this evening to night must suffer. Our soldiers feel it, exposed, as they are without tents and some of them without sufficient clothing. May the Giver of all good sustain them in their privations and hardships. Thursday, Jan. 29th Nothing unusual to day. [Page 14] Friday, Jan. 30. It is stated by a Northern newspaper correspondent, who writes from Washington, that the Radicals have determined to prosecute the war with vigor for the next two or three months, and if at the end of that time the rebellion is not crushed, they will recognize the Southern Confederacy, upon condition of gradual emancipation of slavery. For one, I must confess a fear of the result of such a policy. The nations of the earth are not friendly to slavery, and I think it possible, that they might coincide with the Lincoln Government in that policy, and endeavor to force our assent. Should this be the result, trouble awaits us. [Page 15] Saturday, Jan. 31st 1863. My duties as officer in charge have called my attention a good deal to day. Still all has gone on quietly. Sunday, Feb. 1st 1863. Lectured the S. school this morning, on the propriety of endeavoring “to be good and do good” now while we have time and opportunity for the night cometh. Monday, Feb. 2nd Went to the depot this afternoon thinking it possible that sister would come. She has not arrived, and I therefore expect her to-morrow. Tuesday, Feb. 3rd Sister has come, and brought with her several articles of a substantial and useful charac- [Page 16] ter. They remind me how much my parents have done for me in days gone by, and assure me that they are still trying all they can to advance my interest. None save the Omnicient knows how thankful I am for such parents. May God enable me to act in a way that will prove to them that their kindness is not misplaced! May the Giver of all good be near to them in the decline of life to support and comfort them. Wednesday, Feb. 4th It was rumored yesterday that Charleston is to be attacked by a large naval and land force in a few days; but I doubt it. It is perhaps an effort on the [Page 17] part of the enemy to revenge themselves for the damage done their cause, by raising the blockade in that quarter. They endeavor to create the impression that an attack is to be made, thus giving us some inconvenience and deceiving foreign powers. Thursday, Feb. 5. I awoke this morning to see the ground and every place covered with sleet. Soon it commenced raining, and the sleet began to melt. It continued thus nearly all day, and yet the ice is not all melted. Very disagreeable to those that are at home. What must it be with those in the army without tents & poorly clad? [Page 18] Friday Feb. 6th 1863. It is officially stated that sixty of the enemy’s vessels of war are at Port Royal entrance, and it is thought they design attacking Charleston or Savannah. I cannot feel that they design attacking Charleston, but if they do, my quiet conviction is that they will be defeated. My opinion of our ability to hold Charleston has changed here of late. Saturday, Feb. 7. The weather is better to day. Hope for a pleasant Sabbath, or Sunday rather. Sunday, Feb. 8. Spent this day as I usually spend the Sabbath - in going to S. school and church. [Page 19] Monday, Feb. 9. I am feeling depressed this evening. Tuesday Feb. 10. As yesterday, so this evening, I am feeling melancholy. All men no doubt, have their hours of sadness. One circumstance or another conspires to make them feel at times that this world is not their home. It is well it is so. Wednesday, Feb. 11. A little circumstance occurred to day which called for discipline, but I managed to accomplish my purposes without referring it to the Sup’t. There were few at prayer meeting this evening. “It ought not so to be.” [Page 20] Thursday, Feb. 12. This world is full of trouble, or rather this life is beset with many sore trials. It is a sweet consolation to know that there is a state of existence where troubles do not come. Friday, Feb. 13. Nothing unusual to day. Saturday, Feb. 14. A dispatch has been received to day, which indicates that the State of Ohio & three others adjoining are determined to have peace, or cease warring against the Confederacy and fight the usurper. I think the report is exaggerated, yet believe that such will be the case ultimately. Indeed, I predicted this some time ago. The west will leave the [Page 21] North. So may it be! Had a serenade this evening from some of the cadets. They came out to pay a compliment to my colleague who has just returned with his bride, and took occasion to serenade me also. Music has its charms. Sunday, Feb. 15. Was pleased to day to have the see some of the cadets at S. school. They have joined a Bible class and will I hope be much profited by it. Monday, Feb. 16. Had the pleasure of Prof. Edwards and Rev. Mr. P’s company to tea this evening. A pleasure it was too. Their visits are profitable as well as pleasant and hence the more appreciated. [Page 22] Tuesday, Feb. 17. The Supt. has published a card, calling for a company of one hundred men to participate in the defense of Charleston in the event an attack is made on it soon. It seems that he obtained the permission of the Chairman of the Board to go himself if he can raise a company. The Chairman told him however, as I am informed, that he would not allow the Academic duties to be suspended; it is needless therefore for any of the rest of us to think of going in the same or with a similar company. Indeed I would not care to go in his company as he did not give me any intimation of his intentions before publishing his card. I do not think, however, that he will be successful in raising a company. [Page 23] Wednesday Feb. 18. A rainy disagreeable day. I went to the church this evening, thinking there would be prayer meeting, but found no one out. Thursday, Feb. 19. Nothing unusual to day. Friday, Feb. 20 Had my colleague and his bride to tea visit this evening. It is pleasant to see young people enjoy themselves. Saturday, Feb. 21. Had the the company of a young friend this morning to breakfast and at dinner. He arrived this morning and left this afternoon. Another present from my kind Father was received to day. Such donations are very useful in these extortionate times. [Page 24] Sunday, Feb. 22 The weather is very unpleasant, and hence not many at S. school or church. Monday, Feb. 23 The indications are that the attack on Charleston is postponed, so says the paper this morning. We hope it is so, indeed we feel that such is the case, and return thanks to the Ruler of us all for his goodness and mercy to us. Monday, Feb. 24, Tuesday Have what I call a Confederate suit of clothes. The cloth made on Father’s place, was given to me by my good Mother. The suit is both neat and comfortable. I prize it because of the source whence it came, and for its utility too. If the war lasts long then will be more such suits. [Page 25] Wednesday Feb. 25. This afternoon, I took some exercise in the garden. I planted peas, beets and radishes, all of which would perhaps have done better had they been planted earlier. Thursday, Feb. 26. Took some more exercise in gardening to day. I like the recreation and hope it may be profitable to me in two senses. I think I should like much to have a place of my own, and the means of carrying on a farm. It is an independent and a pleasant life. We had an invitation out to tea this evening, which we accepted and found the company agreeable. Friday Feb. 27 It is better to go to the house of [Page 26] mourning than to the house of mirth said the wise man. This afternoon, I helped to inter the remains of one of my little Sunday school children. He is the fifth one that his father has lost, and now the only one that is left is sick. Truly, the ways of God are past finding out. Yet we know that He doeth all things well. Saturday, Feb. 28th A very rainy day this, yet I have been out on the street twice, and once without an umbrella. I do not however, feel any inconvenience from it. I took off my wet clothing on coming in, as is my custom, in such cases, and hope therefore to experience no evil effect from going out. A motto of mine is not to allow the rain to in- [Page 27] terfere with anything I have to do in the way of duty. Sunday, March 1. Heard an excellent sermon this evening, considering that it was from by a young man. The only objection to it was that , that is peculiar to young ministers, rather too much ornament. Age will correct this and he will I think make an excellent minister. His name is Adams. At present he is a student at the Pres. Theo. Seminary in this place. Monday, March 2. Spent the evening with one of my colleagues - found it pleasant. Tuesday March 3. Planted some corn in my garden [Page 28] to day; also some okra. I fear it is rather early for the latter to do well, however I also transplanted a few peach trees - a work that ought to have been done some days ago, but was neglected. Wednesday, March 4. Rather a cold day for the season, and hence perhaps the reason so few were at prayer meeting this evening. Thursday, March 5. To day was set apart by the Governor as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer, and was observed by the citizens generally, though not altogether in the manner that it ought to have been. A few were at church where all ought to have been, and where by the way Dr. R. made some very interesting remarks. The stores [Page 29] were, almost without exception closed. I do not know that I have ever seen so general an observance in this respect of a day in of thus set a part. Would that all might or could observe the day in an acceptable spirit. Friday, March 6. I am in command for a day or two. To day has passed off very pleasantly. Saturday, March 7. Closely engaged all day. The Supt being absent, I had his duties to discharge. This evening, I attended the regular church conference, which was a little more interesting than some we have had. We passed a resolution inviting the S. Baptist Convention to meet here in May next. In an informal conversation that occurred, I alluded to [Page 30] the prejudices that exist here against the Baptists, and from this [illegible] I was drawn into a discussion on preachers and preaching. To my great surprise, I heard a minister spoken of as a third class minister while to my mind he was is a first class. Another was referred to as not being a popular minister while it is known that where he lives the church is always thronged whenever he is to preach, and that too with persons from all denominations. I could but think that envy or prejudice had something to do with the utterance of their opinions. Sunday, March, 8. Bro.-in-law J. R. P. G. arrived this afternoon from Va. This is the first time he has returned since he he enter- [Page 31] ed the army in June 1861. He looks healthy, and appears to be very cheerful. He will go on home on Tuesday, and Lou will accompany him. I expect therefore to be alone for some time. I met, at church this evening, Lt. L. J. S. - the son of my old friend Dr. B. S. S. - The young man was very happy to meet me but not more so than I was to meet him. He informed me that he had made a profession of religion. This did not surprise me because from what from what I know of his character, I felt that he would at no distant day “forsake the error of his ways.” May he have grace to enable him to hold out faithful to the end. [Page 32] Monday, March. 9. I am feeling depressed this evening. I feel that there is danger of contracting disease by traveling now-a-days and hence feel apprehension about my family as they are to go to Greenville to-morrow. Tuesday, March 10. I am well, but a little lonely, as much so in truth as a man can be who is constantly engaged. Wednesday, March. 11. Nothing unusual to record to night. Indeed I might say this almost every night, for my life is a very monotonous one. Thursday, March 12. I have been trying to read more than I have for some time past. Would that I could command more time for study and improvement. [Page 33] Friday, March 13 No news to day worth recording. Rumors of an attack on Charleston, to be made soon, are current, but no one knows when it will take place. I am inclined to think that it will not take place at all. God grant that I may be correct in this view. If comes, I hope to be able to discharge my duty in whatever position it may cause me to be placed. Saturday, March 14. I am weary this evening. Close attention all day has caused me to feel the need of repose. Apart from this I feel lonely and unsettled in mind. This latter feeling is no doubt the result of the threatened aspect of affairs at present. Hope it will soon [Page 34] be past and that all will be quiet again. Sunday, March 15. Attended the S. school and church as usual to day. The sermon this evening was better than that we usually hear on Sunday evening, though I think it was not exactly adapted to the audience. It was too much after the cold argumentative order for young people. To impress them there should be more pathos than our minister usually exhibits. Monday, March 16. I was notified to day by Gen. Jones to hold myself in readiness to move to Charleston at a moment's warning with the Corps of Cadets. Should the city be attacked, he thinks of ordering me to take the Cadets and go down. Capt. T. will have [Page 35] his own corps to command, and hence the command of the Cadets will devolve upon me. On his asking me what I thought of it, I informed him that I held myself ready to obey any order that he might give on the subject. - I have written to my wife who is now at her father’s telling her about it, in order to prepare her to hear of my leaving for Charleston should the attack be made. I have also written to my parents to the same effect. It would be a pleasure to me to see them all again, before going into battle; but it may be that I will see none of them. However this may be, my duty is to obey the orders received, and that I propose doing, trusting that Providence will so order my course, that I may meet them [Page 36] all again. The Almighty arm of Him who rules above can shield me from harm and to him I trust my all. Tuesday, March, 17. I have, in addition to my duties in the Academy, written four letters, notifying young men of their appointment, as state cadets, by His Excellency the Governor. This consideration has been extended to them, because of gallant and meritorious conduct in battle, either by them or their parents. This is as it should be. I planted some beans to day. Wednesday, March 18. My family returned to day. They had not contemplated doing so before next week, but on the reception of [Page 37] my letter, stating that I had received orders to hold myself in readiness to go to Charleston at a moment’s warning, they Lou at once determined to come home. I am glad she did so. I now feel that I could be more content to leave. True, the parting would be a severe trial but after that I should feel better than to have had to go without taking leave of them. Thursday, March 19. “All quiet” to night. Had Pro. P. to tea with us. Friday, March, 20. A cold day for the season, this. But it is doubtless for good or it would not have been so. We all know how to complain, and oftentimes complain at what we [Page 38] ought to be grateful for. Saturday, March 21 A very unfortunate accident occurred in his city to day. A prominent merchant, a member too of the Baptist church, shot a man inflicting a severe wound in the thigh. I regret, at all times, to hear of one man shooting another but this is more than usually painful for me to contemplate. I believe him to be a good man, though subject to weaknesses, like most other men. One of his, is a very excitable temperament. What the circumstances were that led to it, I do not know. Sunday, March 22. Attended the funeral of one of my neighbors’ little children this morning. This evening I went to our church as usual. Bro. B. read his sermon [Page 39] which, by the way, was one of the best I have heard from him in some time. Still there are those doubtless, who will condemn it simply because it was read. Such is the power of prejudice. Monday, March, 23. This is my birth-day, and I am reminded that I am now thirty-one years old. My reflections are not as agreeable as I would have them. I feel that I have accomplished, very little, almost nothing for one of my age, and hence would gladly be younger in order that I might have longer to labor in the hope of doing good to my fellow men. But time that is past cannot be recalled. In future, I must try, with the favor of Providence, [Page 40] to make amends for the loss I have sustained from ill-health and other adverse circumstances. Tuesday, March, 24. Nothing to record to day. Wednesday, March, 25 One of the cadets asked me for my autograph this evening, which of course, I consented to give. Thursday, March 26. I am feeling very unwell from the effects of cold this evening. I will take a cup of sage tea this evening when I retire, hoping to be better in the morning. Friday, March 27. To-day having been set apart by Pres. Davis as a day of Fasting, humiliation and prayer, there were no Academic exercises. I was pleased, at church, a more general attendance than [Page 41] on previous occasions. It is a good indication of better times to see people generally more impressed with a sense of dependence on God than they formerly were. When we are properly humbled we will have peace, not before. Saturday, March 28. Had Major W. & wife, also Mr. & Mrs. B - to tea with us this evening. The company was an agreeable one and the time passed pleasantly. Sunday, March 29. A very damp day, and consequently very few were out at church. People do not go out to church much in this town unless the weather is good. Rev. G. W. Hicks preached for us, and very acceptably too. His text this morning was [Page 42] from the 140th Psalms “Blessed is he who hath the God of Jacob for his heritage:” this evening his subject was the fall of Peter. The beads of his discourse were 1. The ingredients of Peter’s sin, 2. The causes that led to it, & 3 the aggravations and extenuations of his sin. Monday, March 30. A very cold rain to day for the season. Tuesday, March, 31. The war casts a gloom over every thing. When will it cease? When we are sufficiently humbled in the sight of God and not before. Wednesday April, 1. The weather is still unseasonable. There was a good attendance at prayer meeting this evening, - a very good sign of a proper state feeling. [Page 43] Thursday, April. 2. A little exercise in my garden to day has served to make me feel the need of repose. Friday, April 3. I am in command again, the Supt being absent for a day or so. By his authority, to-day being Good-Friday, Academic exercises were suspended. He is an Episcopalian and regards the day as a religious festival. Were I in authority, I would, it occurs to me, pursue a different course. Indeed with my views I should do wrong to lend official sanction to such an observance of the day. I find no authority in Scripture for regarding it as a religious festival, on the contrary I find that such an observance is of is the [Page 44] offspring of Heathenism and Catholicism. Had our Saviour deemed it proper that His followers should keep such a festival, he would have left directions concerning it. Saturday, April, 4. At church conference this evening, a brother acknowledged having been guilty of a serious error in his Christian walk, and expressed sincere penitence for the same. A motion was made to excuse the brother and pass it over without making any record of it, but it occurred to me that it should be on the record. I suggested that it ought to be done, and after a full and free expression of views and feelings on the part of the brethren that course was adopted. I am satisfied it was the proper course. [Page 45] Sunday, April, 5. We had a pleasant communion season this afternoon. To-night I remain at home; so that one of the servants can go to church who would have to stay at home were I to go. Monday, April, 6. To day has been one of more than usual excitement with us. Capt Thomas received an order to go down to Charleston with his company at once, and I have been expecting one all day to go down with the cadets. This afternoon the cadets asked me to suspend academic exercises for a few days which I declined to do. Employment is the best remedy for their excitement, and moreover it will keep them out of mischief. - This evening [Page 46] I learn with sorrow of the death of some of my relatives; and to add to this Mother is quite sick. This of course gives me a gloomy feeling. Still I am indulging the hope that she will soon be well again. Tuesday, April 7. This has been a day of suspense to all of us. It is stated on good authority that the attack on Charleston has commenced, and as we are under orders to move at a moment’s warning, the cadets are anxious to hear all the news. They are, however, ready to obey orders of any kind nature - a good mark of discipline. This evening I heard there was a dispatch in the city for me, and concluded it contained the order [Page 47] to move. When it came, however, it referred to another matter altogether. To my family this was a great relief for they had concluded that I was to leave in the morning. Wednesday, April 8. There has been more quiet to day. It is said that one of the most formidable of the enemy’s monitors was sunk by our batteries on Morris Island this morning. - At prayer meeting this evening the attendance was not large, though there were a few who I trust feel that it is good to have gone out to the house of prayer. Thursday, April 9. With thankfulness to the Giver of all good I retire this evening. He has seen proper to check Mother’s sickness, and I hope she will soon be [Page 48] well again. - We have had another quiet day. It is reported that the enemy’s fleet has gone southward. Friday, April 10. Bro. in law J. R. P. G. - called here this evening on his way to Charleston to join his chieftain Gen’l Hampton. He saw the Genl’s call or request last night and left home by the next train. I hope, however, that there will not be any use for them. Saturday, April 11. Close attention to duty all day causes me to feel weary this evening. Hope to rest quietly tonight and to spend a pleasant sabbath. Sunday, April, 12. Another Sunday is past, and I feel thankful for the quiet I have enjoyed. [Page 49] Monday, 13th April. Was gratified this morning, to learn that the fleet of the enemy left Charleston yesterday - hope they will not return. Tuesday, April 14. A very busy day this has been for me. A case arose requiring some discipline and I called the young man to me, showed him wherein he had erred, and then had to conform to my notions of what was proper. Wednesday, April, 15. Nothing unusual to day. Thursday, April, 16. Wrote a letter of introduction to day for a youth who recently left us with an honorable discharge. He desires to go elsewhere to school, hoping for better success. [Page 50] Friday, April 17. Capt T - returned this morning, and will take command in a day or so I suppose. I shall thus be relieved of some of my responsibilities. He seems to have had a pleasant time. I was somewhat disappointed this afternoon, to hear that our salaries were not increased at the recent meeting of the Board of Visitors. I had hoped the stringency of the times would induce them to raise the salaries temporarily, but fearing the institution would become involved in debt they did not do so, at least I suppose this was the cause. Saturday April 18 Was made to feel sad this evening to hear that Mother’s health is still bad. [Page 51] Sunday, April 19. Spent the day as I usually spend my Sundays. Monday, April 20. Began to prepare my papers for the “Official Register” of the Academy this evening. Tuesday, April 21. My engagements to day were as usual. Wednesday, April, 21. After the duties of the day I went to prayer meeting this evening. Only a few were out. Thursday April, 22. I am weary and feel the need of rest. Friday, April 23. Had some of the cadets and a few girls to tea this evening. They appeared to enjoy themselves. It gave Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, January 1, 1863-April 23, 1863 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. His journals span from 1861-1865 and detail his personal life and health, religion, his work at the Arsenal Academy, cadet discipline, and Civil War activities. 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