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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] is being held at Springtown church. This is in accordance with a good and long standing custom with that church, to set apart one week in each year, for preaching and other religious exercises. It has been blessed with tokens of Divine favor in days gone by, and will, I trust, receive them again. Visited a Baptist Bro. this evening - Dr. J. J. McCants - who has recently moved to this place. Would that we had more such men. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Saturday, Sep. 14. Called at the Book-store to day and examined some Sunday-school question books with a view of getting some for our school, but found none more suitable than those we have. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles & and one to T. H. M. The news from the seat of war is rather unfavorable to day. Sunday Sep. 15. Bro. Breaker preached to day from 1st Tim 4:8, “but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.” It was one of his best efforts. He said, and, I think proved very clearly, that “the Creator designed that godliness should be a law of man’s nature.” His second proposition was that “the Creator designed that man should be happy.” From these premises it follows that godliness is profitable unto all things &c. The sermon at night was instructive, which by the way, is an unfailing characteristic of his preaching. I attended the funeral of a little boy this afternoon, at an Episcopal church. The service was read, and I could but think certain passages very inappropriate - such for instance [Page 2] as “our deceased brother”. - Finished a letter to Lou. Monday, Sep. 16. Received three letters to day; one from Bro-in-law J. R. P. G. now in Hampton’s Legion in Va, one from Rev. W. T. Farrow, and one from Lou. I have answered them all. That from Joel is very comforting. Its turn indicates that he feels his dependence upon an All-wise Being, and that he is trying to serve Him. But this does not surprise me, it only confirms what I previously had reason to believe. May he have grace to enable him to persevere! Tuesday, Sep. 17 One or more of the cadets, thoughtlessly perhaps, amused himself a little this evening by putting out the lights in garrison. The officer of the guard, not being able to ascertain who was the offender, appealed to me. After satisfying myself how the offence was committed, I made no effort to ascertain who the offender was, but made a few remarks to the corps which I am sure will stop that kind of amusement. There is an art in ruling boys. Wednesday, Sep. 18 I am looking forward with great pleasure, to the time when I shall commence house-keeping. My arrangements are being completed. Wrote a letter to Lou this afternoon. Attended our usual prayer-meeting but did not enjoy it as much as I usually do, not, however, because the exercise were less interesting, but because of my own fault. Called and conversed with Bro. Breaker for some time after the exercises of the prayer meeting. Thursday, Sep. 19. Walked about a great deal this afternoon, on business [Page 3] and am now feeling weary, although not in any way disheartened. True I would like much to see times easier than at present, particularly in pecuniary affairs. “Money is the root of all evil.” Received two letters one from Lou & one from Col. R. P. G. Friday, Sep. 20. Wrote one letter and rec’d one. News with me is unimportant. I am told that one man here who has sold wood at $5. per cord in former times speaks of raising his price to $10. this winter. He thinks coal cannot be had, and that he can take advantage of the necessities of the people. Alas for poor fallen human nature! What will it not do for money! Saturday, Sep. 21. Having walked about a good-deal to day I am feeling very tired, and not only so but I am not pleased with the news concerning the times. Some one, a traitor, has been giving information to our enemies concerning the condition, location and strength of the Confederate forces. - Hope to spend a pleasant Sabbath. Sunday Sep. 22. Heard three sermons to day. The two usual times for preaching at our church were employed by Bro. Breaker in his accustomed way. He is always instructive. This afternoon I heard a sermon at the Factory by Bro. Durham. A protracted meeting is now going on there, but the sermon this evening was what is termed a funeral sermon. A little child’s earthly remains were deposited in the grave-yard and the assembly turned away. Thus it must be sooner or later with all us. But what is death to the Christian save the end of anxiety & pain - the beginning of eternal joy. [Page 4] Monday, Sep. 23. I commenced moving into my quarters to day, and would be glad if the trouble of moving and getting fixed were over. I feel too unsettled to attend to collateral reading in my present situation. Tuesday, Sep. 24. Have been actively employed all day, and am feeling weary. Received three letters, one from Bro. Charles, now stationed on Cole’s Island, one from my old friend T. H. M., and the other was from Lou. I’m sorry to learn from Bro’s. letter that he has had fever every day since he returned to camp, and that the regiment is suffering from the measles. Who can tell the sufferings to which the poor soldier is subjected! Wednesday, Sep. 25. In addition to my academic duties, I have been busily engaged in arranging my furniture preparatory to moving into my quarters on to-morrow. The unusual exercise has had the effect to fatigue me somewhat. At prayer meeting this evening, our pastor told us of an interesting revival now going on at the Factory. A number have joined by letter, and as many have been received for Baptism while others appear to be deeply interested in that greatest of all subject the soul’s salvation. May the good work continue, and spread far and wide! Thursday, Sep. 26. It has been a very rainy day, and I have been out in it a great deal. - Lou is with me at home and, indeed, we may say for once that we are at home. We have moved into our quarters and I already feel at home, notwithstanding, we have as yet [Page 5] moved in but little furniture. I feel that I shall be happier and more useful, and indeed such is my prayer. Friday, Sep. 27. Very stormy to day, - wind but little rain. Heard my recitations as usual and the remainder of the day I have employed in “puttings things to rights.” Saturday Sep. 28. Another day has been actively employed, in endeavoring to complete our house keeping arrangements. A few more days, and I hope every thing will be arranged. My colleagues have to day relinquished their commands at this post, preparatory to moving to the other branch of the institution to which they have been transferred. I am, therefore, in command, for a short time - a day of two until Capt. Thomas arrives. I hope he will not be many days away, for boys will get into mischief unless they are kept employed, and one department will not suffice to occupy their time. Have written a letter to Bro. Charles this evening. Sunday, Sep. 29. Was prevented from attending S. school this morning by having to attend to the duties of Sup’t. at the Arsenal. Attended church but failed to enjoy the services as much as I usually do, because my mind involuntarily dwelt too much on secular cares. A case of discipline that occurred this morning in which the depravity of human nature was strikingly apparent annoyed me considerably. Dr. Reynolds preached for us in consequence of illness in the pastor’s family. His little boy, it is feared will not recover. [Page 6] Monday, Sep. 30. Discharged my duties as usual & those of Sup’t. in addition. Everything has gone on well. Capt White leaves tomorrow morning to report at the Citadel. Tuesday, Oct. 1 Cap’t Thomas took charge as Sup’t. here this morning. I went through with my regular duties, and made some purchases of furniture to day, and am now feeling weary. Wednesday, Oct. 2. The Sup’t. again left the duties of officer in charge for me to attend to, and I find it very confining. It is too, somewhat fatiguing, thus to have no relaxation from the care & responsibility of the garrison. It is raining to night, and if it were not I suppose I could not attend prayer meeting. Thursday Oct. 3d Another day has passed away. It has been one involving of somewhat more than ordinary excitement to me. My duty has required me to arrest a cadet for reprehensible conduct in my recitation room. - The bells rang this afternoon for or in honor of the secession of Missouri. A salute was also fired by the city authorities. Friday, Oct. 4. Nothing unusual occurred. I wrote, or rather finished a letter to sister Lizzie, also wrote one to W. T. Farrow. Retire, feeling relieved that I have no recitations on the morrow. Saturday, Oct. 5. Made an unsuccessful effort to collect money due the church for pew-rent. Employed the remainder of the day in completing our house keeping arrange [Page 7] ments. - This evening, I attended our regular church conference and was glad to see more of the members out than usual. It is, indeed, pleasant to meet the brethren at these meetings, and interchange thoughts and feelings in regard to the welfare of the church. It is to be regretted, however, that the stringency of the times should tend so much to embarrass the pecuniary affairs of the church. But so it is, men are apt to indulge their appetites and desires, even though the cause of truth and religion call on them ever so loudly. Sunday, Oct. 6 One more Sabbath day is gone, and a pleasant one it has been. The Sabbath school, and morning service were attended as usual. The ordinance of Baptism was administered to five candidates, (all colored) after morning service, and that of the Lord’s supper was celebrated this afternoon. The service closed with the singing of that good old hymn, “Bles’t be the tie that binds” &c. How pleasant thus, to enjoy a foretaste of Heaven, but alas! how few comparatively of mankind feel or know the importance or the comfort of such meetings. Could not attend night service, because of being in charge. Monday, Oct. 7 A letter from Bro. Charles, says that he has been sick and that a great number of the soldiers there (on Cole’s Island), are sick also. Poor soldiers! they have hard times, particularly on such nights as this when the rain is coming down in torrents. We can never honor them too much for suffering so much and encountering so many dangers [Page 8] for the good of their country. May the blessings of the Most High, be vouchsafed to them! Tuesday, Oct. 8. In addition to my regular duties, I have written a letter to Bro. Charles. I know that he appreciates a letter from those near to him, and as I can do nothing else to cheer him, I endeavor to write promptly. Wednesday, Oct. 9. Our prayer meeting, though not as full as usual, owing to the inclemency of the weather, was nevertheless an interesting one. It was of a social character. Several members made remarks. Among others, I commented or rather offered some suggestions on the duty of Christians. Thursday, Oct. 10 A letter from Father, brings the cheerful intelligence that the family is well. Although a severe storm has thrown down a great many trees, and injured the crop of cotton, he appears cheerful, and thankful that his prospects are as good as they are. Friday, Oct. 11. Wrote two letters to day, one on business, the other to Father. - My sympathies have been enlisted to day in behalf of one of our cadets. His uncle, who had adopted him, died a short time since without a will, and he fears that his prospects for obtaining an education are blasted, unless he can be transferred from the list of Pay to that of State Cadets. I instructed him in regard to the manner of procuring the transfer and promised to aid him all that I can [Page 9] in securing it. Experience has taught me how to sympathize with those who have to contend with adverse circumstances. Saturday, Oct. 12 Having walked a great deal to day, and studied hard this evening. I am now feeling weary and desire repose. Sunday, Oct. 13 I made the acquaintance of Rev. Mr. Chambliss at S. school this morning, and met an old friend, whom I have not seen in three years. It was Mr. Tindal: his visit to Germany has improved him considerably. He and a young Baptist Bro, S. S. Kirby took tea with me this evening. This, by the way, is the first time that I have ever had a friend to sit with me at my table. I trust that I shall have these two many more times, and that others will do me the pleasure to share my hospitalities, for in nothing do I take more pleasure, than in seeing my friends and making them comfortable. Attended church this morning and this evening. The day has been a pleasant one to me. Monday, Oct. 14. Have been sorely tempted of Satan to day. Or perhaps I might better say, that circumstances connected with the discharge of my duty, as teacher, and with a business transaction, have been unpleasant. Tuesday, Oct. 15 A very pleasant day to me - the evening particularly so. Bro. Chambliss and Mr. Tindal took tea with me. Their company was particularly pleasant. The chief topic of conversation was Christianity as held & practiced by the [Page 10] Catholic church. Bro. T. - is much more liberal in his views than Bro. C. - but not so correct I think. Wednesday, Oct. 16. The prayer-meeting was thinly attended again, I am sorry to say, perhaps this was owing to unavoidable circumstances, but it does seem that more interest should be manifested in such exercises as are there held. And yet I must confess, that although present this evening, I did not enjoy the meeting as I would like to have done; but the fault was me - not in the exercises. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles this evening, in answer to one received of from him on yesterday. Thursday, Oct. 17. My regular duties have been performed as usual. One of our cadets, J. W. Clement, who has been honorably discharged left to day. The manner in which he left me, confirmed the good opinion I had previously formed of him. Friday, Oct. 18. A long and affectionate letter from sister Lizzie tells me that all are well at home - cheering intelligence this. Saturday, Oct. 19. The day has passed away very pleasantly. I have done a good deal of walking about, attending to business, and am now feeling tired. This evening has been spent in a committee meeting, to devise ways & means to raise money to defray the expenses of the church for the next year. Sunday, Oct. 20. Another Sabbath with its blessed privileges has passed away. It has been a quiet and a pleasant day to me. [Page 11] Monday, Oct. 21. Life has its cares and trials, as every one can testify. I do not pretend that a teacher's life is more fraught with care than that of other men, and yet it does seem that his kindness often times meets a poor return. But it is only boys and people of narrow mind that fail to appreciate his labor of love. Tuesday, Oct. 22. Had the unexpected pleasure to meet Mr. & Mrs. Tindal to day. Mr. T- did not tell me of his intention to bring Mrs. T- down with him, in fact he did not know it then himself. The engagement, although one of long standing was consumated speedily; that is to say, there was not much parade about it. This was sensible. I like quiet unostentatious weddings. Wednesday, Oct. 23. It is, indeed, a great pleasure to attend the prayer meeting once a week. Then we, commune, as it were, with the Father in Heaven, and anticipate to some small degree the joys of the celestial world. How thankful we ought to be, that we are thus enabled to relieve our minds of the cares and anxieties of life. A letter from Bro. Charles, dated 19th inst. says that out of about 850 men, on the island, only about 250 are able to do duty. He adds that it is not pleasant to walk post in the rain and wading water. At the time of writing, he thought he was taking measles. If so I hope his attack will be a mild one. - Frost will soon come and then we trust there will be less sickness in camps. [Page 12] Thursday, Oct. 24. My usual duties have been performed. I received my commission as First Lieutenant to day bearing the date 1st Oct. Friday, Oct. 25. The day has passed away pleasantly. This afternoon was spent in going round to members of the Baptist congregation, to ascertain how much they will be willing to give for the support of the gospel, during the next year. In view of the hard times, the success I met with was is encouraging. Saturday, Oct. 26. As usual on Saturdays, I have walked about a good deal to day. My business was the same as that that called me out yesterday afternoon. Bro. Breaker called to see me this afternoon. How pleasant it is to have friends call to see me at my own house! I retire feeling very much fatigued. Sunday, Oct. 27. What a blessed privilege it is, to rest, one day out of seven, from our secular cares. The services of the sanctuary were indeed pleasant to day. Bro. B's text this morning, compared the Christian life to walking, the text this evening compared it to a race. Both were good sermons. I went this afternoon, to the colored S. school of the Presbyterian Church. It is conducted by Mr. Ladsden in a most excellent manner, and with the blessing of God, must result in great good. [Page 13] I think I shall try to introduce, to some extent, his plan of instruction and government in to our S. school. Monday, Oct. 28. Received a supply of provisions from home to day, - a great treat indeed to me, it is, both for its pecuniary worth, and for its having come from home. Wrote to my parents thanking them for the kind remembrance. Tuesday, Oct. 29. The day with its duties and trials, has passed, and it is with feelings of regret, that I have learned seen another lesson instance of failure on the part of a cadet to appreciate kindness in the teacher, I make my evening record. But human nature, at best, is weak, and boys must, therefore, be expected to err. Wednesday, Oct. 30. How little we appreciate our privileges as Christians. The prayer meetings are, cases, in life's moral desert, but alas! few seem to enjoy them. The meeting this evening was a pleasant one to me. Thursday, Oct. 31. The day passed away very quietly. I went round and paid up some of the accounts that I made recently. Hope soon to pay up all I owe, and then to proceed, as formerly, on the cash system. Friday, Nov. 1 A very rainy day, accompanied by wind. Poor soldiers! They fare badly in such weather as this. They cannot be too much honored for their toils and sacrifices in the cause of liberty. [Page 14] Saturday - November 2nd Went out to day, in command of our corps, and united with the citizen soldiers to guard the prisoners (sent on here from Richmond) from the depot to the jail. There were about one hundred and fifty of them, two of whom were little boys. We "formed square," the prisoners were marched within, and thus surrounding them we conducted them to the quarters they now occupy. An immense crowd of persons assembled to see them. Old & young of both sexes, white and colored, appeared alike anxious to see the men who were captured in their onward march to desolate our homes and firesides. A few, I regret to say seemed disposed to use taunting expressions in their hearing. They are our enemies, but they have surrendered, and it is due to one's self-esteem not to reproach them. It certainly does not evince a noble and courageous spirit to wound the feelings of a man, when he is unarmed, and surrounded by soldiers, armed with bayonets and loaded muskets. Sunday, Nov. 3. Attended S. school and church in the morning as usual, but as I am in charge I did not go out this evening. Read one of Spurgeon's Sermons. Monday Nov. 4. Performed my ordinary routine of duty. A letter from Bro. Charles tells me that he has had measles, in consequence of which, he has been furloughed until his health is restored. Hope he will pay me a visit before his return to camps. Tuesday, Nov. 5. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles to day, and also a note to Col. R. P. G. Visited Capt. Thomas this evening. [Page 15] Wednesday, Nov. 6. After hearing my recitations to day, I availed myself of the opportunity to call on some of my friends, who are members of the Legislature, now assembled to elect electors to vote for President of the C. S. It is refreshing to meet one's friends after a long absence. Attended the prayer meeting this evening, and enjoyed it. Would that more persons took delight in its profitable exercises. Thursday, Nov. 7. The day has been spent pleasantly. Three letters, one from home, one from Uncle W. L. P., and one from Col. R. P. G. have been received. These enhanced my pleasure. Mr. & Mrs. Tindal took tea with us, a circumstance that always gladdens the heart of a man of my disposition. But still I am not as cheerful now as I would like to be. A report has reached here, to the effect that the enemy have landed, or rather have taken possession of Port-Royal Harbor. The details I know not, but fear that they are unfavorable in a high degree. There is, however, a faint hope, nay a confidence in the Providence of God, that we will be enabled to drive them off our soil and that speedily. Friday, Nov. 8. The news from Port-Royal is unfavorable. It is said that the enemy has landed, that our batteries have been silenced, and that the town of Beaufort has been burned. This last act was done by the citizens themselves, rather than let it fall into the hands of the invaders. A noble example this of self-sacrifice [Page 16] for the good of the country. May God grant that the invaders may soon be driven off our soil! I do not feel like writing more. The present excited state of my mind leads rather to thoughtfulness silence and meditation than to writing or conversation. Saturday, Nov. 9. This has been a day of intense excitement. Forty two of our cadets, all we have except eight, left to day under the command of Capt. Thomas to engage in active service. They left, on the evening train for Charleston in fine spirit. I addressed them in a few parting words, commending them to the care of "Him who doeth all things well." I was glad to see that they appreciated my remarks, and seemed to feel the responsibility of the undertaking. May the God of battles protect and defend them and return them all to us again! I am left here, in accordance with orders from Head Quarters, in command of the guard at this fort for the protection of the public property committed to our charge. I asked Cap’t Thomas to remain, and let me lead the corps into service, but he said that the nature of his orders was such that he could not feel it his duty to do so. "He could not consent to keep himself out of danger and send a junior officer into it." As a military man, I acknowledge his right to decide under the circumstances, and of course yield to its exercise. My duties here, are of a responsible nature. I have just received a dispatch from the Chair [Page 17] man of the Board of Ordnance, who is in Charleston telling me to "send him all the arms in my possession immediately," and also to make preparations to receive forty thousand pounds of powder which he will ship by R. Road on to-morrow. Sunday Nov. 10 Was up all of last night, having arms packed up. This morning before day went to the depot for the purpose of having arms forwarded to Charleston. Next I had to make preparations for storing away the powder spoken of yesterday. I consulted the Gov. and received orders to have a room in the new State House fitted up at once. I have had it done. Have not attended church to day, indeed the day had no appearance resemblance to the Sabbath so far as I have observed, except perhaps, the ringing of the church bells this morning. Monday, Nov. 11. Went to the depot this morning, received the powder and have had it stored away. Maj. Stevens dined with me to day. He is here for the purpose of getting the Gov's authority to raise a command, he is to have a commission as Col. Tuesday Nov. 12. To-day, like yesterday was spent in receiving and issuing arms. A number of official letters have been received and answered. Wednesday, Nov. 13. To-day's duties very much like those of yesterday. I should have stated that I retired last night with a load of care resting on my mind. In accord [Page 18] ance with orders from the Gov. I had sentinels posted on the green to guard the magazines, and the orders I had to give them were strict. Indeed I felt fearful that some man, an innocent one perhaps, might be shot before the morning. - To-night in accordance with Gov's orders, I have a guard that has been detailed from the Militia. A letter from Capt Thomas to-day, informs me that he will have to return soon, and tells me to hold myself in readiness to take his place at any time. I will get ready. Thursday, Nov. 14. I have been making arrangements to go to the coast to day. I am not certain whether he desires me to go for a short time only, or whether he intends that I shall relieve him permanently, and hence am at a loss whether to make my arrangements for a long or a short stay. Two old friends, Mr. Tindal & Mr. Graham, called on me to day. Both of them are getting ready for "the wars." A letter from Bro. Charles tells me that the Militia of that section have been ordered out, and that he left yesterday to return to his Reg't. He seems to be in fine spirits for which I am thankful. - I am not feeling so well this evening. I have caught cold. The warm weather we are having, and the irregular life that I have been leading doubtless is the cause of it. For several days past I have neither slept or ate regularly. Friday The day has been more quiet than any I have experi [Page 19] enced lately. I have had fewer calls than usual. Regret, however, that I was prevented from attending church to-day, for I feel that all should engage in public acknowledgements such as this day was designedly set apart to make. Saturday, Nov. 16. Having been engaged in making arrangements for leaving home and going into service. A few little bills have been paid off - preparations are being made for closing up the house, and sending Lou to Greenville. Her brother James is now here, for the purpose of accompanying her home. I am feeling perfectly satisfied to go, but do not like the idea of the Battalion of State Cadets losing its separate organization. The existing arrangement, may possibly result in placing an officer of this Academy under a militia officer of similar rank. But I hold that this is not a time to create disturbances about matters of that kind. Sunday, Nov. 17. Attended S. school & Church this morning. It is of all earthly pleasures, the greatest, to be permitted to spend Sabbath in the exercises of the S. school & Sanctuary. My duties at the Academy, forbid that I should enjoy spend this evening at church. Monday, Nov. 18. This day has been one of feverish anxiety to me. Expecting to start for the coast on to-morrow morning, I have made my arrangements accordingly. I even have my trunk ready packed, to start, but as a letter from the Chairman of the Board is expected, which will [Page 20] contain something of importance to the officers of this Academy, I have not yet been able to get my consent to go before another day passes. I wish I had the desired information. I could then proceed at once to act. Tuesday, Nov. 19. The desired letter came this afternoon. The Chairman of the Board has decided that I must remain here for the present. He says that he is going to Charleston on the 17th inst. on business relative to the Battalion of Cadets, from which I infer that he will order them back. My friend, Mr. D. C. Anderson, who came yesterday is still with me. He is fitting himself out for service, and waiting for the arrival of his Bro. in-law - Mr. Tindal. Wednesday, Nov. 20. The Cadets have been ordered back. I shall not therefore go into service at present. Bro. Breaker called to see me this afternoon, and, as is usual, his visit proved agreeable. Bro.-in-law, James Y. Goodlett, left this morning for home. Thursday, Nov. 21. My friends, Messrs Anderson & Tindal, dined with me to-day. Both of them are going into service. The former is particularly cheerful and enthusiastic on the subject. Mr. Anderson leaves for home this evening. Friday, Nov. 22. The Cadets returned this morning, under command of Lieut Armstrong. I dined with Capt. T- [Page 21] our Sup’t. in company with Lieut A. This morning was the first time it has been my pleasure to meet him, (Lieut A.). I find him a quiet, unassuming, and thinking man. - Learn with regret that there is a spirit of disaffection among the cadets of the Citadel Academy. It is reported that a fight is going on at Pensacola. Saturday, Nov. 23. Have been closely engaged most of the day in making arrangements for the examination, which is to begin on Tuesday next. - There has been nothing further from Pensacola of a reliable character, save that they were fighting there yesterday. It is said that a battle is now going on at Manassas. Alas! for man, poor weak sinful man, that he will act thus. Men should live together in peace. Sunday Nov. 24. Attended Sunday school this morning, as usual. After its exercises were closed I attended a pleasant meeting of the church, held for the special purpose of receiving two candidates for admittance to membership. After the regular morning service, the ordinance of baptism was administered. Heard a good sermon this evening. Monday Nov. 25. Have spent the day in making arrangements for the examination. This after-noon late, I went down and bade Bro. Walker good bye. He leaves for the coast on tomorrow. [Page 22] Hope to meet him again. He is a good and useful man and his loss would be severely felt. Tuesday, Nov. 26th The Board of Visitors came up to day to attend the examination as was expected. After inspection I drilled the corps for their benefit, or rather for them to judge of the discipline & drill for themselves. The corps did well - they were pleased. This done, the examination commenced in mathematics and French - We took a lunch at Capt Thomas'. Wednesday, Nov. 27. The examination was continued from 9. A.M. till 2 P.M. when the Board repaired to my quarters to take lunch by my invitation. They seemed to enjoy it very much to my gratification. - I am this evening, as on evenings previous, feeling weary. Thursday, Nov. 28 The examination closed to day. I feel relieved, for I have been closely engaged for several days. The examination in mathematics was gratifying - that in English not so satisfactory although not bad. After taking lunch at Cap’t Thomas' the Board left . - Through the suggestion of Capt Thomas, the Board have requested me, to go down on tomorrow and act as Secretary for them. I am glad of this, as it may be increase my means of doing good. Friday, Nov. 29. Have spent the day in writing for the Board - get home late and am not in a situation to sleep well. My nervous system is too much excited. [Page 23] Saturday, Nov. 30. Wrote for the Board again to-day - was formally and unanimously elected Secretary of the Board of Visitors. Work till one o'clock, hoping to get through so that I may enjoy a quiet Sabbath, but do not succeed. I retire weary. Sunday, Dec. 1. I regret that I have not been able to attend the S. school or the Sanctuary to day. It has been necessary for me to write all day in order to complete a certain portion of the work by to-morrow morning 10 o’clock. Monday, Dec. 2. Learned, this morning, with regret, that I will be denied the pleasure of visiting my parents this vacation. Capt. Thomas has been ordered to Charleston, to aid in fortifying the city, and I shall have to remain here to take charge of the Academy. Wrote a letter to Father giving the reason of my detention here. Tuesday, Dec. 3d Was engaged with in duties connected with the Academy and & Arsenal. Maj. White called to see me for a short time to-day. He does not look so well as when I last saw him. Wednesday Dec. 4 I have been a little worried with my duties. All does not go on exactly as I desire. I do not get to attend church prayer meeting this evening. My duties here will not let me go out at night. [Page 24] Thursday, Dec. 5. This has been a day of trial. It has been necessary for me to resort to rigid measures in order to preserve discipline. But all is aright now – those who erred have been made to see and feel their error, and will not, I hope, be guilty of such errors again. Such are the trials of one who has to rule boys, and then alas! he rarely receives any reward from men for his pains. But this matter of small import to a sincere & good man. Friday, Dec. 6. The effects of yesterday’s discipline are apparent. It has produced a change for the better. Saturday, Dec. 7. The day has had its duties and its trials too to some extent, but all is well at its close except I am feeling weary and care worn. Sister Lizzie & Mother-in-law and her two little sons are with us now – just arrived to day. All are well at both of our homes. – I learn that Rev. Mr. Sanders, the minister who baptized me is now the Capt of a company just arrived at the camp of instruction near this place. A deacon of the church of which Mr. Sanders is pastor is the 1st Lieut of the company. Sunday, Dec. 8. My duties here would not permit me to attend S. school, though I went to church in the forenoon. I could not attend in the evening because there was no one, in whom I had confidence, to leave in charge of the garrison. My old acquaintance [Page 25] and friends and fellow graduate Mr. Harper called on me this evening. Monday, Dec. 9. Have felt unwell nearly all day, but am better now. Capt Thomas has returned, and I shall have less care on my mind. Mr. Harper dined with me to day. He is a quiet unassuming man, perhaps too much so to succeed well in a world like this when self esteem is so essential a requisite. Tuesday Dec. 10 Have spent the day quietly – free from care and anxiety, or at least, as much so as the nature of the times will permit. If I could be thus free for a few weeks or months, my health would be invigorated. But present duties must be performed, however much our inclinations may lead to pleasure or ease. Wednesday, Dec. 11. After a quiet day, I attended prayer meeting. But few were out – owing perhaps to the threatening state of the weather. Thursday, Dec. 12. There is great excitement in Columbia this evening – owing to the sad intelligence that Charleston is on fire. Various reports are current as regards the extent of the damage but all agree that it is very great. It seems that similar disasters happen in different parts of the world about the same time. We read at one period of conflagration after conflagration, at another of tornado after tornado, and again [Page 26] at another of ship-wreck after ship-wreck. And then again all seems quiet, and we read of great religious interests in different localities springing up, as it were, simultaneously and claiming the attention of men. Taking all these facts together, I am inclined to the belief that they constitute a part of God’s plan in controlling the world, and in accomplishing his own glorious purposes. In this I do not charge God with being the author of evil as some have intimated, He but permits these calamities to come upon us, and controls them for good. All blessings emanate from Him. Friday, Dec. 13. Went to the depot this morning – saw Mother-in-law & the little boys off home. Have been busy to day in preparing to visit my parents. Saturday, Dec. 14. Left Columbia this morning – I’m now at home with my parents. I feel rejoiced to find them in such good health. They are happy to have us at home, and are particularly gratified at being permitted to see their little grand-daughter. I must not forget to state that I am most favorably impressed with the appearance of my little nephew, Benjamin Beauregard Kearse. I predict that, if he is blest with an opportunity, he will make a useful man. Sunday, Dec. 15. Spent the day quietly. There being no preaching any where near us we did not leave home. [Page 27] Monday, Dec. 16. Went out to Midway to day and there met a number of old friends all of whom seemed glad to meet me. It is pleasant thus to meet the friends and acquaintances of earlier days. Tuesday, Dec. 17. Stayed at home all day, except that Lou & I rode out a little way this morning. The weather is indeed, pleasant. Wednesday, Dec. 18. Went out to shoot some ducks this evening in company with Father. We did not kill any, though each of us shot at some at a considerable distance. Thursday, Dec. 19. Lou and I rode over to Uncle William Patrick’s this afternoon – Mrs. Whetstone and family called this morning talked chiefly about the war. All of us have relatives and friends in the army, and can easily sympathize with each other. Friday Dec. 20. Father and I went hunting ducks again this evening, but did not get a shot. We saw some too far off to shoot. – When we will hunt together again is uncertain, perhaps never. I expect to-morrow, to return home, and a year at least will elapse before I can return and have an opportunity to indulge in such pastime. But happily we cannot read the future. [Page 28] Saturday, Dec. 21. Left the home of my childhood this morning for my home in Columbia. The day was pleasant, and we came on without any interruption. On arriving here I went out to purchase a sack of salt for Father. To my surprise, it was difficult to find, and when I found it I had to pay the exorbitant price of sixteen dollars a sack. How men can remain quietly at home, attending to their own business and thus extort from the families of those who are serving their country. I should be at a loss to imagine were it not that I know human nature is utterly depraved and weak. Sunday, Dec. 22. Another Sabbath has come and gone. It has been a cold and disagreeable day out of doors. – Went to Sunday school this morning, the first time that I have enjoyed this privilege for several weeks. I told the scholars that I had been absent because I felt that my duties there could be performed by others while my duties elsewhere could be performed by me alone and could not be postponed, but that they should not allow the absence of the Sup’t to cause them to stay at home, - their duty being manifestly to attend the school. – From school – went to church. This afternoon and evening have been spent at home – watching over and ministering to the wants of our little girl, who has been suffering from an attack of sickness – perhaps I am thankful that she is now apparently free from pain. Hope she will soon be well again. [Page 29] Monday, Dec. 23. Have been busily engaged all day in having work done about the Academy, and in making preparations for another year. Our little girl is better this evening, for which I am thankful. Tuesday, Dec. 24. To-day, like yesterday, has been spent in having preparations made for the 1st of January. Wednesday, Dec. 25. Christmas day this is, but to me it appears more like Sunday than any other day in the week. This I presume, is because I have not been so busily engaged as I am sometimes. It is, too, a beautiful and quiet day, well calculated to remind one of the glorious event that this it day commemorates. Thursday, Dec. 26 Have been busy all day, and am now feeling weary. - It is worthy of record, that a man in this city, asked me, for a sack salt of the enormous sum of twenty five dollars. I felt indignant, that a man should ask such an exorbitant price for one of the necessaries of life, and that too, in times like these, when men ought to do all in their power to prevent want and suffering. But such is human nature. Friday, Dec. 27. The Militia were out to day in order that a call might be made, or rather in obedience to a call for volunteers. Perhaps I had better [Page 30] say that they were assembled in order to see how many of them would volunteer. It is feared that we will be compelled to draft men for service. For the honor of the State I hope such will not be the case. Saturday, Dec. 28 I am feeling anxious this evening, about our Sea-coast and those who are there to defend it. This morning’s paper informed me that the enemy were approaching Charleston, and that our batteries on Cole’s Island had exchanged a few shots with a gun boat on Thursday last. I think there is no doubt, but that a fight has taken place before this. Hope that brother and all others who are there are well and safe. Hoping that we shall soon have more cheering news, I now seek repose. Sunday, Dec. 29. After attending Sunday school this morning I went to church and there heard a good sermon from Rev. Mr. Curtis L L.D. of Limestone Springs. “To be spiritually minded is life and peace” was his subject. This evening I heard Rev. Dr. Furman of Furman University. “If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature” was his text, and well did he treat it. Indeed both the sermons were good. It is worthy of remark that both of these divines are members of the State Convention now in session here. Monday, Dec. 30. This day has been spent chiefly, in endeavoring to collect pew rent, in order to pay our pastor’s salary. [Page 31] Tuesday, Dec. 31. Rev. J. G. Landrum and J. C. Furman D. D. dined with us to day. The first time, - but I hope it will not be the last – that aged divines have thus honored me. Mr. John W. Jamison, recently elected Asst. Prof. at the Arsenal is with us to night. He will board with us for a time, until he can arrange for rooming in his own quarters. And now another year draws to a close. When the morning light again dawns, we will say it is 1862. May I be enabled to live more uprightly henceforth than I have hitherto. Wednesday, Jan. 1. 1862. This is New-Year’s day, and a busy one it has been for me. I have been examining pupils, applying for admission into the Academy, and making other arrangements for the duties of the session. I am now very much fatigued. Thursday, Jan. 2. Yesterday’s record would be equally true of to day. Friday, Jan. 3. I met the class to day – issued books – assigned recitations, and gave some general hints as to what will be expected of them in the recitation room. Also arranged the squads for drill, and drilled them between the hours of 12 & 1 and again from 4 to 5. Saturday Jan. 4. I am feeling weary this evening, and yet I can see but little that I have done to day. – I am a little more pleased with the news from the seat of war today [Page 32] than I was a day or two ago. I am inclined to think that the Lincoln government will yet provoke a war with England, notwithstanding their endeavor to remain at peace. I see, however, no grounds for expecting peace very soon. Sunday, Jan. 5. This has been a wet, disagreeable day. There was, consequently no S. school at our church. Dr. Furman preached a fine sermon from the text, “Lord be merciful to me a sinner.” I went out this afternoon to attend the communion services, but it was postponed in consequence of the weather. Only a few persons attended. The day has been on the whole, a pleasant one. I have heard a good sermon, to and have had the pleasure to have the company of a friend to dine with me and one to take tea with me. Monday, Jan. 6. Have busily engaged all-day – hearing recitations and drilling. Nothing unpleasant has occurred. Tuesday, Jan. 7. Busy as I was yesterday. Two friends, Capt’s. Hoke and Goodlett – the latter a relative of my wife dined with us to day – It is pleasant thus to have friends call on me. A letter from Bro. Charley to day tells me that he has again been sick. He is somewhat despondent. I sympathize with deeply, and have written him a long letter. Hope he will soon be well again. Wednesday, Jan. 8. Has been a very cold and unpleasant day. Our soldiers who are exposed to it, doubtless suffer greatly. [Page 33] I wish I knew how Bro. Charles’ health is this evening. Hope he is well. He is now just twenty years old. It is the desire of all good men, that when his birthday again returns, we will have peace and consequently no need for so many soldiers. A few of us met at the church this evening, but there were no exercises, in consequence of the cold and thin attendance. Thursday, Jan. 9. Went through with my regular routine of duties. Friday, Jan. 10. Being somewhat at leisure this evening, I visited a friend and spent a pleasant hour in conversation. It is pleasant thus to spend an hour after long, and close application to duty. Saturday, Jan. 11. To day has been agreeably spent. I went out this morning to collect money, due the church for pew rent, and was gratified to meet with better success than usual. Would that all could and would be prompt in paying the pastor. “The laborer is worthy of his hire,” we are told, and in these hard times he needs it. Sunday, Jan. 12. A pleasant day, indeed, has this been. First to S. school, then to church when I heard a good sermon on the subject of Peter’s denial of the Saviour. This afternoon the communion services, postponed from last Sunday were observed. Dr. Reynolds in his usual happy style addressed us and was followed with appropriate remarks by Bro. Breaker. This evening I heard [Page 34] Bro. Phelps, formerly pastor of a church at Society Hill. His sermon was on the final judgement, and was a very good one. Indeed, it has been some time since I heard a sermon that pleased me more. It led me to contemplate the purity of God’s character, and the felicities that await the righteous when all the toils and sufferings and uncertainties of this life have passed away. Would that many others could have heard it. Bro. Charles would be benefitted by such a discourse in his present frame of mind. I feel that I must write him about it. Monday, Jan. 13. This has been a busy day, as usual with me. Nothing new has reached us except that there is some prospect of a financial panic at the North. Tuesday, Jan. 14. A very damp day – we had no drill. Wednesday, Jan. 15. Like yesterday, to day has been cold and damp. Drill was again dispensed with. I pity our brave soldiers who are in camps in weather like this. Thursday, Jan. 16. I am feeling anxious about father’s health. A letter from him this evening tells me that he has been sick and that he is still unwell though he is out. I hope he will not take a relapse. Friday, Jan. 17. Wrote a letter to father to day. I wish I knew now how he is this evening. I will hope that he is convalescent. [Page 35] Saturday, Jan. 18. And now another week is gone. I hope to morrow will be a good day & that I may be permitted to enjoy its privileges. Sunday, Jan. 19. An agreeable day this has been to me. The weather has not been as fine as it sometimes is, it is true, but that has not hindered me from enjoying the privileges of the Sanctuary. Heard a plain practical sermon this morning from Bro. Jones pastor of a church in Hendersonville, N.C. Had him & Bro. Phelps to dine with me. Heard an address this evening from by the Rev. Mr. Dickinson of Va. general agent of colportage for the Army. He made a strong appeal in behalf of our brave and self-sacrificing soldiers. Monday, Jan. 20. A letter from home brings me the cheering news that all are well. May God continue to grant to them the blessings of health! Tuesday, Jan. 21. I am informed that a telegram received here says that a fleet is off Charleston, but I feel that there is no need of apprehension about it. – A letter from Bro. Charles brings me the cheerful intelligence that he is in good health. Wednesday, Jan. 22. I am feeling some uneasiness about a hoarseness that has annoyed me for some time. My throat is a little sore this evening, arising perhaps from the inclement weather [Page 36] and from having to talk so much in teaching and drilling. A letter received this evening from Mr. Thos. Hall, principal the Anderson Military and Classical Academy, reminds me a days gone by. I should like much to meet him. His letter evinces sincere friendship for me. Thursday, Jan. 23. It has been a very damp and unpleasant day. I am informed that our forces have been defeated at Bowling Green, and that Gen. Zollicoffer has been killed. I fear that our defeat is a great one. Friday, Jan. 24. Another very disagreeable day. My usual duties have been performed. Saturday, Jan. 25. Had some young people to take tea with us this evening. The evening passed away pleasantly. It is a pleasure to contribute in any way to the happiness of others. Sunday, Jan. 26. Enjoyed the privileges of the Sabbath as usual. The class that I have organized among the Cadets assembled this afternoon, and I introduced Mr. Gouger to them. He is a member of the Theological Seminary here and I hope will be instrumental in accomplishing good here. They He proposes to begin to study the “Acts of the Apostles,” and assigned the 1st chap. as the lesson for next Sunday. – I would have taught the class myself, but for the belief that more good could be accomplished by one that does [Page 37] not have so much to do with the cadets. I know too that I can turn the exercises of the Sabbath mornings that I meet them to good account, by lecturing on some portion of the Scriptures. Monday, Jan. 27. Rev. Mr. Breaker paid me a call to day, but I was out on drill and did not see him. I should have been glad to meet him. Tuesday, Jan. 28. The usual routine of drill and recitations has been performed. Wednesday, Jan. 29. Another day has gone. My regular duties have been discharged. This evening I attended prayer meeting – the first we have had for several weeks or rather for two or three weeks, on account of the disagreeable weather that we had. Thursday, Jan. 30 I had made it convenient this evening, to say to some of the cadets, that they should study more. One young man, I have learned is a member of a Baptist church. I took occasion to say to him, that I am familiar with the trials that must beset him among so many young and thoughtless persons as we have here and that he should endeavor to be faithful in the discharge of every duty, - that a straightforward and consistent course would not only be right, but would claim the respect of all his associates. [Page 38] Friday, Jan. 31. A very rainy day this has been. I feel for our soldiers, who are exposed to the weather on such days as this. I understand that a telegram has been received saying, that about forty-vessels of the Burnsides fleet are supposed to be lost. If so it is to my mind a conclusive evidence that Providence is against the enemy and for us. I would not presume to interpret the acts of Providence, and yet I think that I shall not err in this coming to the conclusion, after the adverse fortunes of this fleet together with a similar experience of that, that landed at Port-Royal. Saturday, Feb. 1 Another damp day. I have spent it in going round and settling up the accounts that were against me, and in inquiring the terms of the schools here, with a view of selecting one for my sister to attend. This evening was the time for our regular church conference. But few were out. It is to be regretted that so little attention be given to so important a subject. Sunday, Feb. 2. Attended S. school and church to day as usual. Heard a very good sermon, preached by Bro. Phelps. His object was to show that this life is a state of probation. His reasoning was clear and forcible. Never have I heard a man advance views on any subject, more in accordance with my own. than did he He dined with me, and during his stay we conversed [Page 39] freely on the trials and duties of the Christian. Am in charge, (and moreover it is raining so that I think there will be no service this evening). I therefore do not go out. Monday, Feb. 3d A damp, unpleasant day - rain is falling now and I am led to think of our brave soldiers who are now “walking post,” or it may be trying to sleep on the damp ground without any covering save the Canopy of Heaven. Tuesday, Feb. 4. To day is fair and more pleasant. I am as usual engaged in teaching and drilling. Wednesday, Feb. 5. Did not attend prayer meeting this evening, as I would like to have done in consequence of being in charge of the garrison. Nothing new in the way of news so far as I have heard. Thursday, Feb. 6. Rain prevented us from drilling to day, and I availed myself of the opportunity to go out in the city and attend to some business. It is raining still. Our soldiers must indeed suffer. Friday, Feb. 7. It is raining again this evening, though at one time this morning there was a prospect of our having fair weather. - I have spent this afternoon in looking over a lot of books and selecting such as I wish to purchase. Fear that I shall not be able to purchase them as I desire. [Page 40] Saturday, Feb. 8. It is raining again this evening. - News of a fight at Roanoke Island has reached us to day. It is also reported that France has demanded the raising of the blockade & the removal of the stern fleet from Charleston. This latter, however, I do not believe. Sunday, Feb. 9. The attendance at S. school and church was small this morning in consequence of the inclemency of the weather. Brethren Phelps & Jones took tea with us this evening. A very pleasant treat to me, it was to have them. Their conversation was such as suits their calling, and is appropriate on the Sabbath. Monday, Feb. 10 Intelligence of the defeat of our arms, and the capture of a great many of our men (near three thousand) has reached us this evening. This, I must confess, has depressed my feelings greatly. I have an abiding faith that we will ultimately succeed, but fear that there is a great deal of trouble and suffering in store for us before we are permitted to enjoy the blessings of peace. Tuesday, Feb. 11. The news from Roanoke Island N.C. is still discouraging, but that from the West is more agreeable. It is said that a fight has occurred taken place at Fort Donelson, and that the enemy was repulsed. I hope it is true. We cannot expect to be victorious always, yet we have been defeated so often here of late that I feel that we would not exult too much over a victory now. I hope we are sufficiently humbled to [Page 41] endure a victory in a becoming spirit. A lady from Charleston, Mrs. F. - has come up to visit her son - a cadet - who is sick, and is now with us. I took her to my home in order that she might be near her son, and not with a view of receiving any reward, other than arises from having obliged a lady who is interested for her son. Wednesday, Feb.12. A very pleasant day this has been. No good news has been received yet so far as I know. Hope the day is not far distant when peace will be declared yet I have no particular reasons upon which to base it. Thursday, Feb. 13. My usual duties have been performed. In addition, I have answered a letter from a friend of one of the cadets, who desires to be to transferred from the Pay to the State list. I have directed him what course to pursue, and offered to aid him so far as I can in securing his transfer. The young man, I am pleased to know, appreciates the kindness I showed in former days. Kindness has its reward. Friday Feb. 14. There is no cheerings news yet, so far as I have heard, from the seat of war. Some of our people are very imprudent. Newspapers, for example, are publishing to the world where our weak points are. This, to me, is a matter that should be prohibited by law, if men have not common sense enough to know what is proper to be kept secret. Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, September 14, 1861-February 14, 1862 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] looking man, and evidently a good officer. His appearance is that of a stern, yet high-toned, and refined gentleman. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Hope she is well. Saturday, June 8. Felt a little indisposed this morning, but am better now. Rev. Milton Kennedy tells me that he has no hope that his brother can recover. Sad to contemplate! A young man thus early to be called from time to eternity. Hope he will be prepared for the change. Received an affectionate, but very desponding letter from Lou, and have written one in reply trying to cheer her amid her trials. Sunday June, 9 “Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.” Sixty-sixth Psalm &16th verse. This was the subject of a very interesting sermon, delivered this evening in the Baptist Church, by the Rev. Mr. Taylor, Chaplain of the Brooks Troop, of Greenville S. C. now attached to Hampton’s Legion. The young divine, has talents for great usefulness, as his sermon this evening abundantly proved. Long may he live, to tell what God has done for his soul, and thus cause many to seek the Christian’s “much longed-for-heaven of eternal joys beyond the grave”. Bro.-in-law j. R. P. Goodlett, called this afternoon to see me and while here closed a letter to his mother. Capt. Lamman, also called on me. May God bless [Page 2] them both, and spare them to enjoy the blessings for which they have resorted to their swords. Monday June 10th Wrote a letter to Lou. One from her informs me that she is well as usual, for which I am thankful. In regard to the great event of the day, it is difficult to form an opinion. There are so many rumors, and contradictory dispatches that it is difficult to ascertain facts, without which an opinion is worthless. Present indications are that there will soon be a great battle, between the opposing armies. We commend our cause and our brave Volunteers to the God of battles, and pray for His smiles and protection. Tuesday, June 11. Am feeling well this evening - have been gratified at the spirit manifested by our Cadets. Both those who have returned, and those who are going to furlough, have borne themselves toward me in a manner that a teacher and an officer is ever prepared to appreciate. Wednesday, June 12. I’ve just returned from that delightful place, the social prayer meeting. Would that they, the professing Christians, took a more general interest in its exercises. - From the dispatches received last evening, and published this morning, it would seem that the authorities in Washington are growing a little uneasy, or rather that they are beginning to realize the difficulty of subjuga- [Page 3] ting a free-people. Chief Justice Taney’s decision is well calculated to open the eyes of all men whose reason is not dethroned, to Lincoln’s unprincipled usurpation of power. Drilled some of the Volunteers of the 4th regiment to day. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Would that circumstances permitted us to be together! Thursday, June 13. To-day has been observed as a day of Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer. I am pleased that it was so generally observed. Appropriate service was held in all the churches here I believe. The Brooks Troop most of whom are Baptists attended the Baptist church to day. Received a letter from Lou and wrote one to my parents. - Received a letter from a Com. of the Cadet Polytechnic Society, requesting me to write a sketch of its history during my connection with it. They say “the Society is aware of my (your) zeal for her cause, and recurs with pride to my (your) efforts in her behalf.” I shall comply with their request as early as possible. Friday, June 14. Wrote a letter to Lou & finished reading Irving’s IV Vol. Life of Washington. Saturday, June 15. Visited Mr. Henry Powel, a Baptist brother this evening. It is a pleasant thus pass a sociable hour, after reading unfavorable dispatches like those received this evening from the seat of war. But I am not disposed to credit them. [Page 4] At any rate I indulge a hope that if they are true, it is a stroke of policy on the part of our rulers, and that if we have abandoned Harper’s Ferry, we shall gain more than its equal in another respect. Visited my colleague, Lieut. R. - this afternoon, - found him very feeble. A sad sight indeed! to see a man once active and lively, thus wasting away by disease. - Went out this morning, trying to collect Pew-rents. Met with some success, thankful to say. Sunday, June 16. Attended S. school and church as usual. At night Bro. W. D. Rice, the general superintendent of S. schools appointed by the Baptist State convention, or rather by a Board of that convention, addressed the congregation on the subject of S. schools. Would that every parent in the state could have heard him! They would, at least, have been constrained to admit that the S. school is capable of accomplishing good. Monday June 17. Visited the city school to-day, taught by Mr. Henry Powell, a Baptist brother. He has charge of about 80 boys - an interesting field for usefulness, truly; but a laborious one. I derived two or three useful ideas from his method of instruction. A letter from Lou, this after-noon, brings me the cheering intelligence that her health is still improving, but notwithstanding this I am somewhat depressed in spirits this evening. It arises, perhaps from the want of more congenial society that I have, at present. [Page 5] Tuesday, June. 18. Visited Camp “Hampton” to day, i.e. the camp of Hampton’s Legion. - Saw a number of my friends there - they are having a disagreeable time because of the dust. Wrote a letter to Lou. Wednesday, June 19. Cap’t. White, with a detachment of twelve cadets went out to Camp Hampton this morning to remain for some days, in order to drill the soldiers. This was done at the request of Col. Hampton. - At present I have sole charge at the Arsenal. Only eighteen cadets remain here to perform the duties of Guard. I have made such changes in the routine of duty, as will enable us to perform the duties of Guard without too much tax on the energies of the cadets. - Received a letter from Lou. She is not feeling cheerful. Her anxiety about her brothers weighs heavily upon her in her feeble state of health. Thursday, June 20. Wrote a letter to Lou to-day. Had some experience in the duties of Sup’t. and Arsenal keeper. Friday, June 21. This is the anniversary of my wedding, or rather of my marriage, for we had no wedding. Two years have passed rapidly away, during which we have experienced both joys and sorrows. At present we are apart, much to our regret, but think it best under the circumstances. - Received a cheerful letter, accompanied by [Page 6] a box of cake from Lou to-day. Wrote a letter in reply. Hope to see her soon. Saturday, June 22. Finished the outline of the history of the Polytechnic Society, written during the years ’53, ’54, & ’55, written at the request of a com. of said Soc. Received a letter from sister Lizzie - am sorry to learn that the family is not well. - Trust there will be no serious illness on the part of any one. - Am feeling weary this evening, the result, perhaps of constant exercise and of the extremely warm weather. Thermometer at 102° to-day! Sunday, June 23d Heard Dr. Renolds preach to day. His discourse was in reference to the death of our late, aged Bro. Frean. Like his sermons generally it was an admirable and appropriate one. His text is recorded in 2nd Tim. IV chap. 7 & 8th verses. In the concluding part of the discourse, he read a poem, composed by Bro. Frean years ago, which breathed a fervent Christian spirit. The preacher alluded to the fact that our late Bro. had asked him years ago, to perform this last kindly office for him. My duties at the Arsenal prevented my attending S. school this morning. I hope my absence will do no harm, but that on the contrary it will be the means of bringing out our Ass’t. Sup’t. who is as yet rather diffident. My Colleague Lieut Henry D. Kennedy, after long illness, died to-day at 20 minutes to M. His departure is said, and I am happy to read it, to have been a tranquil one. He [Page 7] expressed a hope that all would be well, requested different passages of Scripture to be read for him, and gave other evidences of a change of heart. I go and sit up (in company with three others) with his remains to-night. - Write a letter to our colleague Thompson concerning Lieut. K’s death. Bro-in-law, J. R. P. G. - called this afternoon to see me, it being the only time he could get off. Monday, June 24. A post mortem examination held made in accordance with one Lieut. K’s vast requests has proved that he died of consumption. His body was buried this after-noon with military honors. I had command of the corps, and could but feel solemn (had I tried to feel otherwise) as we marched slowly after the muffled drum and the solemn notes of the band, with arms reversed - a position in itself expressive of mourning. Having completed the interment according to the prescribed form we returned. I felt mortified at the thoughtless levity of the little boys on the street who followed along to hear the music on our return. Would that parents would strive harder to teach their children rules of propriety! Tuesday, June 25 Went out to Camp Hampton this evening in company of a friend - witnessed dress-parade - heard an order published to the effect that a part of the regiment Legion will leave for Virginia on to-morrow. Had a pleasant ride after the rain. Stopped at Bro. Breaker’s as I came on back and had a long and interesting talk with him. Wrote two letters to-day - one to Lou & one to Sister Lizzie. I am feeling weary this evening. [Page 8] Wednesday, June 26th Am feeling weary again this evening. A letter from home telling me of the continued sickness of my two brothers gives me great solicitude. Bro. Charles has Typhoid fever, and while I hope and pray for his recovery, I can but fear that his constitution is not such as to stand a severe attack of a protracted fever. But my faith is in God. I know that He does all things well, and I endeavor to feel submissive to His will. I am apprehensive about Bro. George also. A letter from Lou says that she is well as usual. Wrote one to her in reply and one to Sister Lizzie. - Bro. in-law J. R. P. G. dined with me to day. He bade me goodbye expecting to be off for the seat of war in a day or two. May the blessing of God accompany him. Thursday, June 27. No letter from home to day - hope however that the sick are better. I intend, Providence permitting, to go to Greenville to-morrow, as it will be the only opportunity that I will have for some time. I feel it my duty to go there, hoping that the blessings of a kind Providence will prevent my being called home on account of sickness, i.e. that they will soon be well again. Friday, June 28. Go to Greenville to day - a warm ride - crops generally look well, except that cotton is small. Arrive at Greenville - find Lou complaining. Hope she will soon feel better. All are, of course, glad to see me. I should feel happier if all were well both here and at home. Endeavor to feel that all will be well. [Page 9] Saturday, June 29. Have spent the day very quietly, most of the time in the house, in the company with Lou. She has not been well, but is better this evening. Sunday, June 30. Attended the Sunday school celebration this afternoon, and was pleased to see so large an attendance, both of children and grown people. I could but feel, that the Sunday school of which I have charge is languid as I beheld the large congregation, and saw how interested they were in the exercise of the school. At night the church was crowded to hear Dr. James Furman’s address or rather sermon to the soldiers composing Capt. S. D. Goodlett’s Company. They leave to-morrow morning. His text “Fight the good fight of faith” was most appropriately handled as might have been expected of the learned divine. After the services I went round to the Company’s place of rendezvous, the Old. C. H., and bade my friend Capt. S. D. G. good-bye. I am acquainted with only two or three of his men. Monday, July 1st A pleasant and needed rain about mid-day. Called to see my old friend Mrs. Anderson and family in the afternoon - my visit was an agreeable one - it recalled events that transpired when I used to board with the family. My much esteemed friend, Mr. E. H. Graham, called to see me, early in the evening. Hope to have the pleasure of meeting him oftentimes during life. Most of the day has been spent in Lou’s company & none was spent more pleasantly. [Page 10] Tuesday, July 2. Left Greenville this morning at 4 A. M - saw several soldiers on their way to the seat of war - was gratified at the prospects for good crops, as apparent from the corn and cotton fields near the R. Road. - Am thankful to learn from a letter, received on my return here, that Bro. Charles is better, and that Bro. George and the negro children are well again. Wrote a letter to Lou telling her of my safe arrival. Met with my colleagues, this evening, and submitted the outline of a Preamble and Resolutions, in regard to our late brother officer Lieut. H. D. Kennedy, in accordance with the request of the Sup’t. Made this afternoon, - they were revised and adopted. My attention was called to a comet now visible in the N. Western part of the heavens. It seems to have come to our view without attraction that attention the Astronomers usually give to its kindred bodies. I have seen but one notice of its coming. Its nucleus is large, and the train long and well defined. - My lessons for to-morrow have been assigned. Wednesday, July 3. Commenced the regular Academic duties to day, i.e. we heard recitations. A few of the cadets have applied for discharges - some because of the times & and one on account of his health. Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. The cadets request me to criticize, a series of resolutions passed by them concerning the death of Lieut. K. I complied. Attended prayer-meeting - was pleased to see a more general attendance than there was at some time back. [Page 11] I was surprised as well as gratified to day, to receive, as a present from one of the cadets, a book entitled “The Prince of the House of David,” also a copy of the Fast Day Sermon, by Rev. J. R. Kendrick, delivered on the 13th June 1861. Such tokens of regard are always appreciated by the conscientious teacher. Thursday, July 4. Another 4th of July has passed. It was ushered in as on former occasions, by the ringing of bells, the booming of cannon, and the firing of smell arms, but instead of firing one gun for each of the U. S., one was fired for each C. S. To me these demonstrations were suggestive of thoughts both pleasant and painful. On the one hand it is pleasant to remember that we of the Confederate States have done nothing to subvert the principles of the government whose birth this day commemorates; while on the other we are pained to know that the depravity of the human heart is still such, as to prevent a people bound together by so much that is glorious in the past, and having so much of a common interest and a common destiny, from living in peace and harmony under the same government. Attended a funeral at the Baptist church to day. Wrote a letter to Lou. Friday, July 5. Attended to my ordinary duties to day. I’m feeling about as cheerful as a man can, who is far away from those he loves. - Visited Bro. Powell this morning. Saturday, July 6. Was rejoiced this afternoon to receive two letters, one from [Page 12] Lou, the other from Father, bringing intelligence that the former is well, and that the sick in Father’s family are better. For this I hope I am thankful to God. Attended the regular conference meeting of the church this evening, - it was a pleasant meeting. Wrote two letters to day - one to Bro-in-law J. Y.G. in the army at Fairfax Va., the other to T. H. M. Sunday, July 7. The appearance or probability of rain, caused the S. school & congregation to be thin this morning. The exercises of the afternoon, it being communion season, were both pleasant and interesting. The collections to day for incidental expenses, and for the poor, indicate that the pressure of the times is being felt by the church & congregation. Being in charge, I could not go out this evening. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Monday, July 8. Wrote a letter to Bro. in law, Dr. L. M. G. - who is in the army. Visited Thompson, my colleague, this evening. Am feeling somewhat lonely this evening - and some degree of solicitude too, in regard to the changes that are to be made in the Academy as a consequence of the existing vacancies. May I be directed in the path of duty! Tuesday, July 9. Apart from my usual duties, I wrote a letter to Lou in reply to one received from her. The lonely and melancholy feeling that I had yesterday, continued until this evening. I am now comparatively free from it. It was I suppose the result of care and the want of a congenial friend. [Page 13] Wednesday, July 10. I still feel the need of a friend who thinks and feels as I do. Should be glad to have a house of my own. Thursday, July 11. Received a letter from Lou to-day, and wrote one in reply. Am feeling somewhat dejected this evening, notwithstanding, the cheering conversation I had with Bro. Breaker this evening. I called to see Mrs. Hewett, a Baptist, this evening, to learn how long the Sabbath school has been in existence, and learned that it has been about thirty years since it was organized though it has frequently been suspended for a time. Friday, July 12. Great indeed have been the rejoicings in Columbia this day. The “Richland Rifle Volunteer Company,” Cap’t. Miller having been in active service since the early part of last January, returned to day. The Military turned out to welcome them, and indeed, it would seem that nearly all of Columbia did the same. Carriages & vehicles of every description, were to be seen filled with persons, besides some on horseback and a multitude on foot, all looking on as if looking for some long absent friend. The Gov’s speech is over - and we take up the line of march for the Hall where a collation is prepared. Flags are suspended across the street, wreaths and bouquets are to be seen, while from every piazza, portice, and window human faces appear. Columbia “is as all eyes”. All seems anxious to do honor to the “good and brave.” Would that all were good in the proper sense of the word! [Page 14] The Collation was enjoyed by nearly all. I would that I could say all. But in that case, all would have to be intemperate or all temperate, and when I express a desire that all could have enjoyed it, I mean to say that I wish none would touch the intoxicating bowl. But I shall not live to see the day, when the curse of intemperance is removed from the land. Fatigued, from the duties of the day, I now seek repose. Saturday, July 13. Received three letters to day, one from Lou, one from sister Lizzie, and one from Bro-in-law J. R. P. G.-, who is at Richmond Va. Lou is not very well. At home those who were sick some time ago are better, but others are sick. I thrust that He, who hath blessed us in restoring the others will again hear our prayers, and restore those now suffering. How full alas! is this life of pain and sorrow. And it is for a good purpose, sinful as we are, that it should be so. Did not the chastening rod of affliction fall upon us some times we might, perhaps forget that this world is not our home. - From Bro.-in law’s letter, it seems that he has been participating in some of the joys of social intercourse, notwithstanding his duties as a soldier confine him. On the road to Richmond his company was often cheered by warm and enthusiastic hearts and invited to partake of the hospitalities of the citizens along the way side. A party was given them at the town of Greensboro. The young ladies of the two Female Colleges there, were present and a fine time did the young people have it would seem from the account of it. [Page 15] This was as it should be. Soldiers who go to fight in such a cause as ours deserve all the attention that can be shown them. Sunday, July 14. The attendance at Sunday school was good. Heard a good sermon in the morning from Bro. Breaker on the Duty of Self-denial. It was intended, and I think well calculated to stir up our non paying pew-holders. The text is in Matthew 16:24. - In the afternoon, I attended the meeting of the colored people. Bro. “Sanco” preached a sermon, which was well suited to his congregation. This evening Bro. Breaker gave us a very good, and to the Christian, a very consoling sermon. Psalm 31:15. “My times are in they hand.” I retire in a cheerful spirit. Monday, July 15. Saw Bro-in-law, James Y. Goodlett, as he passed through to day on his way to Va. He is the fourth brother that is now in the field. He brought me a comforting letter from Lou. It breathes a spirit of Christian piety, that never fails to refresh the faithful believer. Spent this evening at Bro. Breaker’s, and feel cheered and comforted thereby. - Our cadets are again desirous of taking the field. They wish to go to Va. this time. Received a letter from T. H. M. to day. Tuesday, July 16. This evening has been almost literally thrown away. I went over to the Arsenal, to meet my colleagues with a view of reading tactics to-gether. Company called in and I sat there listening to a conversation as profitless as it was long. It was about this that and the other [Page 16] individual - his or her beauty, how often he or she was engaged, &c, &c. - Apart from my usual duties I wrote a letter to Lou to day. Wednesday, July 17. Bought “Kirwan’s letters to Archbishop Hughes” to day, and placed it in the hands of a young man who is a Catholic. I should not have thought of doing so had he not requested me to “recommend some protestant books to read.” He manifests a desire to search after Truth. May the book be the means of leading him to in the “way of life everlasting”! Attended prayer-meeting this evening. - Wrote a letter to sister Lizzie. Also one to Maj P. F. Stevens, Treas. Asso. of Graduates, enclosing my dues to the Association. Thursday, July 18. Attended a meeting of the citizens of Richland Dist. to day, in the city hall held for the purpose of passing resolutions in honor of the late Gov. Adams. The meeting was not large. The resolutions were very complimentary. Wrote a letter to Lou, in answer to one received from her. Friday, July 19. Exaggerated rumors of a battle in Va. at Bull’s Run, have reached here to day. The report last received modifies the first materially, and gives ground to hope that our brave soldiers have suffered comparatively little. They have the victory, for which let all honor and glory be ascribed to the God of Battles. Have written to Lou, in order to allay any undue appre- [Page 17] hension for the fate of her brothers Luther & John, members of the “Butler Guards” 2nd Palmetto Reg’t. I have acquaintances and friends, and relatives by blood and marriage there for whom I feel a deep solicitude, but hope they have been sheltered by Providence. Saturday, July 20. No further tidings have been received from our army at Manassas. Everybody is anxious to hear the particulars of the engagement. For my own part I feel very thankful that the news thus far is so encouraging. Still I have serious apprehensions about for the fate of our men. Should the Federalists engage them again in front, and by flank movements at the same time, they may by their superiority in numbers, make an immense slaughter and perhaps defeat them. May a merciful God in his providence, interpose to prevent such a calamity. A letter from Father says that some of the sick are convalescing, but that one - a little negro is worse, & that two others are sick. Hope that He, who has mercifully spared others to us, will also restore them to health. Sunday, July 21. Another Sabbath day is gone, and how sweet have been its privileges! The exercises of the Sabbath school and the Sanctuary are indeed refreshing and comforting after a week’s labors together with the excitement created by the various and exaggerated rumors that [Page 18] we hear purporting to have come from the seat of war. Then for a short time, at least, we are permitted to meditate on the truth that pertain to life eternal, and to enjoy in anticipation, the blessings that are reserved for the faithful followers of Jesus when they shall have done with these sublimely scenes. In that pure world there will be no wars nor rumors of war, nor will we hear of pain and sickness, endured by those we love. All will be peaceful. All will be joy and happiness, not for a day or two, to be succeeded by gloom and sadness, but to endure throughout the ages of eternity. Oh! why then do we mourn because of the troubles and afflictions incident to this life, when they are but preparing us for that brighter and better world. - “Ye are the light of the world,” Mat. 5:14, was the text this morning. The sermon was instructive in a high degree. To night the text was in Deut. 33:27, “The Eternal God is thy refuge &c. It was a comforting sermon. Monday, July 22. This morning I awoke to learn, that while many of us were enjoying the blessed privileges of the Sanctuary yesterday, our brave soldiers, our kindred and friends were engaged in a sanguinary battle at or near Manassas. They gained the victory, but have to mourn the loss of many gallant men. Full particulars - not yet received. From all I have heard I am induced to believe as well as hope, that those near to me are spared. I dispatched to Capt. Hoke, this morning, but no reply has come yet. In the confusion there [Page 19] it may not have reached him, or he may not have been able to reply so soon. - Received a desponding letter from Lou, and in reply wrote her as cheering news as I could get out of the various reports. She cannot but feel sad, having so many there, who are dear to her. - I apprehend that we shall hear of another battle - a greater one perhaps, before many days. How thankful we Southern people should feel for the evidence that Providence is still on our side! Tuesday, July 23. Attended to my regular duties - numerous reports are circulated concerning the recent battles in Va. I went down to the Telegraph office with my colleagues this evening and remained until after ten o’clock - returned feeling quite weary, having learned nothing definite on the all absorbing subject. Wednesday, July 24. Rumor after rumor still passes round. I attend the regular prayer meeting held at our church, make the acquaintance of some visiting brethren. More persons out than usual. Glad to see it. It evinces a spirit of gratitude to God for giving success to our arms. Came by the Telegraph office and there learn that two officers of my acquaintance, Adjutant Wilkes, & Lieut Earle were killed in the great battle of the 21st, and that Capts. Poole & Kilpatrick were severely wounded together with many others killed and wounded - that are not named. Feel solicitous about the “Butler Guards” [Page 20] inquire after them - learn that they with others charged on a battery, and took it. It is stated that only three men were injured in Kershaw’s Reg’t. but it seems incredible. Hope this last statement is true, and although I have written a letter to Lou, in answer to her desponding letter received this evening, I will go to the depot in the morning, and send another. I feel for her, and that greatly. Get home late and retire weary enough with the excitement that prevails. Thursday, July 25. Went to the depot this morning to carry the letter referred to in last night’s record. Was in charge all day - have heard less of rumors, but still have not heard from those for whom I feel most anxiety. - How painful thus to remain in suspense, particularly for those who have brothers, fathers or children sons there. Feel very much care worn and retire. Friday, July 26. Saw Rev. T. L. Arthur to day, on his way home from Manassas. Learn with regret, that Capt. Hoke was badly wounded in the right elbow, and that it is feared he will lose his arm. How sad! a young man thus to be crippled for life. But it is one of the fruits of war, and when it happens to a man in so just a cause as ours, must ever be considered a living compliment to him. Cap’t. Poole has had his leg amputated - it is thought he will recover. Poor man! his case is more sad than that of the other, having no profession, and being dependent upon his own exertions for the support of his family. - From Mr. Arthur, the Chaplain of the [Page 21] Butler Guards, I learned with great joy that my wife’s brothers are all well. Luther & John fought through the battle and escaped unhurt. Jimmie arrived just as the enemy were routed, and when asked by Mr. Arthur “Why have you come and left my boys?” he replied, “Well I wanted to see some of the fun.” How thankful ought we to be, that those nearest us are safe! - In company with a large concourse of citizens, I heard Gov. Mc’Gowan narrate the gen general features of the Battles of Blackburn’s Ford and *Stone Bridge. His description was graphic. Carolinians were there in greater numbers, in proportion to our population, than were the soldiers from any other state. “They covered themselves all-over with glory.” The Georgians and Alabamians displayed great gallantry. - All fought desperately and “the victory was gained because each man had sworn in his heart to conquer or die.” Brave Men! millions yet unborn will speak their praise. Wrote a hurried letter to Father, and commenced one to Lou. Will finish it in the morning. Saturday, July 27. Carried the letter to the depot, for Lou, that I commenced yesterday evening. There saw the surviving brother of Adjutant Wilkes. He was on is way home with the remains of his brother and that of another fallen soldier. Sad mission! But a short time ago, they went on to Va. together, their hearts beating high with noble, patriotic impulses. Now two are cold in death, and their remains are col returning to their desolated *Since changed to “Manassas Plains” [Page 22] homes to receive the last office of affection - a decent burial. To-morrow’s train will carry another corpse, escorted by a surviving brother to its last resting place. But there are those whose bodies will not return to the homes of their kindred - the battle field will afford them a grave and in future ages a green mound will mark their last resting place. As a mark of the inhumanity of our enemies, be it known, that they left their dead and wounded in the field uncared for and unburied. Paid a Dr’s bill to day - the only account I owed. And now another week is ended - and one of painful anxiety it has been to me. Wearied and care-worn I hail the approach of the Sabbath. Sunday, July 28. Another Sabbath day is gone. Read before the cadets this morning, a part of our Lord’s sermon on the Mount together with the 46th &47th Psalms. Was pleased to see the attention on the part of the cadets as I commented on the appropriateness of the 46th Psalm, on a day like this, when we desire to acknowledge the goodness of God in giving success to our arms in the great battle fought last Sunday at Stone Bridge. On that day He practically said to the invaders of our soil, “Be still and know that I am God.” Heard Rev. J. Durham preach twice to day. The sermon this evening was from the text found in Acts. 2nd chap. 38 verse - It was a plain, practical sermon, containing strong doctrine as taught by the Scriptures and held by Baptists. [Page 23] Monday, July 29. Nothing unusual occurred to day. Received a letter from Lou, in which she informs me that one of her cousins, William Young, was killed at the battle of Stone Bridge. Poor fellow! he sleeps in death and will hear of wars no more. For some reason I am feeling melancholy this evening. Anxious solicitude about friends far away has something to do with it, but uncertainty in regard to certain changes that are to take place in our institution has more. T Tuesday, July 30. A cheerful letter from Lou to day, gladdened my heart. Spent a part of the afternoon in replying to it. Called to see Bro. Breaker this evening and passed an hour very pleasantly in conversation, concerning the convention, Sunday school agency &c. The war too was touched upon. Indeed, it would be strange for two friends to meet, and be together as much as an hour without speaking of it. Bro. Durham was there also. Wednesday, July 31. Received a letter from Bro.-in-law J.Y.G. - . He writes from Orange. C. H. Va. whither he was sent after the battle of Stone Bridge. Sick when the enemy appeared in sight at Fairfax C. H., he was nerved by the sight of the invaders - took part in all that transpired from that time until the final route of the enemy on the 21st. He says the scene was awful, and was made more impressive by the groans of the wounded of the enemy. [Page 24] Have had occasion for the exercise of discipline to day, but this often the case, and in the government of boys we look upon it as a matter of course. Two cadets left us to day with Hon. Discharges. - Was gratified to day to have two of my old pupils call to see me, as they passed through on their way home. Thursday, August. 1 Received a letter from Bro. Charles to day - the first he has written me since his attack of Typhoid fever. He tells me that he regrets that compliance with the Dr’s recommendation will necessitate his applying for an honorable discharge from the service of the State. I regret this too. Replied to his letter and told him that it would be better to obtain a discharge than to undertake duties that his health would not allow him to perform. He would simply be and expense to the State without returning an equivalent in service. From his letter I learn that I have another little nephew. May he be brought up in the “nurture and admonition of the Lord,” and make a man who shall be instrumental in accomplishing great good in his day and generation! Friday, August. 2. Sister-in-law Pauline writes me that all are well. Her letter was a welcome visitor and was answered without delay. Saturday, Aug. 3. A letter from Lou tells me that she is not very well at present - nothing serious I hope. Attended [Page 25] the regular church conference this evening. We had a warm, yet friendly discussion in regard to one resolution that was proposed. It was defeated much to my gratification, not that I like so much to be on the victorious side, but because there was a principle involved that I cannot adopt. Sunday, Aug. 4. In addition to the ordinary exercise of the S. school and Sanctuary in the city, I attended service in the country this afternoon. Bro. Breaker preached a good sermon at the Factory. It is an important field for ministerial labor, and I was gratified to see so large an attendance, and to learn that the Sunday school is so large flourishing. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Monday, Aug. 5. A letter from my Father-in-law, Col. Goodlett, tells me that my wife has presented me with a fine daughter, and that both mother and child are doing well. The babe was born on Saturday the 3d instant -, and is from the account I have, indeed, a fine child - weighs ten lbs.. Could I have had my desire, I would have preferred a son, but as it is I am not dissatisfied. On the contrary, I am grateful, I trust, to the Giver of all things for the gift of this little girl. I have given her to Him in prayer, and my heartfelt desire is that He will cause her to be “like an olive plant round about my table.” - As soon as I can I must go and see Lou and our little treasure. Bad news has come along with the good to day. A friend from Va. tells me that Bro. in-law J.Y.G. is quite sick with Typhoid Fever - I fear that it will be serious, yet trust that [Page 26] it will seem good in the eyes of Him who cannot err, to spare him, and permit him again to fill has place in the family circle. Tuesday, Aug. 6. The Gov. visited the Arsenal to day during recitation hours. The corps was formed on the parade for his Inspection or Review, - one or both, as he might desire. He did neither in full, but did part of both. He and Gen. Gonzales, who accompanied him, expressed themselves as highly gratified with the performance of the corps. - In consequence of this visit of His Excellency, my colleagues dispensed with further recitations for the day. Some of the cadets desired that I should do likewise, but my notions of duty would not permit me to comply with their request. I changed the hours of recitation, to allow them time for preparation. I might have excused them altogether, as did my colleagues, but for the fact that I expect to be absent two days this week on furlough and I did not desire so much time to be lost. Wrote a letter to Bro-in-law J.Y.G. who is sick at Orange C.H. Va. With a sweet consciousness of having done my duty to day, I now seek that repose which wearied nature requires. Wednesday, Aug. 7. Was made to feel sad this evening, by receiving a dispatch saying that my Bro-in-law, J.Y. Goodlett, is very sick with fever, and requesting me to let his father know it immediately. I replied by telegraph that I would comply with the request. At our usual Wednesday-evening prayer-meeting I [Page 27] asked Bro. Breaker to request the special prayer of the brethren for his restoration of health. The request was responded to in a feeling manner. There were two of the brethren who knew him in days gone by, one an old class-mate. They knew him to love him, and sent up fervent supplications in his behalf. - What a consolation it is that feeble worms, like we are, are permitted to approach a throne of grace, and there cast all our cares upon Jesus, the sinner’s friend! But for this precious privilege, the conflicts, trials and afflictions of this mortal life would be burdensome indeed. By faith, in Jesus, we look beyond these scenes of trouble and distress, and view the bright abodes of a blissful immortality, when after death, we shall dwell with angels and the redeemed of all ages and be forever free from anxiety and pain. Thursday, Aug. 8. Am at Greenville, and am moved by confliction emotions of joy and sorrow, - joyous that Lou and our little babe are doing so well, but sad to see the family grieving because of the sickness of one that is absent. It is natural that they should feel, and deeply too, under such circumstances. I try to comfort them all I can - hope they have heard the worst in regard to his case. - I have again petitioned the All-wise to bless us in this respect, and also in regard to our little one. Was gratified to see flourishing corn crops on the road. Met my old friend and class-mate W.F. DuBose on the cars, - and passed the time pleasantly. Saw also Lieut Long - who was wounded at the battle of Manassas - had an interesting talk with him in regard to the events of that great and trying day. [Page 28] Friday, Aug. 9. Spent the day, mostly in the room with Lou. Slept a considerable while and was greatly refreshed thereby. Anxiety and broken rest had fitted me to enjoy a day’s rest. Saturday, Aug. 10. I’ve passed the day very much as I did yesterday. Have met several friends at the hotel. I’m not altogether free from anxiety. Those near to me are not as well as I could wish, and yet I have cause - abundant cause for thankfulness that all are so well as they are. Sunday August 11th Heard Rev. Dr. R. Furman preach this morning. His text was “walk while ye have the light, lest darkness come upon you.” - John 12:35. Like his sermons generally it was a good one. Do not go out this evening, as I will have to leave in the [morning] for Columbia. Try to comfort my dear wife, with the hope that her brother is better. Monday, Aug. 12. Slept very little last night. Left Lou cherishing a hope that good news would soon come from Va. But alas! for human hopes. This evening she will hear the heart rending intelligence that her affectionate brother John is no more. Would that I were there, that I might try to comfort her. Her brother Luther is coming on with the remains, and in accordance with his request received by Telegraph, I go to the depot to meet him - He does not arrive. I presume he was detained and will come to-morrow. Write a letter to Lou, trying to comfort her and the family. Am feeling too depressed and weary to write, and hence must desist for the present. [Page 29] Tuesday, Aug. 13. Bro-in-law, Dr. M. L. Goodlett, arrived here to day, with the remains of his brother J.Y.G. - A sad duty, indeed, for one brother to perform for another. Just four months, lacking two days, they both arrived here on their way to the seat of war - Then, both were in health and full of hope; now, the mortal remains of one lie silent in the coffin and the other with tearful eyes and sorrowing heart is carrying them home to be buried in the cemetery of his kindred. I design, Providence permitting to go on from here with him. I cannot bear the idea, of allowing my wife to pass through this deep affliction without seeing her, unless her health were different. Wednesday, Aug. 14. Am in Greenville. Came with the remains of my wife’s brother John - a sad mission indeed. The two brothers left together, both members of the Butler Guards, and to day the older returned to his parents accompanying the remains of the younger. A large procession moved from the depot to the Baptist church where his funeral was preached by Rev. Dr. R. Furman. The Divine alluded to his having participated in the Retreat from Fairfax, and to his having fought in the great battle of the 21st ultimo, at Manassas Plains, and said that though he did not fall in battle, his death was attributable under Providence to the fatigue exhaustion &c, of that day’s work and that “the name of John Goodlett would be enrolled on the list of those brave men who had laid down their lives in the cause [Page 30] of Southern Independence.” He was a member of the Baptist church, and satisfied those who waited at his bed-side that he was going to a better world. His dying testimony was that “he loved God.” From the church, the procession moved to the cemetery and there buried the remains of the gallant young man with the honors of war. And now my brave, generous, self-sacrificing and patriotic brother, it but remains for me to say farewell! Thou hast found an early but an honored grave. Oft times will thy kindred and countrymen repair to thy tomb to pay you the homage of a sigh and the tribute of a tear. This is all we can give, all thou canst receive. Rest then! until the Resurrection Morn, when we trust we shall meet again, where sickness and sorrow never come and the noise of war is never heard. Brother farewell! I endeavor to comfort my dear wife, who, with all the rest of the family, is taking the loss of her brother very hard. He was a dutiful son, an affectionate brother, and was looked up to by all the family. Thursday, Aug. 15. Have passed the day very quietly - still trying to comfort the family. Their grief is great indeed. - There is an account of a battle in Missouri - the enemy routed, but with us it has not the effect it would have under other circumstances. Wrote a letter to Father. Friday, Aug. 16. Spent the day as yesterday was spent. Heard Gen. Thompson say at dinner table, that the conduct of the 4th Reg’t. at the battle of Manassas, surpassed any thing in history [Page 31] for gallantry and patriotic devotion. On being told that Dr. Goodlett was in the battle, he said to him that it was a “title of nobility and the longer you live the more it will be worth to you.” As the old gentleman spoke his eyes overflowed with tears. Saturday, Aug. 17. Alone in Columbia this evening. Left Lou and the little babe doing well considering the affliction referred to in my notes for the last few days. Slept but little for the last three nights - and hence slept nearly all this afternoon - Received a letter from my old friend, T. H. M., closing with these words, “Truly and affectionately as ever.” This closing will be the more appreciated when it is remembered that our correspondence has been going on now about ten years. Sunday, Aug. 18. Attended S. school & church - Bro. Breaker preached a missionary sermon, from Luke 11:10 “Behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.” Am in Officer in Charge and could not attend service this evening. Have spent the evening in writing a letter of condolence to Bro-in-law J.R.P. Goodlett, in order that I may send it by his brother who is to pass through here to-tomorrow. Wrote a letter to Lou this afternoon. Monday, Aug. 19. Wrote a letter of condolence to Bro.-in-law James Y. Goodlett to day. His brother, Dr. Goodlett, did not pass through to day as I expected he would. Hope he is not detained by sickness. Spent the evening [Page 32] with Bro. Breaker - heard him explain why it is that “God was under no obligation to send his son to die for sinners.” In other words, that His sending him was a free and voluntary act of mercy. Telegraphic dispatches say that France has recognized the Southern Confederacy. Favorable news is received from England respecting the Blockade, but I suspect that the news from both countries is made to appear a little more favorable to us than it really is. Tuesday, Aug. 20 Dr. Goodlett is now in the city, and will leave in the morning for Va. I hope to see him again when the war is over. He tells me he left the family well. I wrote a letter to Lou to day. I’m feeling fatigued and will seek repose. Wednesday, Aug. 21 Received a letter from Bro. Charles this evening in which he says he expects to start to Va. soon with Col. Hagood’s Reg’t. and that if he goes “he has not the least idea that he will ever return,” that “it seems he is destined to die in this warfare,” yet he has like others hopes of returning. He expects to go as a volunteer for during the war. I replied to his letter, approving of his determination to go to Va. provided his health is such as to justify the undertaking, and tell him that I cannot feel that he will never return. Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thursday, Aug. 22. Received a letter from Lou, and wrote one to her. She is very despondent, at present. Hope she will feel better soon. [Page 33] Friday 23. Aug. Damp weather. Have been closely engaged this week and am feeling weary this evening. Wrote a letter to Col. R.P.G. to day. Saturday 24 Aug. Sent a package of mourning goods to my dear wife this morning, per R. Road. A letter from her sister Pauline, received this evening, tells me that she is well as usual. I have spent this evening in preparing the outline of an address which I contemplate delivering before our Sunday school soc. on to-morrow afternoon. Sunday 25. Aug. Attended the usual exercises of the church and S. school, and in addition to these we had our regular quarterly meeting of the S. School Asso. which was postponed a few sabbaths ago because of the absence of the Pres., our Pastor. At this meeting I addressed the audience, my subject, “S. School Army.” Am feeling weary this evening and not a little lonely. Wrote to Lou this afternoon. Monday 26. Aug. Received a letter from Lou - both she and the babe are doing well. I answered her letter, and told her of my intention, Providence permitting, to commence housekeeping on her return. - Met an old school-mate, Mr. Black to day, for the first time in nearly six years. He was so much changed that I failed to recognize at first. How soon boys become men and then too they almost as soon become old men. [Page 34] Tuesday, Aug. 27. Have gone through with my regular routine of duties to day. - I retire feeling some degree of anxiety about the changes that are to be made in the Academy soon. The Board of Visitors meet to-morrow to fill vacancies. Wednesday, Aug. 28. My suspense, in regard to the result of the meeting of the Board of Visitors, is ended. My colleagues, Capt White & Lieut Thompson have been transferred to the Citadel Academy, the former to be Sup’t. with the rank of Maj, the latter to rank as Cap’t. and be Prof. of Belles Lettres & Ethics. Cap’t Thomas, now of the Citadel Academy, has been made Sup’t of the Arsenal Academy and will take charge of the Belles Lettres Department, and Mr. Warren Adams has been called to the chair of the French Professorship at the A. A. I have been promoted to the rank of 1st Lieut., and elected Prof. of Mathematics at the same place - my salary to $1500. For this I am thankful not only to the Board, but to Him who controls all things according to his good purpose. - Started out to prayer meeting this evening, and was overtaken in a rain - got wet. Received an affectionate letter from Lou to day an answered it. Thursday, Aug. 29. Wrote a letter to my parents to day, telling them of my promotion, and my intention to commence house-keeping. I know they will be happy to hear it. Spent a part of the afternoon in looking at furniture preparatory to making a purchase. - By accident I heard a [Page 35] part of a conversation between two cadets this morning concerning the promotion of the officers. To one who was complaining of my acts in some way, another replied, “I tell you Tom, Old Patrick is a gentleman.” Such is the nature of boys and of men too. One praises what another censures. - The class commenced a review of History to day, having gone through the book. Friday, Aug. 30. Unwelcome news has reached us from the Sea-coast of N. C. to day. The enemy has taken one of our Forts and 550 prisoners, says the dispatch by Telegraph. But we needed something of the kind to make us, as a people, remember that our strength must come from a Supreme power, and to prevent our becoming vain glorious. - Have written a long letter to Lou. Saturday, Aug. 31. A letter received from Lou to day, says she and the babe are well. She says she will be entirely satisfied with my decision in regard to which tenement we shall occupy. Amiable, confiding wife! would that circumstances permitted our being together this evening. - Attended Church Conference meeting this evening - a pleasant one it was. Called at Bro. Breaker’s and talked a while as I came on home. Sunday Sept. 1. After S. school - went to church - heard a great sermon by Dr. Reynolds from Deut. 32:31, “For their rock is not [Page 36] as our Rock, even our enemies themselves being judges.” It was a sermon against infidelity. I never hear the Dr. preach, but I feel a regret that so learned a Divine should be shut up, as it were, in a college where he is comparatively unknown to the to world, and where the few who did know him do not appreciate him. - Bro Breaker preached a plain practical sermon this evening, from Heb. 6:19 “Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil.” - A letter received this morning for Bro. Charles tells me all are well, and yet its contents taken altogether, are not calculated to cheer one’s feelings. He expects son not report to his Reg’t for duty, and it may be that I shall never meet him again on earth. May the blessings of Heaven attend him. I was pleased to day to receive from my friend Mr. L. R. M. - who was once Ass’t Sup’t of the Baptist S. school in Columbia, the following message, “Tell Mr. Patrick to tell them all (the S. School Scholars) I often think of them and wish I could spend the sabbath day in the happy, happy way in which they spend it. On the Sabbath day in which so many lives were lost amidst the roar of cannon between the hours of 9 and 10 in the morning I thought how happily the children were engaged in our Sunday school. Tell him to tell them one and all to pray to that good and merciful God above who rules and directs every thing, that war may soon cease and that all may be returned to their families and friends in safety.” The Sabbath here spoken of was the 21st July, [Page 37] the day on which the Battle of Manassas was fought. Mr. M. was there, and is still in the Confederate service. The message to me came in a letter to his sister who is a member of the S. school. His request shall be complied with so far as I am concerned, and I feel assured the S. school at large will do the same. Monday, Sept. 2nd Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles, advising him how to act when he returns to camp. Received a letter from Lou full of affection and confidence. - I am a little anxious yet in regard to the recent changes that have been made in our Academy. Cap’t. T- is hesitating about accepting the Superintendency of the Arsenal. Should he decline other changes will be made. Hope all will be well. Tuesday, Sept 3d Visited the Camp of instruction at Lightwood - not Spring this afternoon. At present 2000 men more or less are there, drilling for service. There is an air of neatness and comfort about the camp that I had not expected to see. Mr. S. S. Kirby, a young Baptist preacher took tea with me. His visit was, to me, a pleasant one. He thinks of becoming a missionary to the heathen - when the war is over. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Received a paper from Uncle G. Y. P. containing a letter from his son William, describing the battle of Manassas, in which he participated. The letter is well written. Wednesday, Sep. 4. I am suffering somewhat, from the effects of a cold this evening. The prayer-meeting was well attended this evening. I repeated Bro. Marshall’s message [Page 38] to the S. school, mentioned in my note of Sunday last. Bro. E - made, for him, a similar request of the prayer meeting. I say similar request, for the message to the S. S. was both a request & a message. Tried to collect dues for pew rents to day, but found money hard to get. I retire this evening, feeling fully persuaded that we shall soon hear stirring news from the seat of war. Consoling thought, to believe that Providence is with us. Thursday, Sept. 5. Went through my usual routine of duties. Accidently heard a cadet take the name of the Creator in vain, and spoke of reporting him, but on his voluntary promise to try to leave off the habit. I told him I would pass it over, that I did not like the idea of having to record such a report against a cadet. - Received a letter from Lou and replied to it. Friday, Sept. 6. Bought some articles belonging to the estate of the late Lieut H. D. K - to day, which I will need in keeping house. (Lieut. K. last occupied the house that I expect to move into). Some conveniences of a permanent nature, I felt that I ought to buy - not because I expect to need them all, but because I knew they would be utterly worthless to the estate were I not to buy them. They may possibly be of use to me, or they may not. Having bought them I can now use them, if I desire, with a clear conscience. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Saturday, Sept. 7. Was made glad to day, by the call of Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. who is on his way home from the seat of war. Being troubled constantly with rheumatism, an honorable discharge [Page 39] was granted to him by order of the war-department. He is much reduced, though he says he is improving. Hope the brave little fellow will soon be well. - He tells me that he had his pockets-picked on the W & M R. Road, of $40, in gold, a gold pen & pencil and other valuables. His suspicions rest on a man to whom he had been rendering pecuniary aid - thus enabling him to proceed on his way homeward. - A letter from Lou says that all are well. - And now, having prepared to hear Bro. Breaker’s Bible Class on to-morrow, I seek repose. Sunday, Sep. 8. Attended S. school, and Bro. Breaker being absent, heard his class. Rev. Mr. Wannamaker, a Methodist Bro. preached for us, a very comforting sermon it was to the afflicted. - Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. - came home with me and remained till after tea. He is very feeble - needs rest - having been exposed for some time to the privations and hardships of camp life, besides suffering from rheumatism. Monday, Sep. 9. Discharged my duties as usual. Wrote a letter to Col. R. P. G. and received one from Lou. It seems that she is not well. I would that her health could be strong, and hope it will yet be so. But it is doubtless the will of Providence that we should be thus reminded of our dependence upon a Superior Power. Tuesday Sep. 10. Wrote a letter to Lou. It is rumored here that Washington has been attacked by our forces. I’m inclined to give credence to it, and hope soon to hear that it is in our possession. There is a concert in the city for in aid of the “Soldier’s Relief Association” for the benefit of soldier’s families, [Page 40] but I do not attend it. I purchased two tickets .50 cts each and presented them to two ladies who had an opportunity of going but who did not feel able to pay their way. I feel better satisfied than if I had gone. I have contributed to a good cause, and obliged two persons who desired to hear the music. - I have been thinking to day, of purchasing a negro girl, but have not yet decided whether it would be a good investment in these stringent times. Wednesday, Sep. 11 Our prayer meeting was thinly attended this evening, but was, I hope, enjoyed by all who were present. Our pastor being absent it became the duty of others to conduct the exercises. I offered a word of exhortation, - hope it wIll be blessed to the good of myself and others too. Wrote a letter to my dear parents this afternoon. How I would like to meet them oftener! Thursday, Sep. 12. Have walked about more than usual to day, and consequently saw more people. I have learned that the price of negroes has fallen greatly, doubtless because of the excitement of the times. Our merchants, as a general rule, seem to have no scruples about taking advantage of the times to enhance their fortunes. Such is human nature. One man’s misfortunes, are made to redound to another’s temporal welfare. Friday, Sep. 13. Received two letters - one from home and one from Lou. All are well, I am happy to say, that is, of the immediate families. Uncle J. Gilliam, I am sorry to learn is very ill. The letter from home tells me that a protracted meeting [Page 41] is being held at Springtown church. This is in accordance with a good and long standing custom with that church, to set apart one week in each year, for preaching and other religious exercises. It has been blessed with tokens of Divine favor in days gone by, and will, I trust, receive them again. Visited a Baptist Bro. this evening - Dr. J. J. McCants - who has recently moved to this place. Would that we had more such men. - Wrote a letter to Lou. Saturday, Sep. 14. Called at the Book-store to day and examined some Sunday-school question books with a view of getting some for our school, but found none more suitable than those we have. Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles & and one to T. H. M. The news from the seat of war is rather unfavorable to day. Sunday Sep. 15. Bro. Breaker preached to day from 1st Tim 4:8, “but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come.” It was one of his best efforts. He said, and, I think proved very clearly, that “the Creator designed that godliness should be a law of man’s nature.” His second proposition was that “the Creator designed that man should be happy.” From these premises it follows that godliness is profitable unto all things &c. The sermon at night was instructive, which by the way, is an unfailing characteristic of his preaching. I attended the funeral of a little boy this afternoon, at an Episcopal church. The service was read, and I could but think certain passages very inappropriate - such for instance Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. 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Text Any textual data included in the document [Page 1] A Journal by John B. Patrick Commencing March 23d 1861. [Page 2] [Blank.] [Page 3] Journal. March 23d 1861. The joys and sorrows, hopes and fears of my 29th year have passed away. I could wish it were not so, not that I am sensible of having committed any great error during the year that is gone, that I could correct by living over the time again, but because it would allow me one year more to spend in endeavoring to be useful to my fellow men. But time once past cannot be recalled, and hence it is the part of wisdom simply to heed the lessons which our experience may have taught us, and thus be enabled to work the more efficiently during the days that remain to us. Hoping that God will sanctify to me the experiences of the past, and that His Providence will direct, and His Grace sustain me in the path of duty and usefulness, I enter my thirtieth year. The day has been spent chiefly in administering to the comfort of the dear partner of my toils, who is now sick. - Wrote a letter to my friend T.H. Muse, Esq. in which is expressed the hope that he and I will be spared until the return of another of my birth-days and [Page 4] that we may be the honored instruments of accomplishing much good. Received a letter from Bro. Charles, in which he expresses the hope that I enter my thirtieth year in good health and spirits, and that I will continue so during the year. - A Liberty pole was raised in the city to day. Sunday 24th March. A beautiful day. Read to the Cadets, at prayers, the 1st Chap. of Genesis, and a part of the last chapter and commented on the book. Went to Sunday School, as usual - am encouraged at the attendance and interest manifested in the good work. Attended church heard a good sermon on the text there remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God. Heb. IV:9. Am Officer in Charge and therefore do not go to Church in the evening. Wife’s health is better. Monday 25th March. Attended to my accustomed duties. - Finished my course of lessons in the Bayonet and Broad Sword exercises. Judge Lonstreet, Pres. S.C. College, left Columbia to day. It is said he intends resigning his position in the College. Tuesday 26th March. Performed my duties as usual. Saw the flag of the Confederate States, as it was unfurled by the breeze, from at the top of the Liberty pole. It is a beautiful flag. - Was made to feel sad, at the feeling evinced by a young man, as he bade me good-bye. [Page 5] I feel assured there is something good in his disposition and aims. Endeavored to console and encourage him. Hope he will make a useful man. Wednesday 27th March. Nothing unusual transpired. Had a long and agreeable conversation with J. Y. G., my Bro.-in-law, who paid us a visit on his way home from Charleston, where he has been buying “Spring-goods.” He is not favorably impressed with Charleston as a place for purchasing goods. The Merchants are too independent. Thursday 28th March. Performed my regular duties. Friday 29th March. To day being Good-Friday, the Academic duties were suspended. Availed myself of the opportunity to answer the following question, at prayers this morning. The question was propounded by one of the Cadets a few days ago. Were God - the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, always the same being? i.e. Did all three persons exist from all eternity? I answered in the affirmative. Read various passages of Scripture, sustaining my position. Call in company with Rev. Mr. Breaker, to see Mr. D., a Baptist brother, who has recently moved to Columbia. Mr. and Mrs. Breaker called on us this afternoon. Saturday March 30th Visited my young friend O. I. J. Esq. - Had an interesting conversation with him. Received a letter from Father, am happy to learn that he is in good spirits, notwithstanding he is not altogether well. Received a letter from my young friend and former pupil B. B. N.-. It is full of Christian sentiment, and is in every way a gratifying letter for [Page 6] a teacher to receive from one who was once his pupil. Sunday March 31st Commented to the Cadets, this morning on the exclamation of our Saviour on the Cross. “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me.” Hope that the young man who asked my opinion of the passage, and all the rest of them, may seriously consider it for themselves. Attended the pleasant and profitable exercises of the Sunday school. Went thence to Church. - Heard a sermon from by Bro. Allen on the 25th verse IV chap. Romans. “Who was delivered for our offenses, and was raised again for our justification. A great sermon it was. - I think I never heard the ordinances so clearly and forcibly expounded. “The Lord’s day: it is for the world. Baptism: it is between the church and the world. The Lord’s Supper: it is for the church.” Met with the Sunday school in the afternoon to hear the children practice singing. - Heard Bro. Allen again in the evening on Romans III chap. 2nd verse. “Much every way: chiefly because unto them were committed the oracles of God.” The advantages afforded us by the Bible was his theme - the sermon was a good one, but I did not think it equal to that of the morning. Bro. Allen is the Cor. Sec. of the Bible Board of the S. Baptist Convention. Monday April 1st Am feeling sad this evening. The uncertainty of all things earthly, the depravity of the human [Page 7] heart, and an anxious solicitude for the welfare of those near and dear to me press upon my mind. Endeavor to adopt the language of the Psalmist and “say of the Lord, He is my refuge, and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Tuesday April 2nd Nothing unusual. Am more cheerful this evening. Wednesday April 3d Received a letter from my friend T. H. M. It is characteristic of its author - eccentric yet manly. Wrote a letter to Father. Attended prayer meeting. Would that more interest were manifested in its delightful exercises. Thurs-day April 4th Rumors are afloat in regard to an attempt to reinforce Fort Sumter. Trust that peace will still be preserved. Friday April 5th Took tea with Cap’t White. Myself and wife spent a pleasant evening. Saturday April 6th Am not feeling well this evening. It may perhaps be the result of exposure, as the weather is unfavorable and I have been out in it. It was determined to day, that I shall take charge of the English department until Prof. R. is able to resume his duties, or until other arrangements are made. Sunday April 7th Did not go to Sunday School, because of rain. Went to church, few persons out - heard a discourse on the 1st Psalm. No service at night. - Read one of Spurgeon’s sermons. Am feeling cheerful though I have a slight cold. [Page 8] Monday April 8th Am suffering somewhat from the effects of cold. Have been exposed a great deal to day to the inclement weather. Am pleased with the manner in which the class recited in English to day. - Unwelcome news from Charleston, to all lovers of peace. Volunteers are ordered to Charleston. We fire a signal of nine guns at the Arsenal, to let the volunteers who live in the country know that their services are needed. I still cling to the hope that no blood will be shed. Tuesday April 9th Truly “Man is born unto trouble, as the sparks fly upward.” Lights and shadows, joys and sorrows make up our life. But for the hope of eternal joys beyond the grave, through the merits of a crucified Saviour, man’s pilgrimage would indeed be a cheerless one. The very love we entertain for our friends oft times gives us pain. They are prostrated on beds of sickness, or it may be that they are called away by the stern necessities of life, and we bid them goodbye with tearful eyes, not knowing when or where we shall meet again. And here arises the thoughts of the scenes I witnessed to day - two companies of infantry, at a few hours warning, left our city and its vicinity for the seat of war. Wives and children, parents and friends, masters and servants bade goodbye, and the cars moved off, laden with soldiers, amid loud huzzas and waving of hats, together with the cheering sounds of martial music. Brave men! may their stay be short [Page 9] and pleasant, and their return as happy to all as their departure was melancholy to some. Wednesday April 10th Yesterday’s record would be equally true of to day - save that only one company and a detachment of another left here to day. Received a letter from brother Charles, informing me that he is to leave soon for Charleston. The company to which he belongs has been called for. A brother-in-law and several cousins are in the regiment. Wrote Bro. Charles a letter - Commend him to Jesus, and request the letter to be shown to Bro. in law K. and cousin J. Thurs-day April 11th A large number of volunteers passed down the Charlotte R.R. to day en route for Charleston. I did not see them, but heard their loud hazzas as they went through. May the blessings of Providence attend them. It is reported that Gen. B. has demanded the surrender of Fort Sumter. Wrote a letter to Father and family. Am feeling more cheerful this evening, notwithstanding I have a slight cold. Friday April 12th More volunteers went down from here to day. Dispatches say that the Batteries opened fire on Fort Sumter this morning at 4 ½ o’clock, and that the fire was kept up and returned until night. We know not what a day may bring forth. May God spare the lives of the men and decide the contest soon in accordance with the truths of the Gospel! [Page 10] Saturday 13th April. All honor and Glory to God for the news that has reached us this day! Fort Sumter has been taken. No one hurt on our side! There are two reports of loss in Fort Sumter - one is, that Capt. Doubleday and ten of the garrison are killed, - the other is that Capt. Doubleday and a large number of the garrison were killed. - A small number considering that the cannonading lasted about 33 hours. There is a regiment of near 1100 men encamped on the Fair Ground now waiting further orders. Col. Jenkins in command. The bells were tolled in honor of the victory. Cannon were fired (seven guns) in honor of the first victory against the northern fanaticism. - I have stated only a few of the reports and events of this day - because these seem to be correct. Of the rumors, conjectures, hopes and fears and excitement in general that have prevailed this community to day, I need record nothing. Language, written or spoken, would fall to convey any definite idea to one who was not an eye witness. - I forgot to state above that Anderson and his garrison are prisoners of war in Charleston. Sunday April 14 Went to Sunday School. Four of our teachers are away - they are on the tented field. Their classes are present and are heard by brethren who have come in Providentially, perhaps. Feel sad as I look around and see the little ones whose Father’s have gone from home to engage in the contest and uncertainties of war. May God spare them and bring them back safe to their families! [Page 11] Heard a good sermon from Bro. Breaker on the 46th verse of the 27th chap. of Math. He divided the subject into three general heads. 1st In what sense our Saviour was deserted forsaken by the Father. 2nd Why he was forsaken. 3d The lessons derived from it. - The ordinance of Baptism was administered to two candidates - one white and one colored. In the afternoon the ordinance of the Lord’s supper was administered. It was a solemn occasion, and the remarks by Dr I. L. Reynolds and Bro. Broker most appropriate. Those of our church and congregation who are in the army were alluded to most pathetically. - The reports of yesterday are contradicted by the reports of to day. None were killed or wounded on either side in the battle of Fort Sumter!!! Nothing but the interposition of Providence could have saved them all. May the lesson be heeded by all, on both sides. - Saw Cousin W. F. Patrick - a volunteer in the service of his country. He has left the quiet scenes of college life for the turmoil and dangers of war. Entreat him to shun the vices of the camp, and emulate the example of his Father who was a volunteer soldier in the Florida war. Bade him a goodbye! May God bless him!! Monday April 15th Heard my recitations as usual. Our messenger reports that our services are not required in the field. All good men hope that the hand of God as manifested in the remarkable termination of the recent battle will cause men to pause and reflect before going further into war. - President Lincoln’s proclam- [Page 12] ation is commented on, and ridiculed. It is felt that seventy-five thousand men can never harm conquer us, or molest us greatly. - Soldiers arrived on the cars - a considerable number rendezvous here and await orders. All are in fine spirits. Capt. Hoke’s company, from Greenville, contains a great many of my acquaintances, and friends. Among them are Luther & John Goodlett, brothers of my wife. I feel for them in particular, for not being accustomed to a rough or exposed life, they will be sure to find a soldier’s life disagreeable. They come up and take tea with us. Col. Jenkins’ regiment left this morning for Charleston. Col. Williams’ regiment is stationed at present on the Fair Ground. Tuesday April 16th Lincoln’s call for volunteers has a tendency to strengthen the cause of the South. Volunteers from North Carolina & Kentucky hold themselves in readiness to aid the Confederate States. - Detachments of the 3d & 4th regiments S.C Volunteers arrive on the cars. They are indeed a stalwart looking set of men. Many of them are from the mountainous portions of the state, and should they meet the foe they will be sure to give a good account of themselves. Two Bros-in-law take tea with us. Wednesday April 17th Indications of stormy times ahead still exist, yet I feel a hope that reason will resume its sway over the human mind, and that we shall have peace and prosperity again. The Northern administration must soon see the utter folly of attempting the system of coercion. [Page 13] Thursday April 18th Great rejoicing in the city over the secession of Virginia. Col. Thos. Preston of Virginia delivered an address to the citizens of Columbia having been requested to do so by them. He was escorted by the Butler Guards of Greenville. Friday April 19th A dispatch says that a “blood fight” occurred to day in Baltimore. A portion of the New York regiment attempted to pass through on their way to Washington. This is the effect of the system of coercion. Saturday April 20th Accompanied my wife to Greenville. There was a large number of persons on board the cars - all appeared lively. I was involuntarily led to contrast our feeling as a people with that I have always conceived would or must pervade communities involved in war. All acknowledge the interposition of Providence in the remarkable termination of the bombardment of Fort Sumter. Greenville is still improving. Sunday, April 21st Heard the venerable Dr. Johnson preach. His subject was prayer. The sight of the old divine is in itself a good sermon. He has lived beyond the allotted period of man’s existence, and his gray hairs, his feeble appearance and his subdued yet clear intonation, all combine to make him an interesting speaker. His allusions to our present troubles was a happy one. Monday April 22nd Came home. Saw on the cars as I came from Greenville, several volunteers. All seem determined to do or die. [Page 14] Capt. Pool who had been detained at home by sickness was met at the depot here by his company and greeted by loud huzzas. Prof. T. S. C. Lowe the distinguished aeronaut came down with us, having taken the Greenville train at Alston. He left Cincinnati on Saturday morning a 4 o’clock, intending to go to Petersburg Virginia, but a south wind thwarted his purposes, and in nine hours after he started, he came down at Pea Ridge, Union Dist, S.C., having traveled twelve hundred miles during that short time. He is a fine looking man - six feet high, more or less, large gray eyes. When I was looking at him, I could but think of the description I had read of Walker, the great Filibuster who was called “the gray eyed man of destiny.” But I have a better opinion of him than I ever entertained of Walker. - Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles who is now stationed on Morris Island - Col. Hagood’s regiment. Tuesday, April 23d Affairs of a public nature are assuming an excited and troubled appearance in Maryland and Virginia. Troops are going from our state to Virginia. Wrote a letter to Lou, (my wife.) Wednesday April 24th In addition to my ordinary duties, I wrote a long letter to my parents. - Attended prayer-meeting, pleasant it is, indeed, to meet at the social prayer-meeting. Would that they were more generally attended. There is still talk of war in Maryland. [Page 15] The New York seventh regiment is said to have been “literally cut to pieces”, by the Baltimore Military. Thurs-day April 25th Considerable activity among the military now stationed here. - An effort was made to raise volunteers for the Confederate States - I know not exactly with what success. Received a letter from wife and answered it. J. Y. Goodlett, my Bro.-in-law, took tea with me. One of the cadets, T-. having failed to receive a letter containing his tuition fee, asked me to lend him an amount sufficient to make the payment. I feel a pleasure at having been able to assist him. Friday April 26th Drilled a company of volunteers - found them desirous to learn. Heard with sorrow that Mr. A - our faithful drummer, was in a “dying condition. - Called to see him - found him fast passing away - offered my services to the distressed family. Called again after retreat, - found him dead. Mournful scene - a widow and orphans, left without their earthly support, but we rejoiced to know that they “sorrow not as those without hope.” May the God of the Fatherless and the widow be their God! Sat up with the corpse during part of the night. Another circumstance not in the ordinary routine of duty will be noticed of a more pleasing character. I took the corps out in the town and drilled it for the benefit of the 4th regiment S. C. Volunteers. They took it as a compliment, and one of their number, thanked us [Page 16] in a very appropriate yet short address. In behalf of the Cadets I responded to the speech which was so unexpected by us. Saturday April 27th Drilled another company of volunteers, found them better trained than the company I drilled yesterday. Had Rev. T. D. Gwin, Chaplain to the 4th regiment S. C. Volunteers to dine with me,- am glad to learn that quite a number of the volunteers, even of those who are not professors of religion, make it a habit to read a chapter before retiring at night. Attended the funeral of our drummer, and a solemn one it was too. Although not entitled according to “The Army Regulations,” to a burial with military honors, he was in accordance with his own request thus honored. And to his credit be it said, his fidelity in the discharge of his duty during a long period of years, justified, in my eyes at least, this departure from military rules. - There is a large lesson in the sound of the funeral drum, the slow march, and the position of reverse arms, which it seems to me, cannot be readily forgotten. May it be heeded by those who were in attendance this afternoon! - Received a letter from Bro. Charles and answered it. He is still on Morris Island. Heard from wife - she is well as usual. Sunday April 28th Lectured to the Cadets - at prayers, this morning. Endeavored to [Page 17] impress the lesson contained in the military funeral of yesterday. Attended Sunday-school as usual. Heard an excellent sermon, by Dr. Reynolds on the text, “Come thou with us, and we will do thee good.” Exodus tenth chap. 29th verse. - Wrote a letter to the partner of my life, in which I gave her an idea of the sermon just referred to. It was a sermon to the soldiers of the 4th Regiment. It was full of the spirit of patriotism and drew tears from many an eye, as he referred to the dear ones that were left behind. The Dr. has confidence in the soldier who shed tears on parting with his family, and so have I. - Met with the Sunday-school children this afternoon to hear them sing. - Attended church this evening. - Heard a sermon full of interesting and all-important truth, by Rev. T. D. Gwin. His subject was the origin, progress, reign and ultimate triumph of the Redeemer’s Kingdom. Monday April 29th Am weary and somewhat lonely. - Feel that “it is not good for man to live alone.” Made the acquaintance of Col. Sloan of the 4th regiment S.C. Volunteers. He is a pleasant man in his appearance. Tuesday April 30th In addition to my ordinary duties, I drilled a company of volunteers about an hour to day. - The detachment of the Richland Rifles, that did not go on to Virginia, returned from Charleston this afternoon whither they went on the 3d of Jan. last. Their faces are bronzed, their step is firm and regular, and as they [Page 18] march under the proud Palmetto flag the observer is made to feel that they are freemen. Their is an independence their bearing which none can fail to see. May the day soon arrive when all the companies now under arms shall return to their homes! The Saluda Guards, Capt. W. M. Gibbes, and a detachment of the Governor’s Guards left to day for Virginia. - Received a letter from Lou and answered it this afternoon. Wednesday May 1st 1861. Besides my usual duties, I drilled the Officers of the 4th Regiment S.C.V. to day. I am happy that it is in my power to do something in this way, to aid in the great cause in which we are now engaged. - Sorry to learn that there are a a few cases of sickness among the Volunteers, likely to prove fatal. Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thurs-day May 2nd Received a letter from Lou, and wrote one to her. Feel anxious for the time to arrive for us to see each other again. It is pleasant, in the absence of those we love to think of them, and know that they think of us. Friday, May 3d Received two letters, one from home, the other from Bro. Charles. He asks my advice, being at a loss to know how to act, where there seems to be such a wide difference of opinion. I reply immediately, telling him to obey the orders of his officers - that they will not be apt to [Page 19] give an illegal order. At home all are well for which I feel thankful. They are anxious for the time for my contemplated visit to arrive, and so am I. Saturday, May 4th Gen. Garlington’s Brigade* paraded through our streets to day, and made, taking it altogether quite an imposing appearance. It is not usual to see as many as two thousand men, at one time, and when they appear under arms, marching to the sound of martial music, they make an impression that will not soon be forgotten. The Quitman Rifles, Capt. J. D. Nance were on the right of the 3d regiment, and the Butler Guards, Capt. A. D. Hoke, were on the right of the 4th regiment. - As I looked at the long column of brave men, beheld the colors of the various companies (for the greater number have colors although not according to military usage in service), and listened to the impressive airs to which they marched I could but regret that all the officers are not thorough tacticians. Brave men deserve to be led by officers, who are not only brave, but who are also familiar with the art and science of war. - Impressed with this truth, I have been for several days, drilling the officers of the 4th regiment, those of the Butler Guards & the Palmetto Riflemen excepted. This I do with no hope of reward, other than that arising from a consciousness of having done something to promote the interests of my [Written at the bottom of Page 19] * I should say a part of Gen. Garlington’s brigade, and a part of Gen. McGowan’s commanded by the [Governor]. [Page 20] country. This is all I hope - for all I desire. - Attend the regular conference meeting of our church this evening. The attendance was small. Nothing of importance was done. I am feeling lonely this evening, and the knowledge that the partner of my cares is not well gives a turn to my feelings loneliness, that might well be called a lonely sadness. - But I am reminded, that, we are in the hands of One who cannot err, and thus endeavor to rest contented. Sunday May 5th Attended Sunday-school as usual - went thence to church - heard a good sermon from Bro. Breaker on the text “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain”. Phil 1st:4. Attended the quarterly meeting of the S. School Soc. - addressed the children on the importance of the Sunday school - told them that the “Sunday School Army” was a destined to accomplish great good, in the warfare against sin. Bro-in-law J. Y. Goodlett paid me a goodbye call this afternoon, and remained long enough to write home. He leaves to-morrow for Virginia. May it please an All-wise Providence, to grant him and all the rest to the company, the “Butler Guards,” a safe return! Monday May 6th Another day has gone, and long will events of that have transpired in it be remembered. The Butler Guards left here to day for Virginia. In it I have connections, friends and pupils. I cannot there- [Page 21] fore, but feel a deep interest in their welfare. I bade them all goodbye, shaking each one by the hand. May God grant me the pleasure of seeing them return, and permit me again to tender them friendship’s warmest grasp. - They left in fine spirits, many of them bearing away large and beautiful bouquets that had been presented to them by the fair daughters of Columbia. I am feeling somewhat indisposed this evening. I contracted a slight cold yesterday, and hence the cause of my indisposition. To increase my unpleasant feelings is added the intelligence that Lou has been quite sick. But I would not murmur. We are in the hands of Him who cannot err. Tuesday May 7th Am more cheerful this evening. Heard indirectly from Lou, that her health is better, for which I am thankful. Wrote a letter to Father and to Sister to day, also a note to wife - Sent the latter by Bro-in-law J. R. P. Goodlett who took tea with me this evening. Wednesday May 8th Did not attend prayer-meeting this evening, because my duties as Officer in Charge required me to remain at home. The bells were rung and cannon fired to day at 12 o’clock, in honor of the secession of Arkansas and Tennessee. Thursday May 9th Am feeling anxious about Lou. A letter from her mother informs me that she has been quite sick, but is better [Page 22] now. My duties will not permit me to leave here except in case of an emergency, and hence I can but remain, hoping that she will continue to improve in health. “I know in whom I have believed.” Friday May 10th Am feeling somewhat weary this evening. In addition to my usual labors, I have drilled the Volunteers two hours to day. This I have done voluntarily, hoping thus to enable them to render the more efficient service in the day of battle. It is, indeed, a privilege thus to aid my native state in so just a cause. Wrote a letter to Lou, telling her of the uncertainty about my spending the vacation away from Columbia. Hope to be permitted to spend it in Greenville with her, but must act as duty dictates. Saturday May 11th Wrote two letters one to my old friend T. H. M. & the other to my friend and former pupil B. B. N. The remainder of the day has been spent in the performance of duties incident to the day. And now the night has come to close the day and the week, and would that I could say that I retire with a cheerful heart. I do not murmur. I know that afflictions must needs come upon us here, and that if we bear them properly they do but tend to remove the dross and imperfections of human nature, and thus [Page 23] prepare us for that blessed abode where afflictions never go. I am thankful for the information derived from Father-in-law’s letter, that Lou is better than she has been. He hopes she will soon be out of danger. Would that my duties permitted me to leave, I would go up on Monday. Lieut. H. D. Kennedy returned this afternoon. His health seems to be about the same as when he left from all I can learn. Sunday May 12. Read the 20th Chap. of Exodus to the cadets at prayers this morning - made some remarks on the book of Ex. - Attended the S. school and church as usual. Bro. Breaker preached from Ecclesiastes IX chap. & 10th verse. He divided his subject into two general heads: the rule of life as enjoined by the text, was first considered. Secondly the reasons for the rule were enforced. This evening, I heard a sermon from Bro. Watters, one of the volunteers from Anderson Dist. Romans 12 chap. 1st verse contains his text: “Which is your reasonable service”. All the duties that God requires of us, said he, are reasonable. It was a good sermon. When such men feel themselves called upon to take up arms in defence of their country, the cause cannot be otherwise than just. Contrary to my custom on Sunday, I called to see my colleague Kennedy to day. Find him looking thin, [Page 24] but nevertheless think he looks better than when he left. Monday May 13. Discharged my duties as usual, but have not felt well to day. Received a letter from Bro.-in-law, J. R. P. G. - saying that the Dr. thinks Lou better. For this information I feel thankful, and hope under Providence that the Dr’s. opinion will soon be made manifest. Wrote a letter to Joel, sending a message to Lou. Called to see Kennedy again to day find him about the same as he was yesterday. Tuesday May 14. Received a letter from Father-in-law, and one from Sister Lizzie. Lou is no better, and sister’s letter is not calculated to make one feel cheerful. She seems to feel greatly for Bro. Charley. Poor fellow! he doubtless has a hard time of it in camps. May God shield and protect him! My great anxiety now is about the dear partner of my life. I would not murmur; my afflictions though great, might be more so but for the goodness of God. With a prayer that I will hear more cheerful news to-morrow, I will endeavor to seek repose. - Wrote a letter to Father-in-law in which there is a message to Lou. Wednesday May 15. My prayer of yesterday has been answered. A letter from Father-in-law says that “Lou is apparently much better” for which I trust I am thankful to the Source of all good. Besides my ordinary duties, I wrote three long letters, one to Father’s family, but principally to Mittie, [Page 25] one to Bro. Charley on Morris Island, and one to Lou. That to Charley, was in answer to one from his received to day. It seems that there is considerable sickness in the regiment. About three hundred cases were reported on one morning a few days ago. They are compelled to throw up Sand Batteries on Sunday, just as on any other day. I wrote him that when wearied with toil “he must console himself with the thought that he is fighting in defense of virtue, humanity and Scripture truth, together with the white man’s inalienable right - the right to be free.” Enclosed a piece of “Advice to Volunteers” clipped from a paper, and also sent a little donation to aid him in procuring things that he may need. He did not intimate a want of money, and will I know feel loth to receive it, from one who has no more to give than I. I gave it, because I felt a desire to aid the brave, self sacrificing spirits who have taken up arms in defence of our country. Attended prayer meeting this evening and a delightful on it was to me, notwithstanding our number was small. Thurs-day May 16 Happy to learn to day that Lou’s health is better. Am indulging the hope that she will soon be well. Wrote her a letter to day. - And now I proceed to make a record of a melancholy scene that it was my fortune to witness this afternoon - A man drummed out of the service of his country! How sad to think of it! Poor man! I presume drunkenness and ignorance were at the foundation of [Page 26] his misdemeanor. I trust I may never again be called to witness a similar scene. Friday May 17th Went through with the ordinary routine of duties. They were more interesting because of the fact that we shall hear no more recitations prior to the semi-annual examination which begins on Monday 20th instant. Dr. H- a Lieut. in the 4th regiment S.C Volunteers took tea with me this evening. Saturday May 18 Went home to day. How pleasant to visit the paternal roof after an absence of nearly five months. The greetings of Father & Mother, sisters and brothers and friends produce feelings that cannot be well described. He alone, who is blessed by a kind Providence, with the privilege of receiving such friendly manifestations of regard is prepared to appreciate them. Sunday May 19. Spent the day at home. Know not when I will enjoy this pleasure again. Left home about 71/2 o’clock P.M. for Columbia. Regret to be compelled to encroach thus upon the Sabbath, but cannot do otherwise. True, I might have deferred going on a visit to my parents for the present, and in that case I do not know how long it would have been before I could have seen them. Got quite sick on the cars about 3 o’clock on Monday morning. Arrived in Columbia about 51/2 A.M., feeling better than I did [Page 27] in the night. Monday the 20th May I am in bed nearly all day under the treatment of the doctor. Tuesday May 21st The Bilious attack has passed off. I am feeling better and attend the examination in the departments of Mathematics and French. The boys acquit themselves creditably. To-morrow I am to examine them in English. Received a letter from Lou - the first she has been able to write me for two weeks. Am thankful for the evidence it gives me of her returning health. Wednesday May 22nd My examination is over, and I feel highly gratified that at the result. It was my first in the department of English, and I felt particularly desirous that the class should pass a good examination. My expectations were more than realized. And now the Cadets are all in fine spirits, particularly those who are going home on furlough to-morrow. Hope they will enjoy their vacation, and that they will remember the words of the Preacher as recorded in the XII chap. Ecclesiastes, which was read to them this morning. Thursday, May 23d Am now in Greenville, after a long ride which was rather more agreeable than usual, because of the fact that I met several old friends on the cars. Made the acquaintance of Gen. Hodges, a very pleasant old gentleman. Was surprised on arriving here to find Main Street almost entirely blockaded with [Page 28] carriages, but am informed that they have assembled to witness the drill of the Brooks Troop, Capt. Lamman, and their inspection by Col. Hampton preparatory to receiving them into his Legion for the Service of the Confederate States.- He has received them to their great gratification. Am happy to find Lou’s health greatly improved. Would that it were possible for me to spend the whole vacation in this delightful mountain village. Friday May 24th Spent the day very quietly. Saw the Brooks Troop parading - a fine company it is in truth. Capt. Lamman called on me, and we had a loud and interesting conversation in chich our school-boy days were incidentally referred to. We spoke mostly on military matters. Saturday May 25th Saw the Brooks Troop parading again to day. Heard the address before the Andrew Fuller Soc. by Mr. M. of North Carolina. The Hope of Success was his theme, and was very well treated. Sunday May 26th Another Sabbath day is gone, and to me it has been one of mingled pleasure and sorrow. My visit to the Sunday School and the sermons to which I have listened were pleasant, profitable, and yet there is a feeling of sadness about me. It arises from the fact that the partner of my cares is not well - not able to enjoy any such privileges. The sermons [Page 29] were delivered by Revs. Drs. Crawford and Williams. The former of whom delivered the Commencement sermon before the students of the Southern Theological Seminary, the latter delivered the missionary sermon before the Missionary Soc. of the Sem. The first of these was a plain, honest sermon well calculated to do good, even though the ideas advanced were not new. The second was, indeed, an able sermon from Phil. 3d chap. 8th verse. “Yea, doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus.” The subject was divided into three general heads. 1st The excellency of the source of knowledge; 2nd The practical results of that knowledge, and 3d The final rewards - the happiness, joys &c. attending the knowledge of Christ Jesus. Monday May 27th Attended the commencement of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. Heard an able address by the Rev. Dr. Winkler of Charleston, after which Mr. Chambliss of Ala. Graduate of the Seminary delivered a well written, and, indeed, an excellent address on Luther & Loyola. The remarks of Rev. Dr. Boyce, Chairman of the Faculty were very appropriate. The cars arrive late - Volunteers in large numbers have come on furlough previous to entering the Confederate service. The poor fellows are very hungry and call for supper at the Hotel. I am feeling very sad at the idea of returning to Columbia to-morrow. Lou’s health is so delicate that I am loth to leave her, notwithstanding, I know that [Page 29] she will receive every attention. But duty seems to call me to Columbia and I must go. Tuesday May 28 I am now at home, if indeed a man may be said to have any home, when situated like myself. Left Greenville with a heavy heart this morning, slept a considerable part of the time I was on the cars, and spent most of the remainder in conversation with Dr. Winkler. Parted with Bro F. at the depot. He is on his way to his home in Montgomery Ala. How uncertain whether we shall ever meet again! Wrote a letter to my Dear Wife telling her of my safe arrival - Rec’d a letter from Bro.-in-law J. Y. G. who is now in Va., and replied at once. Am here all alone - those near and dear to me are at a distance. How much it would gratify me to be with them! I could perhaps, by my presence and company, serve to beguile the tedious hours that are now spent in personal affliction, and anxious care about dear absent ones, who are on the battle-field. Wednesday, May 29. The day is past, and I have just returned from prayer-meeting. Delightful privilege, - to meet with Christian brethren for the purpose of communing with our Father in Heaven, of unburdening our souls to Him in prayer. It is there we enjoy a foretaste of the joys that await the humble believer beyond the grave. Wrote a letter to my parents, and one to Lou. Wrote, also, a note to Rev. G.W. Brooks, telling him how to apply for the admittance of his son into the S.C. Military Academy. [Page 30] Thurs-day May 30. Am more cheerful this evening. A letter from Lou informs me, that she is better than when I left Greenville a day or two ago, and for this I trust I am thankful to a kind Providence. - Drilled the Cadets two hours to day, in the Bayonet exercise. - Wrote a letter to Bro. Charles, but am fearful that he will not receive it soon, as I do not know whether he is on furlough or not. Friday, May 31. Wrote a letter to Lou to day. It will go to her on to-morrow, and is the first letter on which I have paid Confederate postage. U.S. postage ceased to be received to day. Am glad that we are prepared to take charge of our own mails, and hope the day is not far distant when we shall be recognized as an independent and free people. - We have received no late dispatches from the seat of war, the Telegraphic communication being cut off, it is said, for prudential reasons. After reading the letters of a correspondent, “L. W. S.” of the Charleston Mercury, I feel rather apprehensive in regard to the safety of our brave Carolinians. With the light I have, I do not think their movements have been judicious. But there are doubtless, many circumstances of which I am ignorant, which if known might induce me to think differently. Trusting that a kind Providence will smile upon our efforts, to establish our independence, I will now seek that repose which sleep brings to the wary and care-worn. [Page 31] Saturday, June 1. Another day and another week has gone, bringing us this much nearer the end of life’s journey. This was one of the days, set apart by the S. Baptist Convention for Fasting, Humiliation and Prayer, and many, doubtless, have been the fervent supplications that have ascended to Heaven this day, in behalf of our Country, the Confederate States. May God in mercy, hear and answer them. - Received two letters, one from home, saying that all are well at present - though Mother has had fever, and that Bro. Charles spent a few days there on furlough; the other was from Lou and brings me the pleasing intelligence that she is in better health than when I saw her. Sunday, June 2. Went to Sabbath-School, and Church as usual on the Lord’s day. Bro. Breaker, preached from 1st Samuel, 2nd Chap. and 30th verse, “For them that honor me I will honor, and they that despise me shall be lightly esteemed.” He showed 1st what it is to honor the Lord, and 2nd, what it is to be honored by Him.” It was a plain, practical sermon, one that every body could understand, and which they should heed. - In the afternoon, wrote a letter to Lou, containing the above account of the sermon, and of stating the manner in which I tried to observe yesterday and to day - the days set apart by the S. Baptist Convention for Fasting, &c, in behalf of our beloved country. I did not fast absolutely, but did as nearly so as I could not to attract attention The. [Page 32] the recommendation of the Convention was not adopted by our church at this place, because it was thought that its observance would to some degree impair the observance of the day appointed by Pres. Davis, the two coming so near to-gether. Heard Bro. Gwin this evening on the importance of religion. - I am feeling an anxious solicitude about our cause, and our brave Volunteers, and at the same time there is a feeling of confidence that all is well with those who are dearest to me, and that we will ultimately triumph. Trust in God that it may be so. Monday June 3. Received two letters, one from Lou, the other from Bro. Charles. Both are well, or rather they are in ordinary health. Charley has not yet volunteered in the Confederate Service, but would have done so, but for the requests of Father & Mother, who are both growing old and infirm. - Met Capt. G. L. Strait, an old acquaintance, answered two or three questions relative to “Dress Parade” for him. He is a warm hearted man. I hope to see him again, when the war is over, and all is peace. One of our Cadets, who has been found deficient, came to bid me “Goodbye” this evening. Poor unfortunate young man! I wish him well. Tuesday, June 4. Am feeling somewhat fatigued this evening. Have just left returned from Bro. Breaker’s where I spent and hour, or more, very pleasantly with him and three other Baptist brethren. It is refreshing to one’s [Page 33] spirits to turn aside occasionally from the quietness of solitude and converse with congenial spirits. Unfortunately, the persons with whom I have most intercourse are not the most congenial to my disposition. Walked about a good deal to day. Wednesday, June 5. Visited the 1st Reg’t. S. C. Volunteers, Col. Hagood, to day at or rather near Orangeburg, C. H. In addition to seeing brother Charles, and others of the Volunteers that are there I had the pleasure of meeting Father and several friends from Barnwell, who like myself had been or were there on a visit. I was pleased to find the soldiers looking healthy and cheerful. We are indeed, influenced a great deal by association and habit. Many who have never been accustomed to anything like hardship or rough living, are there, and apparently as well contented as if they had never known more comfortable circumstances. The Col. from what I can learn is an indulgent commander, - too much so perhaps. I fear he is not as good a disciplinarian as he ought to be, notwithstanding I am told that “he is a good officer.” - Cols. Bacon’s and Jenkins’ Reg’ts. (near 2000 men) left for Va. to day. A Reg’t. of Zouaves from Pensacola (recently but organized in New Orleans) also passed on to the “old Dominion.” They are the most reckless looking set of men that I ever saw. Their tanned faces, (from exposure at Pensacola) their peculiar dress and independent bearing, all conspire to fix one’s attention. From a conversation that I had with one of them, I am quite sure they desire [Page 34] to take a part in the fight, whenever and wherever it may take place. Besides these, it was my pleasure to see two companies of Georgia Volunteers on their way for the seat of war. I saw one of these last named present a bouquet to a young lady of S. Carolina. Said he, “will you accept this from a member of the 1st Reg’t. of Georgia Volunteers.” His appearance was that of a gentleman, a thing by no means uncommon to behold in our army. - Attended prayer meeting this evening. Thursday, June 6. To me the most striking event of to-day was the arrival of the “Brooks Troop” mentioned in my notes of the 23d, 24th & 25 ultimo. He that desires to see good men, mounted on fine horses, could not inspect a better company. Many of my friends, and acquaintances are there, and I speak knowingly when I say that many of them are pious men. The Capt is a member in good standing of a Baptist church, and the 1st Lieut. is a Presbyterian minister (Mr. Gailliard). Others that I could name, are equally pious to say the least, but I cannot name them all. In addition to piety, there are in the company, learning, talents and wealth. I need not say I was happy to meet them, yet I must confess that I regret that our country needs their services on the battle-field. May God bless and protect them all is my earnest prayer! Friday, June 7. I was present to day, at the mustering of the 4th Reg’ts. S. C. Volunteers into the service of the Confederate states. the officer, who inspected them is a fine [Page 35] looking man, and evidently a good officer. His appearance is that of a stern, yet high-toned, and refined gentleman. - Wrote a letter to Lou to day. Hope she is well. Saturday, June 8. Felt a little indisposed this morning, but am better now. Rev. Milton Kennedy tells me that he has no hope that his brother can recover. Sad to contemplate! A young man thus early to be called from time to eternity. Hope he will be prepared for the change. Received an affectionate, but very desponding letter from Lou, and have written one in reply trying to cheer her amid her trials. Sunday June, 9 “Come and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare what he hath done for my soul.” Sixty-sixth Psalm &16th verse. This was the subject of a very interesting sermon, delivered this evening in the Baptist Church, by the Rev. Mr. Taylor, Chaplain of the Brooks Troop, of Greenville S. C. now attached to Hampton’s Legion. The young divine, has talents for great usefulness, as his sermon this evening abundantly proved. Long may he live, to tell what God has done for his soul, and thus cause many to seek the Christian’s “much longed-for-heaven of eternal joys beyond the grave”. Bro.-in-law j. R. P. Goodlett, called this afternoon to see me and while here closed a letter to his mother. Capt. Lamman, also called on me. May God bless Dublin Core The Dublin Core metadata element set is common to all Omeka records, including items, files, and collections. For more information see, http://dublincore.org/documents/dces/. Title A name given to the resource Journal of John B. Patrick, March 23, 1861-June 9, 1861 Subject The topic of the resource Citadel, the Military College of South Carolina American Civil War (1861-1865) Social life and customs Description An account of the resource John B. Patrick was a member of The Citadel's Class of 1855. He served as a professor of mathematics at the Arsenal Academy in Columbia from 1859-1865 and as secretary for the Board of Visitors from 1862-1865. During the Civil War, he was lieutenant in charge of the Battalion of State Cadets. His journals span from 1861-1865 and detail his personal life and health, religion, his work at the Arsenal Academy, cadet discipline, and Civil War activities. 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